At the end of the day its a friendly rivalry
2025.01.20 08:20 DelightfulKiss At the end of the day its a friendly rivalry
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2025.01.20 08:20 rkells9 Can someone help with a question in a car title?
how do i find an old (duplicate) title for a car ?
Thirteen years ago, I purchased a car in New York City from an Audi dealership in Manhattan.
Since then, I’ve moved to California and am being asked to provide the original title or a duplicate (copy) of that title to sell the car as part of a trade-in.
I currently hold a California driver’s license, not a New York license.
At the time of the purchase, I had a New York State driver’s license. The car was bought without financing or a lease.
I’ve searched extensively but haven’t been able to find the original title of the car. I have the bill of sale, but not the title.
The dealership in California that wants to purchase my car is advising me to contact the New York State Department of Motor Vehicles (DMV) and request a duplicate title. Do you have any suggestions? I’m skeptical that the DMV will still have records of this title or provide me with access to this document since I no longer have a New York license.
Any suggestions or advice would be greatly appreciated.
thank you.
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2025.01.20 08:20 Thin_Rock_6681 she, for all her faults, has always been there for you
“She, for all her faults, has been there for you”
“You’re watching Barney? That kind of a baby show…..” I’m preschool age and this is an embarrassment to her. She jeeringly sings songs from my favorite show. I’m young but I know when I’m being mocked and instinctively learn to react with either opposition/defiance or shut down embarrassment. “You have pores like your father” “Your sister has skin more like me. I don’t get pimples, not even as a teenager, neither did your dad actually…..” I’ve been picking at my face. It’s a coping strategies I will carry into adulthood. “You look so much better with long hair” “Did you mean for them to it like cut a mullet?” “Look how beautiful your sisters hair is” “Your sister is so thin/fit/skinny right now” “Your sister’s build is so much like mine when I was younger.” “I’m so proud of your sister for…” “Why are you being competitive with your sister? I was just trying to say something nice about her. I say nice stuff about you all the time” “Your build just looks so good when you’re like a size 6.” “You should get your *revenge body* back” She says she tries not to comment on people’s bodies because “my mom ruined my relationship with food by forcing me to diet as a child” she tells me and others, constantly. “You ate that!? That was for *a specific dinner*” I’m middle elementary age, making my own lunch. I’m too scared to interrupt her on the computer because she will yell and curse. I’m doing my best. “I seem to always come over when you’re sitting” “You aren’t up yet? It’s 9am” I’m 23 years old, laying in bed with my months old son. “You’re so lucky, most kids have to go to school all day. If you really focused you could have your chores done in 4 hours (this is, of course, entirely unrealistic) and then you’re schoolwork done in 2” “Why does it take you so long to do your chores?” “Why do you drag out your chores? If you got your things done more quickly, you could have some time to yourself before helping me make dinner” “Why are you sitting? You should be doing something productive.” “You’re like your grandmother Susan” “You’re selfish” “You’re broken” “You’re a bully” “What’s wrong with you!?” “I don’t fight with anyone else like this” “These people also said you’re being too *insert rigid, firm, inflexible, unreasonable, etc.” “You’re bomb dropping” “Fuck you” “You’re being a bitch” “I don’t know why you’re like this” “You have to tell me everything. You can’t keep secrets from me” Prefacing every secret shared by a friend with “I’m going to have to tell my mom because otherwise I’ll get in trouble.” “Have you had an orgasm yet?” “You often misremember things later” “You’re so grown up for your age. You don’t talk like a child, you talk like an adult” her voice glowing with pride. I’m 4. This idea of being *adult like* is later used to make me the pray of a sexual predator, for years. When, after the friend circle realized what he was, she asks me if he ever did anything to me. This is the first time I remember lying to my mother. But it’s to protect her from feeling like she wasn’t paying enough attention. Or is it to protect me from her unregulated emotional outburst if she were to know? Would she tell every one of my horrible shame the way she told everyone about that embarrassing thing I did when I was younger? Would she make less of it for ease? Would I end up having to comfort her? Almost certainly.
Never space to feel shit. Guilt trips. Hard flicking and Fat lips. Back of hair brush hits. Mommy’s little therapist.
I’m trapped between my dresser and the ladder in my room. She’s screaming in my face and crying. I’m shaking. I can’t breathe. I need to get away. “Please stop, I’m sorry” “You’re broken” “Please stop, I’m so sorry” “What the fuck is wrong with you!? What did I do wrong that you ended up like this?” “Mom, if you don’t move I’m going to push past you. I need space” “What the fuck did you say to me!? You’re going to push me?” She’s in my face now. My hands raised in defense I take a step forward. She shoves me so hard my head bounces backwards off the mirror behind me. I can’t see anything as I fall to the ground. I’m sobbing. I don’t say a word but I can hear over the rushing in my ears her voice 1000 miles away. “You’re abusive” “You’re broken” She’s gone. I’m finally alone. I’m in trouble. She doesn’t know what to do when me so she sends me to my grandmas house. I don’t want to talk about why I’m there. Years later she acknowledges that as a moment of bad parenting and losing her temper. I play it off like it didn’t matter to me, I don’t want to ruin this moment as another may never come.
Embarrassing stories told in repeat at my expense, for the sake of her audience. Burdensome and disobedience. Gifts and favors given for future compliance.
When she thought I’d lost my virginity, after years of over exposure to sex in unwanted conversations, she gives me the silent treatment. She calls her best friend. I can hear her crying. She’s on the phone for two hours. When we finally talk about it, I embarrassed her by coming out of my room in front of other people with “sex hair”. It’s confusing for me that this is an issue given the “sex positive” household I’ve grown up in. I know from my mother about her experiences pegging my father. I know she prefers to orgasm with outer course. Because of my upbringing I develop this defense mechanism when my boundaries are being pushed past in which I overshare (drop bombs) to force conversation shut down with shock factor.
Calling my dad after she’s lost her temper with me and telling him what I had done, what I had done to her. She’s always crying and using her fake voice. Me yelling over and over “no, that’s not what happened” “But mom you did this thing, tell him you did that!” When we get into a fight it’s our job to apologize and take accountability/responsibility for our part in the fight. This is everyone’s job except hers. Apologies are met with cold disregard and a momentary break in the silent treatment to let me know she heard what I said.
“Your sister is so good at taking care of people”, “your sister is such a good person”, “your sister is so compassionate”. Because I took care of her, attempting to give her a childhood, and not one infested with trauma. Sometimes she would scream, I would scream, we’re both children. But I shouldn’t have. Because I’m older. I should have been able to handle my wiley little sister better. And bloody marks down my arm when it was bed time didn’t matter. Neither did spit in my face. Not until the time I said if she did it one more time, I’d do it back. This is what’s remembered.
I want to break up with her, my mother. But my father is me. “You’re like your dad’s biggest fan” I can’t tell, is that pride or jealousy? See we’ve been in this together.. Emotionally caring for her and the only people who tell my mom when she’s acting inappropriately. Confiding, tone almost lovingly, all the childish things she does and says. We’ve always been a team and I can’t really leave him alone with in this mess.
Now I work with the most “difficult” and “hard to love” kids. To try to help them remember that childhood should occasionally feel like bliss. I’m calm and compassionate through their hits, bites, attempted stabs, and kicks.. because they could never be as hurtful as my mother is
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2025.01.20 08:20 ArugulaThis684 Wich gyro and why (easy upgrade)
 | So i've been building and drifting a few chassis from this dumborc x6dc g receiver that I had to trick a bit to make it drift. It was tuning out pretty nicely on my first chassis, but as i'm upgrading the steering geometry and alignement, I start to see it's limits and might end up buying a dedicated gyro. I've been browsing the web to find opinions on the different options out there, but i dont have much experience in electronics. What would you suggest? What kind of gyro do you drift, are you frustrated or happy with it? What would be a nice upgrade to this dumborc in your opinion? PS: I dont mind about going into competitive rc, not only i am driving a Lego chassis, but i dont even have a rc drift track arround while living near one of the biggest capital in Europe. PPS: as the dumborc is also a receiver, would you have any nice receiver and transmiter recommandations? submitted by ArugulaThis684 to rcdrift [link] [comments] |
2025.01.20 08:20 Busy_Temperature_981 Noah is the strongest?
The thing is like this We know that Noah/anos They are the same one is just Anos himself before he became anos absorb the galaxy of Chaos into him and that's how he will overcome the destruction in the future as anos now It's something I still haven't figured out really. We have the absolute vortex that zinna was going to bring his abyss magic/source to anos and we know that Amura probably ended up taking it before him now what's stronger galaxy of Chaos which is what gave anos the source of his destruction yes also because he is voldigoad but mainly because of that and it also gave him the chaotic eyes of destruction and also And this is also what forced him to always fight the source and himself and limit himself He is the first to do it and he has it and no one else has succeeded or thought of doing it and he is the only one who will succeed or absolute vortex that more powerful? Bc is can destroy the all silver sea In my opinion we won't know until volume 17 comes out but the way I see it the Chaos Galaxy is bound to be the strongest thing in the verse because anos must win the battle against Amura and do something against the absolute vortex It will probably be with the help of his chaotic eyes/power I believe what do you think about it?
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2025.01.20 08:20 INDSom anyone wanna do this? (im you)
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2025.01.20 08:20 AlternativeGlass8888 Tailbone
Hey guys, new to the group and just wanting some advice from people that may have experienced something similar…
I’ve always been a fit, healthy, fairly flexible person but severely injured my tailbone 2 years ago while having my son. Any sort of abdominal stretching or workout will pull on my tailbone and leave me in severe pain for days. This has lead to me having a weak core and lower back pain issues. I really want to build strength in my core but even things like very basic postpartum physio exercises ruin me. Has anyone experienced anything similar or does anyone have any suggestions for what I can do?
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2025.01.20 08:20 manultrimanula Goyo
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2025.01.20 08:20 stacarse Which field in MBA is the best at KJ Somaiya?
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2025.01.20 08:20 Apprehensive-Tap9804 The next 71 days !
What can we expect in the next 71 days? (20/1 - 31/3)
- Course development
- PM (company happenings)
- Other
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2025.01.20 08:20 young_historic Levi Ackerman in Naberius Kalego(from Mairimashita Iruma-kun) uniform by me.
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2025.01.20 08:20 BroMandi [Public Lands] La Sportiva Men's Futura Climbing Shoes (Chalk) [Deal: $50, Actual: $199.00]
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2025.01.20 08:20 Shafqatbabloo TikTok is live again in the US after 13 hours in the dark
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2025.01.20 08:20 sliveroverlord looking for transit screw
hey, i have a pioneer cld-2090 and i’ve been looking for a screw. i might have found a 3090 screw and manual, but i don’t know if it’s the same dimensions or anything
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2025.01.20 08:20 B1u3b3rr13sTDM I feel like talking about all of my recent interests, so here's just a slideshow of them!
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2025.01.20 08:20 Still_Conference_515 TRADITIONAL KUNG FU CINEMA vol 1 - SUBGENRE: WUXIA
 | SUBGENRES: WUXIA ESSENCE: Wuxia is a fantastic blend of martial arts with elements of mythology, magic, romance, and poetry. This genre does not focus on a realistic depiction of fights but on their beauty and grace. Movements are often exaggerated, fast, and fluid, resembling a dance. The use of weapons such as swords, spears, or fans is exceptionally skillful and spectacular. Wuxia draws from rich Chinese mythology, weaving into its stories characters such as dragons, ghosts, immortals, or deities. Magical artifacts, ancient prophecies, and mythical creatures give the tales a mystical dimension. Wuxia heroes often possess superhuman abilities ("superpowers") achieved through spiritual exercises and mastery of inner energy Qi. They can fly, run on water, teleport, control elements, heal with touch, and their senses are extraordinarily heightened. Romantic threads are an inseparable part of wuxia, adding emotional depth to the stories. Love is often tragic, forbidden, full of sacrifice and passion. It is frequently presented in a poetic manner, using metaphors, symbolism, and lyrical descriptions. The tales often revolve around wandering heroes seeking justice and honor. The main characters are typically lone warriors (XIA) traveling across the land, confronting injustice, and fighting to protect the weak. They follow their own moral code, valuing honor, loyalty, courage, and righteousness. Wuxia often touches on social issues such as corruption, abuse of power, and social inequalities. The heroes defend the oppressed, fighting against tyranny and injustice. The concept of honor is crucial in wuxia. The heroes often face difficult choices, guided by their conscience and moral principles. Honor is more important than life, wealth, or power. The sword is an inseparable attribute of a wuxia warrior. Mastery of the sword requires years of training and exceptional skill. Sword fights are extremely spectacular, full of grace and precision. As mentioned earlier, wuxia heroes possess supernatural powers that enable them to perform feats impossible for ordinary mortals. These fantastical elements distinguish wuxia from traditional martial arts films. Many wuxia films draw inspiration from classic Chinese legends and folklore. Familiar motifs include the battle between good and evil, revenge for a wrong, the quest for a magical artifact, and love between a mortal and a supernatural being. Wuxia has its roots in Chinese literature, and many films are adaptations of popular novels such as "Romance of the Three Kingdoms" or "Journey to the West." Authors like Jin Yong, Gu Long, and Liang Yusheng created iconic characters and stories that have become staples of the genre. HISTORY: Wuxia originates from Chinese fantasy literature, gaining popularity in cinema during the 1960s and 1970s. The genre has its roots in "武侠小说" (wuxia xiaoshuo), or martial arts hero novels. The earliest works of this type appeared in antiquity. The development of the chuanqi genre (tales of extraordinary events), which often included wuxia elements, occurred during the Tang and Song dynasties. Their literary forms gained immense popularity during the Ming and Qing dynasties. The genre gained popularity in cinema in the 1960s and 1970s, especially in Hong Kong and Taiwan. In Hong Kong, the golden age of wuxia cinema began. Directors such as King Hu, Chang Cheh, and Chu Yuan popularized the genre worldwide, creating films that are still considered classics. Wuxia films became a symbol of Chinese culture and gained international recognition for their unique aesthetics and emotional depth. KEY FIGURES: KING HU (DIRECTOR): He introduced new cinematic techniques to wuxia, such as long takes, sophisticated fight choreography, poetic narration, and deeper psychological portraits of characters. Key films: Come Drink with Me (1966), A Touch of Zen (1971), Dragon Inn (1967). TSUI HARK (DIRECTOR): Known for his innovative approach to the genre, combining traditional wuxia elements with modern special effects and dynamic action. Key films: Once Upon a Time in China series, Swordsman II (1992), The Blade (1995). ZHANG YIMOU (DIRECTOR): A master of visualization: His films are known for their stunning visuals, intricate storytelling, and deep symbolism. Zhang Yimou combines wuxia elements with historical drama and visual art. Key films: Hero (2002), House of Flying Daggers (2004), Curse of the Golden Flower (2006). ANG LEE (DIRECTOR): A cultural bridge-builder: Ang Lee gained international acclaim for his ability to blend Western and Eastern elements, creating films that resonate with a broad audience. Key films: Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon (2000). CHENG PEI-PEI (ACTRESS): An action icon: Known as the "Queen of Kung Fu Films," Cheng Pei-pei rose to fame with her role in Come Drink with Me . Her martial arts skills and charisma made her one of the most important actresses in wuxia. Key films: Come Drink with Me (1966), Golden Swallow (1968), Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon (2000). BRIGITTE LIN (ACTRESS): One of the most popular actresses in wuxia cinema history. Known for her beauty, charisma, and ability to portray both strong, independent heroines and androgynous antagonists. Key films: A Chinese Ghost Story (1987), Swordsman II (1992), The Bride with White Hair (1993), Peking Opera Blues (1986), Dragon Inn . JET LI (ACTOR): A martial arts master: Jet Li is one of the most recognizable wuxia film actors, known for his incredible physical prowess and fighting skills. Key films: Once Upon a Time in China (1991), Hero (2002), Fearless (2006). CHARACTERISTIC FEATURES: - Picturesque settings and landscapes: Wuxia films often utilize the natural beauty of China's landscapes: mountain peaks, bamboo forests, vast steppes, and scenic lakes. - Authentic atmosphere of ancient China: Through the use of real locations or the construction of impressive sets depicting imperial palaces, monasteries, teahouses, and brothels. - Wire-fu: A signature technique using wires to create the illusion of flying, superhuman jumps, and acrobatic movements. - Fight choreography: Carefully planned and resembling dance routines. Movements are fluid, dynamic, graceful, and spectacular. - Melodramatic love stories: Popular motifs in wuxia leading to conflicts, jealousy, and tragic choices. - Tragic love: Between individuals from rival clans, different social classes, or bound by oaths. Heroes often must choose between love and honor, duty, or revenge. Many wuxia love stories end tragically. EXAMPLE FILMS: - Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon (2000) - Hero (2002) - A Chinese Ghost Story series (1987–1991) - Come Drink with Me (1966) - Golden Swallow (1968) - A Touch of Zen (1971) - Fearless (2006) - Once Upon a Time in China series (1991–1997) - House of Flying Daggers (2004) - Iron Monkey (1993) - Havoc in Heaven (1961, 1964) - The Burning of the Red Lotus Monastery (1928–1931) - Swordsman II (1992) - Dragon Inn (1967) - The Bride with White Hair (1993) These films and characters have contributed to the development of the wuxia genre, offering both spectacular action scenes and deep, emotional stories that resonate with audiences worldwide. Wuxia is a genre that combines elements of action, romance, fantasy, and philosophy, creating unique and unforgettable stories that have fascinated viewers for generations. 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2025.01.20 08:20 No-Impression2854 Is this normal or should i be cautious?
So my gf has a male work colleague same age as her and has been working with him sometime now. My gf and him are both 18 and he also haves a gf. My girlfriend said to me after work “hes so cute, he gives me his change from tips so i can pay for parking for college”
I see this a bit weird cos why u calling another guy cute? This isn’t the only time i have noticed them 2 doing favours for each other
Am i being a little insecure here or is my point valid?
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2025.01.20 08:20 Extension_Ad_6490 Tales of graces f remastered Barona Port Hourglass
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2025.01.20 08:20 Guitar_maniac1900 Something like GO:Keys 5 but with 76 or 88 keys
Disclaimer: I am first and foremost a guitar player. I need keys for fun and to extend my horizons :)
Having said that, I am looking for something like Roland Go:Keys 5 (modern voices, accompaniment / arranger functionality, portable) but with more keys. As I am not and never will be a piano player synth action is perfectly OK. I need arranger functionality but this is not my main purpose (like in go:keys, it's there but it is not your primary choice when shopping for a typical arranger keyboard - and this perfectly fine for me)
I know Yamaha offerings but really prefer Roland.
I guess all of the Junos, Fantoms etc don't have auto arranger functionalities, right?
Any other suggestions?
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2025.01.20 08:20 Usual-Spend-4577 Spida 6 vs Puma all pro Nitro
For context I play mostly outdoor on a tennis court type of floor and I’m 5’7 and a guard. Which one of these would be better? My feet aren’t like wide and I get shin splints.
If you have any other recommendations too please drop them below
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2025.01.20 08:20 TakingToMyGrave I might have much Münchausen syndrome and I’m going to take it to my grave.
I don’t even really know what to say. I had issues when I was a teenage but refused to believe it. Even when I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder, and anxiety/social anxiety, I refused to believe it. Almost threw the papers saying what I had been diagnosed with out the window on the car ride home. I was pissed and refused to take medication for it. For context: I grew up in a very red state. The environment was that if a girls issues were to be taken seriously, she must be screaming, crying, being overdramatic, or it must not be that bad. On the flip side, online, I saw girls were made fun of and shamed for doing that. I thought anything going against these ideals were just ugly lonely women (yes I watched feminist owned videos). Although I left those ideologies behind, my pain continued into adulthood, self harming, anxiety, crying, but keeping it to myself because I believe I was just being “overdramatic”. Finally after a spiral and being fired from my job (I was also in college at the time and failing). I sought help. Didn’t tell my parents because I was insanely embarrassed, but agreed with the psychiatrist to go on medication. About two months later I randomly decided to get out of that place and move to a big city. I got a job and was about to continue school at the city’s community college when I randomly just decided to cut my face. Researched the sharpest knifes, bought one and a knife sharpener, went home and cut my face. My roommate walked in, long story short I was forcibly admitted to the mental hospital. I left after 11 days and was diagnosed with BPD. Again, I didn’t believe it. Thought I had a right to do that and blow off stream. Got up on a new medication and gad to see a psychiatrists, they kept asking me why I did that and I (extremely mad and frustrated) said because I wanted too. Finally I just decided to lie to get them off my back. Said angels told me to do it. The reaction I got felt great. I got to talk about it with doctors, and the whole thing was being taken seriously. Continued the lie, saying I sometimes hear voices. They put me on an antipsychotic which made me gain weight. But I kept lying and lying and the antipsychotic kept getting raised and I continued to gain weight, but I didn’t care. After a while I stopped lying. I had graduated with my AA with a 3.5 GPA. Still had upsetting thoughts but cried a lot less. Got a job but I wasn’t happy. I worked with excel but at a distribution center. All my coworkers were men. My boss was great. But some of my coworkers were passive aggressive to me, assuming behavior based on my gender, rather than my professional skills or just straight up making jokes at my expense. I also started going on dates with a guy. He was nice but didn’t really like him. I was unhappy and wanted an out. I lied again, and in a way actually believed it, I was crying, when I went to the hospital they took my heart rate and it was going 130 BPM. I did things that I’ve heard of other mentally ill people doing. Got put in the mental hospital. Refused to take my medication while I was there and began crying a lot again because “no one understood me”. I truly believed it. I was crying to loudly at night and refused to ho back in my room so they had yo hold me down and sedate me. I was passed out for about two days. The doctors took me to court and ruled that I would have to forcibly be given my medication. Still kept up the act and in a way, truly believed it. I refused to eat or drink the water there, and after three days, got double vision, continued to not eat. I was pretending to eat, but throwing it away in the trash cans. Another day went by and I ended up blacking out and falling over. Doctors found out and said I would die if I kept doing this. Became terrified I would die in my sleep and was crying all night until a nurse assured me that I wouldn’t. Still didn’t eat the next day. At this point I couldn’t get out of bed. Still truly believing this was happening to me, these “delusions” began to fade. I ate. After a week it felt like I had returned to “normal” they let me go with a high dose of the new medication which made me gain 30 lbs in the month I was in there. I actually ended up giving myself severe nightmares from the hospital. I need to take a stuffed animal to doctors/therapy appointments now or I start freaking out. Sometimes I just think about it randomly and I make faces or noises because it upsets me so much. I’m going to EDMR therapy to help with that stuff. But people, my family, friend, doctor, finally listen to me and I don’t have to be overdramatic. I was recently watching untold stories of the er. There were three separate stories so far about people with Münchausen syndrome. The way they were described and shown in the show didn’t really align with me, so, I don’t know. Never going to tell anyone though. This feels like me. Hope I don’t decide to go to the mental hospital again.
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2025.01.20 08:20 ProgenitorOfMidnight First time trying Hot Ones classic
Friend brought a bottle into work knowing I like hot sauces, this isn't exactly the spiciest, it's missing that kick I really enjoy.
But I'll be damned if that isn't a tasty ass sauce. I'm tempted to grab a bottle and slather up a bunch of wings with it this weekend.
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2025.01.20 08:20 TheDude2k01 Carmella Rose
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2025.01.20 08:20 xander123321 Fanmade Circles 5th year anniversary album
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