im intersex?
2025.01.23 05:02 Zora253 im intersex?
Hello everyone this might be long so i apologize! im also relatively new to posting on this site so sorry if break any unwritten rules!
So i want to start off by saying i do have a condition called PCOS. according to medical professionals that is considered intersex in the medical sense, but i have also heard from intersex people that they dont include them because they "dont know the real struggle" so im not sure how to classify myself. its not only the PCOS that would make me intersex and thats what im here to ask.
CW im going to be talking about my reproductive parts in a bit of detail so if you dont want to read that skip to the ⁋ symbol!
My vagina is weird. im just gonna say that. i have had 4 sexual partners and they have all said that it looks weird to them. not in a rude sense but just in a "huh odd" kinda way. My first sexual experience was when i turned 15, a boy at school offered to go down on me. but as soon as he saw what i looked like down there he said he was uncomfortable doing it and left. i was super confused and he didnt even tell me why it was weird to him.
my second sexual experience was... Assault. im just gonna say it. she was a nonbinary amab person. she was a horrible partner and i ignored what she said for a long time because i didnt want to believe her. she said that my hymen was almost completely closed and she also struggled to even get a finger in. after my first time it hurt really bad. everything down there kept tearing externally and was super irritated. i thought it was an STD so i got tested and they said my blood was clean and that i might just have thin skin down there.
my most recent partners have both politely pointed out that its a bit different. i have been on testosterone for less than 4 months and havn't noticed any change other than my voice. yes i took before photos of everything, and i mean... everything. my partners thought my clit was enlarged because of the testosterone... but no, it has always looked like a small penis to me. my afab partner even said it looks super scrunched down there and super small. everything is super close together. my amab partner said im even tight enough that i hurt him sometimes when i clench. he also noticed a small lump inside when feeling around.
i have had a vaginal ultrasound for my PCOS and they have said they dont see any testicles but my body was producing more topterone than even people with PCOS they just dont know where its coming from as i dont have testicals and its way more than the average pcos patient.
i havn't seen an OBGYN yet but i plan to sometime this year. my doctor said it would be a good thing to do since she cant check it herself.
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i do want to talk about my strange birth too. my father talks about how my mother was on hormonal supplements while she was pregnant with me. i dont exactly know the reason why but she was taking testosterone supplements but during her 2nd month pregnant with me she switched to taking hormonal birth control to help with her PCOS. my mother denies these claims but my father has her old paperwork and it says it on the papers so im more inclined to believe him (mother is a narcissist who doesnt believe anything could be wrong with her) i asked my father for my medical records but since im over 18 i have to get them myself (which i had no idea how to do so i asked my doctor and we figured it out) i dont have any medical records before the age of 3. none. i asked my dad about it and he thinks due to that time period not having used computers for everything that my papers could have just been lost to time. which i believe.
i called my mother like last year to ask her about it and asked if the doctors said anything about DSD.
she said "Drop it now" and hung up.
like what??? okay weird. i have been doing more research and what i think happened was during the first two months of my mothers pregnancy i was developing as a male but when she switched the hormones out for birth control my embryo switched to forming female. now im not a doctor but that would explain the unusual way things are down there. i also didnt start puberty till i was 17. no sex drive no hair no bad smell no high gain and no breasts. also along with no period till i was 17. ill be describing in more detail of what i think happened during the pregnancy in a sec.
switching to the skip if you dont wanna hear about my genitals
So what i think happened was my vaginal canal started fusing like it would if i was becoming male such as the opening closing and the clit enlarging into a penis. but then my mom too the birth control and it stopped the fusing process and kept it as a vagina. again im not a medical professional.
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There is a bit more but this is all i can think of for now. please tell me what you think or if im just reaching. i really want to know what's going on with my body.
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2025.01.23 05:02 halfempty94 Advice needed around extreme sadness
Hi all,
I am just going to see if this will help I guess. I am 30 years old now and have been struggling with extreme sadness lately. I have always had my bouts with this but always feel that it was more situational vs a chemical imbalance or something like that..
It’s hard to put my finger on one thing and feels like there are a slew of things that are creating this sadness lately and maybe it is the dead of old man winter that is making things feel extra overbearing lately. I am not sure.
My mom passed of cancer in 2016 and my dad passed of lung disease in 2022. I just bought and moved into my first home this past October. I got a chocolate lab which was the dog we had for 13 years of my childhood that we loved dearly. Lately I find myself in gut wrenching emotional pain because there are so many things wish I could show them or ask them about. This is odd to me because why now? I mean, I’ve definitely broken down and cried at some random moments because of this before but lately it is like every single day is just so painful all day long. I can’t focus on work or enjoy things that would normally make me happy. I find myself wishing that I could cook with my mom and have her taste recipes of my own. Wishing I could ask my dad for advice around woodworking or car restoration. I wonder what they would think of my dog and I visualize how much they would probably love him and how cool it would be to be together in my house for dinners and visits. I almost wonder if I am just looking for someone to tell me that they are proud of me. I have a handful of older cousins who have told me this, but it’s almost like it is not as meaningful as it would be coming from my parents.
I have a small handful of very close friends and while we are close, I don’t really feel comfortable talking to them for some reason. I prefer to be alone than to be around them. It is almost like I feel more alone around some of my friends because I feel like some of them really don’t understand what I’m going through or they don’t understand how to process these kinds of emotions. Despite them being some of my best friends, I just feel sad that I don’t have that sort of deep connection with them where I can express this without being judged. I feel that they listen to respond and they don’t listen to understand. They are surface level thinkers in my opinion but have been there for me for over a decade and have supported me for which I am grateful.
I have also been very overweight my entire life. I lost 175lbs and looked and felt incredible during that time 2016-2018. The girl who was my best friend that I actually loved ended up having feelings for me too. It felt like a movie, as if things were falling into place exactly as they should. She had been contemplating for a long time whether or not she wanted to move across the country to be with her sister though… and ultimately that is what she did which left me heartbroken for five or six years, and I have gained back all the weight that I’ve lost.
There are questions that I have, things I wish I could’ve said or done, and things that I wish I could say or do now that I just can’t.
I feel empty and worthless. I have no one to really make proud anymore. I fight to achieve goals for myself but the more I achieve, the more sad I feel because I just feel alone in my successes such as buying a home, getting a better career or beginning to lose weight again. It feels like if I were to die, others would move on with their lives after 2 weeks or so and no one would remember me. No matter how many times I’ve made them laugh and no matter how many things I have achieved or created.
I hope that this is just a period of sadness that I need to understand and figure out that will eventually pass. It has been a month and a half now. There are more details to a lot of this that I just didn’t wanna waste people time with but … there it is.
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2025.01.23 05:02 Every_Suspect1702 We need speed
You see... We live in a world of speed. If you're not fast enough, you're the one being eaten by the shark. Now if we were to just transpolate this to the world of sandbox, it's actually very interesting. Sandbox took years of development and it's still not finished yet, so this got me thinking about how it will totally get destroyed by the chinese that work twice as fast & will definitely get this done within less time. Sandbox wasn't successful in my opinion. Just to give you an idea, I have more time to become a multi-millionaire than to work on sandbox. It's that fast
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2025.01.23 05:02 Ginjaninjanick7 Is my account bugged?
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2025.01.23 05:02 savage_starlight “Little Nemo: Adventures in Slumberland” was the first “Inception”
“Little Nemo: Adventures in Slumberland” is all about employing inception on Nemo, to stop Nemo from eating pies before bedtime. I wrote an article about this a few years ago. I think the movie is fascinating as an “Inception” fan.
King Morpheus has a responsibility to protect the goodness of dreams. Nemo causes himself to have bad dreams by eating pies before sleeping. Morpheus can’t control the quality of Nemo’s dreams unless he stops Nemo from sneaking pies at night.
So, the whole story of Nemo breaking his promise to Morpheus and being responsible for the invasion of nightmares is a plot to cause Nemo to associate his promise to Morpheus with a promise not to sneak pies at night.
Nemo doesn’t care what his parents think, but he cares about Morpheus. Because Morpheus dazzles him, and entrusts him with great power. He essentially treats Nemo as an equal.
There are several parallels in the Nemo movie and Inception. Both movies have a model house that the characters drop down into. Both have characters that don’t exist outside of the dreams. Icarus the flying squirrel is one of them.
Anyone else think about this?
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2025.01.23 05:02 inti01 Please help 🙏
Design three circuits (mathematically + in Multisim) using BJT, JFET and MOSFET. Input voltage will be 8V and output will be 60dB. Interpret the results. Please help me with this problem:( Mathematical approach will be enough
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2025.01.23 05:02 Plus_Joke_6735 This part breaks me hear every time, both anime and manga
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2025.01.23 05:02 CST2CTE My 3 year old came home with suspicious gummies
My son is 3 years old, (4 in March). He has level 3 ASD and is non verbal. He attends an early childhood special education pre school through the local ISD. Today, after picking him up, l opened his lunch kit and there was a container in it. Small. It had 2 gummies in it that are clearly not fruit snacks. It's melatonin or some type of vitamin. I'm unsure if he picked it up and it was another classmates or if a teacher or para gave it to him. Like I said, he's nonverbal and cannot tell me. I took it to his pediatrician, they said it was weird looking but they could not identify it and referred me to a pharmacist. The pharmacist agreed it looked weird but cannot say for certain because there are no identification markers on it. I then took it to my local police department for testing. Thankfully, it was negative for THC, CBD, fentanyl and all other drugs. But without third party testing, there's no way to know for sure. Google image search shows a multitude of vitamins and melatonins. They contacted the school resource officer and his investigation is pending. I've also been contacted by the principal ensuring she's doing her part. As of right now, the main teacher claims she's never seen the container or the gummies. One of the paras said he brought it to her during lunch, she opened it and he ran off, so she put it in his lunch kit. There are no cameras in the classroom. I've opted to not have his blood tested because he is food avoidant on an extreme level due to his autism, and he does not eat gummies at all. He also has not shown any signs of fatigue or anything other than his normal self. He would have to be sedated for a blood draw.
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2025.01.23 05:02 Slimeslayer07 Is this build good enough for her? what teams yall recommend (No shorekeeper)
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2025.01.23 05:02 Vito600rr Is this where your P09c trigger breaks?
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2025.01.23 05:02 Nice-Reindeer-3820 [SPANISH > ENGLISH + OTHER LANGUAGES] Diploma Translation Help Needed
Hi everyone! 🙌
I need some help translating a diploma from Spanish to English and potentially other languages. Accuracy is super important since it’s for official use, and I’m looking for a translation that meets all professional standards.
I recently came across this service called Click for Translation, which offers notarized diploma translation services. Has anyone used them before? Any feedback or alternative suggestions would be greatly appreciated!
Thanks in advance for your help!
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2025.01.23 05:02 Chechy12345 guys I have a theory
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2025.01.23 05:02 Crusad How to File an RTI with DPRO Mirzapur: A Step-by-Step Guide
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2025.01.23 05:02 grapeadams How do we feel about Ross Ulbricht getting a pardon?
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2025.01.23 05:02 BaloniousChunk The “PKDverse”
I’m 10 novels in now, and I’ve noticed lots of similar characteristics that seem to be scattered throughout the PKDverse. Here are my favs but feel free to add
1.) strange drugs 2.) “conapts” 3.) animals with weapons 4.) earth being called “terra” 5.) odd religions 6.) authoritarian governments 7.) exotic clothing from other planets 8.) homeopapes (‘papes) 9.) characters saying things “brusquely” 10.) colonization of other planets 11.) precogs and/or psionic abilities 12.) simulacrum or robots 13.) various mental illnesses 14.) characters suddenly being transported to another reality
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2025.01.23 05:02 _smaz Game idea, need advice
I want to create a game that’s a fantasy magic survival game. I already have a slight story. I also know how to code in python, Java, JavaScript, and a little bit of c#. The idea of the game is that there are 9 islands all with different creatures and monsters. You go through each island one by one by killing a boss at the end which unlocks a portal to the next island. I am heavily inspired by the survival game valheim. What I really need to know is whether I should create the game in 2d or 3d. I already have experience with unity so id probably use that. I’d also love to hear any other ideas of things I could add.
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2025.01.23 05:02 Remembertheseaponies sHoUlD I LeAvE sOcIaL mEdIa??!
Got a lot of idpol friends dramatically announcing that they are thinking of quitting Facebook… Which they announce dramatically on Facebook.
Are all people are going to go ahead and leave? I doubt they can function without telling everyone about their lives...if a tree falls in a forest and they don't post about it and how it makes them feel did it even happen!?!
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2025.01.23 05:02 HangingKat What is this?
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2025.01.23 05:02 symor718 [H] 30$ chic fila [W] venmo cashapp, paypal
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2025.01.23 05:02 gsbuickman Is this Kool enough for your collection ? 🙃 .. .
Disclaimer : this isn't a casio. It's an accutime on Amazon. With that being said I like to give credit where credit is due and since we are looking at the basic Casio price range here as a fun watch just because I think this thing is pretty cool I wouldn't mind having one in my collection. Then again I'm an 80's kid 😋. So what say you, is this cool enough for your collection too 🤔 ..
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2025.01.23 05:02 ThrowRA_bearr I (22F) had an argument with my bf (21M) over saying he was complaining too much
Me and my boyfriend play videogames together, and today we were playing and he was being very negative and complaining about the team the entire game (which he does often).
It came to a point where he was pointing out something I did wrong in the game and how it was obvious and I shouldn't have done it. I then told him how I understand and I know what I did wrong and proceeded to say how he was complaining.
He then said how he wasn't complaining and was giving his opinion on how to do better. I didn't say anything else because I didn't want it to turn into an argument so we spend the rest of the game without talking to each other.
Later tonight I asked him if we could not let the game upset us and he said he wasn't upset and doesn't care about the game (his actions said the opposite). He said how I shouldn't have made that comment because it hurt his feelings. I apologized for the comment and he proceeded to say he cannot feel comfortable around me to say what he wants, how he feels judged and how he was bothering me.
I explained it to him I don't like that much negativity and how it's okay to be negative but also be positive. I told him he was confused about the “talking about his feelings on the moment I made the comment he didn't like”, which he didn’t mentioned until this conversation. I said how he didn't mention his feelings back then. I thought he would understand how being negative the entire game was taking an impact on me but no. Then he told me to apologize for making "false accusations". I said I didn't make false accusations, how I said facts.
He began being disrespectful saying that he was speaking that way because of me. He then threatened me saying he's going to leave if I don't change. He said what I did was disgraceful and how I created the problem. He then said "Let me know in the morning aight? Night." and hasn't responded since.
I need different perspectives to this, please.
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