2024.11.26 01:00 feross MIDI file – Evangelion - Rei I.mid
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2024.11.26 01:00 crazyrok6 Can't figure out what to do.
Can't decide whether to cut down or stop.
I(29M) come from a long line of very high functioning alcoholics on both sides of my family. A few here or there were severe but most were moderate drinkers who drank their entire lives without too much immediate issues. I barely drank in highschool, but when I turned 21 I quickly went off the deep end, drank every day, beer wine and hard liquor, for about 18 months. In this time I rose to close to 450 pounds in weight. In 2017 I got a new job, stopped drinking, and over the course of 3 years stayed sober and lost 270 pounds and turned my life around.
In 2019 I started dating a girl, my first actual relationship, and she moved in with me after 6 weeks after she was involved in a serious car accident. I knew she had had some issues with alcohol but at the time she was handling things well and I thought I could be a role model and support system. Once she recovered from her accident, her drinking escalated quickly and began to effect me negatively in an extreme way. Covid hit in 2020 and things got better as the bars were closed, but once lockdowns lifted she went right back to her war path. In July of that year, after 8 months struggling to control her addiction, I relapsed and had my first drink in 3 years. By the following may both of our addictions had deteriorated to the point of me kicking her out. The next 6 months were a drunken blur.
Then I met a girl and we started dating. She is the purest, kindest most forgiving soul I've ever encountered and I fell madly in love with her. I maintained sobriety the first 7 months of our relationship, but soon after she moved in with me I made the decision to see if I could drink again in moderation. I'm not a mean drunk, not violent, I don't drive or go do stupid things, my demeanor really doesn't change much at all except that I get more loose and emotionally available. I just like to get home from work and have a few beers while playing xbox and watching our shows together. Over the last 2.5 years I've drank mostly daily with a few breaks here and there, and although my daily consumption has cut down drastically, my health has deteriorated and I've gained all my weight back where I'm now heavier than before, encroaching on 500 pounds. There's a lot of other mental health and childhood trauma stuff involved here that would make this long post way too long.
Yesterday my girlfriend decided she couldn't put up with my terrible health anymore and left me, she is dead set on this decision, has been staying in a hotel and plans to move all of her stuff out in a few days. There's nothing I can do to stop this from happening. I just don't know if i can ever maintain complete sobriety forever, I had 3 years and I lost it and I haven't been able to get it back and it scares me to try.
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2024.11.26 01:00 wewdwtnizrub Zachys Black Friday Coupon Code
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2024.11.26 01:00 KNUCKLEHEADzzs £570 just to replace the _______ in my car?!?
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2024.11.26 01:00 M_i_c_K Trump Announces Tariffs for Day 1 | A Wake Up Call For All
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2024.11.26 01:00 erer1243 Currently, it's November 25, 2024 at 08:00PM
Currently, it's November 25, 2024 at 08:00PM
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2024.11.26 01:00 Custombi How would an interaction with your OC and Jasmine look like? (and yes that's a guy)
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2024.11.26 01:00 Sidd_ag Help Me Organize My Start
I've spent a lot of time researching, and I think I have a general idea of the topics to study to professionalize myself in this field. However, I'd love to hear from people who really know about the subject. The topics I currently have in mind (not in any particular order) are:
2024.11.26 01:00 NBA_MOD GAME THREAD: New York Knicks (9-7) @ Denver Nuggets (9-6) - (November 26, 2024)
General Information
TIME | MEDIA | Team Subreddits |
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09:00 PM Eastern | Game Preview: NBA.com | /nyknicks |
08:00 PM Central | Game Charts: NBA.com | /denvernuggets |
07:00 PM Mountain | Play By Play: NBA.com | |
06:00 PM Pacific | Box Score: NBA.com |
2024.11.26 01:00 AreaFederal9732 If you gave life before UC a 10, how much would you give it to live with j pouch?
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2024.11.26 01:00 Super_Ad_7251 C4C THANKS!
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2024.11.26 01:00 CheetahSperm18 Ushio Noa [Blue Archive]
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2024.11.26 00:59 OkLab5 Does anyone have any ideas for a smaller shade? Amazon link would be great, I do like stars and with how bright these are it may make the area prettier.
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2024.11.26 00:59 Dack1000 Thoughts on the 2025 Jetta?
For 22k it seems like an unbeatable deal.
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2024.11.26 00:59 EgotisticalEpid Two more human adventurers , Game: Lasting Tales
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2024.11.26 00:59 BanditTai Whoop Zone 2 is too high for me??
Hello! I recently received my whoop just 2 days ago.
I’m trying to work on zone 2 training, but the starting zones seem too high for it to really be zone 2. The first day the threshold to enter zone 2 was 135 bpm and today it’s at 140 bpm. It feels like way too much excursion to be zone 2.
I’m a pretty fit guy, but endurance has always been a struggle for me. If you compare me to any average person my endurance is probably better, but compared to any endurance athlete I’d be the slow strong guy.
I was told zone 2 I shouldn’t be sweating that heavily, but here I am. I don’t think I’d be able to maintain a fluid conversation either.
Does it just take more time/data for the Whoop zones to be accurate? I know I can set the zones myself but idk what they are and I’d like the system to continuously evolve as I do, but it’s putting the zones at a way harder capacity then I think it should.
Any advice or insight would be greatly appreciated!
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2024.11.26 00:59 Square-Aioli-784 [QUESTION] What Twins model is it and are they real?
Hey guys, just found those online. Never owned Twins, and I’m curious what model it is and also - is there a chance they are fake? Price is pretty good, and I might buy them if you recommend.
Thanks!
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2024.11.26 00:59 Happy_Harry ITAP of my kids at the Baltimore Aquarium
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2024.11.26 00:59 its_dezi The longevity of posts on Bluesky
As most people are aware, posts on Bluesky circulate far longer than they do on Twitter, Instagram etc.
On Twitter a post's view count may falls flat within days, sometimes even within hours; I've had posts gain traction (i.e. 10k likes, 200k views), and after two days interactions basically flatline. But while likes and shares still trickle in once in a while, people almost never leave a comment once it's past that viral stage.
Of course it's partially because those algorithms push posts much harder as soon as they gain traction, leading to more replies, but I'm also wondering how much it is a (subconscious) choice on the viewer's end. People are far less inclined to post on older posts, thinking that they're too late or that their reply won't matter or even be seen. I've seen people say they don't comment on posts that are older than a week, and commenting on posts older than a year is creepy. I've heard people say they deleted their replies when they realized they accidentally commented on an old post.
(Tumblr is the exception, posts last ages there and people seem happy to comment on age-old posts)
So I'm wondering what people's philosophy on commenting is among the Bluesky crowd. Do you comment the same way as you did on other socials, or do you maintain different rules when talking to people on Bluesky? Or does it seem like a bunch of nonsense you've never heard of before?
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2024.11.26 00:59 bot_neen Mesa de diálogo bajo el esquema de Parlamento Abierto. Tema: Desarrollo sostenible rumbo al PEF 2025
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2024.11.26 00:59 WolfThese3560 Any offers
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2024.11.26 00:59 Quantumyth for the Roccos out there - 40-min making of Captain EO hosted by Whoopi Goldberg
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2024.11.26 00:59 SensitiveMilk7512 Shop smith motor with variable speed pulley
Have a motor taken off of a shop smith mark 5 with variable speed pulley, the headstock speed adjuster housing was cracked motor works. Would like to get $25 for it also have other parts to headstock/quill assembley. Send me message with email/cell# can send pictures. 1 1/8 hp ge motor.
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2024.11.26 00:59 IronChefOfForensics Live recordings, always sound amazing
It amazes me how much this band recorded especially the live concerts. They recorded rehearsals their entire house band experience at the forum and pretty much every show they ever did and they all sound amazing. I like the Boston recording at Fenway Park. Followed by the New Orleans jazz festival. Anybody else noticed the live sound quality of the live recordings?
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2024.11.26 00:59 HayIayyy Is this good?
I don’t know anything about pcs. I’m looking at marketplace for a reasonable priced one
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