Never lived as my true self
2025.01.18 18:52 Ok-Contract-9123 Never lived as my true self
Recently had a dream of a woman that I used to be deeply in love with about 10 years ago when I was getting out of high school. In the dream we were in love- she loved me and I loved her. Woke up and felt deeply shamed that emptiness and shame since I never acted on my deep love for her in real life out of fear of rejection and judgement from my Christian family. I have always been bisexual and surrounded myself in queer spaces but I’ve never had an actual girlfriend. I’ve kissed women and had sex with them but it was all private. I wish I had the courage to come out so that I can pursue women openly and find a relationship. With this woman from my past I wish I had the courage to be honest with her about my feelings. Back in the day I could sense she had something for me but she never truly pursued me more than likely because she could sense I was closeted and she was not. Still to this day I miss her so much and still love her very much. I wish I could go back in time and live as my true self without fear. I feel so deeply ashamed that still to this day I’m not an open bisexual woman. I feel so deeply torn.
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2025.01.18 18:52 drSvensen Why are you all doing it wrong?
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2025.01.18 18:52 Naetharu Accidentally lobbed my revive beacon under the stairs, and spawned Groot into an unbreakable prison. Not my finest moment.
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2025.01.18 18:52 Few-Signature-6823 Wip of my last reborn
Mick by Adrie Stoete - air dry painted, being rooted in two tones - soon available on insta/fb manon.reborn.art
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2025.01.18 18:52 Eastern-Landscape-53 Riley’s (David’s youngest boy) tribute to his father via Instagram. Very heartfelt and delicate. The last picture is from the set of TP the return.
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2025.01.18 18:52 agayaccountant was it a comp diff, or a balancing diff?
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2025.01.18 18:52 No-End-2776 Should I change anything about my Movie-Hybrids team?
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2025.01.18 18:52 navras88 Tokens are being burnt. We just dont know how it works.
See the dead wallet, there are transactions into it. The latest from 5 days ago.
https://etherscan.io/token/0x6982508145454ce325ddbe47a25d4ec3d2311933?a=0x000000000000000000000000000000000000dead
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2025.01.18 18:52 callmeiqoot vita games on switch, or pc?
as the title says, is it worth buying the vita at the switch lite prices in my country? and games like Gravity rush, silent hill, Killzone and resistance, are they playable on switch/pc?
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2025.01.18 18:52 Gullible_Rich_7156 Have you ever met or known anyone who won the NJ Lottery ($100K or more)?
Just curious. I’m a near daily Cash5 player (still very bitter about it going up to $2)-just one ticket at a time. Winning a couple hundred thousand would be just fine for me. I’d pay off my house and vehicle which would be nice from a cash flow perspective. When I was in high school a family down the road from us hit the Pick6 for something like $5-6 million. The dad was a general contractor, basically a one man show-a guy, a truck full of tools, etc…after they won they stayed in the same house (but remodeled extensively) and the dad still worked but his operation got larger and he became more of a full on developer. The mom worked too but I can’t remember what she did.
I met this guy a couple of years ago because I did some work with an organization he supported:
https://www.lehighvalleylive.com/news/2019/03/megamillions-jackpot-winner-from-alpha-says-he-initially-forgot-the-ticket-at-the-store.html?outputType=amp
Super nice guy, very unassuming, still lives locally. Extremely generous to various charities in the area and not public about it either. It’s well known that he donates a lot of money but not because he is out there trumpeting it. From what I’ve heard he did it all exactly right, hired advisors he could trust, he’s now very diversified with investments in various areas, etc…I think he’s probably the only person I’ve ever met worth anywhere near that much.
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2025.01.18 18:52 Borba_Uchiha PS5 rings trhopy
anyone with a good soul can drop me the ng++ rings? i think only these are missing
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2025.01.18 18:52 ThomYum Would you see a revival of this play? (1986)
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2025.01.18 18:52 kukisalazar Reacquainting oneself?
How are you all rediscovering/reacquainting yourself?
I’d always struggled with depression but the pandemic brought on a lot of grief and other things that made the perfect storm to bring me down farther than ever.
5 years later I finally feel semi-functioning but cant help but notice I’m not finding or experiencing joy in the easy way I used to. I don’t laugh freely anymore. I’m having a hard time picturing a future me where being that way would feel authentic. Is that over for me? Was the spark of my youth stolen by survival? (Not to be TOO dramatic lol)
😩 just feeling melancholy ig
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2025.01.18 18:52 Available-Paper4361 Meme-Strecke: Staffel 2 (Willi, Kartsen, Julius, Stefan, Chuck Norris)
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2025.01.18 18:52 Rbmui13 I'm really loving this display I bought on line for Around $13 and I have the ability/option to stack up to five more similar to it.
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2025.01.18 18:52 Low-Appointment-9272 Gemini 2025 Horoscope please I didn't know why but my life get fucked since 2019 from 2019 it going worst every year I just want to Stop it
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2025.01.18 18:52 oatmeal-claypole Rex Ryan pulling up for the postgame if Texans get bounced
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2025.01.18 18:52 navy33t Test
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2025.01.18 18:52 OLEDible There are some amazing moments like this that you also wanted to be filmed or seen by any live witness around you !!
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2025.01.18 18:52 Influence-Opening Best Night Clubs?
Hey everyone, what's the best Night Clubs to visit in Hanoi if I'm willing to spend around 350-500 USD?
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2025.01.18 18:52 ninio_gaming Bro, IT WAS A SINGLE TRIP WIRE
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2025.01.18 18:52 Worried-Cl Help
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2025.01.18 18:52 Rubbersushi Gotta go fast
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2025.01.18 18:52 zakuretsu Introducing Unban TikTok (UNBAN): A Token to Empower Creators and Communities
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2025.01.18 18:52 National_Walrus4870 2001 Dakota Thermostat Keeps Failing
I have a 2001 Dodge Dakota Sport 4.7L V8 and the thermostat keeps failing. My father has put at least 2 thermostats on the truck in the past 2 years but they continue to fail as I have just gotten a code on my OBD2 reader that the thermostat stays open for too long leading the engine to not reach optimal operating temp. What could be the problem?
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