I HATE MY HHA JOB. But at the same time I’m grateful for it.

2025.01.22 04:40 Cultural-Disk-7734 I HATE MY HHA JOB. But at the same time I’m grateful for it.

Just as the text state. I have no guidance in life. I have no support. I have no help. So BEING. A HHA was a life save because I got to have a warm bed (if they allowed me to use the heat) at night. And a roof over my head. I’ve had clients that made me bend to my knees and cry out to God asking him why ??
I went to college graduated and can’t find a job. I didn’t know that was going to be my story but it became it. I promise my self to never go back to school because it was useless but after being in this job for what now is 3 years I decided to go back to school. At an attempt of a future. Why u may ask? A masters make it a requirement to partake in internships and externships in order to graduate. So this time my chance of getting a decent job might be more of a possibility.
I’ve had some of the worse client that make each client seem like an angel. I sincerely hate this job but I feel stuck and I tried filling out job application my computer my brand new computer started to act up. Never had done that before. So now I have to wait before I get it fixed.
THIS TYPE of job is needed I respect it. But I feel like I’ve been as patient as I could and as humble as I could for what’s now 3years. I hate living in some one else house and being reminded of it every chance there is to remind me. I’m so sad I battle with depression before and now i just battle with it on a larger scale. So much to where I self harm my body.
I do my best to make sure I remain with integrity with my clients . Cause God forbid karma eat me up more than it’s has already has been. I’m not sure if I’ll be able to manage school and this job. My social skills suck I have been in isolation for over 6 years going on 10 !!!!
I had no friends in college no friends post college I was going through homelessness in college in high school and after college. My life is just so disappointing I have no one to talk to. I’m sad all the time I’m in the verge of crying all the time I’m scared my life is just being wasted. I hate home care for strangers cause they ungrateful, rich snobs that displays micro aggression towards me . I feel inferior to them. I hate them so much ! But I could be projecting .
I don’t feel bad any more I’m fucking fed up! I clean shit! And when I say shit ! This lady piss shit out her ass all over the bathroom floor ! And I had to clean it and she did it again and again and again she’s coherent btw! And not once did she ever say thank you. And I will never forgive her for that! And that was my first day with the client I was living with.
Bruh fuck this job. I’m not talking about care giving for a love one. I respect that position so much you don’t even know. But care giving for a stranger .. I find no fucking fulfillment in it. From my experience they’re bitter and miserable, and mean , and has a superiority complex. Oh and not to mention I’m their personal slave. I’m hoping to find a job outside of being a home health care giver. Please don’t crucify me. I’m just venting.
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2025.01.22 04:40 NeatWrongdoer1309 Why is qualifying after the race?

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2025.01.22 04:40 Competitive-Peach697 The Humor Handbook: 8 Theories to Make Anyone Laugh.

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2025.01.22 04:40 delugepro "Quantitative easing" is just another name for money printing

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2025.01.22 04:40 rofocalus [Escape Simulator / Fitgirl] - Gets to main menu but game doesn't seem to load anything

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Installed Escape Simulator from Fitgirl Repacks today, and I can load the game - but it seems to not load anything in once I get to the main menu.
I am using Lutris 0.5.18, running Arch Linux 6.12.9-zen1-1-zen.
Installed vcrun2022 via winetricks for game to launch, game originally showed the "Weird Video Test" clip as the background, fixed that by swapping from Proton Experimental to ge-proton. All the text is replaced by %text%, almost like they are just variables instead of the actual value that's supposed to be shown. I cannot click on anything besides the credits, everything else just leads to a pure white flashbang, except for %quit% which just does nothing.
I checked the signatures of the files many times using the Fitgirl tool since it looks like some weird corruption, however I'm completely at a loss of what to try next, save from installing Windows components at random. I'm not currently using any dlloverrides or arguments to run the game. Is there a bone anyone could throw my way of what to try next? Thanks!
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2025.01.22 04:40 CriticalHit44_2 Bought my first card!

I’ve been trying to get into Pokemon recently and even opened a surfing sparks etb but had no luck, I’ve also been stalking the sub for a while, and from what I’ve learned it’s best just to buy the singles you think are cool.
And this card caught my eye after one of my friends pulled the non gold version.
I also ordered a Psa 9 of the non gold version which should arrive in a few days 😁
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2025.01.22 04:40 ifinkkkk Hi! New to the group! Need help identifying when these polishes released!

Hi! I hope I’ve formatted and tagged everything correctly!!! I’m new to the group & need help identifying when these might’ve came out! I bought these both recently at a thrift store & they are perfectly preserved polish-wise and glide on like newwww. I was so surprised! I thought the MAC was gonna be matte at first because of the cap being flocked, but it dries glossy. The Revlon gives such a nice glossy finish and I loveeeee the greenish desaturated color shift with the purple!!!! I don’t have pictures of my hands because I’m a finger-biter and am a little insecure lol but I am wearing only the Revlon in these photos. Looks like an old Walmart tag on the Revlon, but not sure what kind of tag that is or when it was put on. There were so many of the MAC ones at the thrift, but all the same color. I tried looking up Spirit of Truth and found a Wonder Woman MAC collection, but the cap was WW themed and not black & flocked like mine. I’m obsessed with these polishes though and would love to see what collections they might’ve been in. All help is appreciated and my gratitude is abundant 💕
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2025.01.22 04:40 PrimaryNo5536 [Help please] Turtle beach stealth 600 no audio

My audio doesn’t work on my headphones like when I’m playing warzone or multiplayer I can only hear people if we are in a PlayStation party or discord and I checked I’m not chat banned and I tried other games and it’s the same way can anybody please help me?
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2025.01.22 04:40 FulkOberoi Tom Campbell on JRE!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tQR6SFK7lFc&t=672s
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2025.01.22 04:40 Internal_Rip1741 What does my map say about me

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2025.01.22 04:40 lcbowman0722 So, does this seem legit?

Found this while looking at amazon. Supposedly a box of portra 400 in 120 for $22.
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2025.01.22 04:40 kvthe Minute by minute breakdown.

What are you doing with your time? I need 15 minute intervals of your progress to justify your pay. How do I know you're just not f*ing around wasting my money?!?!
Mr. President. What EXACTLY are tax payers paying for? What are you even doing? Talk about taking advantage. 🙄 My generation would NEVER!
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2025.01.22 04:40 undisclosed_jetter Brute force pin or outside pin disable function?

I lost my seed and I barely remmember the pin, but with my knowledge it would be easy to brute force.
(Long story: (I had my seed hidden in my room in one of the books on the shelf. In the little seed book there was also a note about the pin. When my family moved, mostly without my presence due to making school exams in distant city, they moved my whole room. Most of the stuff was in boxes. When I went trough all of my books I didnt find the seed. My family certainly doesnt know what is bitcoin. So seed lost. I went to trezor to transfer to new wallet. But couldnt get in due to wrong pin.))
I still have my trezor but I cant seem to put in the right pin. I am certain it consists of certain numbers. Its a couple of my pins combined. It cant be anything else. There can be 50 options maximum. But when I started typing it in one by one the trezor now gives me 512s wait time before I can put in next one. And it doubles every time. Any advice how to surpass this? Or am I just fucked?
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2025.01.22 04:40 runtmaker3thebug-god The breadbugs hereby declare war on the chaotic yiga clan

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2025.01.22 04:40 JamiePz1101 4 in one

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2025.01.22 04:40 flammenwerlfe What are y'all's thoughts on this?

Toth is busted but I don't remember her throwing multiple buildings when she was that age.
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2025.01.22 04:40 ElegantAd2607 People don't understand racism

I feel like a lot of people misunderstand the function of racism in society.
Some people seemed to think that people were mad at white characters being race-swapped because of racism but like... a racist man could watch a movie where the main character is black and love it. But if their daughter came home with a black guy they'd be mad. Isn't that what racism generally looks like in the world?
I'm sure a lot of racist people enjoyed Into the Spiderverse, that doesn't mean they're not racist.
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2025.01.22 04:40 Mrnastyy22 We really got to move on from trump coins. Post ideas for new coins

Throw anything out there
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2025.01.22 04:40 Jazzlike-Train-9468 Vivo V40 or Samsung A55

Hi! I'm planning to buy myself a phone (b-day gift) and have a budget of 20k-25k. The two on the title are my most favored options for now. Initially, Samsung brand po yung preferred ko due to its name however upon searching, specifically A55 which is maraming nagrerecommend and really popular rn, medyo na-off po ako sa bad reviews ng camera, battery and something about bad chipset na madali magheat. On the other hand, I've had 2 vivo phones years ago na umabot naman ng halos 4-5 years each and good reviews din yung V40 when it comes to camera and can provide good performance for gaming (nag-all nighters me mag-ML from time to time) and mas sanay din ako sa battery life and performance niya.
While typing this, I realized na obvious nang mas favored ko yung Vivo V40 although may mga posts akong nabasa comparing the two units na mas marami pa ring prefer yung A55. Please help yo gurl decide. Thank you so much!
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2025.01.22 04:40 Curious-Jackfruit500 snapped at the highest mountain peak of Davao, Philippines.

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2025.01.22 04:40 Burnernsfw123 Decades of marriage end due to American medical system!

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2025.01.22 04:40 Suspicious_Slide4254 Felt cold, might set myself on fire later idk 🥰

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