S&W and Lipsey's announce new no-lock 629 and 686 Mountain Gun models
2025.01.19 16:53 wewd S&W and Lipsey's announce new no-lock 629 and 686 Mountain Gun models
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2025.01.19 16:53 autom Pretty Classic
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2025.01.19 16:53 More-Breakfast-9176 The message changed?????
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2025.01.19 16:53 Able_Wrongdoer320 Worst case ROCD scenario. I actually cheated and fell in love with others
My situation is extremely complicated, and I don’t even know how to explain everything I’ve been through, let alone how to stop it and live a normal life again.
My boyfriend and I were each other’s firsts. We started dating when he was 17 and I was 16. Now, we’ve been together for almost 11 years. From the very beginning, I realized I wanted to spend my entire life with him. I’ve always had warm, special feelings for him, but I’ve never felt infatuation or butterflies in my stomach. We started dating after being best friends, and I’ve always had doubts: Do I truly love him? Does he really love me?
I thought about him constantly, wanted to be with him every moment, but we couldn’t, as we were young and lived with our parents. We made a pact to always stay together and never break up. He was my safe place, my quiet harbor. But I’ve always been afraid—what place, my quiet harbor. But I’ve always been afraid—what if I cheat on him? What if he cheats on me?
We dated for five years, but those years were incredibly difficult. I can’t explain everything, but during that time, he lied to me about something very serious, and it drove me crazy. I forgave him and helped him get through it. Afterward, we had a period of peace, living like the perfect couple.
Then came a tough time for me, around 2019–2020, during COVID isolation. I started playing computer games a lot and chatting with other guys. It made me feel alive like never before, but I was also overwhelmed with guilt. I told myself it was just harmless chatting. But it wasn’t so innocent—I even lied, saying I didn’t have a boyfriend so I wouldn’t look bad in their eyes. I was young and stupid, and I’m deeply ashamed of it now. Eventually, I realized how wrong it was, stopped, and grew closer to my boyfriend again.
A year later, another hard time hit. We went on a trip with my boyfriend and his friends, and somehow, I developed feelings for one of them. I was horrified by my guilt and fear, yet this feeling felt addictive and made me feel alive. I started drinking heavily—so much that I’d black out. We partied a lot during that trip, and I was consumed by my feelings for this guy, even though I loved my boyfriend. I prayed it was just temporary and knew it would pass.
Thankfully, I didn’t physically cheat, but when we got back home, I had my first severe panic attack. That was the turning point. It was sheer horror—I felt like I was dying, but somehow, I couldn’t. I immediately sought medical help, was prescribed benzodiazepines, and then my obsessions began.
I thought I had panic disorder. For a year and a half, I fought through it. The main themes of my anxiety kept changing, and I had constant symptoms—hypochondria, fear of fear itself, phobias. The war started, I got very sick, and my cat died. It was an unbelievably hard time. A year later, I realized all my problems stemmed from OCD. A psychiatrist diagnosed me with pure O (obsessive-compulsive disorder), and I began to see its influence on my thoughts and actions.
After adapting to the new conditions of my life, another challenging period came. I was constantly tormented by obsessive thoughts and symptoms, and I came across a psychiatrist who said anxiety is caused by unmet needs and inner conflict. That idea haunted me. At the time, I worked online, and my boyfriend and I grew distant. I didn’t feel supported by him. He wasn’t looking for a job, didn’t give me attention, and I began questioning if my anxiety was because I was in a relationship with the wrong person.
I started talking to a younger guy through work. I never knew what he looked like, but we connected through our shared work, joked around a lot, and even flirted a bit. It escalated to the point where I couldn’t stop myself. I felt like I had to experience something outside of my relationship—as if I owed it to myself to know what it meant to feel desirable. Eventually, he provoked me into sending nudes—just a photo of my chest—but still. Our chats had a slightly sexual tone. Looking back, I’m horrified.
This is the biggest mistake of my life. When I realized what I’d done, it was too late to take it back. Six months later, my boyfriend proposed to me. I had a panic attack and refused. It hurt him deeply. The second time he proposed, I agreed.
Now, a year and a half later, I’m going through another episode of madness. I don’t know if I have bipolar disorder or something else, but I feel like I’m losing control.
We met a friend of a friend, and I felt an immediate, overwhelming attraction to him. I idealized him, thought about him constantly, and wanted to touch him. After a month, those feelings turned into disgust, but the fact remains—I felt it.
I’ve never physically cheated, but my actions feel like betrayal. I can’t bear holding this inside, but I can’t tell my boyfriend either—it would destroy everything. He wouldn’t understand my perspective or my motives.
I hate myself every day for this. If we break up, I think I’ll feel relief, but I’ll also ruin my life and never recover. I’m not happy. I’m filled with constant doubt and anxiety. But I love him—at least, I think I do. I don’t know anymore.
Please forgive my English, I’m not a native speaker. I know you’ll probably hate me after reading this, but I need your advice.
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2025.01.19 16:53 Recent_Grapefruit287 What voice cast do you want for Sonic Heroes remake?
What voice cast do you want for Sonic Heroes remake?
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2025.01.19 16:53 Contrast68 is it normal to have a massive weight jump on the first week but then on the next not as much?
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2025.01.19 16:53 aymantj I Made an App That Turns Your Habits Into Rewards and Fun Challenges!
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2025.01.19 16:53 Fantastic_Dig_4129 Neeraj Chopra’s Bride
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2025.01.19 16:53 Throwawayalone111111 [24/M] UK, wanting to make friends!
My last few posts have gone down like lead balloons with either zero responses, creeps or being ghosted instantly (I really do mean instantly). I'm too anti social to meet people in real life but don't have many friends to actually have fun with. My posts must not be very good which is a bit of a shame as I feel as if my personality shines a lot more in chat! I'd love to talk to anyone really any anything so DM whatever! My goal here is FRIENDS, just to make that absolutely clear. Not going to give up, there is 1000s of people who use these subs, one of them is my secret best friend! It could be you : ) Talk to you soon! : D
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2025.01.19 16:53 NikosM110 I still wonder why we've never seen Locust children or females (Berserkers excluded)
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2025.01.19 16:53 DrinkCheap8629 Ho oh rn 751517511329 join quick!!!!
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2025.01.19 16:53 NFFCFan86 Commemorative coin for something you wouldn't expect. Microwave towers.
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2025.01.19 16:53 Nikitak_2607 Hey guys so i've been playing Skyrim 5 and having a great time but the Bleak Falls Barrow quest is giving me trouble, how are you meant to clear this dungeon? Tht puzzle at the entrance was pretty challenging even for my intellegence but this combat is just too much.
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2025.01.19 16:53 apeloverage God Lay Dying - My Mind Is A City
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2025.01.19 16:53 DanTheEvilKiller A Real Pain receives a "PG" Rating, The Brutalist receives an "R-16" Rating
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2025.01.19 16:53 IllWest1866 Resource churches
My church (uk) has been in vacancy for around 4 months, it has a small congregation around 30/40 people (which feels much smaller inside a massive building like ours) most over the age of 50 but a small contingent of families with children. Today we learned from a visiting Rev taking communion that we had been chosen to become a ‘resource church’ for our area. (What ever that means) and If all goes well we will be receiving up to 10 people from another church in the city with a husband and wife from those 10 people leading our church. This is equally exciting and scary. But I have been praying almost daily for over a year that God would do something with our church and draw in more young people and families. Is this the start of that something?
The church we will receive from is a great church but far more contemporary in worship style than us who are traditional high-ish church. Whilst I’ve nothing against the more contemporary style I’m worried it will push out our current congregation with our worship style almost definitely going to change (although it has been said it won’t be as contemporary as the other church and still retain some of the usual hymns etc) I also suspect the team coming in to be more liberal in theology although I have zero evidence of this, it’s just a gut feeling.
What are your thoughts on resource churches. From what I understand it’s essentially a church plant into an existing congregation and What advice would you give us and are there any specific questions we should be asking?
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2025.01.19 16:53 Wallflower1555 ISO plasma defy
Helping a technology challenged friend. LMK what ya got!
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2025.01.19 16:53 Fromthemittenn Looking at herself admiring how sexy she is
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2025.01.19 16:53 Sad_But_Realistic First HoF (Hard mode, randomized)
2025.01.19 16:53 mercuriius Reservation at Asador Etxebarri (sorry literally has no sub Reddit to find people for this one)
Hello
I was lucky enough to snatch reservation at asador for 23rd of January table of 4 and we are 2 looking for 2 more people
If anyone’s interested please hmu I’ll share the email and reservation number but need pre payment or half of it just an assurance
Thank you
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2025.01.19 16:53 TheCrimsonBuffalo Xavier McKinney throwing shade at a certain knee destroyer, got to love it
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2025.01.19 16:53 Agreeable_Sport4969 tree mech (not working)
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2025.01.19 16:53 mees1976 What do you think of the CaDA Assassin XR C61513W?
 | In Holland this set will cost 127,50 euro, in retail box. Via Ali, and discount code, the price is 88 euro. Any advice? Should I go for the 88 euro deal? Or go for the version in retail box? Some people complain it is 1:10 scale. Most supercars (or maybe all?) are 1:8. submitted by mees1976 to lepin [link] [comments] |
2025.01.19 16:53 naribela Mother and Son (he thinks he’s a dog)
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2025.01.19 16:53 Rib13Bass Ozzy Simulation
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