2025.01.18 05:09 Stone_Cold_Stunter What rate to charge my battery?
A few questions on what rate i should charge this battery. 1. What settings should I use. Should I balance charge it (which is what I normally do for my other lipos, but it doesn't give me an option for cell input even with the balance port plugged in) or just regular charge which does give an option for cell input
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2025.01.18 05:09 Archer4271 Cam shows up as light in Google home
Has anyone find out a way to make the camera show up as a camera in Google home? It it's showing up as a light. I have an s230.
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2025.01.18 05:09 Curious-Carry-8494 Unlocking Harmony and Balance: The Magic of Feng Shui Rings
Feng Shui, the ancient Chinese practice of harmonizing individuals with their environment, has evolved beyond arranging furniture or designing living spaces. Among its many applications, Feng Shui rings have emerged as powerful tools for attracting positive energy, promoting balance, and manifesting personal goals. These elegant accessories are not just ornaments but meaningful symbols steeped in ancient wisdom. This article delves into the significance, benefits, and guidelines for wearing Feng Shui rings to harness their full potential. Understanding the Essence of Feng Shui Rings Feng Shui rings are designed to channel specific energies and support the wearer in their quest for harmony, prosperity, and protection. Crafted from materials like jade, obsidian, or gold, each ring embodies a unique set of properties associated with various Feng Shui principles. For example, jade is revered for its ability to promote peace and health, while obsidian offers protection and grounding. The intricate designs often incorporate symbols such as dragons, Pi Yao (a mythical creature for wealth protection), or Bagua maps, which serve as powerful talismans. These rings are believed to interact with the wearerâs energy field, aligning their intentions with universal forces. Whether someone seeks financial abundance, emotional stability, or spiritual growth, a thoughtfully chosen Feng Shui ring can serve as a personal amulet, amplifying their desires and protecting them from negative influences. https://preview.redd.it/i0rrf6toolde1.png?width=600&format=png&auto=webp&s=1f6a043925604efc69783c7fbe6f449da49c8753 How Feng Shui Rings Work The effectiveness of a Feng Shui ring lies in its ability to balance the five elementsâwood, fire, earth, metal, and waterâwithin the wearerâs life. According to Feng Shui philosophy, imbalances in these elements can lead to obstacles, stress, or missed opportunities. A properly selected and worn Feng Shui ring acts as a bridge to restore this balance. Placement also plays a critical role in harnessing the ringâs energy. Rings worn on the left hand are believed to attract positive energy, as this hand is considered the receiving side of the body. Meanwhile, wearing a Feng Shui ring on the right hand helps release or project energy, making it ideal for goals like protecting oneself or fostering teamwork. For instance, a Pi Yao Feng Shui ring, often associated with attracting wealth, should be worn on the left middle or index finger to maximize its impact. The direction of the Pi Yao's headâpointing outwardâsymbolizes inviting wealth and luck into the wearerâs life. Such nuances are essential for unlocking the full potential of these rings. Benefits of Wearing Feng Shui Rings Feng Shui rings offer a wide range of benefits, extending beyond their aesthetic appeal. First and foremost, they act as reminders of oneâs intentions and goals. By wearing a ring that symbolizes prosperity or health, individuals subconsciously align their actions and thoughts with those aspirations, increasing the likelihood of success. These rings also provide emotional and spiritual support. For instance, black obsidian rings are often chosen for their grounding and protective qualities, shielding the wearer from negative energy and emotional turbulence. Similarly, jade rings foster inner peace, promoting a sense of calm and well-being in stressful situations. On a physical level, certain Feng Shui rings are thought to enhance health and vitality by balancing the bodyâs energy flow. For example, rings with healing crystals like amethyst or turquoise are believed to boost physical strength and immunity. Such holistic benefits make Feng Shui rings a sought-after accessory for those seeking balance in every aspect of life. Choosing the Right Feng Shui Ring Selecting a Feng Shui ring requires thoughtful consideration of oneâs personal goals and needs. It is essential to align the properties of the ring with the areas of life you wish to enhance. For instance, individuals focusing on career advancement might opt for a gold ring with a dragon motif, symbolizing strength and leadership. On the other hand, those seeking protection from negativity may prefer an obsidian ring featuring the Bagua design. The fit and comfort of the ring are equally important. A well-fitted ring ensures constant contact with the skin, allowing its energy to flow seamlessly. Itâs also crucial to cleanse and energize the ring before wearing it. This can be done using traditional methods like smudging with sage, placing the ring under moonlight, or using sound vibrations from a singing bowl. Finally, adhering to proper wearing practices, such as placing the ring on the correct hand and finger, ensures optimal results. Consulting a Feng Shui expert can provide valuable insights tailored to individual needs and aspirations. Incorporating Feng Shui Rings Into Modern Life In todayâs fast-paced world, Feng Shui rings offer a harmonious blend of tradition and modernity. They serve as subtle yet powerful reminders of the importance of balance and intention in daily life. Whether worn as a fashion statement or a spiritual tool, these rings enable individuals to stay connected to their goals while fostering an environment of positivity and well-being. Feng Shui rings are more than just accessoriesâthey are gateways to a life of harmony, prosperity, and fulfillment. By understanding their symbolism and wearing them mindfully, you can unlock their profound potential to transform your life from within. 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2025.01.18 05:09 Darren_Park Between Dusk and Dawn
The battle was won.
The heroes stood triumphant and proud.
Though I could hardly see it with all the blood in my eyes.
I knew that I shouldâve been proud of my part in this mission. To walk the Path of Luminis is to live a selfless life and shine for the sake of others.
To die knowing that the world was safe from the Fangs of Fate, what a great honour it should have been.
And yet here I was, crawling in dirt like a lowly animal as I tried desperately to survive. I donât know why I was abandoned. Perhaps my body was far too scorched and too damaged to be healed?
Or maybe the heroes were too busy celebrating their victory to care for the dead?
No!
What kind of thought was this? I knew that the heroes were noble and kind. They would never do something like that! I saw them carry the dying off the field to be buried properly by the House of Luminis.
They cared for us all just as much as we cared for them.
Then why was I abandoned?
I needed to focus on something other than this growing bitterness. A growl of my stomach was a good distraction, a reminder of how empty it was and just how weak my body felt.
There was nothing to eat, however. The land was scorched by the light. It burned off the corruption and sin in the soil but also turned it all into ash and dust. A small price to pay if it meant stopping the rot, I am sure.
I wasnât sure where I was trying to get it as I crawled further and further away from the battlefield. All the nearby settlements were abandoned and all food was probably gone. If the fleeing people didnât take it, then bandits and beasts would have long since eaten whatever was left.
Why was I trying so hard to survive?
My hands were still on me but they were damaged. The rotting fingers and nasty scars and burns could be healed with time. But the damage went deeper than that.
Rivers of Sun - a symbol of my place among Brightbringers - were burned away when my squad held off the dark hordes. The white gold marks on my skin were now dull and fading grey. The holy metal that was fused to my flesh and my soul was slowly turning to rust and rot.
My connection to the Light was weakening. And once it was gone, I would have only a few days to live. I could take comfort in knowing that I would be welcomed in the Everlight once my body was done. Perhaps, this would be for the best and giving up now would spare me further suffering.
And yet I kept on dragging myself through the mud and ash.
I wasnât sure what I was hoping to find. Deep down, I knew that I was just too afraid of death to give up. Even though I lived a devoted and loyal life to the House of Luminis, a primal part of me wanted to live for no reason beyond continuing my existence.
âThis sounds like quite the story. Anything else you wish to share?â
âNot much,â I groaned I felt the leaves soaked in my some potion pressed against my wounds. It didnât burn or sting but the sensation was hardly comfortable. Then again, it was better than letting the wounds fester. âI should probably apologize for talking so much. All this talk and I have yet to even ask your name.â
âItâs Sylene.â
âSylene, huh? Thatâs quite an interesting name.â
I wondered if she would share her own story. Being found by her here among the ruins and rot was a blessing. But now that I was fed and healing, I couldnât help but wonder how she even ended up here.
Her dark blue robes had no mark on them. Her eyes were far too knowing and too sharp on someone as young as myself.
Looking around the house didnât help either. It was a small barren shack that was probably abandoned by its old owners when the Darkness spread to these lands.
âDrink this,â she handed me a small bowl with now familiar brew. âYou need to keep your strength up if you wish to walk again.â
I looked down at my legs. There were marks and scars all over my limbs, deep wounds that were not just rotting but dead. I didnât even realise how damaged they were until Sylene bathed me and changed me out of dirty and bloodied robes.
And yet now they were healing. The flesh was growing back, colour returning to my pale and blue fingers. It was a slow and painful thing but it was a process still.
This only made me more curious about my savior. She found me in the dirt and spent several days nursing me back to health until I woke up. And thanks to her potions and brews, I was on the road to recovery even after knocking on deathâs door.
Yet I didnât recognise anything about her methods.
I was a Brightbringer so the medical aspects of sunwielding were not exactly my forte. But I saw enough about these lands in my journey to know that there were no plants that could be used for healing. All life that was in the Dusklands existed solely to kill and hurt.
So how did this woman find the ingredients to make healing potions and brews?
âYou are staring again, Michael. It is rude.â
â⊠I am sorry,â I said, pushing down my concerns and questions. Whatever she was doing, it was working. And asking her to reveal anything would be far too inconsiderate given how much she already did for me. âI think I might need some more rest.â
It was a lie. But if she knew it, she did a good job pretending to buy it.
She helped me make my way to one of the spare rooms where I found sheets and a pillow to make the old bed a bit more comfortable. I thanked her once again for her help and tried to get some sleep.
But I couldnât.
Not when I heard the old entrance door creak open and my mysterious saviour go off into the woods.
With the makeshift crutches she gave me, I followed behind her. It was a great risk to me as I was still recovering. But even though my Rivers of Sun were weakened, I still had enough Light to use against the monsters and beasts that might roam these lands.
She was faster than I expected, however. She disappeared in the woods and I couldnât help but wonder if I merely imagined her going in. I considered going back to the house and seeing if she was there. But the thought of abandoning someone who saved me didnât sit right with me either.
I spent hours looking all over the woods, somehow avoiding various beasts that I could hear just a few stones from me. I chalked it up to the blessing of the Light.
And then I found Sylene.
She stood in an open field of draining daisies, the vicious and monstrous plants that sucked out your mana and your blood. Iâve heard the stories of these demonic flowers killing more Brightbringers than even Fangs had.
And yet she stood among them like nothing. In fact, she was picking them off the ground like they were regular flowers.
She wasnât even looking in my direction when she spoke up.
âDonât worry, they will not hurt you,â Even though she was quite far from me, I heard her as if she was whispering right in my ear. âThey know you are a friend now.â
A friend? To these monstrous creatures?
âWhatâs going on, Sylene?â I asked, unnerved by the situation and the girlâs calm. âWhat are you doing with these flowers?â
âI was running low on their petals. It is best to collect those after they ate.â
âThatâs not what I meant,â And I was sure she knew it. âSylene⊠Who are you?â
She turned around and looked at me. This was the first time that I really looked at her as well. The real her, at least.
There was no fireplace to make her skin look flush with colour and health. There were no robes to conceal the dark veins running through her pale skin. She looked just like them.
Just like the Fangs, the worst and most dangerous wielders of the Dark.
âYou are a duskwielder.â
âCorrect,â she answered. âDo you wish to slay me here and now, then?â
The years of training and studies said that I should. Once a person allowed the darkness into their soul, they were gone. Slowly, whether they like or not, the darkness would eat away at anything noble and virtuous inside them and replace it with evil.
And from there, everything they did would only serve the Great Darkness Below.
âWhy did you help me?â I asked instead. âAre you trying to lead me away from the Light?â
I expected a lot of things. I expected Sylene to admit to that. Give me promises of wealth and power that so often corrupted people into accepting the darkness. I wouldnât be surprised if she abandoned any pretended and snarled at me before attacking too.
Instead, she laughed.
I hated how beautiful and melodic it was.
âI have no interest in converting you or anyone else for that matter,â she sounded sincere. âI simply saw a dying man and decided to heal him. Nothing more. Nothing less.â
She left the field of draining daisies and made her way past me.
âIf you wish to strike me down, right now is the best time for that,â she said casually. âMy back is turned on you. My hands are busy carrying these flowers. And there are no beasts here that would protect me.â
I could feel the light in my body grow stronger at her words. It was as if the Light inside me wanted to attack. All it needed was permission.
âThis is a trick of some kind,â I said. Why, however, I could not figure out. Was I trying to deceive myself or the Light inside me? âI will get my answers from you first. And then I will strike you down if you prove to be dangerous.â
Why was I giving her a warning like this? Why was I being honest with someone who accepted the darkness inside themselves?
âSure, that works for me just fine.â
We were back in her house soon. She was more animated now, humming a small sweet melody I recognised as a childrenâs nursery sang at the orphanages of Caldoris.
I watched her crush the petals and mix them with some seeds and roots until it all became a familiar brew. The same ones that I have been drinking the entire time.
âWere you trying to poison me?â I asked directly.
âAre you feeling poisoned?â She asked with a quirked eyebrow. Her lips were curved into a small smile.
â⊠No.â
âThen I am either a terrible poisoner or you are being rude,â she poured the brew into a bowl. She noticed me staring at it and chuckled. âDonât worry, it is for me.â
I then watched her down the entire thing. Judging from her expression, she didnât enjoy the taste any more than I had. Somehow, this made me feel a little more secure.
I still wanted my answers, however.
âAre you really a duskwielder?â
Her answer came in the form of a small orb of smoke and shadow floating right above her palm. A yes, then.
âHow are you fighting the corruption?â I asked. âIf you somehow found a way to wield darkness without giving in to evil, then you could share your discovery with others.â
âI am nothing or nobody special, Michael,â she answered with a roll of her eyes. âI am not fighting anything that I didnât fight before I became a duskwielder.â
That was a lie.
It had to be.
âDarkness corrupts everything that it touches,â I insisted. âHow would you know if you are not being affected by it?â
âHow do you know that your light isnât turning you into an ass?â She asked with a smirk. âBecause you are acting like one right now.â
âI am serious, Sylene.â
âSo am I,â she shrugged. Then she looked at me, her gaze challenging me to prove her wrong. âWhat guarantees do you have that your light is not controlling you?â
âThatâs now how the Light works.â
âWhy?â
âBecause it doesnât.â
âWhy?â
âBecause thatâs how things are,â I could feel my temper rising along with the Light in my system. âThe Light doesnât corrupt or control or hurt anyone. It just doesnât!â
I slammed my hand against the table, the light emerging from my palm upon impact. The old wooden thing fell apart instantly. The place where I hit it was singed.
âThe table looks pretty hurt.â
âThe table is not a person.â
âIs that what you say when your light hurts someone else? That it didnât hurt a real person?â
âThe Light only targets evil in othersâ souls,â I countered. âIt never harms you more than you deserve.â
âHmmm, how convenient.â
I didnât rise to provocation this time. A part of me wanted to just end this. She was a duskwielder. Every word she said was a lie. Every minute I spent talking to her was a waste.
Killing her now would be the right and kind thing to do to a soul so wretched and corrupted.
âWhatâs happening?â I asked myself as I looked down at my hands. They were glowing with light. Burning with it, in fact. âWhat did you do to me?â
âShould you really be asking me this? Because this doesnât look like something a duskwielder can do.â
I watched a mark of white and gold form on my wrist.
The Sun Sigil.
It was the mark of those chosen by the Light itself. A symbol of purpose and power above all other servants of the Light.
Why now, though?
Was it a sign that I needed to kill Sylene? A test to see the power of my faith? A chance to earn my right to stand among the strongest and most respected members of House of Luminis?
⊠Or was it a bribe?
I knew I wasnât anyone special. I never had a talent or skill beyond what I earned with my blood and sweat. None of the Sunseers saw anything special about me either.
So why was this mark appearing now of all times? Why didnât it manifest during the battle against the Fangs? Or during any other time when my life and the lives of my friends were in danger?
Did it matter?
The universe - the Light - was giving me a chance to prove myself stronger and greater than I thought I was. How many other bearers of this mark tell tales of being tempted by darkness and being rewarded with the Sun Sigil when they resisted?
Who was I to doubt the centuries of history and culture built around the Light?
What right did I have to question it?
âWhere was the Light when I was starving and dying in the dirt?â
Dying for the Light was an honour. I knew that. Of course, I knew that. Thatâs what everyone knew and believed and taught.
âWhy didnât Light save me when I was crawling in the ashes like a bug?â
The Light gave me everything. I was not entitled to more.
To serve the Light was to be selfless.
To die for the Light was to return the life that was never mine to begin with.
âBut it is my life!â I protested. âI chose to serve the Light but it is still my life!â
Why was I arguing with myself?
It was Sylene, wasnât it? It had to be her!
She must have drugged me. Yes, of course, it was the only explanation. She drugged me to twist and corrupt me. She was trying to destroy my faith and make me join her fellow duskwielders in sin and evil.
âSylene saved me,â I shook my head. âShe could have killed me. She would have killed me if she was a monster.â
Monsters made more monsters.
Duskwielders were known to corrupt others with promises of power. Duskwielders deceived and cheated their way into a personâs heart. Duskwielders couldnât be trusted.
And I was falling for it. I was abandoning all that I knew about life and the Light. The only way to atone for it was to kill her.
Kill her.
Claim the Sun Sigil.
Live in the Light.
It was that simple. The Light was truly generous and kind.
âSylene⊠give me that brew⊠Hurry!â
What kind of madness was this? Why would I want to drink this poison? I needed to burn this witch and her entire shack to the ground right now.
It was the only way to-!
âWhoaâŠâ I whispered after the first gulp of the brew. It still tasted bitter but it made the voice go away.
I was feeling calm now. I looked at Sylene and saw the same woman that saved me from starving and dying in the dirt. Not the horrible creature I needed to kill.
The rage was gone.
So was the Sun Sigil.
âWhat is this?â
âJust something to keep a clear head,â Sylene answered. âDraining daisies are the few rare things in this world that are neutral. They eat away at light as much as they do at darkness.â
I took another sip.
âTell me everything you know.â
She smiled.
âGladly.â
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2025.01.18 05:09 somefuneh 94. Paul Giamatti, King of Neptune + Demonology 101
Paul and Stephen hit Town Hall in Seattle for a wild audience Q&A. Paulâs crowned King of Neptune, a Brooklynite gets deep with hardcore Buddhist philosophy, and Bigfoot? Heâs backâand Stephenâs sure heâs still out there, buried somewhere. Fans fire off questions about ghosts, cryptids, mermaids, and Guillermo del ToroâŠ
Later, Stephen drops a demon-hunting masterclass in Office Hours, featuring St. Anthony, St. Augustine, Thomas Aquinas, and Heinrich Kramer, the Inquisitor.
Buckle up, Waggersâthis oneâs a ride!
https://youtu.be/1uacNeivry4
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2025.01.18 05:09 Separate-Flatworm399 Lobe irritated after changing too soon?
I got a lobe piercing on 19th November 2024 so nearly 3 months exactly. It's a straight bar with internal thread. The piercing wasn't red or crusty or bleeding, it didn't hurt to touch, it was very easy.
But in the difficult process of trying to take the original jewellery out it, it bled a tiny bit and became red because the screw was really tough to take out. This makes me think I changed it too early and the piercings aren't healed, even though I thought I left enough time.
They are out now, should I put them back in and keep waiting for it to heal for longer? Or something else.
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2025.01.18 05:09 PopBackground4214 Which is the best AI detection tool or website?
Hi everyone, can anyone help me with the best free AI detector tool in content?
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2025.01.18 05:09 babylon445 Arvus Lighter
Arvus lighter is now available for pre-order. Do you think it will ever return to 40k or shall it forever be a thing of legend?
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2025.01.18 05:09 Duvahn2708 Looking for advice
This would be my first gaming laptop and need a little bit of advice. I'm thinking of waiting for a 5070ti, but was wondering if I should just go for a 40 series. Also any brands to look out for is appreciated. If it helps I have a budget of 2200 USD before tax.
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2025.01.18 05:09 scorch495 Lf shiny alpha Pokémon and shiny pogo offers
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2025.01.18 05:09 magicview international arrival at SEA airport
want to ask about SEA airport.
for international arrival, my understanding is visitors first pick up their bags, and then pass through passport control, and then re-check the bags for connecting flight and go through security again (if go to other cities), or just exit if SEA is the final destination.
am I right?
2nd question is if the custom form is still required at SEA?
thanks
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2025.01.18 05:09 Fit-Seesaw2349 Early Season Training Ideas
I am beginning to put together the early season training plan for my MS boys team. My goal is to get them prepared to be at their best by the end of the season but still be competitive early on.
Iâd like to know what you all do for early season training.
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2025.01.18 05:09 EeveeLover2005 Look a wild Flareon!
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2025.01.18 05:09 Complete_Income_4487 Can't find this stat anywhere
Anyone knows what is our record against the spurs in the Ja era?
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2025.01.18 05:09 No_Anything_1999 Bro brought a SWORD
Why a sword of all things? He looks so funny in this comic, 10/10 đ
â Robins issue #2
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2025.01.18 05:09 Ok-Street-4507 how can i help my ex understand the concept of how important a nikkah is?
salam everyone!
for context, my ex husband and i are both fairly young and had a VERY private nikkah a year and a few months ago. we had met in school and got to know each other for a few months, and when it began to get more serious, we did a nikkah. we dud not want to commit any zina or indulge in any haram. only my mom, stepfather, brothers, and a few friends knew (on both sides). nobody in his family knew- but eventually we few months later, our families came together for a public engagement. we were planning to have an engagement party and public nikkah last november, but the plans fell through because of issues we were having in our relationship and between our families. we had decided to wait on finding a date for a public nikkah because we wanted to work on personal issues. even after the plans fell through, our relationship was still going well and the relationship between our families got better.
this past summer, the man that i was with before my ex husband passed away in a tragic accident. this caused a rift in my relationship with my husband. i completely understood his point of view- he thought it was odd that i was hurt over my ex's death. i was not grieving or mourning publicly, but it definitely did affect me in the way, as it was the first death i've experienced in life. even during that rough patch, i kept assuring him that i loved him and that i had no hidden feelings for my ex. i'm genuinely just an emotional person, but as i said, i completely understood his perspective, especially as my husband. i think any man would feel uncomfortable. we were nonstop arguing, and it was honestly sad to me that someone's death caused so many problems in our relationship. eventually, were no contact for almost all summer until october, when he gave me talaq. he told me that he didn't see it working out anymore and left. i have gotten so much closer to islam since the divorce, and i've put all my trust in Allah SWT. i've prayed istikhara, woken up for tahajjud almost every night, and pray my 5 daily everyday. not a prayer or dua goes by where i don't pray for him and our relationship. no matter what, i genuinely do love this man with my whole heart and want nothing but the best for him. i've never let go of hope for us.
a month later, he contacted me and since then, we have been off and on messaging every few weeks. i've brought up reinstating our nikkah a couple times and every time his answer is no because he doesn't want a relationship (not just with me, he generally doesn't want one). he said our personalities clash and that it would be difficult caring for each other in the long run. he also told me that the chances of us getting married again in the future are slim. the only reason he would reinstate our nikkah is for a sexual relationship, just so we are not committing zina. our iddah period ends on sunday, and tonight i invited him over to have a talk one last time. i want to have a heart to heart and explain the signs i have been receiving from Allah (the other night i prayed istikhara and poured my heart out, begging for Allah to remove him from my heart if nothing is going to change for us, and the next day i woke up with so much more love and admiration for him, my heart felt so full in a way?). i also wasn't expecting to talk to him ever again when he initially gave me the talaq, but as i mentioned, we've made contact every few weeks which is a big sign to me within itself. i know i can't force someone to love me or want to be with me, but i genuinely want him to see where i am coming from. i know i am not a perfect human or wife, which is why i have taken so much time to self reflect these past few months on what i can do to be a better partner. i had my faults during the relationship, and i've made sure to take accountability. i want to be a good wife for him. though we do have our differences sometimes, our personalities mostly match and we get along very well, our conversations are always full of laughter. he thinks our relationship will never work out, but i don't want him to project and focus on the negatives. with the time apart, i think we have had time to mature and realize right and wrong, we are still growing everyday.
if we do end up having a conversation tonight, how can i assure him that things could go differently in our relationship if we have trust in each other and in Allah? i want to mention all of the signs i have been receiving and want to make it clear that i do have lots of love for him. i don't want to seem like i am desperate for his love or attention, i genuinely don't think it's worth throwing something so special away. i also don't want it to seem like i am forcing something down his throat. if his mind does not change, i've decided that i will just block him out and leave the situation. i've tried to do what i can to save our relationship, and now there is only two days left of our iddah period. this would be the last opportunity he has to really put his trust in me and the relationship, but if not then i'm not sure what's left. i'll obviously continue to make dua for him, but he won't be hearing from me anymore because i won't be indulging in any haram or zina.
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2025.01.18 05:09 bluetycoon Tawny Owl Reskin?
There are always reskins of old flavors that appear now and again. I love Tawny Owl, but I'm almost out and it's probably not coming back unless they do a deal with the Witcher 4 whenever that comes out. Was wondering if there would be a reskin of it sometime. Black currant is such a unique flavor, though. Seems like a slim chance.
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2025.01.18 05:09 justalazygamer Maga inauguration livestream is garbage themed.
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