Someone help me dissect my life of failure PLEASE!!!
2025.01.22 06:44 Alone_Ad2064 Someone help me dissect my life of failure PLEASE!!!
I'm a start off bye saying I'm probably neurotypical. I'm going to write some off putting opinions on here don't be mad. I understand everyone is different so don't get offended on my opinions. I'm a 28yo male..
I've always been socially awkward didn't discover Twitter till 22, never had a fb till 20s which I don't post on. This at all doesn't seem important to what I'm going to say but I digress. Something is like to add in is I've had a disease all throughout my late teens too ill pretty much now that prevented me from living normal. It affects my ability to swallow, so as a 6 ft 140 lb male im skinny as f. On top I ran a highly competitive running sport in HS called cross country where I'd be forced to run 50 miles per week so this actually made me very skinny. I blame this disease a lot for my failures as eating has been one of my greatest frustrations in my life..Broke my are senior year so quit my only passion....this led to depression
My only friends in HS were in this sport. Never talked to any of them again out of h.s lost all contact. I was invited to some turkey bowl when I was 22 but my anxiety killed my shot, tried to rekindle my friendship at 25 but my friends grew so distant all has careers making a lot of money..this went nowhere Iafter I injured my leg probly because I haven't run like that I'm a while. My friends could run 15 miles in a couple hours....Was invited to watch the race but pussied out...haven't talked since and lost there numbers anyways, looking back I probably could have looked up there number anyway...f*ck.
What was I doing all the time my friends were in uni getting high paying jobs...I discovered anime/reddit during my depression otherwise I wouldn't probably ever even used this app. So id watch anime and game and fail community college while doing nothing to invest in my future. So I deeply regret not keeping in contact with my friends? I was extremely socially awkward all throughout my school years barely after talked even to my friends in my sports. My cliche didn't even cliche...But I still thought they were friends. Even though they were all in ap courses while I was managing cs in barely normal classes. Even though they didn't invite me to things probably because I didn't talk..even though they barely contacted me after HS I always considered them friends. Even though I felt lesser than them as a person on most levels. I was always the shy one left in the dust. Where did I mess up here? I know I did.
My school work I never did because of video games addiction , plus I was always tired. I use to blame my running for my tiredness but nope obviously wasn't the issue..I just wasn't smart in school never worked never was out going was always a follower...
My 20s was when everything went completely down hill and this was the roughest period in my life. I'm a janitor for 5 years, I hate my job, made my depression worse. Never developed social skills. Had awful depression where I was numb to everything, got obsessed with crypto. Don't know what to do!?! I want to quit my job but am afraid. I live in a toxic home environment where both my younger siblings are in relationships. My little brother thinks he's better than me at everything and brags like a s hole.. I always kinda disliked him a lot. So I want apartment but hate my job, never been in a serious relationship with a woman. I'm sick and on medication for my eating disorder. I like in the north east where it's constantly below freezing in the winter...
I know I said a lot but please if someone can take the time to read this and understand me a little bit would be highly appreciated!!!
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2025.01.22 06:44 Glad_Basket_8919 DISPUTE HELP *URGENT
I ordered a pair of sandals from DHGATE app and I was scammed out of my money and I want a full refund. I have not been able to get in contact with any customer service agents from DHGATE which is frustrating.
I ordered a pair of sandals from a buyer on December 30 and was told they needed a few days to make it then send photos and ship it
1st red flag they claimed to ship it on January 5 but no photos were sent
2nd red flag they texted me offline and this was the second or third person I spoke with since interested in the shoes
3rd red flag the tracking code was invalid and I could not search for the shoes except for the app which didn’t provide much information.
4th red flag I texted them today and asked for an update and was told the shoes were delivered to my address on January 7th. HOW?? when they claimed to ship it January 5th and I answered the 6th due to time difference.
From china to USA dos not take 1 day! I need DHGATE to be more responsive.
Order number: 36813038299
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Thank you!
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