can my teacher tell if i have a crush on him? it’s fat (the crush)
2025.01.26 07:14 xiaoluver can my teacher tell if i have a crush on him? it’s fat (the crush)
okay. i'll preface this with the fact that i am emotionally unstable, i am aware of this. and to be frank, i've ALWAYS been like this. my first crush on a teacher was in fifth grade. it was, odd, telling my best friend that i found our 45 year old teacher cute and not the boy that ran 76 laps in pacer. i'm a sophomore in the US, and there's this one teacher who teaches a math class, as a freshman everyone i knew prayed they would get him. from what i heard, he was very calm and understanding. honestly, i thought they were exaggerating. but whoa, i was blessed by the counselors and he was my math teacher for the year! i was head over heels the first time i laid eyes on him, honestly. it doesn't help that he is the epitome of EVERYTHING i find attractive in a man. (that sounds weird, sorry!) i chose my seat, right next to his desk. i have no friends in this class, so im pretty focused. my grades are good and i actively do extra credit, even though i don't need it. the extra credit is harder than the normal work, obviously, and ; tell he truly enjoys teaching people about it. the period im in is relatively tame, but no one's as interested in what he has to say as me. it doesn't help that im a massive autist with a disgusting amount of anxiety. whenever i speak to him, i cannot make eye contact, this results in my eyes resting at his crotch, i then immediately look away and burn holes in the floor. my schedule was eventually messed up, and i had to switch out of his class. at the news, i broke down. one else was in the class and i just silently sobbed to be honest, but being next to his desk wasn't the best, he saw and got up, stood in front of the desk and kinda just looked at me. he's an awkward person, which is one thing i like about him, he understands where i come from. he asked if i was okay, i honestly don't remember what else he said. i said, yes, then no. i told him i was honestly in shambles and couldn't handle this change. he said he understood and would try to place me back in his class. my best friend walked by and saw this, and came in. honestly im so happy she did that. i was in such a odd and desperate place at the time (and the current moment didn't help) i knew that my next action would be to hug him. lots of stuff happens, and he manages to get me back into his class. honesty, I'm so grateful. even if i didn't find him attractive, he's already such a good teacher- 'a great person (to my knowledge and researc. V is also very similar to me aesthetically. ¡ hope he isn't active on here, because he's pretty young. and if he finds out i feel this way to him, i am willing to transfer schools or commit myself to a psychiatric hospital, no joke. i'm posting here to ask a few things. can teachers tell if a student likes them? i like to think I'm not obvious, but i don't know. it's gotten so bad, talking to him makes my heart rate sky rocket. i cannot ask him a question without shaking but also simultaneously wanting to move closer and smell his coffee breath. i wish God would strike me down. when i graduate, would it be a dumb idea to tell him? i know he didn't get into teaching to be the victim of my instability and desperation for any crumb of male attention. should i transfer out? i don't know why I'm asking this, my friends have all said to do it. but he's genuinely such a good teacher, math is so easy with him and i hate myself for feeling this way towards him. feel free to chastise me, i so badly deserve it. please help me, teachers of reddit. it's getting unbearable to walk in there everyday and act like i don't think this man is my soulmate. anyone who can make math understandable is hard not to love.
last minute addition, i recently had a very vivid wet adjacent dream. i couldn't bring myself to even look at him for the entire week. the dream wasn't anything bad, in it, my parents became tired of my crap and institutionalized me after a suicide attempt. he was a psychiatric nurse and locked me in a room for exactly 28 days. he'd check on me through a door, i was being kept in a solitarily confinement room, and leave me food. he'd say things like 'i don't want to do this, i have to. to be honest, i was projecting my fantasies onto this vessel who took his form.
i'm getting tired of it. i tried to crush on a boy my age, but it just doesn't work. and even if it did work, im too pathetic to talk to him, so it's just like the situation im currently in. but the pure power of my feelings towards him dominate everything else in my mind.
i feel like im going insane.
let me add, i was never sexually assaulted, molested, or anything of the sorts. i have no trauma. no, im not exaggerating. my childhood was honestly great. i receive more than enough attention from my parents, and my father and i's relationship is great.
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The pharmacist told me to call my insurance but I only have about 3 days left of my fast-acting insulin and I’m getting scared I’ll have to ration or go without it. My endocrinologist prescribed me a 90 days supply which may be the problem, would a 30 day prescription be covered? We discussed an omnipod prescription but my insurance also wants to charge me $566 for the initial receiver and an additional $566 per month of pods. Not including a dexcom. I’m using an over-the-counter testing kit atm. Am I missing something? Seriously please any advice I feel hopeless/clueless/ how do any of us navigate this fucked up system so we can get the medication/care we need.
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