What has helped you on your healing journey?

2025.01.18 19:38 notwillferrell99 What has helped you on your healing journey?

TLDR: I’m curious as to what helped you lovely ladies feel like yourself again? How do we get out of this mental and emotional hellscape?
I gave up on trying to explain my pain and hyper fixating on his behavior.. waiting on some miracle to fix this. I’ve come to the conclusion that I can’t trust anything he says and I will have to verify if he’s actually working on the issue. I have too much ptsd and anxiety to check it right now. I will, when I’m ready.
Until then I’m kind of preparing for the worse, but either way I benefit from working on myself. Diving back into my hobbies has helped. Gardening, amateur art (paint and wine lol), reading, fitness (Pilates is a lifesaver), and beauty. Doing my makeup and hair everyday again has really helped my confidence.
Leaving the city and being around family has helped too. The LA fires has put me in a weird head space where I’m trying to be thankful my family and home are okay, but so sad for my friends who lost their stuff. It’s also heartbreaking to see him be part of my family knowing his dark side. I wish everything was as it seems on the surface with us.
I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop and am trying to mentally prepare. Maybe that’s negative and doesn’t put any faith into him or the relationship, but he has only shown me that his words are worthless and his actions are performative, not genuine.
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2025.01.18 19:38 Living-Disastrous My MOC Lego Castle of Brunwald from Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade. Swipe for full interior and minifgures

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2025.01.18 19:38 Severe-Combination66 M26 really need help

Please I am desperate to cum right now
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2025.01.18 19:38 Past-Meaning1157 KAI WHO THIS ? ☠️

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2025.01.18 19:38 skr_replicator I made a RGB self-similar fracal infinite zoom gif generator, link in the comments

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2025.01.18 19:38 LengthinessLivid543 Instacart Line all the way to the back!!

Instacart Line all the way to the back!! WTF is going on in Costco???
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2025.01.18 19:38 AdNo6664 Problem mit dem Internet

Guten Tag, ich habe folgendes Problem, ich habe eine 250k Leitung von der Telekom. Allerdings habe ich seit bestimmt 4–5 Tagen täglich 10–13 Disconnects die ca. 5–6 Minuten dauern. Von der Geschwindigkeit kommt alles an. Am Donnerstag war ein Techniker von der Telekom bei mir und meinte, dass eine neue Leitung gelegt werden muss, da mein Tarif (250k) zu stark für die veraltete Leitung sei. An sich wäre dies ja kein Problem, da die Termine ja relativ zeitnah sind, aber leider muss der Vermieter seine Genehmigung geben, damit hier etwas passiert. Da ich mich leider mit dem nicht so bestens verstehe und ich befürchte, dass die Leitung durch die 2 Wohnungen unter mir auch hindurch gelegt werden muss, gehe ich davon aus, dass er weder seine Zustimmung gibt, noch das mein Nachbar dies möchte. Daher stellt sich mir die Frage, ob hier jemand eventuell weiter weiß? Ich habe den Router natürlich schon paar mal neu gestartet, über die Telekom app die Ports freigeschaltet und es hat leider nichts geholfen. Ich kann mir auch irgendwie schlecht vorstellen, dass es zwingend notwendig ist, dass eine neue Leitung gelegt werden muss, da es ja die Jahre zu vor auch reibungslos geklappt hat (bis auf ein paar Dc's hier und da). Ich würde mich über Hilfe freuen.
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2025.01.18 19:38 Acrobatic_Talk2766 معنديش اخوات

حسه بالوحده بسبب اني معنديش اخوات معنديش اسره اساسا حسه وجودهم سند اوي فعلا وكان نفسي أشارك حاجات جديده معاهم
مش كئيبه بقا وعايزه حد يدخل ينحنح اتلمووو انا حزينه بس
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2025.01.18 19:38 lutchet-skaffa Thoughts on this 6 day trip in a few weeks?

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2025.01.18 19:38 Fantastic-Wrap-3533 Are my photos that bad or am I just below average looking?

Are my photos that bad or am I just below average looking? I've got only 4 likes in 18 days on bumble with boost and premium 😅 are my photos that bad? I've add some new photos to profile very soon. Need to know which photos are unkeepable.
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2025.01.18 19:38 rosebaddiegirl little potatos <3

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2025.01.18 19:38 XanIrelia-1 GIANTX vs. SK Gaming / LEC 2025 Winter - Week 1 / Post-Match Discussion

LEC 2025 WINTER Official page | Leaguepedia | Liquipedia | Eventvods.com | New to LoL
GiantX 1-0 SK Gaming GX | Leaguepedia | Liquipedia | Twitter SK | Leaguepedia | Liquipedia | Website | Twitter | Facebook | YouTube | Subreddit
MATCH 1: GX vs. SK Winner: GiantX in 33m

Bans 1 Bans 2 G K T D/B
GX kalista vi rumble ashe varus M4 B5
SK skarner corki gnar rakan poppy HT1 H2 O3 M6
GX 0-0-0 vs 0-0-0 SK
Lot jax 2 0-0-0 TOP 0-0-0 1 jayce JNX
Closer maokai 2 0-0-0 JNG 0-0-0 1 xinzhao Isma
Jackies viktor 1 0-0-0 MID 0-0-0 2 galio Reeker
Noah ezreal 3 0-0-0 BOT 0-0-0 3 jinx Rahel
Jun rell 3 0-0-0 SUP 0-0-0 4 braum Loopy
This thread was created by the Post-Match Team.
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2025.01.18 19:38 musknasty84 Ghost Mode Activated

Ghost Mode Activated I would say it’s definitely spicy, like spicier than the usual “Bhut Jolokia” sauces but obviously that’s because of the Naga Jolokia peppers. Flavor wise, I’d say it’s ultimately the same. I tried it with some hummus and some bread, and again it’s tasty. Only advice I’d give is don’t try it with a cut on your lip. Different kind of animal haha
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2025.01.18 19:38 SapTheSapient Service interval in Bluelink

My dealer says that my service interval is every 5,000 miles. The Bluelink app says every 3750 miles. The dealer says that the app believes I have a synthetic mix instead of full synthetic oil. But they have no idea how to change that.
Do any of you know how to set the app so it shows the right service schedule for full synthetic?
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2025.01.18 19:38 fransisco_flores [Merlo] Mateus Bogusz es nuevo refuerzo de Cruz Azul. Fuentes de LAFC confirman que se aceptó la última oferta

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2025.01.18 19:38 Numerous-Issue1411 Hella Horns on V70 MK3?

As the title suggests, what would you guys think? Would it fit the style?
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2025.01.18 19:38 Glum_shot Unheard Apology, Overdue

I’m sorry that I reached out to you. I knew you’d never reply, and I knew you didn’t care about me anymore. So many years without one single word, I’m not an idiot. Love has limits. The longer most people go without someone, the more they forget. It’s bittersweet that you no longer love me. I’m happy for you, but I feel bad for myself. I know I really have some audacity saying that, but someone had to be on my side. Even it was just me.
I’m certainly surprised that nothing came of it. I appreciate that, although I know it wasn’t a favor for me.
Just know that you are still the love of my life. The world will burn, but I will never stop loving you. You are the other half to my soul. I hope that one day you’re reminded of how special our connection was. There was nothing shameful about our love, it was absolutely gorgeous and made life so much better. I’ve learned to live without it, but it will never fade. I love us enough for the both of us. I hope we meet again in this life one day, because it’s so painful without you.
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2025.01.18 19:38 haisisis Being NED and life ahead

Hi all. I have been NED for about 2 and a half years ish. My original diagnosis was stage 4 bone cancer spread to my lungs, liver, bony skeleton and bone marrow. I responded very well to treatment and while I’m very thankful (and hope to give anyone on here hope) I also can’t help but feel like this diagnosis was so grim, and my life ahead. I always think of it returning due to the aggressive nature as well as how I can go back to normal life constantly thinking about this. I guess my question is if anyone has any input on the survival rate after having widely spread cancer but responding well. Thank you, and sending good thoughts to everyone on here.
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2025.01.18 19:38 -_-__-_--_- Eski cizimler p2

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2025.01.18 19:38 lclauss Lagging out of every game

Is there anything I can do on my end? My PS5 tests at ~650mb/s download consistently and I didn’t have any problems throughout my first lvl 30 character. Are veterans cursed?
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2025.01.18 19:38 Matilda_Mother_67 Do you think more people should "Ask not what your country can do for you. Ask what you can do for your country"? Why, why not?

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2025.01.18 19:38 Fine_Barnacle_6144 Online dating has destroyed my confidence

I (M28) have been online dating for at least the last 6 months and have had no likes at all the whole time. I always thought I was at least average looking, but that doesn’t seem to be the case anymore.
I always thought that I had lots to offer. I think I’m clever, funny and kind, but no one actually allows me to actually show any of my good qualities because I am just rejected immediately. As an autistic guy I have tried for many years to put myself out there and speak to women and I don’t think I can keep getting rejected anymore. I think that some people are just meant to be alone.
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2025.01.18 19:38 Lanky-Alps-5353 Was he trying to talk to me or not? Now I’m not sure if I was rejected initially.

I was at the gym the other day and this guy who I thought rejected me after I told him I was flirting with him was there. I didn’t see him for over two weeks after I told him this and even changed gyms the next day. However, some of my friends still go to the gym and so we went on a day we thought he wouldn’t be there. Well he was there and my friend said he saw him point me out to one of his friends but nothing happened that day as I was still hurt over the fact that I thought I got rejected. I have no idea why he’d point me out. Fast forward to a few days ago and I went again at a time that I thought he would not be there. He ended up being there and noticed me across the gym. Again I’m thinking I got rejected so I just start focusing on my own thing. Well then I notice him walk right in front of me while on one of the machines. He then gets on one of the machines near me. A few minutes later I was finished at the machine, and then I noticed he was all of a sudden getting off the machine at the same time even though he hadn’t been on there that long. We then walked past each other but I could f make eye contact because again I’m thinking I was rejected. I then notice him hanging around like he’s waiting for something and so I start to walk near the exit as I’m about to leave and then I notice he then starts walking near the exit as well. So then I figure I should just give him space and so I stayed back for a few minutes so that he could leave. Well next thing I know he stops at the front desk in clear view of where I can still see him and starts looking at me even though he’s talking to the girl at the desk. He left after that and I left a little bit after but now I’m confused as to if I was actually rejected and if he was trying to talk to me yesterday to clear the air.
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2025.01.18 19:38 CrazyFantasticGirl If you could spend a day with any historical figure, who would it be and why?

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2025.01.18 19:38 dropbluelettuce What are your favorite local made dips, spreads, and sauces?

I'm looking for more, so far I only have the Green Sauce from Root Cellar
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