The Kills - "New York", from the album 'God Games', out now on Domino.Subscribe to The Kills on YouTube: https://thekills.ffm.to/ytStream/Purchase 'God Games... A Leander Kills egy magyar metálegyüttes, amely Köteles Leander szólóprojektjeként indult 2015-ben, a Leander Rising feloszlása után. A jelenlegi felállásban Köteles Leander, Jankai Valentin, Barkóczi Bence és Nyerják Gábor szerepelnek. The Kills have shared new single ‘103’ and announced details of their long-awaited sixth album ‘God Games’. READ MORE: The Kills debut ‘Weed Killer’ video and tell us about B-sides and ... Official website for The Kills. Music, tour dates, merch, and more. The new album God Games out October 27. The Kills are an English-American rock duo formed by American singer Alison "VV" Mosshart and English guitarist Jamie "Hotel" Hince. They are signed to Domino... The Kills are an English-American rock duo formed by American singer Alison "VV" Mosshart and English guitarist Jamie "Hotel" Hince. [1] They are signed to Domino Records. Their first four albums, Keep On Your Mean Side, No Wow, Midnight Boom, and Blood Pressures, all reached the UK Albums Chart. [2] The Kills have tallied hundreds of millions of streams across albums such as Keep On Your Mean Side [2003], No Wow [2005], Midnight Boom [2008], and Blood Pressures [2011]. Most recently, <i>Ash & Ice</i> [2016] spawned fan favourites, including “Doing It To Death” and “Heart of a Dog.” The Kills - "103" from the album 'God Games', out now on Domino.Subscribe to The Kills on YouTube: https://thekills.ffm.to/ytStream & Save "103": https://the... The Kills - 'Doing It To Death' from 'Ash & Ice' released 2016 on Domino Record Co.Subscribe to The Kills on YouTube: http://bit.ly/TheKillsYT Buy ‘Ash & Ice... The Kills - List of Demands (Reparations) (Official Video) 21 The Kills - Wild Charms
2025.01.18 06:51 AntiqueDragonfly3966 Incarnon kills not counting
I recently got the phenmor but the kills aren’t counting for the challenge is it bugged or am I just doing something wrong? Also I did rush it with platinum so could that be the reason? submitted by AntiqueDragonfly3966 to Warframe [link] [comments] |
2025.01.18 06:51 mongose57 When is next LN volume released??
When is year 3 coming ?? Or will there be volume 13 in year 2……
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2025.01.18 06:51 Perfect_Branch_3275 What does the DSS do?
I’m not trying to complain or anything, I just honestly don’t know what the point is. What does it do?
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2025.01.18 06:51 Prabhav981 My 10th copy of the same custom design! Feeling a lot of emotions, well this one is special! (See hood of car)
New Custom Work. (Version 2.0) GHOST OF TSUSHIMA V2 | NISSAN 35GT-RR HotWheels Custom: • Ghost Of Tsushima, the 2019 blockbuster PlayStation videogame inspired decals, FULLY HAND PAINTED on all 3 sides of the car. • Improved Hood Details, with hand painted GHOST logo from the blockbuster videogame, GHOST OF TSUSHIMA painted by hand with protagonist JIN SAKAI’s Katana Blade striking the logo from behind. • Front and rear all details done. • With Real Riders (5-Spoke Carbon Black rims) • Custom Card Art. (Captured in-engine on PS5) submitted by Prabhav981 to Hotwheelsindia [link] [comments] |
2025.01.18 06:51 DirectionNo1122 GEHU
Bhai ye first sem ke practical ki back kb clear hogi or practical back ki fees kitni hoti h . Gehu .
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2025.01.18 06:51 Wise_Potential_4167 What do you do if you can't find references?
my most recent job, i left due to falling ill. Was back in 2023. I was out of work over a year. But ready to return to work now. Since I left abruptly, i feel like i burned a bridge with the team. When i reached out to my ex boss and one old coworker for a reference they didnt reply. Not sure what to do. I have refereces from other jobs but not the most recent. And a potential employer asked for references.
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2025.01.18 06:51 Eren_Yeager_90 New Condo! Looking for a Comfortable Mid-Century Inspiration
Hi everyone! I just moved into a new condo, and I’m looking for advice on how to furnish and style my space.
Here’s a breakdown of what I need help with: • Living Room: I’m aiming for a mid-century modern vibe that’s also comfortable and cozy. Any furniture or layout suggestions would be amazing! • Dining Area: It’s a smaller space, so I’m thinking about a compact or round dining table. I’m also planning to set up a cabinet as a coffee station. • Kitchen: I’ll be replacing the cabinets and the backsplash/slab (it’s pretty outdated). I’m leaning toward white shaker cabinets and a white or light countertop for a clean, timeless look.
Also I’m going to resurface and stain and flooring.
I’d love to hear your thoughts or see inspiration pictures—thank you so much in advance!
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2025.01.18 06:51 juliuscaesarbootleg How hard is it to paint flame camo?
A bit of a follow-up to my last post.
I have a color scheme in mind (https://unitcolorcompendium.com/2019/02/26/alpha-keshik/), and while it's mostly gray with some linings and icons it has flame camouflage (I actually don't know if camouflage is the right word, but i'm sure everyone knows what I mean) on the mech limbs.
I thought it looked cool, but is it hard to paint? On one hand it seems like it'd be easy-ish because you don't need to be very precise, on the other hand i dunno. And are there tutorials if there is a more complex technique involved? Couldn't find anything.
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2025.01.18 06:51 SanFan001 "Tell me who are you're friends and I'll tell you who you are" True or False: does social anxiety go away after completing happily a substance abuse inpatient therapy and if so, is it because of a lack of self-esteem?
My cravings bugs me only before going out to meet new, sober people that I want to be friends with now. Why does fitting in with sober people makes me want to drink or feel like using right before going for plans to socialize, doing my errands or practicing outdoor hobbies? It's frustrating and brings me down a lot nowadays... Does time heal, after all? Im in need of personal experiences and/or tools to recenter myself (positive quotes to repeat to self anyone?) Thank you
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2025.01.18 06:51 chillguyyyyy Chain evo irankunda with the new toty evo goes crazy 🇦🇺🇦🇺
The only bad thing about it is his 81 (+4) attack positioning but I’m hoping there will be evos later where I can change that. He also doesn’t have grey finesse - his only scoring playstyle is grey power shot. But overall I’m really happy with the card so far
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2025.01.18 06:51 Tough_Worker_1942 “Challenging” is an understatement
I’ve had pets my entire life — 5 cats and 4 dogs at various stages. I have NEVER had a pet that truly behaves so horribly, so this is going to be long. Any advice is more than appreciated.
We adopted two rescue kittens last year from a friend who is a vet. She’s been doing kitten rescue for decades and she did say that one of them was the most “challenging” pet she’s ever experienced. I did not take the warning. My last two cats both lived over 20 years and I had them trained to the point that they both did tricks like dogs, and I barely had to look at them sternly if they misbehaved. I did reward-based training with them. I’ve tried that (clicker training) with this cat (Chili, because of her spicy personality), but with no success. She truly doesn’t care.
She gets into absolutely everything, which, I get is part of being a kitten. The cats are now 17 months old and she’s only getting worse. She deliberately knocks things off counter tops, shelves, etc. I’ve consistently told her “No”, removed her, and not given her any additional attention for it. I was initially redirecting, but she started doing it just to get the redirected play. The vet says she’s bored and wants attention, but I’m home all day and give her plenty of both, as well as stimulating toys. I will literally call her to come play, show her her favorite toy to play with, and she’ll walk away to jump up onto one of the two places she’s not allowed to go. Both have to do with my work, and there’s logistically no way to keep her from those places, especially when I’m actually working (there’s no door to the space and no way to secure the workspace itself). Everywhere else in the house, I’ve had to box up everything that isn’t nailed down.
I’ve tried deterrents, like water (she just uses it as an excuse to bathe herself), bitter apple sprays (taste doesn’t bother her), aluminum foil (she likes it and plays with it), sticky tape (again, she plays in it), etc. She will sit there while I tell her no and continue what she’s doing — chewing cords, pushing things onto the floor, etc — but not move until I actually get up and start approaching her. Then she’ll jump down. I’m physically disabled, so this is a real challenge for me. I’ve been frustrated to tears more times than I can count.
Then there’s the eating things. At first I thought she was just chewing holes in things like plastic bags, but she’s actually eating the plastic. And cardboard. Mailing envelopes. Lately, the lights on the Christmas tree, so that was up for a whole 2 days before it got taken down. Obviously that’s a huge danger, so I have to hide away anything that is made out of any material she likes to chew. I’ve covered things with blankets when I’ve gone to bed, and she’s chewed holes in the blankets to get to what’s underneath. I don’t have enough storage space to hide everything!
Her sister (Gracie) is an angel but is bullied mercilessly by Chili, to the point where she wont eat a treat, play with a toy, or let me pet her without constantly looking around to see if Chili is looking, because Chili will steal the treat or toy or chase her away from me. Their play fighting is getting more aggressive (hissing and snarling), and Chili will routinely do things like reach out and bite Gracie when she walks past. Other times they’re very affectionate and they frequently nap cuddled up together. I’m trying to balance letting them have their natural hierarchy with making sure no one is getting hurt. Gracie does have a safe space to go that Chili can’t/won’t get to, so she spends most of her time there, but she does come socialize and nap around me a couple times a day.
The worst incident was when she pushed a screen out of a second-story window and managed to get down to the ground and go exploring one night. After a frantic 12+ hours of posting online, making calls, and searching for her, someone found her in a parking lot a couple miles away. If there’s anything dangerous, off-limits, or “naughty”, she will do it or get into it.
An example of her behavior: if she comes in the bathroom with me, in the couple minutes I’m in there she will jump on my shoulder and/or lap; pull the towels off the racks; go behind the shower curtain and claw at me through it (the shower curtain liner is now shredded); try to jump into my pants leg; and knock all the bottles off the ledges in the tub. Can cats have ADHD?! Nothing dangerous or “naughty”, but still very frustrating!
On the flip side, she’s easily the most affectionate pet I’ve ever had. She almost always sleeps on me or curled up next to me. Her favorite spot is on my chest with her butt in my face (so enjoyable :/). As frustrating as she is, she’s equally playful and loving. She’s also very intelligent and high-energy, but the problems are well beyond symptoms of that.
To reiterate training, I’ve tried being consistent with positive reinforcements, along with not giving too much attention to negative behavior, deterrents, and removing anything dangerous. It’s been a little over a year since we’ve had them, so consistency is getting me nowhere. If anything, she’s getting worse. I also have a pheromone dispenser going.
Any thoughts/advice on training an untrainable cat that gets into every single bit of trouble she can, before I consult with the vet about kitty Prozac? I’m a little limited in some things I can do because of physical disabilities. Thanks in advance for any help, and sorry for the length!
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2025.01.18 06:51 PredictableBanana Need help with for first task as SAP application developer intern.
I recently joined as an intern and received my first task, the task is that I have to write a program which autometically creates all order combinations with the data in the database, for eg. If there are 4 customers and 4 products, there will be 16 orders. There are multiple columns customer, products, prices, etc and these data is stored in database, i should be able to create the orders in the system, view on screen and print an excel sheet. I have been learning abap and RAP for 3 months now, I am yet to get some details about the system i will be working on, if its SAP RAP app or SAP GUI. I dont know where to start or what to do, and I am supposed to give a POC before 29th Jan. If you have any suggestion, let me know as this is my first job after graduation.
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2025.01.18 06:51 s7lvia quick komi cosplay! (self @viacoz)
goood evening fellow KCC fans :-) here’s a quick komi cosplay i did since i was too excited to wait for a proper photoshoot before trying it on haha, thought it was ironic that my black cat sat on my lap while dressed as komi😭 submitted by s7lvia to Komi_san [link] [comments] |
2025.01.18 06:51 Tasty-Bodybuilder179 WhatNot Questions (First Time) Advice Plz?
I'm looking for some help ASAP... I've never used whatnot before & want to start a live show that starts at $3 to get rid of ALL clothing inventory I have! (TONS) I have so much that needs to go.
MY question IS: 1. How to simply bundle like 2/3 items together for a certain price for a live show? (could be a variety of items between shirts, jackets, hoodies, jeans, shorts, sweats,) etc etc. 2. How would I add the bundled items bought in live sale for shipping also? however, I'm not sure if this is a good way to go about doing this because I have no idea about their shipping etc.
What do you guys think? I'm definitely interested in any thoughts, opinions or even disagreements. Some advice that may be helpful, suggestions or recommendations. I will appreciate any help at this point I'm so confused with this platform. Thank you!!
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2025.01.18 06:51 Ornery-Ad-8260 There goes my luck for 1 year
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2025.01.18 06:51 Exciting_Degree_3994 LF GOOD OFFERS/ EXOTICS CAN TAKE LOSS OF UPTO 10 DEPENDIN ON THE PETS
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2025.01.18 06:51 Effective-Living-359 Chinese? >English. Saw this cool looking decal. Does anyone know what it means?
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2025.01.18 06:51 madmag23 La Liga 2024/2025 Gameweek 20
Saturday 18 January 2025 (GMT +7)
Girona vs Sevilla
Girona has had an impressive season so far, sitting in eighth place with 28 points from 19 matches. They've managed to win eight games, drawing four, and losing seven. Their recent form has been commendable, with victories against Real Valladolid and Alaves, showing their capability to secure wins against both higher and lower-ranked teams. Michel's side has been particularly strong at home, with a record of six wins, two draws, and two losses. The absence of key players like Yangel Herrera due to suspension and Bojan Miovski due to injury might affect their lineup, but Girona's depth has been tested and proven throughout the season. Viktor Tsygankov and Abel Ruiz have been pivotal in the attack, with Tsygankov's adaptability across the front line making him a significant threat. Sevilla has been somewhat inconsistent, with 23 points from 19 games, placing them in 13th. Their season has been marked by struggles to find consistency, with their last win coming against Valencia in La Liga. Under Francisco García Pimienta, they've shown signs of improvement, particularly in their defensive structure, but their attack has not been as clinical as in previous seasons. The recent 0-0 draw against Mallorca indicates a team that's hard to beat but also one that struggles to break down defenses. The absence of Suso and Saul Niguez due to injury and suspension, respectively, will test Sevilla's squad depth, with players like Isaac Romero expected to step up. Girona typically plays a 4-4-1-1 formation at home, focusing on high pressing to disrupt the opponent's build-up play. They aim to control the midfield, using the creative spark of Tsygankov to unlock defenses. Their strategy will likely include quick transitions, exploiting the pace of their wingers to create scoring opportunities. Sevilla under Pimienta has leaned towards a 4-2-3-1 formation, focusing on a solid defensive block and looking to hit on the counter. With their issues in scoring, they might look to exploit set pieces, where they've shown some proficiency, and rely on the individual brilliance of players like Lukebakio to make a difference. Considering Girona's home advantage and their superior current form, they are favored to win this match. However, Sevilla's resilience and potential to catch teams off guard with their counter-attacks mean this game won't be a walkover.
Prediction: 55 – 45
Leganes vs Atletico Madrid
Leganes, having recently returned to La Liga, are currently positioned in the lower half of the table, battling to avoid relegation. Their season has been marked by resilience, with notable draws against several top teams, but their offensive output has been among the weakest in the league. They face Atletico Madrid, who are in the midst of a remarkable winning streak, perched atop the league standings. Atletico's defense has been virtually impenetrable, and their attack has found its rhythm, making them strong contenders for the title. The home side will be without several key players. Enric Franquesa is out with a muscular issue, and suspensions mean Juan Soriano, Jorge Saenz, and Oscar Rodriguez will miss the match. Coach Borja Jimenez is expected to set up in a 5-4-1 formation to counter Atletico's attacking prowess, with Marko Dmitrovic in goal, Valentin Rosier and Juan Cruz as wing-backs, and a central defense trio of Renato Tapia, Sergio Gonzalez, and Matija Nastasic. In midfield, they'll look to control the game with players like Neyou and Cisse, while Sebastian Haller leads the attack. Diego Simeone's team comes into this match with almost full strength, with the notable exceptions being Marcos Llorente, Robin Le Normand, and Cesar Azpilicueta due to injuries. The lineup should feature Jan Oblak in goal, with a back four or five that can include Nahuel Molina, Jose Maria Gimenez, Clement Lenglet, and Javi Galan. In midfield, Koke, Pablo Barrios, and Conor Gallagher are likely to feature, providing both defensive solidity and creative spark. Up top, Antoine Griezmann and Julian Alvarez are expected to lead the line, with their form being crucial for Atletico's continued success. Atletico will aim to continue their aggressive, possession-based style, looking to break down Leganes' defense with patience. Simeone's tactical flexibility might see them switch between a back four and five, depending on how the game unfolds. Their strategy will involve high pressing to regain possession quickly and use their superior quality to create scoring opportunities. Given Atletico's form and squad depth compared to Leganes' struggles, a victory for Atletico Madrid seems plausible. They are expected to dominate possession and create numerous scoring chances. However, Leganes' fighting spirit might see them score, but not enough to prevent an Atletico win.
Prediction: 45 – 55
Sunday 19 January 2025 (GMT +7)
Real Betis vs Alaves
Real Betis comes into this game positioned 10th in the league standings, with 25 points from 18 matches. Their form has been somewhat inconsistent, with a record of 6 wins, 7 draws, and 5 losses. Betis has been particularly effective at home, drawing or winning 11 of their last 12 home games against Alavés in La Liga. However, their recent performances have been mixed, with a notable 1-0 loss to Real Valladolid in their last outing, which was a setback in their quest for a European spot. Alaves, on the other hand, is facing a more challenging season, currently situated 17th with 17 points from 18 games. Their recent form has been poor, with only one win in their last five matches. Alavés has struggled significantly on the road, with a record of just two victories in their away games this season. However, their last match ended in a 0-1 defeat against Girona, showing a need for defensive solidity. Real Betis will be without key players due to injuries. Hector Bellerin, William Carvalho, Chimy Avila, Giovani Lo Celso, Marc Roca, and Aitor Ruibal are all doubtful or confirmed to miss the game. This could significantly impact Betis' lineup, especially in midfield and defense. However, the return of Isco, if fit, could be a major boost for their creativity. The probable lineup might see Rui Silva in goal, with Perraud, Llorente, Bartra, and Sabaly in defense; a midfield of Cardoso and Altimira; and an attack led by Isco, Abde Ezzalzouli, Roque, and Fornals. Real Betis under Pellegrini typically employs a 4-2-3-1 formation, focusing on maintaining possession and attacking from the wings. With their injury list, Betis might need to adapt, possibly giving more responsibility to younger or less experienced players. Their strategy will likely involve using the flair of Isco to unlock Alaves's defense, while also looking to capitalize on set pieces given Alaves's height disadvantage in some areas. Given the current form and the home advantage of Betis, coupled with their need to bounce back from a loss, they are favored to win. However, Alaves's recent performances suggest they could make this game competitive.
Prediction: 55 – 45
Getafe vs Barcelona
Getafe, under the management of José Bordalás, have had a season characterized by resilience. Currently positioned 17th in the league, they've managed to secure 19 points from 19 games, showing a commendable defensive solidity. Their recent form has been positive, with a 2-1 victory against Las Palmas in their last La Liga match and a 1-0 win over Pontevedra in the Copa del Rey. Getafe's strategy typically revolves around a compact, defensive setup with quick counter-attacks. However, they face significant challenges, not least in their offensive output, where they've scored just 13 goals this season. Key players like Borja Mayoral have been pivotal, though injuries to players like Nabil Aberdin have stretched their resources. Their home record is mixed, with only five clean sheets in ten home games, but they've shown they can be a tough nut to crack at the Coliseum, especially against top sides. Barcelona, led by Hansi Flick, are in a different league altogether, holding the 3rd position with 38 points from 19 games. Their season has been marked by a strong attacking force, netting 51 goals, with Robert Lewandowski leading the charge with 23 goals. Despite their goal tally, injuries have plagued the team, with Marc-André ter Stegen out for the season and other key players like Ronald Araujo, Gavi, and Dani Olmo also sidelined. The Blaugrana have been unbeaten in their last six league games, showcasing a formidable front line with players like Lamine Yamal and Raphinha contributing significantly. Their away form has been impeccable, with no league losses on the road this season, which speaks volumes about their depth and tactical adaptability. Flick's Barcelona has been playing with a high possession game, trying to dominate through midfield with players like Pedri and Frenkie de Jong. Barcelona, aware of Getafe's tactics, might opt for a more direct approach than usual, with long balls to bypass the midfield congestion and exploit the pace of their forwards. The absence of ter Stegen means Inaki Peña will need to step up, and the backline, potentially including young Pau Cubarsí, will be tested for composure. Given Barcelona's superior quality, even with several players out, they are the favorites. However, Getafe's home ground has often been a place where big teams have stumbled.
Prediction: 45 – 55
DISCLAIMER:
1. This prediction content comes from a third party and is for reference only. I am not responsible for any wins and losses generated by members using these tips.
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2025.01.18 06:51 Mobile-Sweet-4941 Question about RMYC (CO) interview
I recently applied to be a crew member and attended an info session earlier this week. They said I would receive an email after to schedule an interview but I have yet to receive anything after a week.
Is this normal? I'm aware its only been a week but I'm wondering if I should follow up or just wait.
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2025.01.18 06:51 Pale_Promotion_2967 Dutch men
Hello, guys! I’ve been triggered from another post here, i want to ask a question that has really bothered me for the beginning of my dating experience here with dutch men, mainly.
What’s up with dutch men acting like dictators?
I had my fair share of dating experience in my home country, enough experience with dutch and people from other nationalities and i can not wrap my head over the way dutch men date. Don’t get me wrong i am coming from a culture where the man is masculine, he is the one to lead, dominant, macho, but dutch men, at least the guys i had interactions with are literally dictators. I barely have the opportunity to choose where are we going, what are we going to eat, what are we going to do, what i want doesn’t really matter. It’s like i am just there.. for companionship…. and i have to agree on these things or I don’t like him?!? My wishes or needs are not taken into consideration it is like talking to a wall. I genuinely have felt like a dog on a leash on dates with these men, needless to say i break it off. Normally when you are with another person you take into account their wishes as well. I cannot imagine acting this way even with my closest friends, what about with a person you barely know.2025.01.18 06:51 phewwhathappened A spicy PSPillow from Fukushima 🙀
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2025.01.18 06:51 unvsvoid don't greed
trust me, if you're here for a quick buck, make it, TAKE IT and don't look back. i caught KULR at 2 and rode it to 5.2 and I sold half, when i should've sold all.
RIME was an even bigger mistake (them being at CES was hella bait ngl), bought around 0.08 and held past the pump to 0.3. when I finally saw the writing on the wall, it was too late. ended up with -20% tho it definitely could've been worse.
$100 for 5 good swings (say +10-20%) in a month is a LOT better than having one crazy pump, holding, then losing it all again. please, for the sake of your wallet, that moment you feel like GOD is the moment you should sell. that's it, and be careful out there all.
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2025.01.18 06:51 Aggravating_Wait_658 Why is this a debate?
I just came across someone claiming that Baryon mode Naruto would be unable to effectively deal with Kaguya and I am seriously curious why do people think Kaguya is as strong as they do, is it just nostalgia for the Naruto series and refuse to accept that people have gotten stronger and the stakes have gotten higher? submitted by Aggravating_Wait_658 to NarutoPowerscaling [link] [comments] |
2025.01.18 06:51 Free_mind213 I want to confess about ( what i think it’s male validation) and it’s eating me inside
I want to confess about ( what i think it’s maybe a male validation ) and it’s eating me inside
So a year ago i went out with a group of friends , and in this group of friends i had a crush on a girl ( a big crush ) i kept wanting to be around her . And What happened is that two man came to stay with us (their also friends ) and when i saw them i felt like the girl i have a crush on will definitely go for one of them . Later i wanted to get the single guy attention so he doesn’t go for the girl i have a crush on cause she’s beautiful and straight ( a little bit bi ) so the minute he talked to her i felt like he was already into her ( in that moment i didn’t care ! Cause i did not expect him to do anything) so there was other mans and i was just ltalking, playing with them AS FRIENDS and even with that single guy ( i find him ugly he reminds me of my brother) but he still the type of guy that can get any girls ! Anyways i did not care about him all i cared about it’s the girl that i like but honestly my friend was into her and i felt like something was going on between her and her :( and it made me feel like shit a lot ! Then me and this group of friends went somewhere and in that moment i was more annoyed cuz i can clearly see that there is something going on with my friend and her and an other thing annoyed me is that ..the single boy was clearly also into her ..i don’t why but it annoyed so much i felt like shit again and i don’t know why ! Then to have the confirmation i tried to ask him for something and he became very rude to me and then he went to see my crush and he became so nice and acted like a gentleman! And it my head i was so confused! I ve never been that confused in my life ! I NEVER compare myself to others women ! But in that moment i realised that presenting myself as a masculine women would make men treat me like shit but what annoyed me is that i maybe craved his attention maybe i don’t know.. and i was so annoyed by this and also by the fact that i felt left out ( also by the group of girls i was hanging out with so i was annoyed by everything and i don’t feel normal ) and i also know deep down my crush liked him so he probably liked her and i was just watching 🤦🏻♀️ and then after i really hoped he leaves us alone and it was a relief when she told me she does not like him ( cuz apparently he was not even single )
Anyways i feel very guilty today because i’m with that girl today 😮💨 ( very proud of myself) and i don’t want her to feel like she needs to compare herself to me or feel like there is a kind of competition ! I want her to feel admired by me ! I want her to feel like she can shine around me ! I love her ( she does not know yet ) and i’m scared that this situation that happened is a sign that i don’t deserve her.
And i don’t know how to deal with this guilt !
but also the way i feel jealousy sometimes since im with her it’s a different type of jealousy i don’t understand how i’m feeling it’s new to me ! She’s my first girlfriend , the first girl i care about so much . And the jealousy is different ! Like i care more about if people see her the same way i see her and i don’t like that I don’t get it .
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2025.01.18 06:51 Sufiyan15_ Nothing like some simple sneakers!
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