sick and tired of losing everything
2024.11.25 05:41 untxldlimbo sick and tired of losing everything
u ever feel like u feel things too much? i think maybe empaths will relate a bit more to that but idk its so weird, either i feel too much or i go into an episode and go numb feeling nothing at all
i give everything i got but i always fall short so im giving up and getting lazy, i want to be left alone and i push everyone away, but thats my cry for help, “im fine, im fine, im fine” until i finally snap and put my walls down, it feels like the pain of everything will never leave
from trauma in my childhood that’ll never resolve, from being cheated on in majourity of my relationships, not a single thing is looking up for me, i still remember the psychically abuse my family put me through but the emotional is what lasts forever and is still haunting me, id take having broken ribs again over disassociating and not being able to trust anyone, always overthinking, etc
didn’t hear back from my job interview, no friends, but i still stand with a smile on my face
idk what’s the point of living if im feeling dead already but ill keep on
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2024.11.25 05:41 _wastedspace Can somebody explain how training camp goes for non-Dallas locals?
So let’s say you make it to in-person auditions and you fly in to Dallas, like, do you just not book a return flight back home just in case you do make it to training camp? Do you bring a month worth of stuff with you to potentially live out of a hotel? How long do you know to book a hotel or airbnb for? Am I the only one who would feel extreme anxiety dealing with this kind of uncertainty and disorganization? lol
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2024.11.25 05:41 TP_2723 (WTS) Steiner otal-c
Timestamp: https://imgur.com/a/eLMKeen
Selling Steiner otal-c with pressure pad. Works great no box. $350 shipped pay pal f&f or G&S you pay fee.
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2024.11.25 05:41 SocialLuvr Blind Baby & Mommy Dog Meat Trade Survivors Need Help Making it Home
These two toy poodles were saved from the Chinese dog meat trade, and have finally found a family in the UK! They are a bonded duo (mommy and baby pair!) with the baby being blind, so it was very difficult to find a willing adopter - and one that would be a great fit for their needs.
They have finally found an amazing family who is ready to welcome them with open arms, and give them the lives that they deserve. Their freedom flight to the UK is incredibly expensive, and they need some help fundraising to get the pups to their forever home. It would be amazing to have them home in time for the holidays.
If anyone is willing to circulate their donation link, it could help these pups make it home!
https://gofund.me/ac0c3ebb
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2024.11.25 05:41 -Adanedhel- What is this?
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2024.11.25 05:41 Photoshop-Queen Symptoms
Sinus pressure all day. Sometimes pressure in my throat even, when I bend over. Pain behind eyes. Normal brain MRI, and no paps. Rushes of pressure up my spine when I stand.
I want to rip my hair out.
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2024.11.25 05:41 AnIntelligentApe Wish this was happening now
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2024.11.25 05:41 Severe_Original_5835 Question
I've been on anti depressants and anti psychotic for almost two years now and my life has completely changed. I can't really tell if it's bad or good. I know it may sound dumb but I want to know of others like me feel the same. I have bipolar disorder and borderline personality disorder. I was first diagnosed at 10. Since I've been on medication this time around I just feel so BLAH. like nothing excites me or makes me happy. But I very rarely get sad either. I just feel "Monotone" with my emotions and most of the time I feel chronically bored. Even with things I used to enjoy. I feel withdrawn. Like most of the time I just feel disconnected from my body. It's hard for me to connect with anything or anyone. I never leave my house. I'm never around people outside of work. Can someone please help me figure out why I am this way? I'm slightly worried because this is not me AT ALL. Did I finally break from all the trauma and this is how I turned out or is this medication?
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2024.11.25 05:41 AccordingDarkF2155 I want to talk to you
I have so much that has been going on in my life and you are always the first one I want to talk to. I always loved hearing your voice and your opinions and ideas and I miss your understanding and sympathy. I write notes like I am texting you. I wish that one day I will be able to show you the text and we can go back to normal. But deep down I know it will never happen and that is just something I will have to accept. But for now I will continue to write notes for you. Until I slowly forget to write to you and you are nothing but a distant memory. I hope.
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2024.11.25 05:41 Much-Light-1049 Do y’all think it’s too late to get calls?
I haven’t bought any and I’m wondering if it’s too late…
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2024.11.25 05:41 estifxy220 Why were major metropolitan areas and cities in the US in such poor condition in the 70s and 80s, and what led to their drastic improvement today?
With how much the 70s and 80s are romanticized, especially when talking about the US, I was surprised to hear how bad life was in pretty much every major metropolitan area in the US was at the time.
NYC, probably the most famous example, had so much crime that walking over broken glass from car break-ins and robberies was normal, and some parts of the city looked like an actual warzone, especially the Bronx. Areas that are now world famous today such as Times Square had a ton of porn shops and prostitutes, and SoHo had drug dealers everywhere. LA had basically unliveable amounts of smog, to the point where you had to wear a gas mask while in downtown or stay inside on some days to not damage your lungs, and gang violence and shootouts were at its peak. Chicago and DC both had insanely high homicide rates, and Miami had a huge problem with drugs, especially cocaine. SF also had a huge problem with drugs and prostitution, and even Boston was very dangerous in the 70s/80s. Seattle had huge problems with homelessness.
The only major cities I can think about that were doing especially well in the 70s/80s are cities in Texas such as Houston and Dallas, because of oil. But besides that, pretty much every other major city had tons of crime, drugs, and so much urban decay to the point where some parts of the cities looked like actual warzones that just got bombed. But my question is, why? On paper, most people would've probably assumed the 70s/80s in the US were amazing because of how romanticized it is, so much so to the point where people call it "America's peak", and wishing to go back to that era. Also with how much people complain about crime nowadays, saying its at its peak, when it probably barely even compares to what it was like back then. What caused American cities and metropolitan areas to be in such bad conditions across the board on nearly every metric during the 70s and 80s? And while a lot of them still have major issues, how did they improve so drastically to what we have today?
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2024.11.25 05:41 HappifyChris PS3 keeps doing this, what’s wrong with it?
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2024.11.25 05:41 TimeFlies1221 Rebecca Romijn Plugging X-Men w/ Conan O'Brien on Late Night With Conan O'Brien PT. II
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2024.11.25 05:41 Next_Airport_7230 This should absolutely be a crime
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2024.11.25 05:41 Old_Inflation_6432 Watch and read the Comment please.
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2024.11.25 05:41 Mr_Matt_Ski_ Starting December 1st, Kollabe will require a subscription for premium features
 | First, I want to thank each one of you who has been part of Kollabe's journey. Your support and feedback have helped shape this platform into what it is today - a tool that thousands of agile teams rely on daily for their planning poker and retrospective needs. I've always been committed to providing Kollabe as a free tool, but as our user base has grown into the tens of thousands, so have our operational costs. To ensure Kollabe's sustainability and continue providing you with a reliable, high-quality platform, I need to make some important changes. Starting December 1st, 2024, Kollabe will transition to a subscription model:
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2024.11.25 05:41 _cyberkat_ I need some help
I want to transition and get on hormones but every day I put off calling my doctor because I'll need to start a confidential communications request and then do it but, for some reason I haven't been able to and it's been lurking over me for months
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2024.11.25 05:41 HomelessTeletubby ringo inspiration ‘everything means nothing to me’
do yall think the drums on that song are inspired by ringo? obviously elliott was a huge beatles fan, and the drumming of that song in particular has some striking resemblances to songs like Long, Long, Long or A Day In The Life, which the first drum fill almost feels like its taken straight from.
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2024.11.25 05:41 xtremegamingtech Winter Mods for the Gen4
Got mudguards installed and getting window visors. Any1 got any other suggestions on mods that may be of use for winter time ?
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2024.11.25 05:41 Obvious_Relative8001 ⠀
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2024.11.25 05:41 Another_Lovebird Share a recent development in your spiritual life, large or small!
I think God wants me to keep reaching out, so here I am! Anyways, I would love to hear what y’all have been experiencing in your spiritual lives. It could be anything from a religious experience, to a trial you’ve been faced with, to a spiritual overhaul, or just a change of pace. It’s always good for my soul to hear your stories.
My recent development is a return of an indescribable and immediate faith in God and His constant loving presence, perhaps more robust than ever before. I feel Him accompanying me as a Companion in my life, a Friend whom I can trust with everything, who is always there as a support if I only turn to Him. There is this indescribable sweetness I feel, this wholesomeness, pure goodness, this loving care and understanding, this support, all so utterly mysterious—but of course those words don’t capture it at all. It’s so far beyond words that what I write feels quite silly. I love my Friend so much! I could not be more lucky! I am going through many inner challenges lately, and it can get quite rough, but God is helping me through it and overall I just feel so thankful.
BTW, does anyone else think that there should be a weekly thread like this?
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2024.11.25 05:41 buchakasjoe New Members Intro
Si eres nuevo a esta comunidad, presentate!! Estamos aquí para apoyarnos y romper nuestro ciclo económico actual!! 🙌
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2024.11.25 05:41 OkFlower4084 Link for nike shox
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2024.11.25 05:41 Bay_Ruhsuz004 Which GTA Game Would You Like to See Remake,Vice City or San Andreas?What Changes and New Features Would You Like to See in the Remake?
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