(Polarize 10.x) Thinker powers aren't all they're cracked up to be
2025.01.19 03:54 ChunkyKong64 (Polarize 10.x) Thinker powers aren't all they're cracked up to be
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2025.01.19 03:54 Fury_of_Grimnir 3/9 Shinies so far
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2025.01.19 03:54 GeneGeterTV Did you like Tik?
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2025.01.19 03:54 zaimulwaie My first hundo raid pokemon
My first hundo raid pokemon like ever! Would've been nice if it was a shundo too. But I'll take it.
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2025.01.19 03:54 Entire-Special-3473 I lied for 12 years about my identity, but there’s more…
Buckle up, this will be interesting. I met this guy on a game online 12 years ago. At that time I was young and insecure. I “friended” him on this game and we hit it off that evening. We talked for hours about the most random things and ended up becoming close friends. At that time when he asked me for my name, I lied because I knew I shouldn’t tell my name to a random stranger I met online. I figured, if this comes to be something serious, surely I will tell him the truth and everything will be fine. Months passed, and we texted on this online game without revealing our true identities. After all, it was just a game right? It was a place for us to escape from our lives. Both of us grew up in a sort of traumatic household environment, where we felt lonely, unseen, and unheard. It was an escape where we could be whoever we wanted, whatever we wanted, and no one could tell us any different.
After several months of talking, we decided to move to another platform instead of the game. We started talking on a texting app and somehow didn’t share our real phone numbers with one another. We talked daily, for hours at a time. When it came time to show each other what we looked like, I was scared and I lied. I sent him a random picture of an influencer I found online. I didn’t send many photos, just some here and there. I was afraid that he would not find me attractive as I did not feel attractive at that time at all. It felt so nice to have someone to talk to, someone who could understand me and my troubles and my worries and my hopes and my dreams. We fell deeply in love, even though we had never met in person or heard each other’s voices. Looking back I wonder how it even lasted this long.
He asked me several times during that time span to come and visit me as he lived multiple states away. I always had an excuse. Something came up, something was wrong, I couldn’t right now. I was so afraid that he would find out the truth and hate me. So we broke up after this, yet we still kept in touch. I thought maybe we would fall apart and he would never find out the truth. But we didn’t. He still wanted to be in my life, even though we both experienced other relationships and moved forward with our lives. We both completed graduate school. I just started a new career recently and felt in a good place emotionally, mentally, and physically. The guilt of that I had chosen to do all those years ago was still eating up at me. I thought about it everyday, but how could I reveal the truth now? It felt like it was too late, and he would hate me.
In the past 6 months, we talked much more and confessed our love to each other. However, he told me he could not be in a relationship with me right now because of all the trauma of his past. His childhood was hard and he felt he had unhealed triggers to work on that he couldn’t bring into a relationship. Plus, the fact that I rejected him every time he asked to come see me hurt him deeply, he admitted. This made complete sense to me. Keep in mind, we still had not FaceTimed each other or seen each other’s faces in person. I truly don’t know how. It has been 12 years of us knowing each other at this point. The guilt was still eating up at me, and I knew I loved him so much. I thought, how can I expect someone to want to be with me if I’m not even being honest?
The hardest thing I did was admit the truth to him. I told him through a voice recording what I had done. I felt so guilty and horrible. I told him this was why I never let him come see me. Because I was so afraid he would hate me. To my surprise, his response was that he understood, he forgave me, and that I was not a horrible person. I felt shocked. I couldn’t understand this. However, he said knowing this information he knew he had to leave. He couldn’t stay in our friendship anymore. I understood. We had acted as more than friends at that time.
What i am about to say next is even worse. At this point, I still hadn’t heard his voice even once. He had heard mine multiple times through voice recordings. I had never FaceTimed him (for obvious reasons). Well, I looked up some of the photos he sent me online and found the instagram page that they were posted on. Turns out, those photos were not of him either. I was SHOCKED. He had done the same thing that I had done, all those years ago. He had also lied about his identity. I brought this up to him, and he admitted the truth. He hadn’t been honest either and he said the reason why he asked to see me in person all those times, was so he could finally tell me the truth. He wanted to tell me in person. He said now it was too late. The damage was done. But I said, we did the exact same thing. Do we not owe it to each other to see each other once and for all? He disagreed and told me he didn’t want the truth. He didn’t want to see what I actually looked like or what my real name was. He said it was too late. For some reason, we continued to talk. I guess we both couldn’t leave and the shock was too much all at once to just leave. We talked for weeks after, almost as if none of this had really happened.
I couldn’t take it anymore. The lying, the dishonesty, the lack of authenticity. I had asked him to tell me the truth about who he was, to call me, to FaceTime me, but he wouldn’t. Finally, I sent him a video of me telling the truth. I told him everything and revealed my identity, even though he had said he didn’t want to know. He was in shock, but he said I was still beautiful on the inside and outside. I was also shocked and sobbing at this point. If only I had told him the truth in the beginning, if only I wasn’t so scared. But would he have still told me his truth? He eventually ended up sending me a voice recording and sent me a few photos of him. However, when I asked him if we could finally see each other in person or FaceTime, he did not want to.
He said this is over now, and there is too much hurt. He asked me how he could heal in the place that broke him. I understood. It was awful. The ending was awful. He told me that all the times I was in other relationships, he watched me fall in love with other people while he was in love with me. I had no idea he was still in love with me all these times over the years. I asked him why he didn’t want to see me. If we just finally saw each other, wouldn’t everything be okay? We could finally hold each other and apologize in person.
But he disagreed. In this whole situation, he didn’t want to give me his real phone number. We still talked on the texting app. I asked him why and he said it was because he couldn’t hear my voice again or get closer to me. He said it was too hard. He said he had nothing else to say except “I love you.” So that is how we ended it, with love.
That was a week ago. I am devastated. I am in shock. I am feeling guilty. There is so much pain. I have no idea what to feel. Were the last photos he sent me real? Why didn’t he want to finally see each other or call each other? I haven’t talked to him in a week.
I looked today at the app we communicated on to see he had deleted his account. I guess if I were to reach out, he would never even see. So I guess that’s it. The only way he could communicate with me is by texting me on my phone number, which I did give him. I don’t know if he ever will. I don’t know if this is it.
It hurts and I am trying to forgive myself for making the decisions I made in the past. I was shocked that we both made the same choices and didn’t know until 12 years later. It is insane, I know. I truly do not know what else to say besides it is crazy. However, I know we both loved each other so much. How can you not fall in love with someone you knew for that long? I thought I knew everything about him.
Side note: all throughout these years, we became best friends. We knew our deepest fears, our worries, our hurt, our longings. We fell deeply in love. We could confide in each other about everything and anything. We made each other laugh so much. We could spend hours talking and the time would fly by too fast. That is what I will miss the most.
I don’t know how to process this. I don’t know how to feel. No one knows the full story except me and him, and now you all. I don’t know how to recover from this one.
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2025.01.19 03:54 nightfyr Halo | Of Ashes and Blood
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2025.01.19 03:54 Puzzleheaded_Tale764 Day 6 of going on hunger strike until they add Replayble contracts and or Missions/assassinations and even toggle good off and on normal accessibility features!
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2025.01.19 03:54 Chineese_spiderman squid game stuff
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2025.01.19 03:54 Unlikely-Account-69 Why’s he acting so surprised CapCut and lemon8 is gone?
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2025.01.19 03:54 BraveGoose666 Hahahahahahahahaha
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2025.01.19 03:54 viper46282 Im feeling way too h*rny and its frustrating i cant do anything till marriage
Im a very submissive guy so im absolutely craving wanting to be dominated by a woman/ made to be her bitch. I want a dominant woman to break my neck with her thighs, spit on me, stamp on me no matter how hard it hurts, tie me up and use and abuse me at her pleasure, torture me if she wants or if i had a girlfriend, i would absolutely be ok with a dominant woman railing her as i watch helplessly as im a bit of a cuck. Id also like to be pinned down and railed myself by the dominant woman in question. Not to mention i go absolutely feral and out of control anytime a woman calls me good boy, sweetheart, darling or honey. Like i genuinely would love to put a woman on a pedestal and kiss the ground she walks on.
But i genuinely dk how to stop being horny due to this so i just resort to watching 🌽 which i hate, but i dont like being horny and dk what to do, it hurts
Im also saving myself from any impure actions till marriage
Id like the internets thoughts on this
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2025.01.19 03:54 Perrydasher123 Is it worth it?
I'm planning to buy an audio interface soon so I can start recording covers with my guitar, should I buy the mtrack duo which is half the price of a scarlett solo in my country, or should I wait until I get a bit more money to buy the scarlett?
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2025.01.19 03:54 Altruistic-Park-7416 2019 Cardinale Cab Sauv
Long week at work and decided to open a good bottle. I absolutely love this wine. It’s funky enough where you detect some real mountain fruit, but smooth with a finish that doesn’t dry you out at all. Lots of dark fruit, but you definitely pick up a little spice. It’s 9% Merlot and 91 cab Sauv. Blueberry, acid, oak and spice. Love it.
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2025.01.19 03:54 JayE4578WS How to defeat Ruolan level 6 ? I'm struggling to do damage
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2025.01.19 03:54 Interesting-Ad-5541 Always Alive just BARELYY beats out Already Rich. All I See not too far behind either
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2025.01.19 03:54 Ok-Future6633 Does a 60w PD cable support Mi turbo charge
My original Xiaomi cable broke after 2 years of usage and im looking for a new cable that supports Mi turbo charge and saw a random comment that said a 60w PD cable can support mi turbo charge
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2025.01.19 03:54 Jays_mockery Angella-centric fanfics?
Like the title says I’m looking for angella-centric fanfics, I’ve been able to find fics about pretty much every other character than her and I need suggestions T-T
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2025.01.19 03:54 BIG-BLU-BOY EVERYONE SHUT UP, I FUCKING KILLED FORD
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2025.01.19 03:54 Wooden-Day2706 Oh my...
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2025.01.19 03:54 VictorReszk Shadow HoHo!!!! Doing a few dont add and join 1 raid be ready! 401219522927 dont be lame and leave after 1 raid
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2025.01.19 03:54 ilsonttueskenny Did he or she just ???
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2025.01.19 03:54 Ok-Habit289 Chance of getting a quota bag or not🤔🤔🤔
Hello everyone. I would like to hear your opinion. My Sa ordered me a leather jacket (I want to pick it up as soon as possible!😅), as well as a few scarves and accessories. I will pick up my orders on January 28th. Do you think there is a chance of getting a quota bag? Prices increase from February 1st in Japan.
Thank you in advance❤️
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2025.01.19 03:54 nwoopps92 Make me cum to sluts you know and their socials 059c160912b57aa22f07f84e134896f58df5896dbaaac762c7fb4e67a1bec2e231 kik jayray9372
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2025.01.19 03:53 Extension-Channel-53 👀
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2025.01.19 03:53 Zeitsplice Diggi is an odd little cow critter
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