Challenging my own belief that I am "unconsciously seeking out bad people"
2024.11.29 23:50 Glad_Pollution7474 Challenging my own belief that I am "unconsciously seeking out bad people"
When I was barely 17, I got into a relationship for the first time and I threw everything into the relationship. I loved her immensely. After the breakup, it went from missing her daily, to weekly, to monthly, to varying amounts of months. The problem was, I didn't get over her until like after 7+ years.
It was a very emotionally charged relationship and toxic. I even went on to have other relationships, which was fine. But everytime I was single and felt lonely, I would miss that first person (I don't do that anymore because I've gotten over her).
I don't know why this was the case. At first I started to think it was because the more toxic and emotionally charged relationships are just more memorable than the ones that weren't. Which is probably true. But I think also it was because I felt my needs were being met (which is not true because it was toxic, but for some reason it feels that way).
Recently, I have gotten into a relationship that gave me the same feelings as my first relationship. She has ASPD. There's a toxicity of not being treated the way you want... and yet you miss this person like hell. I miss them everyday and cry. When we started going out, I considered them "the love of my life." And I don't know why I would ascribe this to them compared to anybody else.
I had just chalked it up to "yeah I'm a guy, but I'm probably no different from those girls that only seek bad boys. that's probably what's going on." But then I watched this video that challenged that notion. Now I don't know what to think anymore. Why does my heart believe she is so special then, when her qualities are assertiveness, bluntness, and not thinking before she speaks?
It sucks that I feel like I lost the love of my life. Even if you pointed out the bad, I'd point out the good. Even though this relationship wasn't meant to work, I still tell myself I don't want to get over her.
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2024.11.29 23:50 Impressive_Finger813 Best prof for precalc (115)
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2024.11.29 23:50 Upper-Fix-2705 These pictures are of me and my pet poodle Pamina. Unfortunately, she died around 8 years ago due to old age. She was 13.
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2024.11.29 23:50 Madsie_mads Looking for movies to watch
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2024.11.29 23:50 Playful_Pair_5673 Spotify family plan 3 spots open
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2024.11.29 23:50 No-Editor-2727 My NBA play for tonight, and hope it hits…!!!
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2024.11.29 23:50 AndreaNewsHub Almost a third of students do not even manage the minimum in math (orig.: Fast ein Drittel der Schüler schafft in Mathe nicht einmal das Minimum) #WORLDNEWS #a #Almost #third #students #of
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2024.11.29 23:50 rickyatx I have not received my debit card in 3 months.
Is there a faster process to obtain a debit card. I recently joined RBFCU and I have never received a debit card. I have reordered a debit card 3 times now and I have no clue what’s going on. Can I POSSIBLY pick it up in the case of an emergency? It’s just infuriating having to use apple pay everywhere I go or order things on my phone instead of ordering in person. If anyone has any suggestions, please inform me. Thank you.
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2024.11.29 23:50 NikoTheAsian [WTS] Vortex Razor Gen II-E VMR-2 MRAD, Scalarworks LEAP08, KICK02, Unity GASCAP, Modlite Mobutton Lite LINK, PMM Meathook, Trex Ragnarok with QLS fork for Beretta M9A1/X300
Timestamp: https://imgur.com/a/NDKs4y9
- Vortex Razor Gen II-E VMR-2 MRAD with SV3 throw lever. Excellent condition, glass is immaculate, low round count. $1000 firm on price for this
https://imgur.com/a/7rkDChq
- Scalarworks LEAP/08 1.57" (new updated hinges) with a KICK/02 RMR footprint. Both purchased new 2 months back, only took to the range once. Torqued to spec, excellent condition. $350 for the set, dont wanna split these unless i have a buyer for both. firm on price for this
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- Unity GASCAP, low round count. $80
https://imgur.com/a/sgfP1Dc
- Modbutton Lite USB-C LINK, low round count. $60 (or take both gascap and link for $130)
https://imgur.com/a/Le2LMFC
- PMM Meathook mlok $40
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- Trex fde ragnarok for beretta m9a1 with a surefire x300. comes with qls fork, never used. $50
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2024.11.29 23:50 ZT_Glitch will the 4070 fit in the NZXT H5 Flow RGB
i was thinking about getting a 4070 and wanted to know if it will fit before i buy it. its the
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2024.11.29 23:50 Minic_000 Quickshifter issues
I have a 2023 ktm rc390 with a quick shifter that usually works perfectly. However occasionally and only from 4th to 5th gear it almost slips and doesn’t shift right. I’ve noticed this only happens at higher rpms and when it’s most inconvenient. Has anyone experienced anything similar and is this a fixable thing?
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2024.11.29 23:50 Fragrant-Shock-4315 ‘The perception glitch’: Most Canadians are happy in their jobs, but think others aren’t
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2024.11.29 23:50 Sillyboiskally No friends at 31.
No friends.
I’m 31M, I gave my friends up a few years back, for self growth and to strengthen my relationship. Sadly indoing so, iv now become a loner. Iv shown interest in getting to know new people, but I never receive any interest back. (It gets hard to not think your the problem)
My partner, she has friends from her yard and work that talk and text all the time.
I get a bit envious over this, as I don’t have anyone to share conversations with.
I wouldn’t say I’m boring in any means, I don’t have kids and work full time. I have various hobbies, nothing I’m too committed to (I’d love to find something I’m passionate about) I go to the gym, like mountain biking, working on cars, exploring lochs, walks, love finding small local pubs out in the middle of nowhere.
I fell like I do try “to get out there” but over the last year iv become a lot more withdrawn and find small talk increasingly difficult. Soon as I start talking to someone I feel the desire to shut it down.
If anyone else has been the same situation and has advice on the matter. It would be much appreciated.
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2024.11.29 23:50 nirbyschreibt Ich wollte nur die 300m von der Haltestelle nach Hause gehen und habe 9 falsch abgestellte Fahrzeuge gesehen. 😭
Ich könnte hochgehen wegen dieser Scheiße! Mit Knipsen und weg.li Anzeigen habe ich über 40 Minuten gebraucht! Ich wollte nur nach Hause gehen, aber diese Vollobste haben mal wieder einfach nur aufgehört zu fahren! 😒Neun! Neun (9!!!) Anzeigen habe ich heute Abend in 300m!!! geschrieben! Das ist einsamer und ekelhafter Spitzenrekord auf der Strecke. Ich könnte heulen. Einmal Fußwegparker und achtmal in der Kreuzung. Quasi an jeder meiner Kreuzungen. Ich konnte an keiner Stelle als Fußgängerin die Fahrbahn gefahrlos überqueren.
Da kommen glatt Gewaltfantasien auf, denn ich mache das seit fast 1,5 Jahren nur auf diesen 300 Metern. 😭
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2024.11.29 23:50 K0rrath Put a sticky note in my local bookstore to promote peak
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2024.11.29 23:50 The_king_of_stocks 🥺
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2024.11.29 23:50 Few_Spring_9523 Organizational Leadership Degree
Currently I am 40 years old with 18 years invested at a large company and a first level supervisor. I do not have a degree and have progressed my career about as far as I can without a degree. I have been looking at online degrees and ran across this one. I could see where it would not be a great degree if you are just trying to start your career but what about someone like me who has 18 years invested and plans to retire from there in 20+ years?
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2024.11.29 23:50 RMSGoat_Boat Bold words for the one who took eleven hours to deliver the pizza then got stuck and pissed herself.
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2024.11.29 23:50 Entrepreneur-Prize Plankton Swarm?
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2024.11.29 23:50 Shot-Entrepreneur142 How does it work?
So I’ve always heard that if you say a slur over text or in recording that a person could send it to a college and your chances of a top school are over. Is this true? How would colleges verify the credibility of the video? What if it was Ai? Or what if someone posted a supposed video of you saying something inappropriate on instagram? Do you guys know anything about this? I’ve only heard one case where a girl recorded herself saying the n word and a peer posted it a few years later to which she lost her scholarship. I know that if someone were to report you for saying a slur to the school it could go on your record and that could ruin your chances. But what about if they emailed it to a college?
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2024.11.29 23:50 Ok_Entrepreneur_3149 If you know your brannock size, question about Rios sizing
Hello, know there are a lot of threads on Rios sizing but many don't seem to be based on the brannock size. Question, if you know your brannock size (heel to toe, no need for ball), what size do you wear in Rios boots, and do you wear them with or without the insole? Thank you
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2024.11.29 23:50 TinyPinkAlien Name that means “Oldest Daughter”
hiiii! I am an artist from Central America and have been working on a personal project for a while. it’s a story about a girl that lives in Cuzcatlan and was raised by magical volcanoes and spirit dogs. I was looking for a fitting name but my Nahuatl is very limited and I did find the name Xoco! I was wondering is there was an equivalent of this name but that means “olderst daughter” or “older sister”? also you you guys have any more suggestions for names please send them my way!
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