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2025.01.19 06:36 Easy-Economist-5399 Medium question
It's my first time trying anything other than coco, I picked up some worm castings to add and ive seen people suggest 3:1 ratio. Would I take out any coco from the equation or keep all coco just add worm castings? Thank you in advance.
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2025.01.19 06:36 EdwardBliss Who else had a similar room like this while growing up?
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2025.01.19 06:36 willowfly3 Update 3: I'm starting to lose hope
Small update to this post. https://www.reddit.com/entitledparents/s/4S9rQVqJSS
Essentially the same thing happened today because I didn't wash up the dishes tonight (I usually wash dishes in the morning I didn't think it mattered but I probably should have done it tonight and I feel like a lazy and bad person for not doing them).
Mom just finished yelling at me, again. It's now clear to me that she has no intention on stopping
I feel like she has some kind of personality disorder or something because things were fine two days ago. She took me to wash my clothes and all though she took forever to pick me back up she seemed normal atleast like nothing had happened.
That's how it is, sometimes she'll be normal or even nice then out of nowhere it's like a switch flips. I make one small mistake and she goes off on me.
It just happened an hour ago with the same song and dance. Thks time she called me a demon this time and said to my face "Demon, get out of my house!" I went into the bathroom to wait till she went out of the kitchen and I could hear her say "5 Fucking dollars" repeatedly.
( What she is referring to is when she asked me for bill money and I said that I was only making around 5$ a day (which is true, don't have a job so trying to do online work). I haven't even worked long enough to be able to help with bills, I was going to wait till I get at least 200$ because no way I'm giving all of my money to pay bills and not have something for myself. I'm not even sure she even pays most of the bills because our household gets social security and we use that to pay bills all of the time???)
She kept repeating over and over "Slam the dishes again, I better not here you slam the fucking dishes again!" (For context, she made me upset a few days ago so I washed dishes extremely aggressively because she makes me so angry."
I called her crazy to her face, and that took her aback. She called me disrespectful (I mentioned that she was doing the same thing by cussing and yelling at me when I asked her not to a million times) and threatened to call the cops on me? Then she told me to leave the house, pack my bags, and call an Uber and get out...
"Ok," I said, I tried to call my dad as I walked outside but he was no help at all. I eventually went back inside and she was like "Where your dad at?" And I said he wasn't coming tonight.
You guys, I'm so sick of this. I don't know how else to put it, I genuinely want to die. It doesn't even matter if one day I'll be able to get away from it all. My mental state is fucked up for good, I don't even know what it's like to be happy anymore. I feel overdramatic typing this, like some kind of Mary Sue it's so embarrassing.
I will forever have to live with what happened to me throughout my life. I tried so hard to make the best of the situation and improve things but my mental health is down the drain. I took a picture when I renewed my permit, my eyes were completely black and hollow it actually looked horrifying.
I'm not making much sense because I can't fully put my thoughts together, I'm tired. I often think about what if I had a different life, was a different person. I often think about if reincarnation is real, maybe if I die I'll be able to live as someone else.
I'm not currently planning to do anything to end my life as of yet, because I'm too afraid to die. But honestly, I'm dead already and not in some kind of edgy way. I just feel like I'm so far gone, always detached, always on auto pilot. Struggle to feel many emotions, I don't have any goals in life, no dreams, no motivation for any of it. I used to draw and I was even accepted into art school but now, even that is gone and that's the one thing In my life I used to cope and that made me feel happy.
I'm miserable. It's not just her anymore, it feels like everyone in my life is crazy (for example, my 1st grade teacher who had a girls dad come into the classroom and beat her with a belt in front of everyone??? I made a comment about it).
Sorry I'm just rambling I can't really get my full thoughts down. I'm so embarrassed right now, I don't want to be seen. I try to hide away but I can't. When I'm in my room I stay under the covers because I feel the most comfortable when I'm not out in the open and it's been this way for 2 years now.
Life hasnt felt real for years, I don't know when was the last time I was truly happy, maybe a year ago I'm not sure but all of it is just fleeting moments. If my mom trys to try anything or threatens my life I'm immediately calling the cops. I'm so tired man.
I'm not just mentally gone, I stopped growing in middle school so I'm small and I often get mistaken for being a child (recently 11 years old). Didn't help that I gained a bunch of weight in a year (50+ pounds) because I started binge eating for self comfort (I'll admit this one isn't entirely my mom's fault, I was in a toxic friendship things just never go well for me).
I feel like all of it has taken a toll not on just my mental state, but my body. I feel miserable, I hate my life and I hate myself. I wish I was dead, and nothing anyone says will make me feel another way.
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2025.01.19 06:36 SirYeetusDeletus2 What is this?
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2025.01.19 06:36 Dull_Constant1399 We might not be getting TikTok back this has been in process since 2020 in India similar message to America
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2025.01.19 06:36 Parlonny Quiz- Will this chart find success/stability in India or abroad?
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2025.01.19 06:36 theycallmekathyl Hot and cold Pisces Men
Let’s hear your thoughts on Pisces men acting cold and hot in a relationship. Why is that lol
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2025.01.19 06:36 glider_man Stuck in life.
I’m 19M and I have been having depression since I was 16. I have been addicted to porn for the last 5 years of my life. The addicted became destructive during 2020-22 due to lockdowns. All I would do is play games and watch porn if I was bored. I realised all of this was happening and tried to quit multiple times but every time it would last for 2-4 weeks and then I would relapse. It has affected my mental health to the point where I end up doing nothing and wasting an entire day. On top of this my dad gets pissed off whenever I don’t do things properly. He gets pissed off at me so often it’s affecting my mental state. I’m afraid of becoming a pessimistic person myself. I can’t get away from this situation as I haven’t even finished high school yet. I’m falling behind in my studies and generally life. I’m finding it hard to do anything consistently and I’m hating myself for it. Everytime I try something to become better I do it for a while well and something happens and I return back to square one. I seem to be doing things only when I’m forced to do so i.e studying only when exams come. It’s gotten to the point where I doubt everything I do and I’m indecisive in everything. I would like someone to help me out :)
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2025.01.19 06:36 Helpful_Task8903 The irony is so thick you can cut it...
TikTok users only hope is the one person they have crapped on for years and years. Now, you need to beg to Trump?
Honestly, if I was Trump.. too bad, so sad.
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2025.01.19 06:36 YouAreNotMeLiar Prince of Persia: The Lost Crown - 1 Year Anniversary Celebration Trailer!
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2025.01.19 06:36 snakeperson21 Maps?
I was just wondering how many maps there are? I've only ever gotten through the first two before my game crashes, I wanted to know if there are any other maps or not.
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2025.01.19 06:36 Plastic-Sir2300 Is this too much?
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2025.01.19 06:36 ParticularAd6289 How to remove android status bar
I want to remove android status bar for chrome app while casting on tv. Tried some adb commands not worked on Android 13, using custom ROM. Some immersive mode apps r there but with ads not foss.
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2025.01.19 06:36 HiMiru Tagadják bűnösségüket Mártély és Mindszent korábbi polgármesterei
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2025.01.19 06:36 TJ_Medicine Which lands for mono-green Yeva deck?
Hi, I'm interested in building a mono-green deck with [[Yeva, Nature's Herald]] as the commander. This would be the first deck I try and build.
I am wondering two things:
- What lands should I consider adding? My budget for the deck is $250 max. I know the manabase should be 35-38 lands. Which non-basics would be useful?
- What advice would you give about which lands I should add in a deck? Like my level of experience is I have a few precons, so I know some of the cards in there .. but I don't really know where to start on how to find out which lands in a general sense are good, or even which cards. EDHREC? But then I just feel like I'm copying others.
2025.01.19 06:36 Xantababy Is this a scam?
I received this message on viber and wondering if this is a scam?
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2025.01.19 06:36 Dustyrusty024 Haha what is this nonsense?
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2025.01.19 06:36 Puzzlingpear20 Strange interview with mother missing woman from small farm town in Utah
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2025.01.19 06:36 sn0wcak3 what is the worst thing each homestuck character has done? day 3: dave strider (top comment wins)
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2025.01.19 06:36 slackboarder He was literally perfect for me in every way - except for the fact that he wasn't in love with me.
Together for 2 years. The first year was magical. The second year, he became more distant over time as he overthought whether or not I was the "one" for him.
He's the kind of guy that everyone loves. No one has a bad word to say about him, including me. I could tell you all his strong points, but I know you'd be thinking, "yeah sure, that all sounds great, but no one's perfect."
I agree. After two years of living together, I still have the same complaint as the first day: he'll accidentally drop the dish towel on the floor, but then keep using it anyway. Of course he has other faults, but absolutely none that I had issue with. I accepted them all.
Except for the lack of romantic affection after year 1.
We still had fun together as friends, and still had consistent awesome sex up until the very end. But it was clear that I was no longer someone he saw a future with. We were no longer a team. I was questioned more and more, distrusted more and more to be someone he could rely on. Despite all the evidence he had to the contrary.
I began to realize that we had a one-sided relationship. I was putting in so much effort to improve myself, to be enough, to fix us, to save our relationship. And he was mostly checked out but too scared to break up with me, because he didn't want to hurt me. He loved me as a friend and genuinely cared about me, and didn't want me out of his life.
I know I deserve better. I know I deserve to be in a relationship where I don't have to worry about being good enough. I deserve to be loved as equally as I love. I know it doesn't matter how good of a boyfriend he is on paper. That one checkbox - being loved in return - supersedes all the others.
But damn, I loved him. Every single thing about him. Even the dumb dish towel thing. It just sucks that the ONE thing we couldn't agree on was how great we were for each other.
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2025.01.19 06:36 Aggravating-Rope-931 Jayden Daniels explosive
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2025.01.19 06:36 Strange-Party-9802 Got off Facebook
I just did it. I deleted all of my Meta accounts. I was one of the last people in my school to get on Facebook 13 years ago. I didn't want to, but I can't continue to support Mark Zuckerberg. So I'm gone. Hopefully for good.
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2025.01.19 06:36 AlertWindow3968 Did anyone else read these books bc I just notice d they looked Frutiger metro
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2025.01.19 06:36 MuttPu Machining/Spark Hercules V-premium Deck Help
Hey so I love the Megacolony deck and have been a big fan of Machining Spark Hercules since I got the special rare way back when the deck came out in V-premium. I'm having trouble though building a Machining focused deck. It feels like there isn't enough Machining cards that do what the machining want, that being tap themselves for effects. If anyone has any pointers I'd be really appreciative!
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2025.01.19 06:36 puriluxe_beauty alacranlabs is incredible
wow
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