2024.11.26 04:40 Ecstatic_Ad6326 My one wish in the world would be a life with you š©µI realize that means nothing if you're not happy. I love you and wish for your joy and peace. Above all. Thank you for everything.
Dear Sweetheart, Ditto, I love you ā¾ļø. Always. I remember thinking it was silly when you sent this to me or how you did. Not because I didn't believe you and certainly not because I didn't feel the same way. I never saw you as anything less than what you are to me. I never questioned that If I had to choose anyone to know it would be you. For as long as you'd have me. I never wanted or felt like we needed to say goodbye or have a final message. I felt like it was ridiculous that you'd sign off from our relationship with that or that you thought I could ever consider what I know what your worries, fears, and perspective of me became. I'm so sorry I was so cruel and ignorant. I didn't know. I promise you. I believed we both never wanted that or this to happen and I still believe that we both truly wanted a life where we knew and had each other in some way. I don't know how you feel about that now and I feel so stupid. So stupid for hurting the most precious thing on earth. I am sorry. Those words feel stupid too. They mean nothing. God, give me my penance I will pay it faithfully. L, tell me what would do what sorry can't and never will do.
Part of me wishes youd just hate me if you do or tell me anything to help me let go of you need me to or want me to. I know its fresh. We are young and don't know a thing about life. There's a small chance I've considered that this all be a vague memory one day, as much as I hate this idea and flirt with it being true I know it can't be. I flirted with it to test it for pain management. Turns out that stupid idea hurts worse.
Do you remember the first time I said those words to you? I remember it well. You were finishing your lunch break. You had your hand on the door to enter the place that means so much to us both. I blurted those feeling out with those three words. I knew I felt that way and had intentionally kept myself from doing so up until that point. I blushed and felt so naked and vulnerable. No putting the toothpaste back in the tube with that one. I remember briefly wishing I had waited to tell you in person or been even a hair more cool about it but I was so full of love that those brief thoughts were meaningless compared to what I knew I felt about you. I still feel it. I believe I always will. Why the place we met means so much to me is different now than it was before I met you. You were pure sunshineāļøI think it was almost two years since we first met. I was alone and it was the off season. No one saw what I did in this place or what it did. Definitely no one close to what you are. I believed no one could or qould ever meet me the way you did. How could I have expected such a gift??? The place didn't become and didn't remain what it was or what I thought it would be in my life. Its funny how time makes a fool out of me and I'm sure most people if not all. I don't mind it. I mean I do but only in the fleeting small way that is squashed by all the light that the experience brought. God is the light and he gave me you and us each other. I don't visit or go to the place we coexisted so beautifully anymore.
I feel inspired and content that the place is in your hands now in most ways (except for the old man that we both love and strongly dislike even though I probably respect him for his tenacity, etc. more than any other person my elder) Its where you are. I'm grateful that the place has you. If I loved it the way I thought I did how blessed am I to know that who I truly love and trust is caring for the place I wanted to protect and do whatever was best for. I thought I loved it and do feel āloveā for the place in a way, now its a subtle fondness. It isn't the isolating grandeous dream I thought would be my one and only vocation anymore. It hasn't been that for long enough that I forget that it was that all encompassing to me.
I remember not too long ago. You telling me that I was meant for more than that place. It made me cry tears of bittersweet freedom. The only person I truly and deeply loved, trusted, and know is good - when you said that I knew again that you saw me and you loved me authentically. I felt naked again and it was okay because you were there and I know you wouldn't let me be harmed. In all of life, in our silly niche (I don't think its silly at all, most people treat it that way or don't even think about it as a category- and some of the niche is kinda silly but in a gnarly cool way at least to me and you and the people that matter)
I love you. I don't know what to do with all of this at all. Maybe right now what to do is nothing āØ I'll work on being patient with it, myself, and of course you. God forgive me for hurting you. I believe in you so much. Not even romantically. As a person, you are GOOD. Be good, sweetheart. Please find me if you need or want to and you feel in your heart that its best for you. I'll be here. Always. I mean it. You're it for me. It comforts me to know that. I won't be hiding in the shadows of its not the same for you. I'll accept what you need, want, and what is best for you because I love you. Loving you means putting those things first even and especially when it's hard.
I love you ā¾ļø - your person always.
Sorry if this is rambling and riddled with errors. I'm venting and trying to keep myself upright during heartbreak. I'm committed to doing what is best and giving my best. As you'd want me to do. I'll do the right thing along the way. Thank you for everything. I hope you don't see this and if you do I'm sorry. I'd rather send it to the void than disrupt you at all. I appreciate the grace you've given me. Tonight as I wrote this you gave me another gift that helped a lot. Thank you for your kindness and forgiveness. I will be so happy if I and when I can do what you asked. It really is so pure. Thank you. I'm so happy to have met and known someone like you. That feeling, you, all of it, even for a moment- is priceless š©µ
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2024.11.26 04:40 Interesting-Alarm973 What were the historical factors in the 19th and 20th century that caused Western Europe to be much more secular than the US nowadays?
Western Europe and the US seem to have gone through similar social and economic developments during the 19th and 20th century. Then why did Western Europe become much more secularised while the US remain more religious (at least in comparison to the Western Europe)?
What were the historical factors behind this difference? What were the historical factors in the 19th and 20th century that caused Western Europe to be much more secular than the US nowadays?
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2024.11.26 04:40 ANUB1IS ann is strapped
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2024.11.26 04:40 CallMeONDO Logging food using Text + AI
While photo logging using AI is available, many times I need to log food which I donāt have anymore (is already eaten) and searching for the correct product is sometimes pain.
Same thing if I cook more complex recipe I would just write in sentence what I put in (e.g. stir fry with chicken, broccoli, onion, green beans, chili, basil and oyster sauce) and AI would create meal in some reasonable ratio.
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2024.11.26 04:40 Adventurous-Hope8579 Chat is this real?
Alleged fake snippet of Hold your heart, what do you guys think?
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2024.11.26 04:40 EarlyProtection6313 Should I worry about getting pregnant?
Hello everyone, hope you are all doing well. I recently like an hour ago just slept with my boyfriend and at first we were rushing it and decided to have sex without a condom and now im worrying about precum and the chances of getting pregnant. I just finished my period and my ovulation begins in 9 days and he didnāt finish only thing im worried about is precum. Should I be worried about pregnancy? What are my chances? And should I just seal it by buying a morning after pill or is that too much? Please help!
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2024.11.26 04:40 SlattKingThugger So 482 will require 2 years? ā¹ļø
Hi everyone,
My 482 visa expires in May and I'm an Enrolled Nurse. I've secured a job in a hospital which will sponsor me but I only have 1.3 years of experience so concerned about my 482 visa application. It will probably be rejected? I've heard that the 2-year experience requirement might be reduced to 1 year from November 23 but looks like that's not gonna happen?
What other visa options could I explore to stay in Australia by May?
Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!!
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2024.11.26 04:40 Flounder_Designer Coding a Script Assignment I'm Working On
Hi all, I'm working on an assignment that involves coding a script. The third step requires me to run a file I made called "die.py" as a script. However, when I try to run it as a script, it doesn't return anything. Here's the instructions:
"Before you make any modifications to die.py, you should run it as a script to see what needs to be changed. Remember that the difference between a module and script is how you execute it. All modules can be run as scripts and all scripts can be imported as modules. However, the results are rarely the same, so most Python files are designed to be one or the other, but not both. To run your module as a script, just type the command python
followed by the name of the file (including the .py
extension), as shown below:"
python die.py Here's the contents of die.py: """ A simple die roller Author: Jonah Kaper Date: 11/25/2024 """ import random from random import randint roll = randint(1,6)
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2024.11.26 04:40 ChronoLegion2 Run/walk button grayed-out on ETW on iOS
Iām playing Total War: Empire on iOS (iPhone XR). Itās playing fine (when the phone isnāt hot or low on battery), but I canāt use the run/walk button in battles for most units. It only seems to work on reinforcements. I can still double-tap to get a unit to run, but then I canāt position it the way I want. I tried submitting a case with Feral, but they said it works fine in their testing and asked for a video of the bug.
Anyone experience anything like that?
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2024.11.26 04:40 ayeshagulona Champs Sports Up to 70% Off Black Friday Sale
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2024.11.26 04:40 1Admiring_the_View Could Jason Statham be our next Bond?
Opinions, thoughts, yes, no, maybe... https://preview.redd.it/jm4mbvwhd63e1.jpg?width=1550&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=795f35b577b0d26068c2e676299b41e1c45fb896 submitted by 1Admiring_the_View to JamesBond [link] [comments] |
2024.11.26 04:40 ZLovecraftx Spoodle dee, spoodle do, this little spoodlet is lookin at you!
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2024.11.26 04:40 alisaremi Latest find I saved from the rain! - KV27TW70 it has S VIDEO!
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2024.11.26 04:40 PlasticRespect7163 Free Peer Grief Support Groups for Young Adults
Hello! My nonprofit, Two Daughters Foundation, recently began offering peer grief support groups for young adults in the area who have either lost a parent to serious illness or have a parent currently in treatment for serious illness. We are trying to reach anyone who might benefit from having a space to share and talk with other young adults in a similar situation. My mom, who was treated at Willamette Valley Cancer Institute, passed away from ovarian cancer last year. I started a peer support in Sacramento, where I currently live, and weāve created a really wonderful network that Iād love to recreate for the Willamette Valley as well. Our groups are informal, no-pressure, and there is no cap on attendance. Our facilitator, whose contact information is provided in the flyer, comes with topics, but a lot of times we just chat about whatās on our minds. We also meet periodically for in-person activities like pottery painting, hiking, and picnics/potlucks. Please share with anyone who may benefit! You can check out our website at www.twodaughtersfoundation.org for more on our story too. submitted by PlasticRespect7163 to Eugene [link] [comments] |
2024.11.26 04:40 ExcitingBreadfruit88 Tecnicatura en Desarrollo Web y App Digitales - Inst. Superior Sta.Rosa De Calamuchita
Buenas devs que opinan de esta tecnicatura , el plan de estudios meparece interesante y es un titulo oficial dejo link: https://institutocalamuchita.com/desarrollo-de-software/
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2024.11.26 04:40 PuzzleheadedMusic571 ISO 1 ticket Katie Gavin for tmrw 11/26
Anyone have a spare ticket for Katieās show, tomorrow night in LA? Can only attend Tuesday @ the Masonic Lodge at Hollywood Forever, (not Wednesday night). Ty in advance, feel free to DM ā”
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2024.11.26 04:40 Worried_Database8191 Reveal Thyself
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2024.11.26 04:40 shhThia How to make this list better?
I know there are plenty of posts like this but what can I do to make a solid 1000pt team and 2000pt team? submitted by shhThia to Drukhari [link] [comments] |
2024.11.26 04:40 MethuselahsGrandpa Rosemary Clooney - I'll Be Home For Christmas (5.1 Surround Sound)
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2024.11.26 04:40 advita_g Question about quests 10+ participation
Hi all,
Like many others, I have finished the blue quests and have started working on the green quests. Since they are technically part of 2B and not 2A, should I continue posting questions/comments about further quests in this forum or are we expected to post them in 2B? And does anyone know if our week 10-11 participation points still count if they are referring to further quests?
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2024.11.26 04:40 Jonapoop Anyone hear back from Grammarly for Summer 2025?
Did my final with them a few weeks ago, no response though. Anyone get offer and willing to share timeline? Thanks!
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2024.11.26 04:40 nep_nep34 Artifact advice
I want to find some good artifacts for increasing weight, endurance and if there is any stamina could someone let me know of what artifacts to look for and what kind of anomalies they can spawn in? thanks.
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2024.11.26 04:40 Long-Plate1517 Chicken in War which is the best
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2024.11.26 04:40 Eye_Able Berserk + Chexplosion = DAMAGE
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2024.11.26 04:40 Mundane_Caramel_6215 Prime Mike Tyson, Natty or Juice?
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