2024.11.25 12:40 Bloggerneo This is best way to live life.....
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2024.11.25 12:40 Odd-Course-5391 Keynote by Antonio Neri – Unlock the future of AI, Hybrid Cloud, and Networking (with ISL)
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2024.11.25 12:40 Lil-tay-the-god [WTB] Hel Star 6 strobe and S&S M-Ax mount
$120-150 for the strobe (preferably tan-green)
$120 for the mount (preferably tan as well)
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2024.11.25 12:40 one_morebook_81 Looking for... Betray Alpha's Beta Mate
After rejection, I was deemed a threat and lost my future Beta role. Shunned. I left and became the Beta ofanew pack Years later, my ex-mate, the Alpha, begged for another chance during a collaboration submitted by one_morebook_81 to romancenovels [link] [comments] |
2024.11.25 12:40 Silver_Let_1331 Tenho cara de gay?
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2024.11.25 12:40 tera84 Gibby Tattoo
Got this done yesterday 😂
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2024.11.25 12:40 n0ahbody Halifax International Security Forum
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2024.11.25 12:40 xender000 Is Samsung 990 Pro 2TB SSD compatible with HP Victus 16-e0361AX?
i have a HP Victus 16-e0361AX Laptop and i am thinking about a ssd upgrade, so will "Samsung 990 Pro 2TB M.2 NVMe Gen4 Internal SSD" be a better and compatible choice or option ?
link -> https://mdcomputers.in/samsung-990-pro-2tb-mz-v9p2t0bw.html
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2024.11.25 12:40 Loud-Peanut3478 I can’t do this anymore
My hands and feet and body the pain and numbness I can’t deal with it anymore it’s 24:7 worse in the morning I can’t live this life anymore what can I do ? Do they offer euthanization anywhere close by?
I have no quality of life. I don’t brush my teeth. I shower maybe once a week I can’t do this anymore.
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2024.11.25 12:40 clearlyUT When did we EVER discuss that determination was red or yellow?
Determination was ALWAYS red from the start. Where did yall get determination was yellow submitted by clearlyUT to Undertale [link] [comments] |
2024.11.25 12:40 arthasya-sapien Kanwar Yatra route Got permission to fell over 1.12 lakh trees UP tells NGT
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2024.11.25 12:40 Teaandthreeteaspoons Notts Going On — Light Post Farm and Sherwood Observatory's Planetarium
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2024.11.25 12:40 Rishiit1 How Is This Possible? GTA 6 Trailer 1 Isn’t 1 Year Old, but This Is
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2024.11.25 12:40 Ok-Day-260 How would you build Luvanis Dellamorte?
I’m interested in playing a character similar to Lucanis Dellamorte from DA: The Veilguard. The assassin part is easy (rogue ofc), but how would you guys build a character that is possessed by a demon?
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2024.11.25 12:40 TalaKnight loro piana x new balance
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2024.11.25 12:40 1Just4fun2023 M63
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2024.11.25 12:40 shadema_ ???
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2024.11.25 12:40 Muted-Rhubarb6176 How do I find link for abacus?
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2024.11.25 12:40 joelclarkart Grinch
In 2020, I did a lot of sidewalk art to keep my self busy. My kids loved it and then the community did as well. submitted by joelclarkart to sidewalkchalk [link] [comments] |
2024.11.25 12:40 Non_Existent07 I need advice
So I have 3 dark essence and I want to get PD to diamond... But I don't want to get rid of furmidable or M&F because I think they're good... Are they good? Is it worth it? submitted by Non_Existent07 to SkullGirlsMobile [link] [comments] |
2024.11.25 12:40 sunflowers_rosemary (TW) My grandma is su!cidal and her mother has dementia.
I just left my hometown after a weekend and I'm writing this on my train back home, as I had to get it out of my head asap. I've never asked strangers online for advice on such a matter, but right now I'm absolutely on the edge and helpless.
[TW: su!cide, SH]
I don't even know where to start. This post will be extremely long, but I'll have to give a lot of context.
My grandma (72), who has been mentally unwell for the past two decades and always refused to get help, lives with my great grandma (93), her mother, who's showing clear signs of dementia. I don't remember the last time they got along well - my grandma has always been hot-headed and still holding grudge towards her mother who favorited her other child, whom I'll refer to as the uncle (75).
I've lived with my grandma for my entire childhood, until I moved to a bigger city at the age of 18, to study and escape the emotional abuse she, although unwillingly, did to me. And now, this is where everything gets fucked up. My grandma was assigned my guardian by law due to multiple tragedies that had happened in our family. My grandpa, her husband, died by su!cide, in several years followed by his son (who was cheated on by his wife) and then, when I was 6, by my mom (after my father left her alone with an unwanted baby). All three hung themselves and this way my grandma lost her spouse and both of her children. I became an orphan and from now on was raised by my grandma, who was suffering from severe mental health issues and alcoholism (which, fortunately, she managed to win the battle against, however still leaving her with bad depression and su!cidal ideation). This is when her mother, my great grandma, comes into picture - she moved in after my mom's death to help and from now on we all lived together.
As I had mentioned, the two didn't really get along well, even when my great grandma was healthier. During my teenage years I truly hated my grandma for never being asked how I feel and blamed for crying and suffering from severe insomnia. She called me oversensitive, stupid and often threatened she would "leave and never come back" or hurt herself if I didn't stop being "this way". She once caught me sh-ing and just said she must be a bad caretaker, before taking my blade and never bringing up the subject again. She never took me to a professional as she didn't, and still doesn't, believe in mental healthcare. Now, when I'm 22, I finally got my diagnosis of autism spectrum disorder and c-ptsd. But when I told her about it, she brushed it off saying everyone has some kind of problems.
And with my great grandma, she was just the same, if not worse. They argued, she kept scolding her for making mistakes while helping with the chores and she was always the one raising her voice. I remember how my grandma once called her an "old wh0re" and then told me "If I become like her one day, do me the favor and just kill me".
At the time, I truly saw my grandma as the villain. I used to be very close with my great grandma, much closer. She was just as gentle as me, a highly sensitive people pleaser who just moved into her daughter's apartment to help her with such a loss. And I'm aware I didn't portray my grandma in a great light. However, even after all she's done to us, I can't not be empathetic. It took a lot of violence, but I forgave her everything. I know she saw my mother in my mental breakdown and she desperately didn't want to be a bad caretaker. She always tried to compensate it by putting food on the table and giving me gifts. She loved me and she still does. And I love her back.
But things are turning worse, awfully worse.
I felt bad for moving from my hometown, but I had to save myself - it was around that time that I hated everything about my home and my grandma wanted me to fulfill my dreams too. Now I've been living in another city (1,5h away by train), in an apartment with my boyfriend, planning to get married. Pursuing second-cycle studies and working part-time as a private art teacher for children.
And since the beginning of this year, my great grandma, now 93, has been slowly losing her memory. Losing stuff and experiencing delusions, claiming someone broke into her apartment, forgetting the names of her late grandchildren or our cat. And my grandma absolutely can't take it. I can see she turned more empathetic, slowly realising her mother isn't being malicious and doing it for the attention, just truly becoming more and more ill. But it's too much for her emotionally - and I don't remember the last time I genuinely saw her smile. Neither of them, to be honest. My grandma says she has no one to talk to now, so now I'm trying to visit her as often as possible, calling her everyday. But when I come over, I see that there's not much I can actually change - neither of them listens to me when I ask my grandma to see a psychiatrist or I offer finding a nurse for the great grandma so she could go back to her apartment, as the two clearly should not live together. They still see me as a powerless child.
We began asking the uncle for help - he lives with his wife, both are retired, they don't have much to do on a daily basis. But he always finds excuses not to come visit his own mom, and I've heard it's mostly because of his wife, who has absolute control over him, his home and his pension. And my great grandma understands - she praises him for taking care of his grandchildren, before coming to my grandma and saying that her own daughter hates her. It hurts me so much to see both of them misunderstanding each other like this. They never sat down and talked in the past few years.
Today my great grandma woke up in a low mood and out of sudden announced that she feels like she should move out and return to her own apartment, because she's a burden to my grandma. She's been saying those things often and we know that she truly doesn't want to go (and we don't want to let her), she'd stay if my grandma didn't raise her voice and call her names anymore. But my grandma, although now much gentler with me, can't control her emotions and is even more on the edge than ever. The argument escalated, my great grandma kept repeating the same thing over and over again, that she just wants her daughter to have some peace, while my grandma claimed she'll find a way to solve the problem, either way or another. Then she cried and said that, at worse, she'll jump under a train and it will all be my great grandma's fault. She also told me later to, if something happens to her, take care of our cat.
I'm absolutely terrified. I've never seen her like this. And I remember how my mom once asked me, when I was 5, if I'd buy her the most beautiful candle for her tomb if she died. I naively replied "but isn't grandma going to die first?" to which she just said peacefully "no, I will."
I bottled my emotions up as I left for the train, as my grandma insisted on walking me to the station. I'll make sure to call her when I arrive home.
I have no idea what to do anymore. This is so hopeless and I see that even my visits in my hometown aren't helping. Neither of them wants my help, my grandma refuses to see a doctor and doesn't want any meds since she's already taking a lot of pills for her heart (she had a minor heart attack once). And I feel guilty for living my life, knowing that shit is going down and both of them will probably die unhappy if it continues. I just wish I could ease their pain a little, but I can't even do this.
This story will not have a happy ending. I'm just terrified to think how bad it can be.
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2024.11.25 12:40 Melenard Do we know anything about which paragons come out next and which ones last?
What the title says. Do we have any ideas about which paragons will come out next and which ones will be the last ones to come out?
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2024.11.25 12:40 Practical_Day4402 Magnifiqa by eLixir
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2024.11.25 12:40 East-West1781 Rental vehicle insurance?
Does anyone know, if I use my Costco Mastercard for a car rental in Canada, does it provide accident insurance? I read the user agreement and benefits documents and it's not clear to me. Also I have CAA which I think may also provide insurance but again, it is not spelled out clearly. TIA for any info.
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