The Lost Ancient Truth That Shakes The Church: The Banned Book of Lucifer Unveiled | Bible Study
2025.01.19 00:17 Odd-Mathematician488 The Lost Ancient Truth That Shakes The Church: The Banned Book of Lucifer Unveiled | Bible Study
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2025.01.19 00:17 DocGrinch Is it okay to lie if it spares someone’s feelings? Why or why not?
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Im using the swipe up gestures in the navigation bar now it is not working at all . Is this problem for me or common one . Give me a solution .....
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2025.01.19 00:17 Witty_Persimmon_3996 Bro what kinda attention seeking shit is she doing rn
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2025.01.19 00:17 Comfortable_Head7453 Journal Entry I found interesting.
For some needed context, I was in a longtime relationship with another girl for almost 3 years and we experienced a lot of the pivotal moments of teenager to adulthood together. We even lived together for a little bit near the end! We broke up a couple times throughout the relationship, but she was my first love. I am a different person after experiencing this heartbreak, and I was the one to end things. As you will discover throughout this story, I have a lot to figure out and I knew I had to set her free. As humans, I believe we constantly evolve and so it became hard to call her my soulmate when I didn't know if she would be when i changed in the upcoming years of my life, and we were also so dangerously codependent with each other. (Me more so than her most times if I'm being honest) Anyways for some more needed context, I had a weird period of my life where I experienced taking shrooms and then later on it affecting my relationship with weed. I still don't know how that happened, but what i do know is that relationship has been fixed and I missed it so much :). Anyways this is a journal entry i wrote about my breakup and after going down a rabbit hole of Nomi and Mac Miller's relationship, because Balloonerism really speaks to where I am in my life right now. So fun lil' treats for some Mac Miller fans if they read this. Also I remembered you are allowed to spill your guts on the internet when it comes to reddit. Love that.
Looking back, the relationship often feels like when I quit weed. I went from every day use, that made the world wonderful and it was everything I could of wanted out of a drug. Then I took some shrooms and a couple of weeks later, BAM, my use of weed is accompanied by anxiety attacks, weird visuals??, and the strongest sense of dissociation I have ever experienced in my life. I grew up dissociated so that says a lot. It was unbearable. However, I am a stubborn lady so I felt that I could "conquer" these effects if I went through them enough. Finally, they got worse and I just snapped, I couldn't do it anymore. I had to leave it behind. In those moments I wanted to do anything but accept that it wasn't good for me. It was my source of comfort and emotional regulation, and even when it wasn't the best high, I still got a lot of mental insight from it. After I stopped smoking, i craved it everyday, fully knowing how it put me through hours of hell. Even while I grew to not need it and I went on to learn all the good that came in it's absence, I still felt it tugging at my self-control all the time. I was constantly living in a state of contrasting duality. After basically a whole year, I succumbed and everything was back to normal! My love had returned!!!! It was nice to be back to what I once labeled as home, however I was different now and I could see it's effects on my life more clearly. I was watching myself slowly fall into my dependency with it and that is where I am now. In a state where it is great when its great, which is nearly all the time, yet when it's bad its horrible.
I'm hoping my delivery of this story is good at portraying the comparisons between my love of weed and my relationship qualms. Anyways moving on.
Relapse of any kind hurts. Sometimes I think of returning and pleading for her to take me back, yet I know that if I did I would
- Be the evilest person in the world. If evil is "the condition of causing unnecessary pain and suffering." , I would be labeled as the devil by reaching out. i can't go back because that would only be me soothing my selfish and codependent mind. It would be, and sorry for comparing my first love to a dead animal but, beating a dead horse. Evil!!! I will never reach out for this reason.
- While writing this I realized how deeply I resonated with my weed metaphor. Love is a drug. Excuse me, I meant YOUNG love/ FIRST love is a drug. You ignore codependency for one reason, and that is because it feels so good, but is so bad for you. One day in this horrible home we call Earth, you finally meet somebody, and now that you're together there are no greater feelings then when they are near. You love the good so much but wow does the bad hit like a bullet. But hey, you could be doing worse right? You could be alone. Loneliness is humanity's greatest foe and nobody seems to have discovered a cure all for this disease that plagues the world. You would do anything to make the silence stop. If you're anything like me that is. Back to my point, I have gotten back with her and it was the same story. I realized I wasn't who I wanted to be with her and that I could not give the love back that she deserved no matter how hard I tried. With our reunion the love between us grew, but so too did the blast radius of the second breakup. It is unlike anything I have ever experienced, and it was something I didn't see myself surviving.
I read a Nomi Leasure entry that really stuck with me so here goes :
"When you first fall in love, it is a foreign entity in your flesh, like a new virus. You have nothing to compare the feeling to, nothing in your biology to fight it off. And it is so strong and so unknown and so overwhelming that finally you submit to the sickness. Because you are no match for it's strength of conviction. Like addiction, it tugs at your veins, convincing you that you need it. And you know that you will never have a love like that ever again in your life. No, you won't ever have a love like that again because now your body can detect love coming. Now your antibodies are armed. Now you have a point of reference. And now when you feel love coming, your hairs will stand on end, suddenly your chest tightens, and your heart hardens. Because your body knows. With love comes pain."
I often say to people that I am no longer sad about losing you. I chose to break up. I wanted to set you free. Fully aware of what that meant, and that I could no longer call you mine. I mean , we were like magnets that were made to constantly repel no matter how hard you or I tried to slam them back together. Another excerpt from Nomi goes :
"It's not you. It's the hurt that lingers in your wake. You are gone and so why can't you take this part with you?"
My brain has been wrestling with this notion for weeks, way before I read these words from Nomi this morning. I think back to my relationship and know that I did love her as a person. But as THE person? idk anymore. I guess I always felt that it would develop more over time? One thing I am sadly beginning to learn is that I think I loved what she provided way more than her as a person. I crave the love, the reassurance, the comfort, and the honesty. Things I have always yearned for that she provided to me for the first time in my life. I hadn't known those things. I grew up with the antithesis of all of those. I just wish I could've known sooner to save us from the hurt. But then I wonder, for this being true to me, was it also true to you as well. I don't know who I am or what I am to do. HOW ON EARTH am I to believe you fully understood what you were saying when you called me your soulmate. OR were you projecting a version of myself onto me. Did you ever notice the glitches in the matrix when your projection did not align with the surface of my face or did you just ignore them?
Then again, who is to say what anybody is and what it means to truly know them? Do you even know yourself great lovers of the world? Do we ever find out? I don't know, but what I do know is that I haven't met anyone who has been capable of answering that question for me.
- OH
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2025.01.19 00:17 Then_Scientist1506 700 Scrolls for upcoming Sacred Blessing
Should I go all 700 or just stop at 500 where the bonus rewards stop?
My thoughts are to finish Akashic at A3 (using a chest or 2) then pick either Sekhet to A3, Crocell or Ashley's Alice to just go all in on
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2025.01.19 00:17 Smart-Cherry-9258 AITAH for screaming at my boyfriend’s friend?
So I 41 f (turn the age backwards) have been going out with my boyfriend for a little under a month now and we started dating thru our mutual friend let’s call him Eli , Eli makes grape jokes consistently and brushes it off as no big deal and has been harrasing my boyfriend for a while now my boyfriend came to me with screenshots of this harassment and to cut a long story short I was disgusted with him in 2023 he inappropriately touched my friend while they were dating and then denied this ever happening I recently had enough of his bullshit and decided to confront him today he denied it all and told me to fuck off and was over all being a prick about it , to say the least im done with him he told some girls online to ⭐️ve themsel and to play personal fruit ninja on their body I am checked out of the friendship and will be going to the school tomorrow and if I really have to the polis I don’t mind advice just want to see if I’m the ah here x
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2025.01.19 00:17 ToneZei81 Animes and Manga News Week 3 2025 | Rurouni Kenshin Kyoto Disturbance, Ghost of Tsushima
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2025.01.19 00:17 kiwiretrogeek Sitting in a department store bored and waiting..
Waiting for my mother to stop looking at clothes so we can get out of here. Luckily there is display furniture here I can sit on. We have been here for 3 hours.
Argggh when can we leave? Why do some people take so long to shop? It should be get what you need and leave. Not do a visual stocktake of every single dress there is in the store.
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2025.01.19 00:17 Bluecomments Is the second DQ Monsters on GBC good?
It has two versions similar to Pokémon games. In one you play as a boy and the other as a girl. With the two being a big brother and little sister. I've played all of old school Pokémon and would not mind a similar Game Boy game. Though is it good? I've read breeding is mostly mandatory. Also, are characters as fleshed out as main series DQ games? Do Cobi and Tara (the two leads) have a good sibling chemistry or anything?
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2025.01.19 00:17 Uo_Requena Será este un meteorito?
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2025.01.19 00:17 nobodycares007 2% Raise
I just wanted to vent. I got a 2% raise , equivalent to .44 cents. Been at my firm for a little under a year and have been working my ass off. Its actually insulting.
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2025.01.19 00:17 Miserable-Lizard Trump is scared of the people!
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