i hate my whole existence and i want to change it

2024.11.25 10:50 ApplicationOk1450 i hate my whole existence and i want to change it

I had a rough childhood.I was bullied by my peers and family.I'm not blaming them though i was visibly different from them.They mocked my walking,talking and quite everything.I was very shy and scared about everything at all times.I don't know if those traits loaded in me over time or i had them naturally.The problem with me now is those traits haven't changed at all just i got more dumber.I realize things way too late .Most people realize those things in a second i realize them after a minute.This trait seems innocent and have no harm but when it happens people blantly tell me that im dumb and even without they telling me that takes a huge toll on my mental health.And i want to change how my brain works,be smarter ,more bubbly i want to change everything about me.I know i do it for people i know im doing it because of childhood traumas.But i want to change and i don't know how to.I will be so happy if you guys share your insights with me

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2024.11.25 10:50 MAXBAX2378 Asked my graphic desinger friend to draw Micah as a rat, and he cooked

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2024.11.25 10:50 mekkyz-stuffz We're gonna invest a NAS when downloading music via SoulSeek

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2024.11.25 10:50 HairyTie3109 How does one self exclude them self for 30 days and not remember doing it. Well they say this guy did.

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2024.11.25 10:50 dark_diaries_ A QUIET ACHE

Everyone has someone to watch their back, But I walk alone, with no one to track. I feel so alone sometimes, As if I've committed some crimes.
I wander aimlessly, unsure where to go, When everyone is discussing where to go. Their laughter surrounds, but I'm not a part, A quiet ache remains deep in my heart.
Now I'm so afraid to be alone, I just want someone to call my own.
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2024.11.25 10:50 touchlines Not good enough

Today was a sad day, and it just made me reflect and think to myself, and I am a big overthinker, "am I good enough for relationships?" Like, am I of enough quality to be someone else's companion? I'm usually full of self doubt sadly, but after today, I just think I will never get in a relationship. I, 18m, never chased girls at school or anywhere, and never even thought about relationships, just hoping perhaps the right person would be with me at the right time. But I guess I am wrong. I understand they're difficult, but I'm the sort of person who is happy to commit to something if its worth it, and want success for me, them, and us both short and long term. But perhaps some people just aren't made for relationships, like ever? Like now I can see why so many people say they're giving up on dating in this subreddit. Probably add me to that list now. Thoughts? sorry for such a rant, unscripted post.
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2024.11.25 10:50 Beatz89 Your Network Setups

Just wondering what everybody's networks look like? I am wanting to set up a new WiFi network to keep all my IoT devices on a separate network (to keep the spy's out!). I do have Zigbee devices and know that uses 2.4ghz, so just wondering if anyone has problems with multiple WiFi routers running 2.4ghz and zigbee at the same time. Also what switches/routers you all use.
My home assistant is growing every day so need to come up with solutions to keep my networks from slowing with all the devices! Appreciate any insight you guys might have for me
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2024.11.25 10:50 Kbear_Anne Any planners similar to Amanda Rach Lee’s Doodle Planner?

Any planners similar to Amanda Rach Lee’s Doodle Planner? Hey! Anyone know of any planners similar to Amanda Rach Lee’s Doodle Planner? I really like the concept of a colouring book and a planner in one, but this one is quite expensive
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2024.11.25 10:50 PastEase Clubs poker error

Clubs poker error Are the games not showing up for anyone else?
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2024.11.25 10:50 Ok-Society4123 Is MVP Russ the most clutch player of all time?

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2024.11.25 10:50 ReasonableEar7075 [Recruiting] - Cybersecurity Sales Commission Opportunity

Sales Commission Opportunity
Company - Serket Security (serket-security.com)
We want to be transparent, this is a blatant offer for selling our product to be returned with commission.
We expect the product to be sold at £512 and are willing to offer you £100 commission per sale.
You can see from our post history we have been doing some market research around our product.
We are trying to provide small businesses with a clear roadmap to upgrading their cyber security, to hopefully help them avoid severe costs further down the line that were very preventable.
We will provide you with a sales brochure and a brief overview of the company and a link to our website. Ideally you will sell to small/medium size enterprises.
To be clear, there is absolutely no cost to you, no joining fee or any payments you will need to make, just us paying you for confirmed sales.
For more information please DM.
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2024.11.25 10:50 Hot_Eye_7853 Ma ktos fajne mlode suczki z poznania lub okolic pv

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2024.11.25 10:50 ProfessionalInvite90 jumia the final boss of scammers

Sometimes back I read how e-commerce platforms steal from their vendors by labelling items as lost in transit, these were experiences from Kenya & Nigeria, however the scheme is now here with us in Uganda.
Jumia has graduated from Scam/item prices on their cite where the buyer ends up paying more than advertised & are now stealing from the vendors in the name of items being 'forfeited'.
This is how they do it, so someone will order an iPhone 16 pro max in let's say Lira. Vendors will drop it off, however on shipping it to Lira, Jumia will claim that the buyer never picked it up & have no way of getting it back. They then ghost the vendor, even upon following up then claim the vendor did not come to pick the items a week after they reached out, so now the item is forfeighted & is now under Jumia ownership. That my friend is how someone at Jumia gets themselves a new iPhone 16 pro max at no expense.
nwy that's my experience as a vendor, feel free to comment your experiences, I believe if it's something they do regularly, we can take legal actions
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2024.11.25 10:50 strongBody71 Comfort-truss inguinal hernia belt in europe?

Hi guys ! Do you know whether i can find this belt in europe ? as it has 50$ delivery price from USA
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2024.11.25 10:50 BlakeyDee303 Is this substrate ok for my pictus gecko?

Is this substrate ok for my pictus gecko? Hey guys! Got a question here. I recently purchased a pictus gecko but the substrate I'm using seems too dry. When I run my fingers through it, it's really dusty. Maybe a little to dry? I'm using Reptisoil mixed with Repilite Calcium Substrate (half and half). Want to give scooter the best conditions for what I have. I was thinking either go with either all sand or all Reptisoil. What do you guys think?
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2024.11.25 10:50 Traditional_Bread571 PM Modi Praises Unique Efforts to Revive Sparrows | A Call for Conservation

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2024.11.25 10:50 Lsharpvids What is this?

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2024.11.25 10:50 Horror-Contest7416 Anyone else hating this Darius thing on TikTok

Love the guy and their content but every time an autistic person gets popular it just leads to more hate and bigotry towards us. Like today loads of guys in my class where making his stimming noises and laughing there heads off.
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2024.11.25 10:50 RegularDesigner3260 What do you think of this car?

What do you think of this car? I think I’m gonna buy it and make an off-road mods, but I think it’s expensive..
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2024.11.25 10:50 Demon_Beas New cooperation // Earning $300

Hello everyone! Like many of you, I use the Coinbase exchange, and after 4 years of using it, I’ve realized there’s no more loyal and secure platform out there. Moreover, Coinbase often organizes various events for its users to attract new audiences and reward existing ones.
One of the events I liked the most was “Learn and Earn”, where they gave away cryptocurrency for completing different tasks. Now, they’re launching a collaboration with the EOS token, which will reward participants with coins. I’ve already been participating in it for 2 days and have earned tokens worth $300. I absolutely love events like this!
How does it work?
We’re rewarded for specific actions, just like in “Learn and Earn”. The essence is to make transactions with the EOS token on the Coinbase exchange, and in return, we get a reward of +0.5% of the transaction amount.For example, if you use 1,000 EOS in a transaction, you’ll receive 1,005 EOS back.One transaction takes about 10 minutes, and you can perform up to 20 transactions per day.
This collaboration has been in testing for 2 days and hasn’t gained much popularity yet, as it hasn’t been announced in the mass media. However, this method can already be used right now. I learned about it from a programmer friend who works on optimizing this project and has significant experience in this field. Honestly, this is an absolute game-changer.
How long this will last, I don’t know. I believe that once the news spreads, a flood of people will jump on this method, and it won’t last longer than a week. So, this is a fantastic opportunity to start now and earn more than others. Don’t put it off—test this method today! If you have any questions or don’t understand something, feel free to contact me—I’ll gladly help and answer all your questions!
Detailed instructions for receiving coins in the comments:
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2024.11.25 10:50 Dangerbunny81 Animal Cracker Sized Bed Bug Bites

Animal Cracker Sized Bed Bug Bites Got eaten alive on a Kenyan Airways plane… best part, was the only person out of 300 plus to get bit… plane was complete full so they couldn’t move me anywhere else so they placed multiple layers of blankets on my seat 🙈 At least scored a business class ticket for the next leg after threatening social media posts. Itchiest I ever felt!
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2024.11.25 10:50 Xavilend When sorting by new episodes added, Buzzcocks and Resident Alien constantly show as most recent added episodes despite not having new episodes adding for weeks. Any ideas why Plex keeps thinking this is the case?

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2024.11.25 10:50 Zef1rkaa Mega ampharos raid 2 in person 467714943487

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2024.11.25 10:50 ValuableAd8872 What’s that music?

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2024.11.25 10:50 Resident-Bug-8567 Techno Parties during the holidays

Hi everyone,
me (26F) and my two friends (22F, and 26F) are going to be in berlin around Christmas and New Year's and would like to go to some clubs. I have lived in Berlin before and tried a few places. This time I would really like to go to Sisyphos and Kater Blau but I am open to suggestions. I would really appreciate your feedback on some questions:
- Which clubs do you suggest that are hosting parties even on Christmas eve/day and even NYE?
- Around how much does entrance cost?
- When is the best time to get in?
- What is the dress code?
- I speak fluent German but my friends don't. Will that be an issue?
Thank you very much!
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