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2024.11.28 05:39 MidnightSwanx what season are you on?
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2024.11.28 05:39 JuggernautDesigner35 I cheated on the most loving person out of lust and immaturity (I lost everything )
Me (19M) , had done something which I cannot forgive myself , when I was 15 had my first girlfriend , I loved her lot like really a lot . I had a perception of love from movies and series and everything being perfect and first butterflies in teenage love and stuff ,fast forward 1 year she cheated on me with a guy who was 26 year old . I was hurt as hell but I was ready to forgive her and told her its either me or him and she choose that guy .
So this incident changed me a lot . I saw those cringe memes or videos on social media that how girls like rude men and stuff and it was probably in my sub conscious mind. later few months I talked to my childhood best friend , lets call her sengupta . She was absolutely beautiful and a pure soul . In that period of time she helped me with everything in life but deep down in my subconscious mind i was probably only loving the attention she was giving me , and she had a condition we cant do anything physically until we are married . I was fine with that but deep down we all know how a horny 18 y/o teenager thinks . She was absolutely perfect even though we are from a conservative society still i met her parents , they are soo pure and good people, they loved me a lot ( i was a bright student and "supposedly" very good looking and tall) . Everything was fine , until there is new girl in my physics classes , not a good person ig kind of mean girl type but she was hot . She was from the same school that sengupta was from . Few days later that girl texted me for some hw and stuff . It was normal , chatted casually for some time . She told me her mom was single mother and her father abused them kind of stuff ( which was false i later find out ) . One day I went to classes wearing a grey pant , when I came back home I got a text from her telling something was in my pants and she liked it , .In that particular moment I did not think of that much and moved on , even told my girlfriend she just told me not to talk to her cuz she was way too much secure .
After few days one day she told me to come to physics classes before anyone has arrived and me being a horny teen I did , we did make out in the empty classroom . Went home did not felt much guilt thought no one would ever know . She invited me to her house when her mom is gone , but i declined . I did not wanted to do sex and stuff and told her we should not be talking and we should cut ties , she knew about sengupta . She got jealous or something and told everyone and she made me villain by saying I touched her without consent and I SA ed her, though it quickly got proved to be wrong.
But the reaction of sengupta I got to know that how big of mistake i made . She thought everything was fake . she called me saying " i know everyone is lying dont worry i will never leave u " . It took her a week to process that what happened , but after that she just deleted me out of her life, . I begged her to stay , i was honest about everything , even begged her sister and mother , nothing worked, she told me " why are u brushing teeth when they are already gone" , that hurt but I super depressed , stopped eating sleeping or studying , once a topper lost everything , I started smoking a lot , and with only a wish that she would talk to me. Living in a small town in india , everyone got to know about everything and made up and came up with their own version of stories and everyone started avoiding me . I was left with intense pain that later came out as physical illness with headaches and all the depression symptoms , tried telling my parents and got beated up by them , because I am the terrible person and depression is not real . Scored terrible in my exams lowest i ever did .
Sengupta moved on easily and she was happier than ever, She had one ex and even though she told me it was nothing before but after everything she went back to her ex and got a text about , her ex was always everything and stuff, and god they are happy together . I am blocked from everywhere by her . Almost 1.5 years and gonna be 20 in few months . I started doing everything from scratch , I have a dream to go to best engineering school of india and competition is very high and I started my studies like 6 months ago with a different attitude and left everything behind but for the past 2 weeks i am not doing anything and old thoughts are bothering me,
I never had the opportunity to open up about this to anyone , i have zero human interaction now and no one cares . But i did today . I have exams in 50 days going to put everything . She moved on she is happy and I am happy for her.
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2024.11.28 05:39 Chomie22 PGT: Jets @ Kings (Nov 27, 2024)
Jets lose 4-1.
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2024.11.28 05:39 need-help-pleaseSir What is the difference between a bcm and a gem module?
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2024.11.28 05:39 Lower_Lake_649 Naala how did you got [Fluff] ing got headless
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2024.11.28 05:39 DarkHammerBro1616 Which Three Stage Bug Type Would You Choose as Your Starter
There are eight three stage Bug types: Caterpie, Weedle, Wurmple, Venipede, Sewaddle, Scatterbug, Grubbin, and Blipbug. All of these options meet both parts of the mandatory criterion for qualifying as starters: they evolve twice and maintain the specified type throughout their entire line. I've eliminated Wurmple since it has a branched evolution. I've also grouped Caterpie and Weedle together because I can't have more than six options, and they are version-exclusive counterparts to each other. Which of these four options would you choose based on how they meet the general targets? The general targets are as follows:
The first general target is trying to get close to starter base stat totals (307-320 for the base form, 405-20 for the middle form, and 525-535 for the final form), the second is that they ideally evolve via level up (ideally from levels 10-19 for the first evolution and levels 30-39 for the second evolution), though non-level up evolutions will be allowed, and the third is that I will choose the one that feels the most like a starter to me. I would prefer pure typed base forms, though dual typed base forms will be allowed.
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2024.11.28 05:39 BasedChadEdgelord The IQ explains the pregnancy
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2024.11.28 05:39 thetradelegend Roles for Gus in civil reenactment
Rewatching psych and was just wondering what roles were Gus and Shawn talking about that Gus would play. I understand some subtext, but any specific named historical figures?
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2024.11.28 05:39 TimeWorldliness1041 Nexcess reviews what users are saying?
Nexcess reviews what users are saying?
Hey all!
I'm thinking about using Nexcess for hosting. What are your thoughts?
Any pros or cons to share? Thanks.
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2024.11.28 05:39 Opposite_Hyena8872 Looking for a new home? Come talk to us!
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2024.11.28 05:39 No-Spray-866 First time starting ivf, seizure meds question
I just joined this subreddit and I'm so nervous and excited at the same time. We decided to go with IVF as I'm 38. I had my baseline ultrasound on Monday and she counted 15 follicles and said that's within normal range. I also started taking 2mg estradiol on Monday, twice a day. They said the next step is to go in next Monday 12/2 as I most likely will have just started my period, for the initial cycle visit. I haven't received any of the IVF meds yet. The annoying thing is I take an anti seizure med, keppra, even though I'm not diagnosed with epilepsy but I had sudden strange seizure episodes several years ago, so I'm still taking them. My neurologist said sometimes the increase of IVF hormones can cause seizures but he's not worried about me, but because of this, the IVF Dr seems hesitant.... Surely there's been women that's actually diagnosed with epilepsy and have done IVF?!... Does anyone take these type of meds and have done IVF? Did you have more seizures during this time?
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2024.11.28 05:39 godblessthegays Priyanka Gandhi Vadra takes oath as Lok Sabha MP
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2024.11.28 05:39 Low_Personality_2026 Any spun šš¶ owners?
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2024.11.28 05:39 Embarrassed-Sappho- Me talking about my gender identity in relation to my sexuality. Warning: mentions of dysphoria, mentions of wanted gender affirming care, and mentioning potential enbyphobia/transphobia as well.
So Iām NB, and I came across a commenter mentioning how certain sexualities and or romantic attraction applies to enbies. And for me at least, what they explained is something I find a bit difficult to put into words, due to make not liking bringing up my assigned at birth characteristics when explaining my gender identity and sexuality. Like for me at least, Iāve been told I can only really have āoneā or ābe one or the otherā by certain people and itās just annoying to hear that.
So the post and what the commenter said: āHowever, sometimes when NB people say they are straight or gay, they mean that they are either a) exclusively sexually attracted to the gender opposite to that of their assigned sex (so an AFAB person attracted to men), or b) they are exclusively attracted to people of the opposite gender of the gender they feel MOST connected toā for example, a masculine AFAB person identifying as straight could mean they are attracted to women, because they feel more like a man than they do a woman.ā
Personally for me, Iām afab, but more or less feel like in the gender spectrum sense, being deemed too much of one or the other sort of binary can make me dysphoric, alongside parts of my afab self that give me gender dysphoria. That being said, the way the commenter mentioned some NB people identifying a certain way because they feel a bit more of one sort of binary than another kinda helps to explain myself. I personally see myself as either, none of the binary genders, or a bit of both at the same time. Thatās my NB experience. At the same time, I fully think that I more or less, love, crush, yearn, in a way that relates to me calling myself a lesbian. I donāt feel hyper feminine, I never have. At the same time, the idea of being hyper masculine is something I also donāt like. So for me how I see myself as both nonbinary and lesbian is that: while I donāt see myself as a man or a woman, my assigned birth sex, plus how I am in terms of non-platonic relationships or feelings, is what I feel like dictates me calling myself a lesbian. I also feel like the way I personally am when it comes to romance and sexuality is sapphic at the minimum. So it feels like such a frustrating dichotomy. Because it would be easier if I was cis, but I know Iām not. Iām also not trans in a binary sense either.
So for me, what makes me see myself as both is just there are aspects of me that make me view myself as lesbian. Being raised as a ādaughterā to some degree has shaped how I view relationships in a queer context, as a person on who definitely isnāt attracted to people opposite of their assigned sex.
For me, Iām attracted to people who either one: have the same assigned sex as me (afab) and are either cis or enby. Or two: are trans women. I canāt really go into why I feel that way, but itās kinda just how I am, cus this somehow applies to trans men to some degree as well. I wish I could say I was bisexual, but bisexual doesnāt feel like the right term, as the idea of being with a man whoās either cishet or cisqueer (ie a cis man whoās either straight or isnāt) grosses me out, and I canāt give ya a logical reason for that. On that token, I canāt really say why the idea of being attracted to trans men isnāt like that for me, but it just isnāt. I genuinely donāt get why those are my preferences as a lesbian, but Iāve tried using other terms to describe my sexuality, and being lesbian is the one thatās fit, and makes the most sense to myself.
So TDLR, Iāve known myself to not be nonbinary for a while (grew up for years without having the terminology to describe why I felt the way I do until I discovered the word nonbinary for myself) that being said, itās definitely made it harder for me to explain my own sexuality to others because itās such a contrasting experience.
Either way, I apologize for the ranting. I feel like to some degree, itās hard to talk about this with people who do know Iām enby/NB, because even if they know Iām lesbian, itās hard for them to get how itās inherently just fluid to me.
I want to also state, me saying Iām attracted to trans men as a lesbian, isnāt me trying to invalidate trans men. I really do see trans men as men. I think a part of why I have some degree of attraction for trans men is because they get my experience at least to a better degree, and partly because of where parts of my own gender dysphoria comes from. Tbh, other than trans men, I donāt think Iāve ever felt any attraction of any type to a cis man, straight or not.
I personally donāt have a full on type as a lesbian but for whatever reason I just feel inclined to be attracted to the groups of people I mentioned. And yeah, I have a lot of attractions that trans men donāt fit into the physical aspects of my attraction, Iām still trying to figure out if my attraction to some trans men is due to me having certain ideas about my own medical transition as an enby, and that being specifically it, or if itās the more sapphic or in my case specifically, lesbian feeling of āwanting to in some way be like youā in specific reference to top surgery for trans men.
This being said, often times when I try to explain my attraction to people if they ask, Iāll say, it partly aligns with my birth sex, and raised gender. To some degree (especially what I consider my grey area w my sexuality) being attracted to some trans men is just- something I canāt fully explain. And yes, for some people that might ask, Iāve tried the label bisexual, but realized I really have no interest in men in general. So I really donāt get the dichotomy that seems to happen within myself about trans men :/
I still see myself as a lesbian, and as a NB/enby, though I feel like depending on the person you meet within the community, theyād probably say something dismissive lol.
Honestly, Iād just appreciate if any fellow NBs/Enbys feel the same way as me, or just have any sort of advice, even if itās more of a: in solidarity of being confused or analyzing yourself a lot. I personally donāt do it super often, but I get frustrated when Iāve had at least was one friend Iāve known for a while more or less either ignore my gender identity, or completely just mention my romantic and sexuality preferences in a way that makes me feel more feminine than I am, and get dysphoric over it.
For reference if this helps ppl: Iām a young adult, and was only able to figure out I was nonbinary as a teen.
Anyways, much love folks :>
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2024.11.28 05:39 Superb_Tie_1107 pick a sis to get dirty and stroke to
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2024.11.28 05:39 Minute_Switch2509 Yami Gautam
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2024.11.28 05:39 front-page-watch [#171|+1551|216] This is about the best summary Iāve seen [r/Ohio]
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2024.11.28 05:39 AudibleDruid Is this K40 over priced?
K40:
https://omtechlaser.com/products/40w-co2-laser-engraver-cutter-usb-032b-us?variant=41667591602241
I was gonna add this air assist to it too:
https://atomstack.com/products/atomstack-f30-v2-air-assist-set?_pos=7&_sid=7ca587fcc&_ss=r
Anything else i should get?
Thanks!
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2024.11.28 05:39 Crazy-Marionberry-23 I found a little guy
 | I've been hearing mouse noises in my guest bathroom for a few weeks now, and assumed they were staying safely inside the walls. Last night I heard baby squeak/screams and one of my cats was staring at him while he ran in terror. He has since been rescued and put in a makeshift home. I see no signs of injury, he has ate some oats and seeds i put in his enclosure and drank a bit and is urinating and defecating. Definitely not trying to touch or handle him since he's a wild little guy. I've named him Yusef. He looks like a house mouse? What is this subs opinion for the best thing I could do for him? I read the stickied post about finding a wild mouse but I wanted to see if anyone else had suggestions. It's going to be cold here next week and I don't know where his family is or if i can reunite them. We have a barn nearby with barn cats and I'd hate for this little baby to meet a cruel fate. submitted by Crazy-Marionberry-23 to PetMice [link] [comments] |
2024.11.28 05:39 Gillon023 Taia you will never get those babies back!!!and itās sad!but itās best for them!!!you are doin the same shit!!itās just a different day!!!!!Full of shit š© and still full of lies !smfh
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2024.11.28 05:39 CHILE_LIMON_ Want To Hear Others Views On This.
Want to start by saying I going to be respectful here and I'm not attacking anyone for what they believe or like. So please do the same if you can.
I know some people can separate the art from the artist pretty good, and for the most part I can to. But for me personally I can't not bring myself to listen anything that involves NS, racism, fascism or anything else of the sort. Yeah you'll probably say that "well stuff like Cannibal Corpse has zombies killing people so why do you like that?". Yes, that's true, but stuff like that isn't real. NS and racism is very real and affects people on a very real level. I just can't do it.
I understand that people can listen to whatever they want, and I not saying that you shouldn't either. But riddle me this, you actively sought out this music, knowing they had those themes and knew they affiliated with questionable people? You'll have to forgive me if I start to look at you sideways.
I understand that this doesn't reflect people beliefs, most of the time, but I'll also ask: at what point is it for the music? Are you really ok with this? How do I know that it's not for the themes itself?
I want to know what you all think. Again let's be respectful.
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2024.11.28 05:39 android_tests_pac Threadded comments Avatar UI Test for 28/11/2024 05:38:09
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2024.11.28 05:39 flstudiobeatmaker101 Mbappe is struggling with his mental health
It's quite clear when you watch him play that mentally he is not there, he seems to be in a depression, ever since the 2022 wc final his career went downhill. PSG used him and said they wouldn't play him, then he played the next season when he didn't feel respected by the club and in the right place, and then in the euros he breaks his nose and doesn't perform, then he moves to Madrid and after a few poor performances he has quickly become the most hated on player in the world. It's obvious to see he is depressed and in some sort of crisis, and we don't know what happens behind the scenes, he might have had a family problem or something else. All we know is that Mbappe is performing poorly and it is something beyond football ability, because we know this man's ability and he is incredible when he is at his best. Mental health is no joke and you can't expect someone to perform at their best when they clearly are having problems outside of the game.
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2024.11.28 05:39 AcerOne17 He finally got one in the wild!
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2024.11.28 05:39 poopooppoo4 First Year of Track Preseason
This is my first year of high school and participating in track. I wrote out a program for my preseason and want some critique on how to fix it. I sprinted alittle in middle school but had no formal coaching or programming and this is my first time on a team.
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