On this day January 18th, 1856 in Black History
2025.01.19 04:50 AnxiousApartment7237 On this day January 18th, 1856 in Black History
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2025.01.19 04:50 sophiee_18 D1A Top 5 Hip Hop Scores
really suprised by LSU’s routine this year 🫣
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2025.01.19 04:50 ptlimits Hypnotism??
Has anyone tried being hypnotized to stop drinking? Did it work? And how would I got about finding one?
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2025.01.19 04:50 East_Professional385 Red 001 by Mam BA
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2025.01.19 04:50 stegoskating 37M Looking to relax with a fun chat
It's been a nice Saturday and I'd love to unwind with a fun chat. We can talk cooking, tattoos, books, butts, or whatever else is on your mind. I've got a couple hours before sleep so hit me up if this sounds good.
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2025.01.19 04:50 EndangeredPhonetics Repairing relationship and recovering from alcoholism.
A little backstory.
About two years ago my wife (together 4 years at that point) got pregnant. Our relationship was incredible; full of the highest highs and the lowest lows. We have both battled and overcome addictions in the past, always there to support each other. About a year and a half prior to conception, I ran into some legal troubles as a result of my vice and she was my rock.
About a month after discovering she was expecting, I starting drinking. Up until this point it had been a social happening on occasion as I was never a fan of the way alcohol made me feel, always preferring other alternatives.
The spiral started slowly, to a point, then began to snowball until reaching a point where I was drinking quite heavily, while somehow keeping it a secret. This continued for several months, until I was eventually able to stop for about a month, just long enough to be sober the night my daughter was born.
About two weeks later the cycle restarted.
For the next 6 months I drank heavily, every day. Immediately after work I would stop at the liquor store, plastered two hours later. This continued, affecting my health and our relationship, until the night I admitted to my wife exactly what was going on.
She coached me through the detox process, as it's something she's been through in the past, and I managed another 3 months or so before relapsing, starting the cycle again. So began another four month period of lies, and close to a dozen hospitilizations due to withdrawals, hangxiety, and alcohol poisoning.
I'm an addict. Have been since the age of 14. I struggle with several mental health disorders and an inability to feel comfortable in my own skin, regardless of how well anything around me seems to be going. Substance abuse has always been my way of coping with these feelings and I struggle to manage my own brain without them.
I want to be sober. I hate myself for the way I am and the impact it has on my partner. Most of the time I really do feel as though she and my daughter would be better off without me in the long run, but I don't want that to be the case.
At this point I've been fighting for about 6 weeks. Mostly successful with the occasional slip. My wife and I, however, fight on a daily basis. She (understandably) feels betrayed. It kind of feels like my struggles with addiction have altered my brain chemistry - turning me into something I never wanted to become and negatively impacting my ability to manage stress and mitigate confrontation.
On the other hand, I'm still a human being with feelings.
A loser, yes. A failure, for sure, but a human being, nonetheless.
I just want to be better and truly don't know how to feel okay.
Advice, input, criticism welcome.. Really hoping for a sense of solidarity that isn't enabling.
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2025.01.19 04:50 Ok-Arrival-2321 got charged even tho i canceled
I got charged for months without noticing even tho I canceled my membership. Has it happened to anyone else?
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2025.01.19 04:50 ALYKISS Por qué no puedo reaccionar ante situaciones de peligro?
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2025.01.19 04:50 ProGuy347 Who would win cutest geek?
Stole this from a closed Tumblr poll.
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2025.01.19 04:50 abletrose Ghost shrimp after blood worms
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2025.01.19 04:50 After-Holiday-1498 16 Yaşındayım ve hayatta bir b*k başaramadığımı düşünüp kahroluyorum :(
Merhaba öncelikle özür dilerim kafanızı açarsam.. 16 yaşındayım bu yıl 17 olacağım Küçüklükten beri oyun bağımlısı birisiyim ve halada bu böyle sürekli abur cubur yiyorum yüzümde inanılmaz sivilceler var bu benim özgüvenimi çok çok düşürüyor.. Ben daha 4. Sınıfken babam annemi ve beni çok kötü dövdü ve psikolojik sorunlar yaşadım evin her tarafı kan olmuştu abilerim o anı sadece izlemişti sonra babam beni tutup götürdü annemin kötü işler yaptığını söyledi orada 1 2 yıl sürekli baskı altında yaşadım sonrasında annemle tekrar konuşmaya başladım daha sonra okul kapanır kapanmaz anneme gittim hala annemleyim annem şuan evli başka bir adamla.
her neyse ben olayı direk anlatayım 8. Sınıftım ve okulda bir olay yaşadım beni çıkışta herkesin içinde yumrukladılar hemde okula gelip dışlanan çocukla ilk ben arkadaş oldum tanıdıklarımla tanıştırdım o kişi tarafından! Ağlayarak eve geldim abim diğer gün onu dövdü ve mahkemelik olduk tehditlerden dolayı dışarı çıkamadım çıkınca da sürekli korku endişe stres ve titreme oldu sonra babamın çalıştığı fırında pastaneci olarak başladım 1 ay çalıştım paramı çar çur ettim babam artık bana yemek bile almıyordu kendim almam için ve bunu tüm herkese söylüyordu bende o sinirle işten kaçtım ustam beni engellemişti kimsem kalmamıştı herşey zoruma gidiyordu,
- Sınıftan beri bir ilişkim var oda benim gibi kimsesi yok ve bu konuda çok şanslıyım her konuda arkamda evlenmeyide düşünüyorum
Artık aklımı yitiricem burayı bulup içimi döktüm sizlerden cevap bekliyor olucağım lütfen Allah rızası için bana bir çıkar yol gösterin (mahkeme bittiğinde 3 yıl kimseye bir şey yapmıyacağımı kabul ettirdiler fakat onlar hala pes etmedi yıllar geçmesine rağmen ve benim psikolojim bu durumda kaldı) uzun yazdıysam özür dilerim ama çok şey denedim yapamadım aklım susmuyor nolursunuz sadece fikirleriniz bile önemli hayatımı değiştirmek istiyorum
Yardımcı Olacaklardan Allah binlerce kez razı olsun abiler🤧🖤
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2025.01.19 04:50 lschr08 2014 GMC Sierra 6L80 transmission - 140k miles
 | Noticed slipping gears very minimally on a short road trip. The next day on the way back, noticed more gear slipping & finally at the end of the 2 hour drive, it went into limp mode on the freeway. Towed it back to our house & changed transmission fluid & filter. It had never been changed. Drives well now with no slipping. Truck savvy neighbor says powder metal in fluid seems normal to him for it never being changed. Others saying tranny will prob need replaced. Should we keep driving until we notice any problems & change fluid again in 2 weeks? 1 week? Since some of the old fluid was left in the torque converter? What do you think of this old fluid? submitted by lschr08 to AskMechanics [link] [comments] |
2025.01.19 04:50 piratebrain 👣🤤
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2025.01.19 04:50 MrWhoAmII Gifting crypto to a Dubai resident
Hello, I've looked but there seems to be very little clear information on this.
If crypto is gifted to a Dubai resident (Friend, family etc), do you have any local tax/obligations? (Needs to be reported, filed, certain thresholds before getting taxed etc?).
For this instance, it won't be getting gifted from the US
Thanks!
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2025.01.19 04:50 Distinct_Air_3886 r/NoneOfYourBusinessRed is up for adoption.
I just don't want it anymore and you can't delete reddits.
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2025.01.19 04:50 lappdogg Newish player question/advice on 3 wands
 | Hey all - never played POE but loving POE2, have a monk at 90 and leveling my sorc right now. Had a few drinks and went wild rolling wands last night and have these three that I'm having a hard time deciding between. Rocking a spark + CoS/comet build I'm trying to really boost crit chance/damage + cast speed, not following guides just having a fun time leveling. So in general, which of these 3 would you pick and why? Having a harder time evaluating gear on my sorc vs the monk where it was a little more straightforward. https://preview.redd.it/mlbslbmhsvde1.jpg?width=2268&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=8fb60012759246816ca8d61bc92246a0a2b0d857 https://preview.redd.it/nnyr0amhsvde1.jpg?width=2268&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=b708dbbb377fc491acd5295eb4fc58f451ec09ea https://preview.redd.it/86otk9mhsvde1.jpg?width=2268&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=edf359c39a4bd581332f5b621401846d5f370e4e submitted by lappdogg to PathOfExile2 [link] [comments] |
2025.01.19 04:50 ShiroClayGuy Nanay na "pa-humble" sa nakuha kong pamasko
So nung pasko at new year nakatanggap ako ng 1k sa papa ko at mga kamag anak ko. Si mama, as usual katulad ng mga nakaraang taon since bata ako, sinabi na itabi ko raw yun para "may pera ako" at huwag ko raw muna gastusin yun.
So nakatago lang yung 1k sa wallet ko until kahapon. Medyo na short na sa budget kaya ginamit ko na yun pambili ng ulam at grocery.
Nung malaman niya medyo nagalit, bakit ko raw ginastos yun at kung may natira pa ba raw. Sinabi ko naman na pinang-grocery ko at "binalik" ko naman sa wallet niya yung sukli. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko "binalik" sa kaniya when technically sa akin talaga yun.
Sinabi niya na "ibabalik" niya raw sa akin yun.
Naulit na naman yung nangyari sa mga nakalipas na taon.
Kapag "sinasabi" niya kasing "ibabalik" niya, hindi na talaga niya binabalik.
Hindi ko na rin siya tinatanong kung ibabalik niya pa ba sa akin yun hanggang sa makalimutan na namin yung tungkol dun.
Something I noticed tuwing sinasabi niya na itabi ko muna yung natanggap kong mga pamasko, parang ramdam ko na ilang or di siya komportable.
May mga gusto talaga akong bilhin for myself pero nauunahan ako lagi ni mama.
Nakakalito at I feel betrayed: genuinely ba na gusto niyang itabi ko yun para sa akin o gusto niya lang mag mukhang humble at mabait dahil alam naman niyang mapupunta pa rin sa kaniya yung pera ko?
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2025.01.19 04:50 SpeakerFun2437 THERE’S AN ANAL PLUG STUCK IN MY ASS
I’m genuinely mortified. I usually would make a new account for something like this but at this point I’ll let my account be known for my overachiever ass forever.
Me (20F) and boyfriend (19M) were having sex and messing around with some of the anal plugs that I have. We’re both into the idea of trying anal and we wanted to see what it would be like to use them during vaginal sex. Great idea right? We start to get into it with the plug in and after three pumps he freaks out and tells me it’s in there. Like In. There.
So now I’m here between laughing and in shock sitting over a bowl of shitty pasta as my ass refuses to shit. The internet is saying to eat a shit ton of food and take a laxative. Boyfriend is currently out searching desperately for a laxative at gas stations while I eat everything in my fridge. I’d sue the place that made the plugs for even being able to do this but then I’d be the face of plug swallowing holes for the rest of the internets life. Someone needs their ass beat.
HELP. ME. What do I do??? I can’t even feel it right now. I haven’t been dating my boyfriend for that long and I’m so embarrassed. Can we come back from this?
If I’m being punished for using the back hole why is this the loophole the Catholics use?? Please tell me how to get it out. If I have to go to the ER for this I’m leaving the country and never coming back. I’ll self bleach my skin paper white, get blonde extensions, and move to Panama.
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2025.01.19 04:50 Fit_Emu_5744 Guys Nothing OS 3.0 Android 15 launcher
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2025.01.19 04:50 _techE Told y'all
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2025.01.19 04:50 masterslave0 The look of having no excuses
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2025.01.19 04:50 Refuses-To-Elabor9 Why wasn't the RSFSR flag used in Red Tide?
For those who don't know what I'm talking about: the RSFSR was the Bolshevik-led Russia that fought against the White Army during most of the Russian Civil War (before it was reorganized as the USSR). Their flag looked like this,.svg) though the flag in BF1's Red Tide operation instead uses a yellow star (with rays) on a red background. I saw a post on Battlefield where the comments claimed that this was because the flag of the Red Army looked like that, though I couldn't find any sources online supporting this, and IIRC one user even claimed that the flag wasn't adopted by the Red Army until after the Russian Civil War.
Obviously this is a video game and historical accuracy doesn't matter (especially since the rest of the game isn't even very accurate anyways), but I'm just asking this out of curiosity (and unlike BF1's other historical inaccuracies, I don't feel like there's any reason why the actual RSFSR flag couldn't be in the game), so why wasn't the actual RSFSR flag used?
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2025.01.19 04:50 Breadlord_Froglover The ban didn’t only affect TikTok..
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