How are y'all doing fellow Goslings?
2025.02.02 05:51 John_Moose1970 How are y'all doing fellow Goslings?
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2025.02.02 05:51 Ok_Paper9137 The breakup happened out of nowhere, leaving me questioning everything and unsure of what's next.
last year November 24 last night. she broke up with me. i begged and begged but there was no reasoning with her. the reason as to why she broke me is all my fault, i was too clingy, too obsessive, relying too much on her help, and being lustfull to her, she gave the relationship multiple chances, SHE gave ME multiple chances to change, second chance. i failed and she broke me on the spot. she said she fell in love with a cracked heart, i managed to fully break it. it was aLL MY FAULT tbh, but after the break up, i really am trying to change. we agreed on being friends, we chatted like normal but after 2 days she was distant and ignoring, she told all her friends, maybe her freinds influenced her mind or smth. i was grouped with her along with her freinds, they were mean to me, mistreated me, and left me out, theres this thing called "practical research" and thats the grouping thing, yes i said before i was grouped with them, one of there freinds even threthened me, it was absolute hell, they even talked about me during my back, Forwarded i heared i was selfish smth like that. during the practical research i was left out of everything, with the stress, pressure from her freinds and the break up i couldn't say anything during our defense, they blamed me. and at that time i didn't even eat 3 days. after the research thing, i didn't even want to attend school, because im scared of her and her freinds, but i forced myself to. was ignored and was met with hatefull glances, i received everyday. i had no one to tell my problems i was all alone, while she has freinds by her side, well i was not all alone i had my freinds on my own too but different sections, and a bf and gf, were my friend in that class. also she and i didn't talk until the breask-up.
UNTIL the end of the parade (last day of the first week of December) she unexpectedly chatted me, i was so happy but the next day it was back to normal again. fast forward, i was making a letter of the things i did and that i was sorry, and gave her a plushie. well i did gave it to her, indirectly. she agreed on being freinds, we chatted and played that day but after this past few days she gave me late replies, left on read, ghosting, ignoring. ik she was travelling but her travelling ended ow, like please talk to me che chatted this past few days but only for 1 day she decided t chat she chatted for 1 day after christmas after that same old ghsoting/ignoring
im gonna try and text and process everything. if you want i can give the letter i gave her on christmas and the letter i gave on new years after all that i said to her "Are we really friends-?" she said mutuals lol. like i did everything for her to say mutuals to me. my time, effort, hardwork. to be friends after that i said "imma build it up" i heared from a friend that her friends were gossiping about me. just hating me. and telling me stories of what happened to me and my ex.
I'll be humiliated and embarrassed, and a lot of people who have my ex's side to support her, and I'm scared of that. I know I'm a guy, I'm supposed to be a man, but I'm not, I'm just a boy who did wrong and is getting punished....I'm just so scared..and nervous about what's gonna happen. I know what's gonna happen, I will suffer like I did last year but worse Forwarded well, i was trying to enroll on a different strand but they said it wont wokr cuz the subject of stem didnt gas doesnt match. i tried ishs (national high school, but it was already too late. and i have no choice but to stay in that class again. to top in all that my friend said they were throwing so much insults at me, and telling me stroies to him what had happened between me and my ex, my friend said if i didnt did what i've done i would'nt have the problems i have today. if i stay in that class i think they will still gossip, backstab, toxic to me. which im scared to think about, i cant even sleep cuz im thinking about it. and yeah i was soo stressed at that time y'know the stransferring thing
i have to go back on that class with my ex and her friends, that will backstab me, gossip me, toxic to me. make my life a living hell and it was all my fault, i lusted her. i prayed to god that he would forgive me on my sins and my wrong doings, bless me, and make his miracles do his work.. my major problem is the groupings, im in the bsame group as them, but i want to go on a different group, but there is no different group. ill be humilated, and im scared, im tarumarized from the last time, next year. im so scared and nervous idk what to do idk what to say anymore, theres a lot more that bad happens to me related but this is a major problem i have right now but right now, sometimes i moved on and i dont care about her anymore and sometimes, i just complety miss her. its just im distracted by the whole school thing, and my thoughts if i just stay consistent and chat to her once in a while i can maybe build up to being friends again. but i cant do that, so i will try and move on and heal and be better, and maybe in the future i can make a move and chat her, or talk to her. but her friends are there to influence her mind do idk. considering we're in the same class its all awkward. and sometimes im even scared to go in. all i know is im gonna give her the "Sonic X generations" game on her birthday saying that i've moved on and im better, wanting to reconnect, wanting forgivness blah blah blah like that.
This is what they said to me in the group chat: ("Serves you right, you were just wandering around, going somewhere else when it's research time.
If there are personal problems between us and you, which is understandable but if it's school/acads were talking about then it doesn't have to be like that.
Just saying.
And you said "They were gossiping about me" No, we aren't gossiping about you anymore. like hello? We moved on from that problem, we don't have have that anymore. We're all goods now." Oops I said too much now.")
If only I just acted normal and moved on. But yk what hurts? Everyone gets to see how much of a weak man I am, everyone on the chat saw this and maybe they thought I didn't move on from her yet while she moved on. Ik I'm Gon get humiliated and ashamed like I am rn damn... but in all honesty, im kind of glad. i got the closure that i dint want but needed. but rn im confused whether to just be normal and dont care about them and only my academics? like how should one act when i get to see them again like walking in a hallway or in class. or in a group meeting.
another thing that hurts is one who still has unresolved feelings. like my ex got a crush, i couldnt beelieve it. hurts? a little. probs in school they think im some dumb guy idk.
i feel uneasy of what they think of me. JAN 17 ik she got a crush and all which makes me debasted fr. but i just cant be that type of guy to just want her and not think of what she wants. i had her once temporary, and some other guy will have her permanently, i was only a chapter in her life, in short i was a page in her book. I'm happy for her really she already found a love interest, but the thing is "her heart is so easy to fall." like, did the heart i broke into a million pieces just got back together after you found someone else/crush? or you fell in love while still having heart thats broken into a million pieces, like you were to me. What I'm really concerned about is, whether you'll ever love again because of me. because of the men that went into ur life. But mostly me. i don't know if the "crush thing was true or not but please cherish your heart. and sometimes i got to let go, some important people come into ur life and they leave, and i have to accept that, ik it hurts but its life.
But in the present time, You still act so coldy or you hate me. Ik she doesn't care about me anymore but I'm still guilty for the stuff i did for 11 months to her, but i really do wanna make amends for the stuff i did, but i don't know how. like bro, you dont even know how messed up the shit I've done.
That's keeping me and her from talking in school being friends again, because of the stuff i did. I'm gonna like think of a way to make amends... WEDNESDAY-JAN 29. 2025 yesterday, morning. my teacher played us a game, where go to the left if you think your handsome, go to the right if you think your pretty, like that but this time, teacher said "Go to the left if you are in a relationship, and to the right if your single". but in this instance, she. went to the left, sir asked them, she was in a relationship in 2 months already. i was honestly shocked, now my dumbass friend kept pointing at her while looking at me, made it look like i didn't moved on yet bruh, but for real though, 2 months?? so like she had someone in December after we just broke. i kept my composure. But after class was dismissed, I... didn't know what to think of the situation. Like 2 months??? How can one person moved on so easily and and find another, like i don't get it. did the breqak up not effect her??. but i was debasted, her having someone else like i cant bro. heart was pumping i couldn't think straight. i was just, idk. I begged my girl(friends) to help me find someone else too, and they said its not a competitions, moved on first, blah blah blah. Like fuck. she has someone else while I'm still healing. (That's all what i can say right now.) oh yeah, on monday i accidentally logged in her acc, so yeah, that made things much worse shes talking to him through discord or insta idk.... y'know the memories i had with her, now she got someone else. is kinda depressing.
My friend: Uhhhhh idk ignore? Like its not really your problem anymore innit
Me:I know that but this really affects me mentally, while my dumbass still hasn't moved on, and is still healing she found someone else so easily bruh.
To think that the shit I've done didn't affect her in finding new love again, I'm glad that she's happy and all but what about me am I just supposed to suffer like bruh, ik that, she's traumatized, she still is though. But right now I'm just in denial. To think her new bf will be better in me in every possible way, doing the stuff that we didn't. (Take a moment to imagine my perspective and what I'm feeling rn)
And I still wanna make amends. Ahh shit my head hurts from all this shit. I know she got a boyfriend and all that and I've moved on(I think) but the thing is in their eyes I still haven't moved on, in their eyes I'm still that asshole who did bad shit. Y'know I always leave the classroom and all, everyday every time, and leave my bag in the class? They probably think it's because of them or her that I always leave. Rn I wanna make it look like I'm a good person in their eyes, want to make amends for the hell I did. But idk how.
Like ik it's not about NOT caring, but them knowing about my past, knowing what I did. Knowing what I did to her. It's just.. It's hard to just act and pretend to not care, especially when she has a boyfriend now, and I'm single. It's all awkward. Oh yeah on tuesday, they talked about me and her (why she broke up with me blah blah blah, what's the reason, sir: is it because yle is too nice? Her bff: pfft the opposite. Some said that I was jealous.)
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2025.02.02 05:51 BackgroundFast5780 Ps5 blood place mogh
I'm right outside of his boss fight mist Password is Otis26
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2025.02.02 05:51 Capital-Delivery8001 Whats the best way to find a software engineer job?
Really struggling trying to find a new job
I have 4 years work experience, and a masters degree. I have education in computer science and was laid off a few months ago from a software engineer role.
I have been applying for jobs, from help desk to software engineer, for the past 6 months. I have applied to over 200 jobs, I have had 6 recruiter calls, 3 interviews, and about 100 denials.
I have been working at an amazon warehouse in the mean time but the feeling of working a crappy job when i have the skills is getting to me.
My other friends at the same skill level as me are having an easier time finding work then I am.
I have been reaching out to folks on linked in, I have been using chatgpt to adjust my resume to every job posting. No Luck.
Any suggestions? The rejections have just been getting me down in the dumps.
I thought about just applying to internships but i dont think that will be possible.
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2025.02.02 05:51 Destini-brownn Just a sexy lady😋 text mee
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2025.02.02 05:51 Squall_Leonhart8 Crash Course - Solo Expert
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2025.02.02 05:51 HunterWolfivi My sd got corrupted and I formatted the sd and it deleted everything what do I do?
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2025.02.02 05:51 WyfObath Toyz 1988
Holy shit, what an absolute gem. This is some of my favorite noise 😂
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2025.02.02 05:51 Tough_Specific_7046 Old scary book
Hi everyone, I'm coming to Reddit in need or some help remembering an old kids book or novel that my class had read to them in intermediate school.
I don't remember much of what happened in the story, but what I do remember is a part where the kid, a kid, is running from or is imaging something coming after him, I'm pretty sure it was a monster. Nevertheless the monster is saying something along the lines of "I'm getting closer, I'm almost there, I'm going to catch you... ". I'm fairly sure it does catch the kid and takes him back to a cave or something. I remember this being a super tense moment in the book/story
Also I think the kid dreams of the place or is taken to the place. Thank you guys, anything helps.
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2025.02.02 05:51 Accomplished-Bed3561 Mom or daughter?
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2025.02.02 05:51 Minute_Switch2509 Tamanna Bhatia
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2025.02.02 05:51 tiktok_tea19364 Shade
She is CONSTANTLY throwing shade. Miss innocent plz give up the act it’s giving bitter and jealous. Tommy if you come in here please know she’s still obsessed with her BD, get out while you can!!!
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2025.02.02 05:51 vongole24 Yuichi Onoue - Heavy Metal[Japan/1988]
![Yuichi Onoue - Heavy Metal[Japan/1988]](https://external-preview.redd.it/EZrQLrQgZx4E-urRjovJgCIYEklf0koGAHDCJljd3TU.jpg?width=320&crop=smart&auto=webp&s=40aed1b58fd18da9a4964cb0c0b70bbe5c59fa90 "Yuichi Onoue - Heavy Metal[Japan/1988]") | submitted by vongole24 to indie_rock [link] [comments] |
2025.02.02 05:51 shadowxthevamp I'm looking for a cartoon for learning Canadian French
My little ages are 3 to 5. I plan to move from the US to Canada. I'm working on learning French for when I visit Québec. I want to watch a show preferably from Canada that is specifically made to teach French to anglophone kids similar to Ní Hào Kai Lan for Mandarin or Dora for Spanish. Popular shows that are from Québec would be a fine bonus.
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2025.02.02 05:51 Jonathan_Jo Sui new outfit from yesterday's Budokan Supernova
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2025.02.02 05:51 Ud_Sachi රන්කඳ ලෙප්ට් 😪
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2025.02.02 05:51 MC_CHRIS85 Bunker Tshirts Big Boy Friendly?
I want to grab a few Demo and TFE shirts for my bigger bro, he wears a 4x Tall. Any big and tall boys here with input?
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2025.02.02 05:51 Typical-Historian531 KAEYA CON
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2025.02.02 05:51 Ok-Being-7141 Audio splitter for x870 mobo
Do I need an audio spliter for the Asus tuf x870 plus WiFi. I came from console and it’s my first time building a pc and my mic does not work on my razor black shark v2s I think there called and it did not come with an audio splitter or lost it somewhere. On my Xbox I never needed an audio splitter so that’s why I’m confused. it’s a newly released 300$ motherboard so I don’t know why I would need an audio splitter and they could not have just had combined ports or maybe it does and I just do not know.
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2025.02.02 05:51 New_Salt2590 Real or fake?
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2025.02.02 05:51 ryleyblack Does Udio even realize just how behind they are?
After using Suno and Riffusion, Udio is a joke. Incomprehensible settings that seem to be just thrown at the page. Randomly placed options that follow no order. One bad click and it just start generating something. The promt is always wrong. No matter what you type. The output is wrong. Forget about tempo or keys. Lyrics don't work as thousands of words are banned. And the songs are 30 seconds? Extend function doesn't make sense. The use of English is off or by a non native person. Then we have the design of the website. Not quite sure how to define that: digital vomit with digital carrot chunks.
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2025.02.02 05:51 Expert_Red12 Is this even in the show?
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2025.02.02 05:51 id-reddit-username Does anybody have this nothing wallpaper
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2025.02.02 05:51 BOOP_BADADOOP69 asking
hi nasa magkano ko kaya mabebentanung xiaomi pad 6 8/256gb? used it for 1 year na
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