I can’t take this anymore.
2024.11.27 05:29 allthesedamnkids I can’t take this anymore.
I don’t even know how many d-days. Now he’s supposedly 25 days clean, but who the fuck knows.
I don’t want a husband who’s leering at 18 year old women who are half his age. I don’t want this. I don’t want to be with a porn addict.
I want to be with a real man who sees the beauty in me that I see in myself. When I’m alone or with friends or even with strangers I can feel my charm, I can see I’m attractive, I can dig it. But when I’m with my husband I feel ashamed, I feel hideous, I feel fat, I feel like a consolation prize for someone who will take it but will always be looking around when I’m not paying attention. I feel like I’m not enough and it’s embarrassing for me that I’d ever even think I could be close to enough.
26 weeks pregnant with our fourth son. 39 years old. I begged him for a happy pregnancy, this will be my last. He couldn’t deliver. I can’t forgive anymore.
He’s not a real man who meets life on life’s terms and appreciates people for who they are. He’s an abuser, a liar, constantly self seeking, living for moments of shallow gratification. He’s attracted to skinny teenagers and early 20-somethings that look like teenagers. That’s what he wants. I’m attracted to HIM. If I were scrolling videos (I don’t, I don’t use, but if I did) I’d be attracted to a video with a guy that looked like him in it. If he saw a woman that looked like me he’d scroll away instantly.
I have given out all the forgiveness I have left. One too many fake “I’m really doing recovery!”s for me.
He’s great, great dad, good looking, funny, handy, hardworking, we are great friends. But for this. I had a mentor once tell me “Almost right? …Isn’t Right.”
I can’t settle for this. I’ve been trying to convince myself to be okay with what we have, it’s pretty good. But I can’t. I’d rather be living in a cardboard box with someone who looked at me with the eyes filled with love I used to look at him with. Than be here and now with someone whose dream, I’m not.
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2024.11.27 05:29 MtmJM Clanking after changing front brake pads/rotors/and caliper bracket on one side on 2013 town and country
I did the front brake pads and rotors on my wife's town and country. Everything went smooth, but on the passenger side, one of the sliding pins in the bracket was seized and couldnt get it out. So i bought a new bracket and sliding pins.
Anyway, brakes work great, but noticed after a day of driving, when I am driving slow over bumps there is a metal clanking noise. If I press the brakes while going over the bumps the noise stops.
Any idea what's causing this?
One of the new sliding pins I got had a small gap, where on the old one it had a rubber piece around it. The new one did not have the rubber piece around it. Could that cause it? Or is it the pads?
Any help would be welcome thanks!
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2024.11.27 05:29 unpositve accidently dipped my headphne wire in my soup
ugh
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2024.11.27 05:29 Teryum21 The future is coming...
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2024.11.27 05:29 Any-Mix9820 Looking for Job as an Estimator
Hi everyone, I’m looking for a remote job opportunity in construction estimating, whether full-time or part-time. I have 2 years of hands-on experience in preparing accurate cost estimates for various construction projects, analyzing project documents, and collaborating with clients and teams to ensure efficient planning and budgeting.
I’m passionate about the field and eager to contribute my skills to a team, even in a remote setting. If you know of any opportunities or have tips on finding remote work in this niche, I’d greatly appreciate your help. Also, I already have my own equipment and an office house and I am from Philippines.
Thanks in advance!
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2024.11.27 05:29 DerrYrred Disini ada yang pernah ke ahli tidur?
Hai komodos. Gue mau tanya tanya tentang ahli tidur. Ngorok gue udah gak normal. sering dicomplain sama kosan sebelah dan kawan kawan nginep.
Gue juga hampir tiap hari rep repan.
Gue tinggal di Jakarta, kalau ada yang tau info dari harga, lokasi, prosedur. please info ya gan. Thank you.
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2024.11.27 05:29 thesplatoonperson Devs! Better idea than deleting bots!!
Please, devs, PLEASE just make the bots only unlisted on the explore page and search, only so that users who've chatted with them so that users can use the comfort characters or entertainment characters they've chatted with for months possible, but major companies can't find the AI and strike you down. So, like, say, there's a bot from a specific copyrighted company. Just make it so that new users can't find it (but old users can.) I know that coding this would/could be hard, but this could definitely fix a few problems c. ai has.
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2024.11.27 05:29 tarplette UnbeatableSale.com Black Friday 2024 Coupon Codes
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2024.11.27 05:29 Pale-Potato2156 DogWifHat
I saw Dogwifhat added to Robinhood and wondering if anyone else is eyeing it. I see if has a cap on circulation. Could it be better than doge?? Anyone know much about it
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2024.11.27 05:29 reddit_lss_2 crosspost without new title for 27/11/2024 05:28:24
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2024.11.27 05:29 MrHoodie1238 Controller
Hello, I’m trying to get reloaded on my steam deck but I’m not sure what keys to bind to what buttons, any help would be greatly appreciated. I know you can press 0 or whatever to get commands but I can’t even get through character creation without knowing any buttons
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2024.11.27 05:29 xUAx_Fyre this is a need
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2024.11.27 05:29 android_tests_pac Edit comment no changes test for 27/11/2024 05:28:23
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2024.11.27 05:29 Le-weeb-potato Minecraft Comes alive question
So I am playing with MCA and I can't get rid of the villager part of myself or the regular skin part of myself. I have tried editing and admin reset but it won't work. Any idea on what I should do?
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2024.11.27 05:29 CoreyFeldmanNo1Fan You had sex with the boys of summer?
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2024.11.27 05:29 LeFunni0ne Rip my Thanksgiving break
My team made playoffs and somehow this 2a school is all the way into our 3rd game and I’m sitting here crying because of my 6 am practice to 12 during my week off.
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2024.11.27 05:29 _StarDoodle_ Looking for fun sweatervests like this
https://preview.redd.it/nqizylt0qd3e1.png?width=604&format=png&auto=webp&s=a97dc6705f0d9bee0e5af9acb60108198aae7899
https://preview.redd.it/3i3tu5o8rd3e1.png?width=474&format=png&auto=webp&s=1cd4e7c09d04be6653ffabc737cff113a0a43cc2
Tbh I'm just looking for any kind of fun colorful sweater vest that isn't from shein at this point! Can be any colopattern, small brand recs are more than welcome :>
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2024.11.27 05:29 LoveLo_2005 Who was the pettiest president?
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2024.11.27 05:29 Key_Pair_6105 Please suggest books that revolve around travel and backpacking!
I’ve read ‘Wild’ by Cheryl Strayed and ‘Walking the Himalayas’ by Levison Wood. Enjoyed both of them. Any suggestions on what I can pick up next?
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2024.11.27 05:29 General_Price4213 Come kiss my feet
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2024.11.27 05:29 New_Lobster_8770 241125 Sieun - STAYC Selfie.zip | 'GPT' Activity #2
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2024.11.27 05:29 peonycode Baby Back Ribs 🦴. Any food recommendation? I should try next? Thankyou. Happy Kain ✨
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2024.11.27 05:29 TheEndosmash Keyboard Issues Post Match
Hello,
I am able to play one game of LOL before it seems to bug my whole computer. After a single game once the game closes I lose the ability to type on my PC. It doesn't just effect LOL but also carries over to other applications where I can no longer type.
No other application has caused this - and it has been happening for about 3 weeks. I have tried reinstalling with no fix. Any solutions ?
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2024.11.27 05:29 LilEve420 Just showing off Peen’s most recent two leaves and a couple of my favorites he’s put out. Still my favorite plant.
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2024.11.27 05:29 -_ShyPastelFox_- I was a victim of a scam
This is my first time posting so I hope I got it right I recently got scammed of a few of my randoms , by doing an age pot trade
I found them in the trading channel , and they were trading 100 age pots for randoms , and since I had a lot of these , I decided to trade them
We dmed , and I showed him the pets as usual , and we agreed on it
I usually trust the people in the trading channel of AdoptMeRoblox , so I forgot to check if they had proofs
So we got in game I gave them the randoms , then the pets to age , and they left the game , blocking me at the same time
This person's user is u/Waste-Attention1171 , and its roblox username is strwbrrycuppycakie , so do not trade them for age pots , or he might scam you out of your pets
I hope I did well explaining , and stay safe :)
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