im in love with my best friend and i dont know what to do with myself
2024.11.25 04:21 ewegenna im in love with my best friend and i dont know what to do with myself
im 16 and shes 15, we are both sophomores. we dated in seventh grade until some shit happened and we broke up but we've been best friends since then. we've had falling outs but we are always best with each other around, or at least im best with her in my life. she was in love with me for years after we broke up, and she had a crush on me since we first met in sixth grade. she has a boyfriend now and shes so happy and we get along fine but i cant help but hate him. i didnt recognize the feeling until today and i dont know what to do anymore. theyve been together for over a year now, they have their future talked over, they love each other. i lost my chance when i refused to take it for all of those years where she wanted to be with me. im so happy shes happy with him but god i wish it was with me. i wish i could be him. i dont really know why im posting here i guess i just wanted to get it out somewhere. i dont know what to do with myself. im going to her house tomorrow and i dont know what to do. im so fucking scared. i hate that i love her this way. ive never loved anyone except for her. ive never felt anything like this for anyone except for her. shes always on my mind and i love her so much. i try to reason with myself and understand that we will never be anything more than best friends from now on but then my mind wanders and all i can think about is kissing her again. i only got to kiss her once before we broke up. she kissed me three times but i was scared. i was scared and i didnt know what to do so i only kissed back once. i wish i had kissed back every time. i wish i had kissed her earlier. shes the most gorgeous girl in the entire world to me. shes the most beautiful person. nobody gets me like she does. i hate that i never took the chance when she still loved me. i hate that i hate her boyfriend. i hate that i feel like im doing something bad to her. i think i have to stop being her friend. i think im gonna hang out with her and then get home and tell her i love her and i cant be her friend because im in love with her and id rather die than get in the way of the future i know she wants with the person i know she loves. i wish i could be him. i am a girl and i am in love with my best friend and ive never cried like this in my life.
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2024.11.25 04:21 timeforplantsbby It was really cool to see Kristen Chenoweth and Adele Dazeem have a cameo in the movie 💚
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2024.11.25 04:21 not_minari who is the "frost witch"?
i'll do you one better, why is frost witch?
is there any lore about this figure? there is a talent and a set named after them and thats only 2 things linked to shaman, that i know of.
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2024.11.25 04:21 Cautious-Two-999 the name of the game should’ve been showing ppl like how sam just did to binx. depending on tts and brandon’s softening of what really happened swayed a lot of ppl
i mean he’s out anyway but yea
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2024.11.25 04:21 pinkwater444 Tulsa king season 2 best episodes?
Season 2 is not as good as season 1 altho it picked up at ep 9 and ep 3 was also really good but other than that I don’t remember which episodes aren’t boring. My parents watched season 1 with me last year and my mom wants to watch season 2 but I’m afraid she’s just gonna be bored to death. Which ep should I make her watch and skip ?
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2024.11.25 04:21 Necessary_Eye_792 Grace's best friend
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2024.11.25 04:21 IngenuityOk670 derive pearson’s coefficient
i would appreciate if anyone could provide help in deriving pearsons coefficient for statistics. thank you!
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2024.11.25 04:21 kyrramarie Commander Caitlyn Kiramann from Arcane (Kyrramarie)
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2024.11.25 04:21 DiscussionChance3497 [PS5] Commander Niall
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2024.11.25 04:21 SLC678 What should i name it? Made in my high school art class last year, acrylic on plywood
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2024.11.25 04:21 PromotionDizzy8718 think i have a cough
started developing a cough today and i’m feeling nauseous bc my throat is itchy and it’s gross :( just wanting so support and tips to help bc i feel alone on this
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2024.11.25 04:21 kirbysgodmother Pot Belly? Or Shaped Weird lol
this is my cat big man (he used to be super chonky) with a government name of theodore
i’m not sure if his belly shape is considered a pot belly, or if he just has a big tummy/is getting chonky again. he has really small hips (?) so i don’t know for sure and would love any advice!!
for reference i feed him dry food from an automatic feeder (i’m a full time student and worker), he’s 6yo, and his last vet checkup was in june/july :]
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2024.11.25 04:21 Vegetable-Pear319 Best RB ?maximum 700 milion
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2024.11.25 04:21 Yaguking I have a legal insurance question
Could I use the legal insurance that I've opted in for to help me with establishing an LLC?
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2024.11.25 04:21 Toby_Montezuma Did Laddertop 3 ever come out in print?
Or only the audiobook?
And if only the audiobook, which I just don't listen to audiobooks, can someone spoiler the whole plot for me? ;-)
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2024.11.25 04:21 Critical_War_2846 Disappearing buildings
I’m having problems when I load into an ERLC server the buildings become fuzzy/blurry and they flash away and back again. It’s since the new performance improvement update about few days ago.
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2024.11.25 04:21 Lord-of-Titties Princess Leia Outfit
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2024.11.25 04:21 maiaandmark Si el tiempo se detuviera por un dÃa ¿que harÃas?
Me irÃa directo al banco!
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2024.11.25 04:21 JessiBunnii My brother wants an e-bike for Xmas but I'm not sure if any will fit him. He's 240lbs and 5'5.
He said he wanted twist and pedaling. I have two concerns. He's 240lbs and 5'5. Are there any bikes that will be as low as he needs and also have both options? I'm looking for a good $1-2k bike.
Are there any suggestions? Does his height/weight matter?
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2024.11.25 04:21 yelotwinke Can't get ratings to appear in Arctic fuse 2 with umbrella, can't find what I'm missing
I went through multiple guides and scoured the reddit sub and couldn't find anything on this, so sorry if I overlooked and it's been answered already.
Noob to Arctic fuse 2 here, set up everything up successfully through a very well made guide, but I cannot for the life of me get ratings to appear using this skin.
I've entered both API keys into TMDb helper, as well as 2 of the 3 into umbrella, fanart and MDB. I haven't seen anyone saying these need to be on umbrella for ratings to work which is why I haven't gotten a key for TMDb. Is that really what I'm missing for it to appear?
I'm coming off of fentastic and fen light, and I know in fentastic you had to enable ratings within the skin. Not sure if I'm overlooking that option I'm Fuse 2, but I can't find anything like that for the life of me.
Anyone know what I'm doing wrong? I made new keys for everything when I switched as well and still nothing's appearing. Is it because I don't have the TMDb key in umbrella?
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2024.11.25 04:21 BillClinternet007 What do ya think?
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2024.11.25 04:21 Healthy-Jacket5918 Trib/frgsm me to my ex Aliyah. Kik orchid8339
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2024.11.25 04:21 JamesWatchesTV I just found out that fastmail recycles emails, aliases and masked emails whenever you delete them or delete your account. Is this email provider even safe?
I guess I'm being a bit paranoid but considering most email providers DO NOT recycle emails addresses it makes me kind of worried for why they do. Couldn't someone snag an old email address and log into their personal things by doing forgot password? What about your privacy on accounts? What if someone already used my email on something important like an apple id, a bank app, etc. it just doesn't feel safe. And I know people will say to just get a domain but I'm a dumb dumb with this stuff. I have no idea how to do any of that and maintain it or what a DNS is or whatever. Am I just being crazy? I just need some reassurance.
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2024.11.25 04:21 MooseRam Theoretically the entire division can be 6-6 after next week…
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