Not ready to give up up. It's been a long time, things have changed much for me which i never expected
2024.11.29 15:41 Complete-Hope8432 Not ready to give up up. It's been a long time, things have changed much for me which i never expected
Hi everyone,
I’m 19F, and right now, I’m struggling to find hope. Anxiety and self-doubt have taken over, and I feel like I’m running out of options. I just wanted to share my story and see if anyone can guide me.
Two years ago, I graduated high school as the topper of my class (94%, CBSE)- my_qualifications. I was proud of myself and full of dreams. My biggest goal was to crack the NDA exam and serve in the Indian Army. I’ve always been someone who believed in hard work, taking risks, and pushing boundaries. I wanted to make my life meaningful—not just for myself, but for my family and my country.
But life doesn’t always go as planned. Before I could take the NDA exam, I faced some medical issues that made me ineligible. It was devastating, especially because I hadn’t prepared for any other entrance exams. I had pinned all my hopes on NDA. Suddenly, I was at a crossroads. My options were to either drop a year and prepare for JEE, or take a leap of faith and explore studying abroad—a dream I never thought I could afford.
Growing up, finances were always tight. My father is a farmer, and my mother is a homemaker. Despite this, they’ve always encouraged me to dream big. Knowing the sacrifices my parents make daily, it felt almost impossible to think about studying abroad. But I also knew that if I didn’t try, I’d regret it forever. So, with nothing but determination and a belief in myself, I decided to take the risk.
I spent months researching affordable options, applying to universities, and handling every step of the process on my own. In between, I worked for six months to cover my expenses and support myself. It gave me a sense of independence and responsibility—I even bought a phone with the money I earned.
I applied to countries like Italy, Hungary, Poland, Austria, and Lithuania. After so much effort, I was thrilled to get an offer for a bachelor’s in Artificial Intelligence at JKU (Johannes Kepler University), Austria. It felt like my hard work was finally paying off.
However, my excitement was short-lived. Financial challenges came crashing down again. Banks in India don’t provide non-collateral loans for bachelor’s degrees abroad, and our family doesn’t have assets that qualify as collateral. My father even offered to use his 30 cents of land, but the banks refused because the land isn’t accessible by vehicles. It was heartbreaking to see him trying so hard for me, only to be turned away.
Despite all this, I managed to minimize my initial expenses to just ₹35,000, including my IELTS (I scored 7 bands, in case you’re curious). I’ve also secured an appointment to apply for my residence permit in about 20 days. A friend has agreed to lend me the ₹8 lakh I need to show as proof of funds temporarily, so I’m covered for that part.
But now, I’m stuck again. While the show money is arranged temporarily, I still don’t know how I’ll manage the actual expenses of living and studying in Austria. I’ve tried every possible way to arrange for loans or funding, but nothing has worked out so far.
Even though everything seems to have failed so far, I’ve learned so much along the way. I’ve grown as a person, improved my confidence, and learned how to deal with failure. It’s just that I don’t want to give up now—not when I’ve come this far.
I’m sharing my story here because I still believe there’s a way forward. I’ve worked so hard to get here, and I truly believe I have the potential to achieve something meaningful. I just need some guidance or ideas—anything that can help me bridge this financial gap.
If anyone knows of any alternative funding options, scholarships, or even loans I might have overlooked, please let me know. Your advice could be the breakthrough I need.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. It means a lot to me
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2024.11.29 15:41 Realistic_Choice_658 Am trying again. Do you any information ? Âge? Hallmark? Value? I think its holmegaard, but not sure. Thanks !
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2024.11.29 15:41 sammyjamez Social anxiety or autism?
This is strange to me because if my memory serves me well, I remember that I had social anxiety growing up, particularly during my teen years and early adulthood but I figured that this was all connected to me being socially inept because I was bullied growing up and I was a recluse so I wanted to be accepted and to belong instead of being judged and neglected.
But I thought that I grew over that (well, to some degree. I believe that it has always been there but I think that I did not pay attention to it so much)
Now ever since I got my official ADOS diagnosis last year which made me really realise that I do in fact have Level 1 ASD, I noticed that my social anxiety heightened.
Now, I learned that social anxiety is prevalent in people with ASD. But I am honestly not sure if this social anxiety is acting alone or whether this is compatible with ASD because of fear of judgement because of said ASD.
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2024.11.29 15:41 infinite_neurons Toxic Marriage
A man was married in 2022. It was an arranged marriage. But he loves someone else. The wife is reluctant to divorce him despite knowing the fact. She threatens him with filing a false domestic violence case against him if he tries to divorce her. None of his parents are supportive. The marriage is getting toxic day by day. It's ruining his mental health affecting his personal and professional life. What to suggest?
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2024.11.29 15:41 Own_Bookkeeper4335 Train noise
Hey guys, is it just me, or has the train noise gotten way louder lately? It wasn’t this bad before, but ever since they did some track maintenance, it’s been unbearable.
I stay in K block, and my window faces the main campus, so the railway track is super close to my room. It’s gotten so bad that even at 3:30 AM, the train noise wakes everyone up.
No idea how to get used to this—it’s messing with our sleep big time.
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2024.11.29 15:41 Potential-Actuary651 A handcrafted ceramic "stinky sock" is definitely a unique and humorous gift. It's sure to bring surprise and laughter when unwrapped, with the real surprise being that it's made of ceramic! https://nestofcrafts.com/
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2024.11.29 15:41 Legitimate-Bag5413 Where were Dutch and Micah during Blessed are the Peacemakers?
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My father very suddenly died last saturday and I need some songs that help with grief and loss. Any genre is welcome and all languages (I mainly speak German and English). I love variety so suggestions can be happy or sad, fast or slow, single or a whole record. I will take everything gladly!
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2024.11.29 15:41 sarish- Mammographer jobs in Doha
Anyone know where I can look for mammographer jobs in Doha?
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2024.11.29 15:41 definitely_normal_ Hi, I'm new to (traditional) reading. Please help.
I hope I tag this correctly. English is not my first language.
Anyway, hi. After months of reading tarot online (I use Labyrinthos) I decided to buy a physical deck. I cleanse it then ask myself "How will this deck serve me?"
I got The Empress (reverse), Five of wands (reverse) and Knight of pentangles in the following order. I still try to find the answer on my own but I'm still puzzled.
Thanks for reading this.
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2024.11.29 15:41 MaestroIgnitex The Deserved Downfall of Blastphamous HD (Internet Anarchist)
I remember seeing this guy's reaction videos several years ago. Then I got disinterested of his content after seeing repetitive reaction videos, and now I can see why he has fallen off.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H7c4mYN-mqQ
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2024.11.29 15:41 Forsygness Buy my stuff idiot! - My Self-Found Adventures
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2024.11.29 15:41 cenrepute Currently streaming on Amazon Prime.
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2024.11.29 15:41 Holfy_ Half of the ship shown in 2025 ship tease are already "Flight Ready" Or "In Production".
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2024.11.29 15:41 GlitchPhoenix98 I'm on set for the new Matrix movie, what do you guys think?
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2024.11.29 15:41 miroslav_dzapka82 Díky copilotovi
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2024.11.29 15:41 GoodmansUrbex INVESTIGATING MY HIGH SCHOOL (A DEMON)
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2024.11.29 15:41 Turbulent_Property_4 Le due star di X-Files si odiavano? Il retroscena su Mulder e Scully
Gillian Anderson e David Duchovny non erano amici fuori dal set di X-Files ma anzi i due attori non si sono parlati per molto tempo.
Partner affiatati davanti le telecamere, ma distanti nella vita reale: chi ha visto il duo Mulder e Scully risolvere casi paranormali sul piccolo schermo non crederebbe mai che Gillian Anderson e David Duchovny non condividessero alcuna chimica nella vita realtà.
Prosegui la lettura
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