2025.01.18 22:59 Jazz_67 At what point should I consider disability insurance? Need help
I've tried for the past several years to work.
What I've learned: I'm unable to work in retail, restaurants, loud settings, settings with many people, jobs which require intensive social interaction, amd much more.
While working these sort of jobs, whether part-time or an attempt at full time I have found that I get so overwhelmed I begin to dissociate and make silly mistakes which can cost my job, and thats WITH accommodations. I will then go home after each shift and have severe meltdowns and tic attacks related to a debilitating neurological syndrome I have. Once at home it's like my body rejects the amount of stress I am experiencing by causing me to practically shut down. I can hardly do simple things for myself from the intense lack if energy. Sometimes I can't eat. My muscles feel slow.
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Current:
After my last job fired me(maybe illegally idk) since my autism was too overwhelmed by the job, I found a full time job helping autistic children in a clinic setting.
I'm not sure why it didn't cross my mind but this job setting is so overstimulating. I of course have to suppress my tourettes to the best of my ability because of the people there. Doing this feels like holding in a sneeze. And it feels like electricity building up in my body more and more and more as the day goes on. I have only been doing 4 to 6 hour days due to 2 months of training so far, and even that feels like tooooo much for me for one day.
I recall two instances where I have total memory blanks due to high stress. I was doing one thing then suddenly in a different room doing something else. Scary to experience. Very.
Another issue while at work is that sudden breaks are almost just... not an option here. Because someone has to be with the kids at all times. I cannot leave my client to go have a meltdown or tic attack in my car, and I can't simply leave an overstimulating setting because the kid has to be there as part of their daily schedules.
There's also an expectation that I manage to figure things out just like every other non-autistic worker. My brain doesn't work the same so I learn things differently and not everything is "common sense" to me either. I'm unsure if a job coach is allowed in this setting for HIPPA reasons and regulations. So I'm helpless. On my own. They know of my disabilities too. But my needs still feel too minimal. I'm unsure if having my needs met would make the situation too much better regardless.
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After each workday the same happens as before but just worse than ever now that I'm working the most hours I've worked(still only 20 to 30 until I get my new client). I am scared to think how my body and mind will react to 40 hours a week.
I need money to survive and get groceries. I could make due with a part time job in a better setting maybe, but that's not available at this job. I worked so so hard to be certified for what I do and so many people are proud of me but don't know the struggle and health decline this puts me through.
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2025.01.18 22:59 MarvelousMarbel How good of a support Mika is for Clorinde ?
So far the advantages of Mika are :
Mika buffs ATK SPD by 22% at skill lvl10.
If I'm not wrong, Clorinde has no other sources of ATK SPD buff in her usual teams, so this buff is not diluted. So a 22% here means a direct 22% buff to Clorinde's TOTAL DAMAGE ?
Due to buff dilution, even DMG% or ATK% can easily lose half of their efficiency.
In addition, clorinde also :
2025.01.18 22:59 Dear-Mix-5841 How long do historical or traditional fashion/clothing trends last in a given culture?
Looking at the modern world, fashion styles come and go nearly every year, but I'm not talking about that form of "fast-fashion" - if you can call it that, but rather the more long-lasting staples of a society. The modern men's suit has more-or-less all the same elements since the 17-18th centuries (vest, overcoat, neckware, shoes, etc.), although with some alterations, giving around 300-400 years of a consistent theme.
I'm wondering how long these themes last in a culture, and if they change at all unless that culture itself falls? For example, traditional Chinese clothing as stayed more or less the same over millenias.
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2025.01.18 22:59 abundantswirls Expedited passport renewal was forwarded in the mail
Has this ever happened to anyone? I double-checked my receipt's zip code, and it was correct; why was it forwarded to Hatboro? Do you think I should be worried? https://preview.redd.it/sgg5vzon1ude1.png?width=2110&format=png&auto=webp&s=8d824220a495d5cae0634de1b139753c978b435c submitted by abundantswirls to Passports [link] [comments] |
2025.01.18 22:59 Krixa_ . ✩ ⧽ Hesperia & Enora! ⟨ ✩ .
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2025.01.18 22:59 rabidstoat Also not at my house: this my Dad's cat, Nicky
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2025.01.18 22:59 Clear-Way-8318 Is this progress ?
January has been a different month to the prior 5. I don't think I've regressed and seem to be more present/less focused on my pains than I was before, so does that mean I am at the stage of recovery now?
I am hyper aware of my body due to my health anxiety so the fact I have started to be in the moment more has been amazing.
I went gym and done a light swim this week, adding a few extra weights to the loads and pushing a bit more than the week before. I then fell ill on Thursday evening and thought I was relapsing. Had pains in my wrists and ankles, likely from the swim and neurological symptoms. But the next day these subsided. The sickness didn't bring the same level of pains as the prior sickness during December did. My knees seem more stable than in December.
I am standing for a longer period of time without thinking "I need to sit".
However, my posterior tibials in both feet are still my main problem. Aching earlier today after a 6,000 step day out.
This has all changed since I started taking supplements. I just can't work out which one is doing it as I started them all at the same time!
I hope the next week brings further noticeable improvements. But I do have the meeting with the hospital about my complaint so my symptoms may appear due to the stress of that!
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2025.01.18 22:59 poru_uy Sunsets in eastern Uruguay
For this photos, I used a Fujifilm X-T3 equipped with a Zeiss Touit 32mm f/1.8. submitted by poru_uy to fujifilm [link] [comments] |
2025.01.18 22:59 Dalpiste Sapato social com (nem toda) a região Norte na sola
Ao invés do Tocantins, tá o Mato Grosso. Nunca tinha visto. submitted by Dalpiste to brasil [link] [comments] |
2025.01.18 22:59 Spiritual_Pen7788 WFL?
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2025.01.18 22:59 lukewarmwater7 HELP! Living Room Design
We just got a new couch + loveseat. Yeah! But am unsure of how to complete the space. The couch and mirror are centered to where the TV is on the opposite wall
Note: the red curtains are not staying. The upholstery of new set included (dark charcoal with brown/taupe interwoven)
Would love suggestions for:
*the corner space between couch + loveseat *rug + drapery *size + shape of coffee table
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2025.01.18 22:59 lss_web_1444 Text post title 325
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2025.01.18 22:59 Abject_Forever_5420 Can I use other modifiers while clearing a goal?
Im trying to complete the Chanbara goal, can I use other modifiers besides the one required by the goal? Example I wanna use the 2x damage on weapons modifier, will I still get the achievement?
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2025.01.18 22:59 trouverparadise COMPLETE Newbie to Show-pups
I have a pb Moyen/Standard poodle. His trainer and my brother are asking if I will show him. I'm a pageant queen, so I know the extensive work that goes into things like this-- is it safe to assume the same for pups? I'm considering registering him with AKC, but his breeder marked his paperwork at "limited". How will that impact his experiences? I'm not really interested in breeding him out, just something fun for us to do together as long as he's into it. Any pro tips? You'l have to excuse his coat. He's new here and I wanted him to be comfy at his new home before getting all fussy . https://preview.redd.it/pdgw8hur1ude1.jpg?width=1536&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=c0b72df0bda3885a409dde822cc7b1a60a1b4601 https://preview.redd.it/twhl3etr1ude1.jpg?width=1153&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=6ef7cef20404785b3ae6a4404bf2ce321c875a4e https://preview.redd.it/wxajvatr1ude1.jpg?width=1536&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=7ccb5a776144ec1db10b3490b4a11b77050b7d1f submitted by trouverparadise to ShowDogs [link] [comments] |
2025.01.18 22:59 Austinfarrell2007 So does anyone think that Jason's transformation into red hood count as corruption/fallen angel?
No, I know this is a weird question, but I seriously need to know the answer to this. I’m planning on making one of those “my favorite representations of [X]” on TikTok and I was wondering if Jason would fit in the corruption/fallen angel section submitted by Austinfarrell2007 to batman [link] [comments] |
2025.01.18 22:59 Itchy_valls1026 I need help in building my fixie
I need help in building
Hello, I’m from the Philippines, and last year I bought a budget bike which is Solana Ranger, it was alright I guess. I rode it for around 2 months and stopped since I had issues with my chain that keeps falling. And from there, I quit and said to myself, I will invest in a better parts instead the stocks as some of them are steel components. But I don’t want to buy a whole new bike. And now I’m stuck and I don’t know what to prioritize on what to buy first. As of now, I only have my frame and fork (alloy) and nothing else. But before building, I do want to try remove the thing where a bikestand is installed and like maybe saw it or weld if thats fine? I need your opinion guys, thanks!
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2025.01.18 22:59 cakethecrazy Looking for a “realistic but not too extreme” KSP experience—any suggestions?
Hey everyone! After taking a long break, I’ve got the itch to play KSP again. This go around, I’d love to add some realism to the game—things like more realistic heating, physics, comms, etc.—but I don’t want to dive all the way into the extreme complexity of RSS/RO.
Do you have any suggestions on how I could achieve this? Whether it’s through a collection of mods or tweaking in-game settings, I’d love to hear your recommendations! Thanks in advance!
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2025.01.18 22:59 Every-Dance-3008 100$?
Is 100$ a good starting for first time buy for xrp?
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2025.01.18 22:59 Anxious-Contest-2965 Weed or nah?
Is recreational weed happening or…
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2025.01.18 22:59 Unlikely_Variation20 Nexplanon Site Itching 6 Months After Insertion
The title just about says it. I got the Nexplanon implant 6 weeks postpartum, and aside from the pain of the first 2-3 weeks, I haven’t had any discomfort from it. Until about 3 days ago when the insertion site felt sore as if it may have been bruised, then started itching like crazy. It comes and goes throughout the day, but is becoming almost constant now and more intense.
Has anyone dealt with something like this after getting Nexplanon? It would make sense if I recently had it put in, but it’s been almost six months, and it’s fully healed. I can’t imagine what would cause it to start itching now.
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2025.01.18 22:59 ScantmanSpecial Ashenheart - Empire of the Necromancers (2025-INTL)
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2025.01.18 22:59 NoFlexZone888 You guys taking this offer?
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2025.01.18 22:59 Nittyblacc Venison back strap at 130 for 2h
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2025.01.18 22:59 FreshPrinceizKing BMW 320I or 520i
what are your thoughts on the bmw 320i or 520i from 2014 to 2016, what would be the better choice out of the two if you were looking to purchase one of the two
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2025.01.18 22:59 MediumPractice7401 How to buy trump meme coin?
I’d like to just get a small amount just incase it is legit! I hope I’m not too late. Complete newbie! Help!!
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