(17M) I hate life

Taiwan. Chinese. May 22, 2018. #1. Here's a sentence I just made: "I hate * to do * homework because I feel unwell now." (I'd take it to mean "I don't want to do homework...") I wanted to know whether I can change the " to do " to "doing." I think I can't do it because "hate doing" expresses a general dislike of doing homework, which is not ... 其细微区别在于：hate常指具体的仇恨；而hatred表示的恨只能通过语境来体验。. 另外，hatred比hate多一层反感、厌恶、愤恨或害怕的意味。. hatred和hate的区别hatred和hate的区别一、读音不同hatred：英 ['heɪtrɪd] 美 ['heɪtrɪd]hate：英 [heɪt] 美 [heɪt]二、释义不同hatred：n ... 😖 I hate swimming. ☹️ I don't like swimming. 😐 I don't mind swimming. 😏 I quite like swimming. 🙂 I like swimming. 😀 I really like swimming. 😁 I love swimming. As you can see, "really" intensifies the statement, making it more positive, while "quite" tones it down, making it less positive. English USA. Apr 20, 2017. #5. To me "to the marrow of my bones" is perfectly okay and a set expression. I've more often heard or read it more completely though as " down to the marrow of my bones" with "down to" implying not just a light surface touch, but a deep penetration into the marrow's very interior. A hatred can't go any deeper than that. British English. Jul 18, 2011. #2. You have already learnt the truth: they are variants. I would always use cross-section. Omission of the hyphen could create ambiguity. A cross section of Americans hate queueing could be understood to mean A bad-tempered number of Americans. . . (unlikely but possible). Rover. I think if "love, like, enjoy,..." are used to express one's feeling, they must not be in v-ing. Ex: I really like this forum. Vice versa, if "love, like, enjoy,..." are used to express one's action, they must be in v-ing. Ex: I am enjoying the sight-seeing now. If possible, you can come with me since it is very fresh here. Senior Member. Persian. Jun 29, 2012. #1. Hello, I know using "to" after "help" is optional and I have seen examples of using [verb + ing] after help. My problem is I don't know if the verb "help" istself has "ing", can we use "ing" with the next verb as well or that would be odd? for example: Secondly, "I hate football and tennis" - the correct form, by the way - is not a negative sentence in that it does not contain a negative form of the verb "to hate." You (positively) hate both football and tennis, so "and" is called for. Your first sentence does contain a negative verb form, and in that situation either "and" or "or" may be ... hate有4种用法用作及物动词、可充当补足语的复合宾语等。. 具体如下：. 1、hate是及物动词,可接名词、代词、动词不定式、动名词。. 2、hate可用于虚拟语气的that从句或疑问词从句作宾语,也可接由动词不定式或现在分词充当补足语的复合宾语。. 3、hate接动词不 ... More grief to hide than hate to utter love. A more usual word order would be: 'This must be known, to hide which, being kept close, might move more grief than to utter love [might move] hate'. That is, hiding A might cause more of X than expressing B might cause of Y. In other words: 'This matter must be made known, because the act of hiding it ...

2024.11.28 00:30 donpojlo (17M) I hate life

I'm at the point of total despair.
It's not that I necessarily live a shitty life, but I hate everything about it so much that it makes me go crazy. I've felt this way since I was 12. 5 years of this shit, I can't even say it's a phase. It just keeps getting worse.
1 - My grades and my future I always LOATHED studying, but I am extremely capable. My parents knew that, and already imagined me as a successful businessman from the start; they thought forcing me to study was enough, and it was for a long time. I used to score A+ (European equivalent) on EVERY subject until about 2 years ago, when I mentally went off a cliff and started getting B-C-Es (and Fs, many).
Since then, my mother almost doesn't even talk to me anymore. She thinks my worth is measured by how much I study, and by now she genuinely believes I have no decent path ahead of me for my future. She says she's "severely traumatized" by my change, which seems irreversible.
2 - My identity I was pretty extrovert but I was always treaten as the awkward one, my mother kept saying it was "kindness" while my peers thought it was dumbness.
Things got the worst during start of high school, I was completely unfit, and I looked like a complete joke. I had to change to adapt, even in something I didn't want to be.
Eventually, I changed environment (new school), took time for myself and found my place. Yes, being myself, but without being too much myself. And without being the Spongebob Squarepants type of kind-dumb my mother wanted me to be.
3 - My self-esteem and relationships Since I grew up to be the awkward one, I eventually became a hateful and rancorous person. I hated myself. I still am hateful and rancorous and still hate myself, even if I mask it decently (I hope).
What I can't mask, however, is that permanent sense of detachement I feel from everyone around me. I act friendly but I know there's something off.
This distance I unconsciously put with everyone (and those with whom I don't, I am very selective about) also made my love life empty. Even though I am extremely tall where I live (with a big, wide frame) and generally talked about as considerably attractive in face, I have never held a hand, had a kiss or a relationship with anyone, ever.
If there was any girl interested in me, I pushed them away unknowingly. The one I was crushing for, which happens to be the prettiest girl of the school, I never even tried because I had no chance; already had like 100 guys waiting in line, but I had no reedemable qualities in a long-lasting relationship.
Many said my crush was indeed reciprocated (sometimes to crack a joke, sometimes in a more serious tone, never understood if it was really meant or not) but I never proceeded any further, she seemed to distance herself from these "allegations" and I respected that. Maybe I was the one who unknowingly put the distance first, AGAIN.
The best of all of this? I CONSIDER MYSELF UGLY AS SIN. I don't care how many people might have complimented me, I genuinely feel physically ill looking at myself in the mirror. I hate it and I hate having no idea of what I actually look like; I feel like people are lying to make me feel better.
4 My happiness I waste all my days doomscrolling or playing some shitty game on my PC. I cannot bring myself to enjoy ANYTHING. I feel completely numb to any sort of positive emotion for years.
The only things that keep me alive is my absolutely wonderful dog and my friends. Not happy or even serene, but I don't blow myself out (aside from fear of failing the attempt) because it deepens me to know how these ones would feel if I ever did.
I am only moved by anger. The smallest thing sets me off, everthing frustrates me. If I can hide it for a bit I explode when I'm alone.
When not in anger, I rake in frustration and sadness for my mistakes (like not studying) and my unanswered questions.
5 Conclusion I know this is a messy wall of text, I'm not a native speaker and I don't even know how to use Reddit text script.
Before anyone asks:
[1] I was diagnosed with light forms of ADHD, OCD and Tourette's. I've managed to keep them on a leash over the years.
[2] I was not diagnosed with any form of autism.
[3] Do not reccomend a therapist to check for depression. In the past I've been berated and laughed at by my family for even suggesting it, it's absolutely incomprehensible and unheard of where I live. I get you, therapy is important, but it's just not possible now.
[4] Sorry but I can't afford a TL:DR. All of what I wrote, I wrote because it was important.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart if you read this, this is my first time ever exposing myself on the net as talking about it IRL never helped me.
This post was very hard to make for me. I accept any help or critique.
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2024.11.28 00:30 Acrobatic_Ad_3097 Results Today

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2024.11.28 00:30 jawanda I finally had a fully successful mostly non-buggy flight in 2024 last night. The Golden gate bridge was underwater, but the central valley and Yosemite looked pretty damn nice

Sorry no screen caps, but I managed to take off from SFO and fly to Yosemite and land at Mono Lake (Lee Vining). I can confidently say that Yosemite looks better in 2024 than in 2020, particularly the granite. Trees are still "just ok" and the lack of waterfalls is a bummer but c'est la vie. San Francisco proper looked ... Ok also. The Bay Bridge looked great, but as mentioned in the title Golden Gate was jutting down into the water like some apocalyptic X-Men shit.
I also got my three monitor setup to work flawlessly for the first time. I didn't do anything different, just re-added the extra displays (since they had disappeared) and set the rotation to +-90° and they aligned perfectly.
I can't say why this worked better this time, but it's my first non - infuriating (and actually enjoyable) flight in 2024 so I figured I better give props as I've been actively reporting the utter dog shit experience it's been been up to this point 😅
Carry on.
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2024.11.28 00:30 Sun-607 A funny quirk of a live action ddc that I would kind of love to see.

I'm not getting into thr animated vs live action because if Matt has any oversight on its production, then I trust he will push things in the direction that fits his vision for his story.
That being said. I think the small detail of the characters getting strongefaster with their stats would be a hilarious and potentially gruesome detail in a live action setting. Just imagine, all of the characters coming in the Dungeon, most probably not in the greatest shape. But as each character levels their strength, their actual muscles just get bigger and bigger. (Side note, I imagine the actors being on an actual workout routine as the series goes on, so you can see the change. But that becomes kinda invalid eith this next part) the muscles just keep getting bigger and bigger until they hit 300, then the muscles are just overly huge and grotesque to see. Being a very visible indicator of the change the Dungeon affected on the crawlers...outside of the dismemberment and severe injuries.
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2024.11.28 00:30 Sarcastic_barbie Looking for sub but it’s exhausting

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2024.11.28 00:30 screamqueens200 Do we know the reason it was cancelled

I know they’ve probably said lack of views but I don’t rlly think that’s true .
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2024.11.28 00:30 CANAL7A What upscaler mode should I use for path of exile 2? [Xbox]

There are three options.
Bilinear which they describe as a cheap upscaling with no sharpening. In my limited experience watching YouTube guides to set up 4K TVs I'm pretty sure sharpening is not a good thing.
The second option is NIS and it is also the default They say this is high quality GPU scaling and sharpening.
Then finally there is AMD FSR: "a cutting edge temporal upscaling and anti-aliasing algorithm"
I'm playing on the Xbox series s on a 4K TV that does not support 144 Hertz so the best I can do is 60 frames per second in 4K. I'm not sure if any of that matters for which upscale I should use.
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2024.11.28 00:30 PriorityNegative9721 Diablo Rookie-Fresh NM exHoly Fire Zeal

I am very new to the Diablo series and I am having a hard time understanding the meta and what is essential for builds. I had just started NM for my pally and I reset my build to Shock Hammerdin, but I am now realizing my gear won’t support my needs for the build. I need to know if I can balance hammers, FoH, and Holy Shock. What should I do.
I also need help on gear, the basics of obtaining and creating useful gear. The runes and gems have got me confused. Do I pick up gray 3 socket items or leave them. I’ve been hoarding everything that has 2 or 3 sockets.
Diablo has a very steep learning curve, I mean I’ve completed normal and still haven’t a grasp on what is essential.
HELP NEEDED DESPERATELY!
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2024.11.28 00:30 Constant_Kitchen8074 How can I use in-game scenarios like the ones used in these videos for my own custom purposes?

Hi guys, Im currently trying to figure out how im able to get assets from games in order to make my own custom made memes for some of my videos. I have no idea where to even start and thought you guys would. Here is an example of what im trying to learn but dont know where to even begin or describe wtf this is lol
https://reddit.com/link/1h1jevu/video/9s6xz9dzfi3e1/player
another example is this one, how is one able to get maps/rooms from the game and use it for their own custom purposes
https://reddit.com/link/1h1jevu/video/v4mwrrwiej3e1/player
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2024.11.28 00:30 Overall_Strawberry57 Could anyone pm me a content share Please.

I want to make a kobold paladin but i don't have one, if anyone is willing to share i will create the character and then leave i will not keep open the content share.
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2024.11.28 00:30 TheAgame1342YT Decent GPU for an Optiplex 7040 SSF

I've kind of been looking around here and there, but I can't really find any helpful information. I really need a GPU for this thing that works for me. I dabble in blender and video editing, Valve titles (TF2, CSGO, things like that), and some SFM. I'm a teenager, so I do have a budget of $100. I'm resorting to this because I literally cannot find a straight answer, let alone an answer that isn't the length of the Bible with funny GPU words that don't make sense to somebody like me (I have less experience in hardware). I would prefer an Nvidia card, but I'm open to AMD.... maybe. I have literally no point of reference because the only dedicated GPU I've ran was a GTX 950m in an acer laptop (Yes I ran intigrated before that). So yea, any help would be appreciated at all.
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Hey! member of the CFRD club with PCOS thrown in too for good measure. I'm hearing a lot about metformin to decrease insulin resistance and wondering if I should be considering this as treatment. Docs have never recommended it but wondering if anyone out there is on it and have seen any benefits for managing their diabetes?
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2024.11.28 00:30 Gold_Skill512 Hi everyone, I’m new to embroidery and looking for guidance on how to get started with software like Wilcom. If anyone can share tips on where to find the software (free or paid) or suggest beginner-friendly alternatives, I’d greatly appreciate it. Thanks in advance for your help!

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Anyone know where to buy duck and goose? Going back to our Danish roots this Christmas. Don't need organic, free roaming, hand fed, massaged, etc
Just want 2 ducks, 1 goose
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