i wish i could mask better.
2025.01.19 00:20 tastysoupiwilleat i wish i could mask better.
im 15 and i have aspergers syndrome. I try so hard to mask but sometimes i just dont know when my behavior is autistic and when it isnt. I asked my dad(also has aspergers syndrome) to tell me every time when my behavior is autistic but he refused, idrk why. I also asked my mom(neurotypical) to do that and she kinda agreed but she doesnt really tell me. I think that maybe if someone beat me everytime my behavior is autistic i would behave better. I really wanna seem normal to other people. My friends, colleagues and classmates besides one long time friend dont even know that i have aspergers. When my teacher said that i "have a diagnosis" in front of the whole class, i told them that its a dyslexia diagnosis after. They just think that im shy and thats what i usually tell people when theyre wondering why am i so awkward. Sometimes people think that i dont like them or dont want to talk to them when in reality i really want to. All of my previous friendships ended because of me and my behavior, because i act before thinking. Im really ashamed of my disorder, as a kid i really really wanted to be reincarnated in a body without it, life would be so much easier for me. Sometimes when people wonder why do i behave like that i wanna tell them that i have Aspergers but im too ashamed of it, im scared that i will be excluded, i was excluded from activities and groups all my life.
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2025.01.19 00:20 AccountantNo7802 Deck idea without mega knight?
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2025.01.19 00:20 cgram23 Ok, you talked me into it.
Got sick of watching g all these pretty networks. FOMO wins.
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2025.01.19 00:20 ALeeWriter How concerned should I be about high cholesterol as a 21 year old?
Total: 227 LDL: 127 Triglycerides: 157 HDL: 70
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2025.01.19 00:20 Sudden_Joke7462 Ye ye ahh rant 2 electric boogalu (image surprisingly related)
 | The horror hotel is legitimately the WORST map in the game. It's extremely survivor sided and VERY hard to get kills on. You can easily loose the killer with the many corners, and since it's quite cramped, with the exception being the courtyard and maybe the fun zone. This makes it VERY easy for chance players to land shots. And the corners also allow for sheds and guest 1337s to ambush and stun you. And theres 50 million different places to hide. c00lkidd? Unless your pizza boys are deployed or else you're gonna be playing some good ol hide and seek, and the many corners allow for easy dodging of both corrupt nature and walk speed override. And you better be good at predicting people or else your corrupt nature is basically useless. For 1x1x1x1 he's all of c00lkidds problems amplified. As for Jason idk I haven't really faced off against him on it. John Doe is the only one that is objectively good on this map. Overall the killers in this game were made with more open maps in mind, so a cramped map automatically makes it much harder for the majority of killers. submitted by Sudden_Joke7462 to FORSAKENROBLOX [link] [comments] |
2025.01.19 00:20 Commercial_Pause_674 Some interesting dollar bin finds from today, I thought I'd share.
 | Found a bunch of cool books in the dollar bin at a local shop today. These were the standouts. They're definitely not without their flaws, but very cool for $1 each IMO! SPAWN #2 (This one really surprised me!) SUPERMAN #75 (Death issue.) X-MEN #1 (No cover. I wonder which variant cover it was?) WOLVERINE #70 (From the old man Logan run) submitted by Commercial_Pause_674 to comicbookcollecting [link] [comments] |
2025.01.19 00:20 SpeckledSkin Name for this Color/Coat Pattern?
His black nose is the only portion of black on his body. He is mostly white with cream and grey-to-charcoal grey colors.
(Full disclosure, I had magic eraser on google photos remove the entire background, so this picture is a bit wonky. No other edits were made. Colors are true as my phone can capture.)
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2025.01.19 00:20 Screechfromdoors Wanna throw Giggles around?
So, have you ever wanted to throw a Giggle around KICK THE BUDDY style? Then you're in luck. I made a SCRATCH GAME about exactly that!
https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1122096039/ Well, have fun with it ;)
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2025.01.19 00:20 digngrade Any companies still send hardcopy catalogs?
I know Henry does, just wondering if any others still do?
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2025.01.19 00:20 videogamerkitsune Real criticism vs grifter criticism
Context on why Butterloine statement: she does mind attractive characters but she does not overly secualized character in video games and how it was against her faith. She then proceed to call other girfter gooners out.
Now she considered a "fake" anti woke person by other but many of her followers (mostly because she a "hot gamer girl" and follows God) are agreeing with her take now.
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2025.01.19 00:20 asapananya she’s here and she’s beautiful!
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2025.01.19 00:20 mikeyfender813 I'm very careful with my Squid Game money, 'cause my fortune's not getting any bigger. It's just that amount of money that gets smaller till I die. Or I make a good deal with you!
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2025.01.19 00:20 passingcomplexion666 i broke my abstinence and I feel bad about it
I (19f) moved here a year ago to live with my mom. I didn’t have friends here for a long time. I still don’t really. I ended up hanging out with some boys my age i know from work and ended up hooking up with one of them. it felt weird to me and I was really trying to hold off but he kept trying so i just gave in. I visited him a few times this week but it just led to sex. he then dropped the bomb that he expects this to be strictly friends with benefits and that he doesn’t want anything serious with me. So, now I’m just feeling stupid about everything, because I go a year without sex, break my abstinence for someone because I’m not strong enough to set boundaries, and after it all, he basically says he doesn’t like me enough but I’ll do. it feels shitty and i feel gross. I know i should’ve been smarter to know this would’ve happened but I guess I’ve been without intimacy for so long that I didn’t realize this is what would happen. I’m not crazy about the guy either, but it just hurts to be told that you aren’t being taken seriously, especially after I’ve been abstinent. I’ve been checked out for the past few days. I’m so out of it that I’ve been rapidly losing weight like never before. I don’t know what to do now. hes been trying to hang out with me but I haven’t had the energy to do so.
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2025.01.19 00:20 Nuvious Aluminium foil melted into my dinner.
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2025.01.19 00:20 OmegaAtrocity 30 [M4F] #NC #Online - Tall dude seeks conversation
Hi there everyone! I'm kinda bored and wouldn't mind having someone to talk to so here I am shouting into the void.
I'm a very tall (6'7" to be exact!) dude from western NC. I have long red hair, a long beard, and blue eyes. I work way too much and am super glad the holidays are over. When I'm not doing that I like to watch sports, play video games, listen to music and go to concerts. I look like someone who's into metal and I certainly am.
I'm gonna leave this there, best of luck to you and thanks for reading all the way here, I'm skeptical that very many people do.
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2025.01.19 00:20 Goutaxe 30 months jail + 1 whip for local man: Breaking into a house in KB to steal
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2025.01.19 00:20 TheCuriousWizard3 Who keeps blasting Uk Rap on the stream lmao 🇬🇧
👀
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2025.01.19 00:20 LIKinky How close is a 1v1 between old Garp and Sickbeard?
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2025.01.19 00:20 808gecko808 Here's why this year's Point in Time Count will not survey unsheltered people
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2025.01.19 00:20 knitalot She’s not available where I live yet
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2025.01.19 00:20 front-page-watch [#659|+2539|60] I lost (and found) my wedding ring last night when making bacon biscuits [r/mildlyinteresting]
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2025.01.19 00:20 WildAccountant3776 Dragonite 0353 3811 9269
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2025.01.19 00:20 KaminariSPRO 24 [M4F] You also taken? (FWB)
Im looking for a discreet FWB emphasis on the friend🙃! para magkavibe din tayo tapos tawanan lang. A person to relieve stress with! Sex is great basta may connection! We can take it Slow and get to know each other first! Before you interact with me, know that I am taken if you’re also taken lmk lang! or you’re interested in this kind of setup hmu!
About Me:
• 24 • 5’3 • likes playing video games • I tend to yap • based near qc • In college (Big 4) • Fit • Loves sucking tits • likes to cuddle • been trying to learn how to cook • so yon lang msg me to know more🙃
About You:
• Can Host (if wala oks lang! Pwede naman check in or whatever) • Preferably near me lang pero I can travel naman din! • good personality • idrc din about height cause im small so cant be choosy lol • hindi cold magreply! • No age or body preference! If we click then we click! May screening process me so get ready for non-stop questions!
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2025.01.19 00:20 My_useless_alt I dreamt I assaulted my friend and I hate myself for it so much
Pretty much the title. Last night I dreamt that I was with my friend, as I do sometimes. Normally it's just normal friend stuff, going for a walk or chatting or something like that, never anything intimate. I do admit I'm slightly attracted to her (we're both lesbian), but she's made it clear she doesn't see my like that and I'm entirely fine with that.
Last night though I dreamt about her in a worse way. She was asleep and I was hugging her, and while doing so I touched her breast in an inappropriate manner, obviously without consent because she was asleep. This was only for maybe 2-3 seconds before I woke up out of sheer disgust for myself and immediately started hating on myself, but it happened.
I won't go into detail about what happened because a) That's wildly inappropriate and disrespectful, and b) It doesn't matter, but I'll say that it was relatively minor but would still classify as sexual assault.
And as I've made clear, I absolutely hate myself for it, like some of the most intense emotions I've had in months are just my utter distain for myself over this, I should never have even had the thoughts necessary to think of her like that, even then I should never fucking ever have allowed it to play out, even in dreams I should have enough self-control to not assault my friend, no not commit such an evil act against anyone for that matter! If I'd done this IRL, to anyone, is would most likely have thrown myself under a train when it sank in. I haven't felt anger for a few months now (October I think), I avoid it on principle, but I'm angry now at myself for being such a monster.
I'm not sure what the point of this post is. Partly it's just a vent to let out some of my anger. Partly I think I just want other people to confirm to me that what I did was wrong in even allowing myself to think this. Partly it's a plead for help, I never want to do this ever again. What did this mean? Do I actually on some level want to adsault her? How do I make sure I never think this again, dream or waking? What thoughts must I delete from my mind I'm order to fix this? Heck, do I need to go to therapy to try to control my terrible thoughts better and stop them becoming actions? Just generally, help?
I'm sorry for bothering you all with this, I'm sorry I just hate myself so much right now. Also I won't be able to reply for a bit as I waited all day to write this and I'm about to go to bed again, here's hoping it doesn't happen again. 😨🤞
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