Goodbye
2024.11.26 11:20 TheScrubLorde Goodbye
I have to admit something I think you might already know. I love you. I admire everything about you. Your strength, your growth, your past, your independence, your honesty, your smile, your crazy cackling laugh. I was questioning myself thinking I couldn't possibly have fallen in love over such a short time. But I can't deny it. I want to see you thrive and be the best you you can be. I love you so very much as a person. I want to support you and lift you up through the hard times. I want to enjoy the peace and happiness of the good times with you. I thought I would still be able to do that as just a friend. But I don't think that's realistic for me. I want to be with you too badly. Maybe if we just started out as friends in the first place it would be different. I wanted to tell you this with my own voice. I wanted so badly to believe that we were the right people at the wrong time. But in the end I wasn't even worth a phone call to you. Our conversations feel dull and empty now. It's clear to me that I will never mean as much to you as you do to me. I'm finally starting to accept that reality.
I wish I could be a real friend to you. I wish I didn't fall so fast and so deeply. But real friends truly want what's best for each other. I know I would fall to pieces if you started seeing someone else. I would shatter if I saw someone else playing that role in your life. I just can't see myself being happy about it and supporting you in that way at this point. I would hate myself more than anything if my hurt somehow got in the way of your friendship with my sister. I don't want to be a fake friend just orbiting around you, praying that you wake up one day and realize you want to be with me too. I would only end up hurting myself more. I would only end up making you feel like I don't truly care about what you want and what's best for you. I think the best way I can support you now is to bow out and love you from a distance. I honestly do hope you eventually find someone who fills that hole for you. I know that's not what you're looking for right now. You're patching that hole up yourself with your own personal growth and REAL friends. God I wish so badly I could be a real friend to you. I wish I could help ease the pain. I wish I could rip out my selfish heart and be somebody tangible and beneficial in your life.
I feel I never really let you get to know me the way I got to know you. I held myself back if you can believe it. I didn't want to scare you away with my past, with my personality, with my affection for you. Though I was pretty shit at holding back my affection obviously. I meant every single word when I told you how inspiring and uplifting you are to me. It wasn't just love drunk ramblings. It wasn't just because I thought we had a mutual connection. You are truly an amazing person. You are so precious to me. You deserve the best out of life. You make me want to be a better person. To be good enough for you. I can't stand it. I feel so stupid. I should want to be a better person for myself. Maybe that's part of why you don't feel a connection. I still want to work to improve myself, though the reasons are disappointing. I hope with time I can learn to love myself enough to love you with my whole heart, unselfishly.
I wish I knew how you actually felt. You told me I did nothing wrong. You told me the result, but not the how and the why. Just a gut feeling, seemingly overnight. How long did you feel this way before you told me? When did things change from feeling safe, feeling happy, to whatever this is? Were you scared of hurting me? Of course you were. You're so empathetic and kind. I hope I didnt hurt you. I hope this isn't hurting you right now. You don't owe me any explanations. You don't owe me anything at all. I just wish I could understand what is actually going on in your mind and in your heart.
I know you don't need to hear this part but I'm already this far gone so whatever. I miss holding you so much. I miss your presence. I miss your warmth. I miss your beautiful face. I miss your kind soul. Your kisses felt more real than anything I've experienced. It didn't feel like just sex to me. It felt like I was making love for the first time in my life. When I realized that this time was final, that we'd never hang out in the pool, eat a home cooked dinner together, cuddle up with a movie, have a sexy guitar lesson, I cried. I cried harder than I have in 20 years. I'm crying now knowing you don't want that with me. I'm crying knowing that what I felt with you was genuine and I'm not someone you could feel that way about. I'm not telling you this to make you feel bad, I know it's my own fault. I just need to say it. I'm so fucking selfish. I wanted to be someone with whom you could let the mask down. I wanted to be someone with whom you could find relief from the pain. Instead I only pushed myself onto you and made your world more complicated than it already was. I'm so sorry. I can't even describe the intensity of regret I feel for doing that.
I truly wish the best for you. Be the best you can be, don't let fools like Neal and I hold you back. Keep loving yourself, keep improving, keep enjoying life, keep searching for the light that makes you feel whole. There will always be a big place in my heart for you. Whether I can find it in myself to let go of the relationship my heart aches for, or that your feelings for me rekindle in the future. I hope this isn't goodbye forever. I will always love you E.
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2024.11.26 11:20 ClaudeWithSauce *inserted the most dumb opinion possible*
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2024.11.26 11:20 LseHarsh Lioness eating her own cub after it had succumbed to injuries from a crocodile attack.
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2024.11.26 11:20 TheDLister Zoro vs ghislaine,who would win?
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2024.11.26 11:20 Sam_Becca La Piña mejora el sabor del semen
Seguramente habrás escuchado que consumir piña contribuye a mejorar el sabor del semen. ¿Ya has pensado gastar dinero comprando kilos de esta fruta? Tu sexóloga en Tampa te dirá la verdad y luego verás si te das una vuelta por la frutería o mejor no.
90 por ciento de semen está conformado por azúcares, proteínas, vitaminas y sales minerales que hay en el cuerpo del hombre. Estos en su mayoría provienen de los alimentos que come.
Esto quiere decir que los hábitos alimenticios son un factor fundamental para el sabor del semen. Sin embargo, la piña por sí sola no hace dulce al semen sino todas las frutas cítricas y alimentos con fibra. En pocas palabras, también compra arándanos, papaya y limón.
Estas frutas alcalinizan el sabor del semen reduciendo su sabor amargo. Eso sí, toma en cuenta que las frutas no son mágicas y sólo mejoran un poco el sabor. Si eres un hombre que come muchas carnes, comida enlatada, embutidos y alimentos procesados, el sabor de tu semen será mucho más amargo.
¿Qué afecta negativamente el sabor del semen? Cuatro de las cosas que más afectan el sabor del semen son el tabaco, alcohol, drogas y consumir espárragos en exceso. Este último puede llegar darle al esperma un olor muy penetrante.
Otros alimentos que afectan negativamente al semen son el pollo, carnes rojas, brócoli, coliflor, ajo, cebollas, leche y coles de bruselas. Aunque suene irónico, el chocolate también está en la lista negra, así como el huevo.
En resumen, disminuye las carnes, come frutas cítricas y evita las drogas y el alcohol. Estos cambios en la dieta también te ayudarán a mejorar otros aspectos de la salud. ¿Quieres conocer más sobre sexualidad? Contáctame y conversemos en mi consultorio o vía Skype.
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2024.11.26 11:20 1nsaneMfB Looking for road maintenance advice
I'm part of a community project to clean up one of the main access roads to our rural residential neighborhood.
We have a few of these t-junctions along this access road that we are going to clean up.
Now this photo right here shows exactly my problem. Its this layer of incredibly hard and compacted clay and sand.
Is this one of those "just grab a few okes and shovels and go to town on that pile" or is there a better way im missing?
Our municipality is useless and have ignored this road for over a decade. we're now going to do something about it.
Please help, how do we remove this compacted clay? just shovels and sheer will?
Thanks
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2024.11.26 11:20 o-Dasd-o How to save the model variable value to another variable and on reset for example, it change to default the model variable value
I have a component with a model variable and input on apply the model value save and store. But how on reset the value of the model value reset to the previous state value if many changes did to the component...
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2024.11.26 11:20 bugeye61 Jason Go
Jason holds the whole show back with his constant interruptions and petty remarks. The shows w/o Jason provide more information and more intelligent discussion. I can’t remember Jason offering a valuable original take first.
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2024.11.26 11:20 Alert_Schedule1651 Need advice on getting started with Khorne
Hi guys
After several years, finally want to start playing my blades of khorne. Got any advice on where to get started with listbuilding / what to get?
So far I only have skarbrand, the old start collecting khorne daemons box from aos 2 and the chaos daemons boarding patrol.
I know I need the terrain + prayers and I also want to get a bloodthirster. When it comes to the models I really love the demon side of khorne but I don't mind the mortals either, especially if they are needed to stand a chance in games.
I mostly have to go up against SCE, STD and OBR. Not looking to counter these guys specifically or anything, I want to be able to stand my ground in general. All my friends compete in tournaments so I need to step up my game if I want them to stop smashing my demonic wardollies :/
Listbuilding isn't my strong suit as I am primarily a painter, so I figured I should get some advice on what is a must have before I spend hundreds on a list again that gets wrecked in every game lol
Thanks in advance ;)
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2024.11.26 11:20 angel_hanachi God bless whoever invented hot dog sausages
It makes eating meat so much less stressful, I hate when I be happily chomping down on some grub only for my teeth to hit a rock hard solid BONE.
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2024.11.26 11:20 DogOnTheLeash We have to talk about Harley Pasternak (again)
He got mentioned again in this post https://www.reddit.com/DarkKenny/s/nDy8qE4gdV so we have to talk about him again.
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2024.11.26 11:20 Practical-Pomelo-220 Pain
My gf broke up with me because I blacked out. Understatement. Cops coulda gotten involved . Was bad . I’m embarrassed and hate myself for letting it get that bad . I’ve never been like this but lately had just want to argue for no reason .and cost me My relationship is done . I’m trying to show that I can change and maybe I’m a long shot she can see that I’m trying ..going to therapy Also been going to meetings . But I end up asking myself what’s the point ….shes gone ..I’m mainly doing this for her and yes I kno I should also do it to better myself but if there’s no hope what’s the point ? A beer and shot relieve the empty pain ….please tell me I shouldn’t go to a bar
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2024.11.26 11:20 vjcullen The whole story behind Phoenix stealing Mike's last pick, he was just being a sweetheart ❤️
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2024.11.26 11:20 MugShots Woman Accused Of Struggling With, Attempting To Run From Troopers
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2024.11.26 11:20 some_guy_having_fun What is this?
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2024.11.26 11:20 No-Gas-4980 Hey I just woke up and my sisters’s friend just came downstairs and called me handsome, is she flirting?
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2024.11.26 11:20 arpologica Export Geschäft - Set-up bzgl. Mehrwertsteuer
Hallo zusammen,
ich habe ein Einzelunternehmen in Deutschland gegründet und fungiere momentan als Zwischenhändler. Ich beziehe Produkte (Krankenhausequipment) von Deutschen Herstellern und verkaufe diese nach Südamerika.
Das Equipment kaufe ich Ex-Factory, wo es dann von einem Freight-Forwarder zu seinem Ziel gebracht wird.
Ich bin mir nun nicht sicher welches Set-up bzgl. der Mehrwertsteuer beachtet werden muss bzw. ideal ist.
Muss ich beim Einkauf die Mehrwertsteuer bezahlen, obwohl die Produkte direkt von der Fabrik ins aussereuropäische Ausland (an ein anderes Unternehmen) gehen? Falls dem so ist, was muss ich beachten damit ich keine Problemen mit der MWSt-Rückerstattung bekomme? Gibt es ein Set-up bei dem ich die MWSt. nicht zahlen/vorstrecken muss? Sollte ich als Lieferadresse gleich die ausländische Lieferadresse angeben? Meine Rechungsadresse ist in D.
Hoffe ihr könnt mir basierend auf diese Informationen helfen.
Danke und beste Grüße
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2024.11.26 11:20 enchillados Is my Nepal Itinerary feasible?
Hello guys, I am going to be in Nepal from December 12-16 and this is the itinerary chatgpt recommended.
Note: I wanted to cover Kathmandu, Pokhara and Kalinchowk. I am not into temples and caves and I won’t be visiting them. I am also not into trekking either. I wanted to keep Kalinchowk because I have never seen snow and would like to be able to experience that.
Day 1: December 12 (Arrival in Kathmandu)
• 1:00 PM: Arrive in Kathmandu. Check in to your hotel and freshen up. • 3:00 PM: Visit Kathmandu Durbar Square and Swayambhunath Stupa (Monkey Temple). • 6:00 PM: Explore Thamel Market for shopping and dinner. • 10:00 PM: Board the overnight bus to Pokhara (7-8 hours). • 5:00 AM: Arrive in Pokhara. Check in to your hotel or freshen up. • 6:30 AM: Relax by Phewa Lake (optional boating) and visit Tal Barahi Temple. • 9:00 AM: Breakfast at a lakeside cafe. • 10:30 AM: Visit Davis Falls and Gupteshwor Cave. • 1:00 PM: Lunch at a local restaurant. • 3:00 PM: Visit the International Mountain Museum. • 5:30 PM: Head to the World Peace Pagoda for sunset views. • 7:30 PM: Dinner at Lakeside, Pokhara. • 4:30 AM: Drive to Sarangkot to watch the sunrise over the Annapurna Range. • 6:30 AM: Enjoy breakfast at a local cafe with mountain views. • 8:00 AM: Return to Pokhara for a peaceful morning at Begnas Lake. • 12:00 PM: Lunch at a local restaurant. • 1:30 PM: Free time for shopping, paragliding (optional), or relaxing by Phewa Lake. • 10:00 PM: Board the overnight bus back to Kathmandu (7-8 hours). • 5:00 AM: Arrive in Kathmandu and freshen up. • 6:00 AM: Drive to Kalinchowk (4–5 hours). • 11:00 AM: Visit Kalinchowk Bhagwati Temple via a cable car. Enjoy snow (if available) and mountain views. • 1:00 PM: Lunch in Kalinchowk. • 2:30 PM: Drive back to Kathmandu (4–5 hours). • 8:00 PM: Dinner in Kathmandu and rest. • 6:30 AM: Breakfast at the hotel. • 7:30 AM: Visit Patan Durbar Square or nearby attractions. • 11:00 AM: Last-minute shopping at Asan Bazaar or Thamel. • 1:00 PM: Lunch at a local restaurant. • 2:30 PM: Head to the airport for your 7 PM flight. submitted by enchillados to Nepal [link] [comments]
2024.11.26 11:20 MeanPollution5542 Girlfriend of 2 years prefers masturbating over sex with me. M28 F25
Little back story before we begin, early in our relationship we had a lot of fun sex, all over each other and even risky sex. First 6 months or so it was great and the deeper we got into the relationship it started dwindling down. Which is perfectly fine and normal, was not too worried about it. I knew she had a vibrator and loved to use it because she was very open about it, even told me how she had used it with some past partners before. At this point, (she requires clitoral stimulation to achieve orgasm) I suggest let’s incorporate it into our sex and tried it once and never happened again. I remained attainment that we keep trying and she says she’s not ready so after a few arguments about the fact she used it with past partners but not me I dropped it and said she’ll use it when she’s ready, whatever fine.
Fast forward to now, her sex drive has seemingly went down drastically in the last year. Given she is under a lot of stress between school and working full time. I try to be very understanding of this and understand that she’s exhausted a lot and doesn’t want sex. We’ve talked about this and discussed and she gives me the same reason about work and school and I let it go again.
But now, we have sex 3 to 4 times a week but the passion isn’t there and hardly no foreplay at all. Almost like she’s just letting me get off so I can leave her alone.
I’ve began to pay attention to how much she’s using her vibrator, and it hasn’t changed. I noticed the position of her vibrator yesterday before leaving for work and asked if she was feeling up to sex that afternoon and she said no. Out of curiosity I checked and it was in a different position, so I just asked if she had used it and she denied it right to my face.
I’ve even mentioned to her that she might want sex more if she was able to reach climax during sex if we used the vibrator and she still doesn’t want to try.
She’s now lying to my face about the use of it and still denying sex with me more than wanting me.
I have a lot of trust issues from being cheated on in past relationships, am I just being a jealous idiot or is this an actual problem that needs to be addressed? I want to marry this girl but if sex isn’t good now while we’re in our 20’s with no kids, it will get worse and I require much more than that.
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2024.11.26 11:20 i_lovepants Incredible Display
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2024.11.26 11:20 Waifu_Card_Maid_Bot NEW CARD SERIES - DONGMANNUSHENNIANFAN
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2024.11.26 11:20 valjayson3 Drone storage
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2024.11.26 11:20 sanjay5510 Это очень информативное видео о выводе средств на Binance. я настоятельно рекомендую это видео.
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2024.11.26 11:20 gigolopropganda Why the hell isn't Vortex Vanquisher getting buffed?
Its completely useless, and I don't say this lightly. The donuts have more use than this thing. Neither Zhongli or any other creature in this game profit from it compared to some other F2P weapon.
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