I think i was pressured into doing things (CW/ a lot of sex talk)
2025.01.30 18:20 Overall-Insect-3399 I think i was pressured into doing things (CW/ a lot of sex talk)
content warning is just general, i don’t really know what to label this throw away account because i don’t want this linked on my main
i’m 21 years old last year i was in a weird semi serious relationship with a man i had met on tinder. we were only together for only a few months. but the relationship was extremely tumultuous before i found the confidence to cut him out of my life i would like to say i used to consider myself very hypersexual until this relationship came by. we originally were just hooking up until it developed into something serious within those few months. i don’t know if it’s because we were regularly having sex (3-4 times a week but sometimes multiple times a day) but my drive slowly decreased, or maybe i felt too comfortable saying no i guess i said no a few too many times and he got mad at me, said we hadn’t had sex in 4 days, it wasn’t fair. we had just woken up and i genuinely just didn’t feel in the mood, my body felt gross. but he was upset, and he looked at me expectantly and i just didn’t know what to say, i think i turned over and cried while he went back to sleep. i decided to try drafting a message while he napped and basically tried explaining that i felt his response was really unnecessary and it made me feel pressured. i don’t remember exactly what i sent, it was roughly the general gist of it but i sent the message and waited for him to wake up sure enough an hour or two later he did, and then he read the message, and proceeded to scream at me. i can’t remember everything he said. my memory is so hazy on everything im sorry. but it was along the lines of it not being fair he had to wake up to that message, that he wasn’t pressuring me “what part is making you feel pressured?!” “you got mad and said we haven’t had sex in 4 days” “yeah and? am i wrong?!” i ended up giving up and just apologising to him while he stayed in a pissy mood i think i should add here we had awful communication, our traumas clashed. he was a screamer when ignored and i shut down when i thought someone was being aggressive i wish that was the end of it but unfortunately it wasn’t i thought i was in the wrong in that situation and i thought it was a one off where i fucked up massively in that kind of regard but i didn’t realise that the nights we would try going to bed, sometimes he’d ask and i’d say no. and he would get upset, and ask me to help him get off at the least my body would feel so overstimulated for days on end, sometimes i’d cry in the middle of it and he never noticed he didn’t even care if i came anymore he made me do a kink i told him no to multiple times. but he “needed” it despite it literally embodying my trauma for days he would bring it up and i would tell him hard no but he wouldn’t give up. “it’s not that bad, im not into that bad side of it” it was always my chest, which is why i felt overstimulated, sometimes he’d make me finger myself with his hand. it never felt good it hurt but i just wanted to get him off so i tried getting it over and done with as fast as i could, my drive was completely dead but i still had to i’m trying so hard to remember everything but my memory is failing me, im so sorry if this entire post is a mess, i hope it makes some sense. i dont know what to call this, i couldn’t even write the r word in my diary. im away from him now, im safe, but i still feel so heavy. i want my body and my dignity back. i want to feel like me again. i wish i could remember the rest, i know there’s more im forgetting but my brain keeps failing me
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2025.01.30 18:20 Denisoiu1242 Used RTX 4070 Ti Super not running FurMark, but 3DMark works perfectly.
I bought an RTX 4070 Ti Super from a used market. Its a GIGABYTE RTX 4070 Ti Super EAGLE OC. The user was actualul really nice and I also got a year of warranty. But when it arrived, I plugged it in, installed drivers and when I tried to run FurMark the app just doesn't start. I tried uninstall and installing but it still won't run. Keeping in mind I didn't uninstall the old video drivers but I was running on integrated graphics, and even before the integrated I had an RX 6600. I'm not sure what's the safest way to uninstall every single video driver then installing the right ones.
But when I tried 3DMark Demo, on Steel Nomad DX12, I got a score of 5202. The average score for me is 5310 on this combination of cpu and gpu. It's this low because I have a Ryzen 5 3400G but I want to actually replace the processor today a bit later with a Ryzen 5 5600X (I know its pretty bottlenecked and whatever but Im gonna upgrade to AM5 soon too). Either way, the test was deemed to be pretty normal, with no crash or anything. Temperatures wouldn't go past 55C.
Keeping in mind I have a Corsair power supply with 750W, I think it's an enthusiast psu because it has gold colour. It's a Corsair TX750 750W V2 I think. Had it for a while.
Maybe its a power supply issue? I don't know, because I don't have any other hard drive or anything else connected other than NVMe 1TB storage. And the light for the PSU anomaly isn't blinking either.
What other steps could I take to check the GPU? What about the PSU? How can I fully clean out the drivers for video? Are there any more steps to see what can be done?
Thanks!
Specs: - Processor: Ryzen 5 3400G (Gonna switch to a Ryzen 5 5600X) - Ram: 32GB DDR4 3200MT/s - GPU: GIGABYTE RTX 4070 Ti Super EAGLE OC 16GB - PSU: Corsair TX750 750W V2 Enthusiast Edition
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2025.01.30 18:20 CompletePineapple600 is this consider Munchausen by proxy
i hope i can explain this well enough. my mother used my real medical problems (autism, seizures, etc) made them seem worse/told me to act a certain way when at doctors. the doctors would diagnosis me with different mental illnesses like bpd and prescribed me medicine. i am considered the black sheep of the family always had a strong sense of justice and spoke my mind if something was unfair. my mom always tried to control me . she claimed to the doctors my behavior is terrible i always picked fights with her, disrespectful and am extremely angry/ not listen to what she said she often dramatized this and told me to act "autistic" so they doctor could give me medicine. whenever i wasn't around her maybe a camp/with a family house or even if my mom was away and i was with my dad and sibling i was never acted how she described my behavior was only worse when with her (because she was hypocrite and i was just trying to explain and try to get her to understand what she says is not fair and voiced my opinions and trying to get her to take responsibility which my mom hated) as far back as i can remember i had to take medicine (breakfast, lunch, dinner , and at night) i had about 10 or more pills prescribed i never knew what they did and when i ask she would explain but either very vague or she would say it was for something different then last time i asked. and it was confusing i still don't know what most of them were for. i have now since moved out and stop taking my medicine expect for those i know are necessary which is like 2/3 pills out of the 10 /12 pills and im not at all how my mother would describe me and why was i only like that with her
can anyone tell me is this Munchausen syndrome by proxy or is it something else
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2025.01.30 18:20 JohnHenryEden2277 The ACC will back a ND rule in the CFP for better scheduled games
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According to Pete Sampson, “The next CFP contract is expected to include automatic qualifiers from the Power conferences. But there's a good chance Notre Dame also carves out automatic selection criteria, whether that's finishing in the Top 12 in a 12-team field or in the Top 14 in a 14-team field.”
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