Being of mix, and realizing I have BDD
2025.01.19 03:19 Bright_As_Ta Being of mix, and realizing I have BDD
I've been going through personal matters (separation and then reconciliation) and now I see a therapist. So if anyone has ever visited a therapist, they'll ask background questions, how do you feel ect...
Well talking to my therapist, it has opened up my pain, past and present. I have childhood trauma for some reasons. One major part of it, I was picked on for being too big by my dad (Vietnamese) side of the family growing up. Pretty much as young as I could comprehend. Growing up Vietnamese/Mexican I was always called big/fat/ugly/pumpkin. Just hurtful things. I never felt comfortable seeing my aunts and uncles. My cousins were always kind, it was just their parents. I never understood why I did not look like them, or as petite as them, or as skinny as them. I never understood why I was never a size 0 or 2. Hell, I never knew why I was not as busty as them too. I remember one aunt telling me, your skin is fair and you could be pretty if you stopped eating so much. On another occasion I had an uncle tell me, keep losing weight, it'll make you look better. Then another occasion I was not invited to a cousin wedding unless I lose weight...and I did lose the weight...
At that moment, I thought all of this was normal family behavior. Then somewhere in my adulthood, I completely buried the pain, but that's never changed the way I view myself. Til this day I still want to be that perfect petite person, but my body is curvy. My shoulders are broad, I am wide, my hips are wide, my thighs are thick. I'm still short, but tall. But I cannot see myself being more than just fat.
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2025.01.19 03:19 LaLita136 Gift for a friend uwu
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2025.01.19 03:19 Annual_Role9928 Husbands......
My Husband Doesnt Want To Spend Time With Me. What Do I Do?
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2025.01.19 03:19 Traumarygelika First time working with builder gel 💕
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2025.01.19 03:19 chuchuuxoxo I need help 😔
I really need to clear out my plushies, as much as I don’t want to get rid of them. I have an over abundance of them and I just need to declutter. I really don’t want to get rid of them, but I’m not sure if there’s any other solution. Is there advice anyone has to make this easier? I’ve always struggled with this and I had hoped my attachment would go away as I got older, but alas it has not lol
If anyone has any advice lmk 🙏
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2025.01.19 03:19 test_again Any way to make performance on CS2 closer to Windows?
Windows gives me solid 250 fps. Linux gives me 80 - 180 (average around 130 fps).
I'm running AMD Ryzen 9 3900X and AMD Radeon RX 7900 XT on Fedora 41. I think gamemode helped a bit. I also have video settings turned lowest on Linux while Windows is medium or something.
Also on Linux sometimes I'll get really low FPS like 30 and have to restart mid-game.
Launch options: LD_PRELOAD="/uslib/libgamemodeauto.so.0" gamemoderun %COMMAND% -w 2560 -h 1440 -freq 144 -high -fullscreen
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2025.01.19 03:19 Deuce_Deucee92 Follow up on the square brisket I was gifted
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2025.01.19 03:19 Mrunicornadventurer What’s your favorite shade of white?
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2025.01.19 03:19 SomeJerkOddball The Weekly Wrap: I stand with Alberta
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2025.01.19 03:19 Sea_Act_6896 Trading these for offer, and LF the pets on the last slide
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2025.01.19 03:19 Ok_Constant_8855 Will premium be refunded?
Does anybody know or have any luck refunding their premium? Since it’s banned with TikTok, are we all out of the money we paid for the subscription?
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2025.01.19 03:19 superuserjarvis US items boycott list
You're most welcome to extend the list.
Unless critical, try to avoid:
Food and Beverages
- Snacks:
Doritos, Canadian alternative: Que Pasa Chips
Pringles, Canadian alternative: Covered Bridge Chips
Oreos, Canadian alternative: Dare Cookies
- Breakfast Items:
General Mills cereals (e.g., Cheerios, Lucky Charms), Canadian alternative: Holy Crap Cereal
Quaker Oats, Canadian alternative: Rogers Porridge Oats
- Beverages:
Pepsi, Canadian alternative: PC Cola (President's Choice)
Snapple, Canadian alternative: Kiju Organic Juice
Dr Pepper, Canadian alternative: Zevia Soda
- Packaged Foods:
Campbell's soups, Canadian alternative: Habitat Soups (Aylmer)
Heinz ketchup, Canadian alternative: French’s Ketchup
Hellmann’s mayonnaise, Canadian alternative: Becel Vegan Mayo
- Personal Care:
Crest toothpaste, Canadian alternative: Tom’s of Maine (USA, natural alternative)
Gillette razors, Canadian alternative: Rockwell Razors
Old Spice deodorant, Canadian alternative: Routine Cream Deodorant
- Cleaning Products:
Clorox bleach, Canadian alternative: Attitude Cleaning Products
Lysol disinfectants, Canadian alternative: Benefect Botanical Disinfectant
Mr. Clean, Canadian alternative: Pink Solution Cleaner
- Sportswear:
Under Armour, Canadian alternative: Ryu Apparel
Adidas, Canadian alternative: Strongbody Apparel
- Everyday Clothing:
Gap, Canadian alternative: Roots
Old Navy, Canadian alternative: Joe Fresh
Calvin Klein, Canadian alternative: RW&CO.
- Consumer Electronics:
Microsoft (Surface, Xbox), Canadian alternative: D-Wave Systems (Quantum Computing)
Dell laptops, Canadian alternative: Eurocom (Laptops)
- Household Appliances:
KitchenAid, Canadian alternative: Breville (Australia, widely sold in Canada)
GE Appliances, Canadian alternative: Danby Appliances
- Retail Stores:
Walmart, Canadian alternative: The Real Canadian Superstore
Home Depot, Canadian alternative: Home Hardware
Best Buy, Canadian alternative: The Source
- Fast Food Chains:
Starbucks, Canadian alternative: Tim Hortons
Subway, Canadian alternative: Mr. Sub
Domino’s Pizza, Canadian alternative: Pizza Pizza
Ford, Canadian alternative: Magna International (Auto Parts)
Chevrolet, Canadian alternative: Electra Meccanica
Jeep, Canadian alternative: Bombardier Recreational Products (ATVs)
Tesla, Canadian alternative: Lion Electric (Electric Buses and Trucks)
Netflix, Canadian alternative: Crave
Disney+, Canadian alternative: CBC Gem
Amazon Prime Video, Canadian alternative: Club Illico
HarperCollins, Canadian alternative: House of Anansi Press
Penguin Random House, Canadian alternative: McClelland & Stewart
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2025.01.19 03:19 Tacocatte What is this?
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2025.01.19 03:19 kurobyuu Do I look wasian/Guess my mix !
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2025.01.19 03:19 VoidvividX Trading FOR omc
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2025.01.19 03:19 _you_wont_remember_ online marketplace
does anyone know of a better online marketplace besides facebook? the groups seem dry and i dont feel like dealing with flakey people who want to low ball. i have closed my shop and would like to sell some stuff off slowly. etsy isnt really doing much for me.
any ideas? anywhere on reddit you can sell odd things?
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2025.01.19 03:19 bbsnaut An array of blue boxes from the 1970s.
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2025.01.19 03:19 No_Friendship_4158 Why are so many people using FIVEM as an example for GTA 6
Grand theft auto was never made to be a roleplay game and don't expect it to be. Like there are literally posts about people expecting everything to be concentrated on roleplaying and not fun.
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2025.01.19 03:19 manderson1313 My final thoughts
So I quit on isshin, I’m not willing to spend days and days to fully master this game and become Hokage. I wanted to see the game and I saw the whole game.
When I started I was very surprised that the parry window was so forgiving, I’ve never been able to parry in souls games before but I guess that’s because it’s a main feature of this one. The story was compelling even though it’s simple and even though your a shinobi I appreciated that you had a skill tree that was more samurai-ish (ashina style)
I enjoyed most of the bosses and the bs hard mode optional ones I avoided (I’m talking about you headless) the art and graphics were great, absolutely beautiful game.
My favorite moments were when I unlocked the puppet ninjutsu and I got to actually have Allies against a few bosses. It was especially satisfying using the whistle to make a bunch of monkeys attack a drunkard boss lol.
My only real complaint is I wish they didn’t make wolf so much of a wuss. I get the final boss is supposed to be hard but killing you in literally two hits just feels masochistic. And 4 phases are you kidding me? lol I guess I can be happy that at the end of the day the samurai won over the shinobi haha.
If they make a Sekiro 2 I would really like for them to have an optional playstyle to play as an armored samurai but I understand this is a ninja game but doesn’t hurt to be hopeful lol.
I will admit it felt good to get to the point where I can kill genichiro without taking damage and even the first phase of isshin without damage but Ive reached my skill ceiling and I have nothing left lol.
So I leave you guys not in rage but admitting honorable defeat. At the end of the day I’m still glad I got to experience the game even if I didn’t beat it. I’m gonna go look up the ending now so I can pretend I beat it lol. I am glad to have died twice for the last time.
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2025.01.19 03:19 Timely_Bad_964 Ligação de voz continua ativa após desligar
Já aconteceu com alguém de, mesmo depois de desligar uma chamada, ela continuar ativa no lado superior esquerdo da tela (ao lado do horário), e ao clicar, não redireciona para aplicativo nenhum?
*já aconteceu comigo tanto no WhatsApp, quanto no Instagram.
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2025.01.19 03:19 divagirljourney10 IM ABOUT CRYYYY😭
At my old school before I left I made a school page basically going after my bullies and there was this specific boy that I did not like. On this page I talked about him being insecure and a racist. Today I was on an app where you can make friends with people around the world but specifically people around basically teenagers tinder, Not going to lie I like to let my request simmer a bit before I actually answer them, so when I hop on the app I immediately start swiping and not checking but than it was time to start to check the request TELL ME WHY HE SENT A REQUEST TO ME…….. mind you this isn’t like a username thing where you can look up usernames so he has to take his time and look at my profile before swiping, I know it doesn’t matter anymore, especially since I don’t go to that school, but it just feels so odd knowing that the person who would make me feel miserable and bully me and my friends is now trying to add me
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2025.01.19 03:19 ConstantFoundation79 各位～ 在國內帶回來的小家電能在美國用嗎？
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2025.01.19 03:19 BroiledBoatmanship If you regularly stay in hotels, download the TraffickCam app. It allows you to take photos of your room and uploads them to a database that is used to solve child sexual abuse imagery cases
This app is not widely known, and the more content they have the better their matching performs. There have been many cases where data from this app has helped narrow down and solve CSAM cases and bring predators to justice.
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2025.01.19 03:19 Primary_Syllabub1310 I passed my test and got my driving license but it is not real id
Should i change it to real id ?
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2025.01.19 03:19 boobarrow Game data download
So I'm trying to save my game data with the url they gave in that info box on login, but the website seems very sketchy to me. Anyone know if it's all above board?
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