Grief is making me question everything
2024.12.01 04:39 flyyogurt Grief is making me question everything
My brother took his life a few months ago and ever since I've not found peace in my heart. I feel so much conflict and distrust. I keep blaming myself, my father, my other brother....I don't know what to think or who to trust.
Most of all, I don't know why Allah allowed this. I don't know why Allah put my brother through impossible tests in his life. I don't want to go into detail on here, but he's not known a single moment of peace in his entire life. There was never a good outcome to his life. There was never a solution. There was just pain and suffering of every dimension.
Why? Why did he have to go through these trials if it didn't even bring him closer to Islam? What was the point?
I'm trying my best to trust Allah but I don't know why I'm doing that anymore. I know Allah knows best. I truly think Allah ended his suffering. That much I know. But why did he have to suffer in the first place?
Please don't judge me for these thoughts. I believe in Allah, and Islam has saved my life many times. So please know I'm coming from a place of desperation. All I used to care about was my relationship to Allah, and I'm feeling like I lost that as soon as my brother died. I want to come back but I feel so hurt. All I ever prayed for was my brother's well being...
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2024.12.01 04:39 simmilare Vög Volapüka (2024 dekul)
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2024.12.01 04:39 Livid_Dog5256 Already overspent. Is this best price?
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2024.12.01 04:39 TheToothDoctorSN Do doordasher’s accept cash tips?
So a weird thing happened. I live in a condo and I ordered something on DoorDash and wrote in the instructions that I would give a cash tip (since I had some left over cash I want to get rid of). I got a knock on the door and I went to get it but the door dasher had left. I couldn’t see him so I called out to him.
I said hello, and then he said hi from the elevator. I told him I had a tip for him and then he said thank you and then just went down the elevator. I was super confused by this. Was he mad I didn’t tip from the app? Or did he not read the notes?
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2024.12.01 04:39 RedditSneke Starlo - Ceroba's Oath Brother (Like A Dragon AU)
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2024.12.01 04:39 sabrinalafond Not impressed
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2024.12.01 04:39 Overall-Intention333 The state of smite 2 rage rant
Can i just say i do love smite i have over 3k hours on smite 1 and 200 hours in smite 2. BUT
- what were they thinking adding all this CC into the game with only 1 relic slot with a 180 second cooldown when they can get 2ults of before i get my relic back?? We only talking about 1 god here not the OTHER 4 GODS RUNNING AROUND with flips,stuns, cripples, knockups, and pulls. I get it they wanted to change things up but the fact that i have to choose between 1 of 12+ abilities on the enemy team to choose between just to Possibly survive is crazy.
- Relic cooldowns need to be either cut in half sense we're already down 1 relic OR make active items have a lower cooldown to make them more viable because why does a relic and a active have the same downtime???🫤
- Is it just me or are my dashes getting canceled 2+ times before it actually want to work because of the cripples, stuns, pushes, and silences. I can't count how many times i had to spam to get it off as someone with a dash. Hades taking damage after you activate his dash because he's not fully underground is stupid please fix it getting clipped in the head by kuku ult isn't fun.
- WHY AM I A ADC GETTING OUT BASIC ATTACKED BY A MAGE??? WHAT'S THE POINT OF RUNNING CUPID WHEN ZEUS, MORGAN, AND SO MANY OTHER MAGES JUST DO IT BETTER??? Yeah ima hit you with my abilities that do 400 damage if that while you get 2.5 attack speed and a 700+ damage abilities. I understand "we're trying to make gods play in other roles" but please make the gods built specifically for that role GOOD at it
Rant over thank you for reading
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2024.12.01 04:39 Terrible-Bit4663 Antares man and Emilia-Tan in Under the shade of the trees
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2024.12.01 04:39 Smooth_and_Chill DS3 (PC) I need help at the Dilapidated Brodge bonfire located at the undead settlement. Password is summon.
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2024.12.01 04:39 moorelurk Tap & Win
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2024.12.01 04:39 MugShots NV Energy Alert
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2024.12.01 04:39 ShibbySuedi Is the supreme thunderstruck guarantee pack worth it for 475k coins?
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2024.12.01 04:39 _AKUNE Really hope these material boxes could be used to claim Rinascita materials.
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2024.12.01 04:39 mrbobbilly Any barbershops or salons suggestions that do hair styles like this?
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2024.12.01 04:39 meloMaestro Smooth Japanese Pop
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2024.12.01 04:39 pordtamis Steak
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2024.12.01 04:39 Unnecessary_Eagle cremmy Cosmere AU's
I'll start: Warbreaker, with the same plot as the original but Siri's sister is now named "Alexa"
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2024.12.01 04:39 psycholiar [ps5] W: runes, H: +karma
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2024.12.01 04:39 refriedconfusion Corvette
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2024.12.01 04:39 East-Bluejay6891 Indoor lighting in dark hallways is phenomenal
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2024.12.01 04:39 Equal-Truck-3213 Finally hit Diamond.
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2024.12.01 04:39 kingkashman How to know whether you are being a hypomanic person naturally or having an episode induced by Bipolar ?
When I was first taken to a psychiatrist , I was in my teens and was lashing out everyday on the toxic behaviour of my mom and dad. So my dad complained to the doctor about my aggression and without even proper testing the doctor gave a diagnosis of Bipolar. But the doctor didn't know that I was growing up in a house of extreme manipulation and extreme domestic violence. Ever since his diagnosis no matter which doctor I go to, they give me medicines for bipolar for the past ten years I have never gotten a new assessment nor did any other doctor think to actually consider if I'm just depressed or is my bipolar trigger by the medicines I have been on continuosly..
I think I'm a naturally hypomanic person.
When I'm not depressed or anxious which is 90 percent of my awake time, I'm hypomanic. I feel good about myself but so not see others as less. I happily talk to others and moreover I happily listen to others speak about their issues for hours.
In this ten percent of time, I make friends easily, see future clearly ,get my tasks done, be productive and and actually enjoy life. But all this is only for an hour or half a day. The rest of the time I'm depressed. Not motivated to do anything ,physically feel weak,smoke too many cigarettes, can't focus on anything, can't read , can't work (I'm unemployed) sometimes be idealizing suicide. I want to live my whole life in that hypomanic phase where I get things done and zolpedium has been helping regards to that.
Whenever I take zolpedium(maximum 20mg) I get hypomanic and happy and work really well. If I take beyond 20mg of it then I become manic and agressive and angry.
Risperidone is also on my prescription but I don't take it because it makes me so weak physically and mentally. It creates a severe fog before an extremely long sleep and that fog remains for 6 - 8 hours even after waking up from a 14hour nap. My doctor is not listening to me regarding this , because this is preventing that short hypomanic time of my day where I do things to survive as a human being.
My prescription is 1.) Inspiral 20- which is basically indian version of ritalin 2.) sertraline 150- I don't even know if it's working 3.) Divalproex 1G 4.) Resperidon 3mg - which I stopped taking 5.) zolpedium - self prescribed to counter the anxiety at the down of Inspiral. Should I choose a new doctor? If not what should I tell her? Please help me and share your experiences with misdiagnosis or correct diagnosis of Bipolar disorder.
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2024.12.01 04:39 Jolly_Locksmith6442 Sad re: prolapse
Hi everyone, I had a pretty fit pregnancy and saw pelvic floor physical therapy my whole pregnancy. I did everything “right” regarding not exerting myself too much after giving birth. Engaged the right muscles etc. I had complex tearing following an unmedicated and quick birth. My baby was 8.5 pounds and shot out. The repairs all came undone and i had to go back to the hospital to have them redone, and was just feeling like I had healed from those. And now…. At 8 weeks postpartum I have prolapse. It’s not protruding but my PT said she thought it was about a stage 2. I’m so so sad. I have discomfort and that heaviness feeling people always talk about, along with pain sometimes. I have started doing exercises but am just feeling really down.
From the outside it looks like my body has “recovered” but that’s just not my experience at all :(
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2024.12.01 04:39 Nickkdafwmboy Hayyyyy
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2024.12.01 04:39 Ok-Succotash-2390 Train running late, but i feel blessed. 🚋
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