2025.01.27 04:11 PhoneSavor Lioden DTI help
I can't seem to find the backgrounds that cover the default sun and nighttime backgrounds... All i found is the cave opening one and that still shows like 50% of the default background. Help
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2025.01.27 04:11 Material-Mousie7961 What does my work taste like?
"🩸, Bandages, and Blue" Lipstick, bandaids, and jeans on canvas. submitted by Material-Mousie7961 to ARTIST [link] [comments] |
2025.01.27 04:11 SAKParts 111mm Victorinox Swiss Army Knife Titanium Alloy TC4 Scales Twill Version With Toothpick & Tweezer Holes
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2025.01.27 04:11 LeadershipMuch2770 I feel like something is wrong with me since birth and can't be changed
Everything felt wrong with me since I was little, I always felt ashamed of sharing the things i like with other people and always felt lesser than them. Im so scared all of the time that the things that I have now won't be with me and that I can't use my youth to make memories because I don't really want to do anything. Also there's really nothing in my life. I did not have a proper friend for about 4 years and my mind is still wishing everyday to go back to elementary, even though I'm on high school now. I feel like I wasted my youth and keep wasting it every single day because I genuinely don't want to do anything and i dont know what to do. I'm scared everytime I have fun thinking it will just be a memory that ill wish to go back like the ones that I had when I was a kid. I think to myself that I won't be this young ever again and i just keep wasting the time that I have left but I can't stop but feel like im rotten already. I don't even feel human anymore, I can't even feel like myself, it all feels so strange and unfamiliar. A couple months ago my face felt like it was constantly changing and no matter how much I try to run away from that feeling now it creeps up every once in a while. I feel like im running away from everything but also there's nowhere to run away to. My mind keeps fogging and I feel so stupid that my brain keeps doing this instead of being a teen for 5 years.
I used to want to sing when I was little so much, never had the confidence to but was hoping to find it with time, and i had a best friend at the time who also loved to sing. We don't talk much since 9 or something, just caching up sometimes via text. I learned that when I was struggling with the same shit over and over again, could not want anything or have the energy or motivation to do anything, she got accepted to an art school. I actually feel like a big part of me and also my childhood died when I missed that opportunity. I still can't say people that I wanted to sing so fucking much and I can't really tell people this because I feel like singing and me is fucking stupid sometimes. I kept myself alive to this day with the hope and fantasies of somebody or something saving me, or that something so good would happen that make this all worth it. It never really happened. Trust me i tried and keep trying in this miserable days to cheer myself up with what my own will can do and not fantasies. The forced euphoria lasts about a week maximum and it shatters because I could not deal with how hard everything actually is. I feel fucking really lazy sometimes. I used to enroll in sports ans activities when i was little, only to leave it when it got too hard and I grieve over them every day. I want to learn a new language, play an instrument, but not because I genuinely want to, i just feel like im already too late and if I don't do it now then it's better if I just die. It's been about 6 months when I first started telling my mom these and telling her to enroll me in something like that but my fucking exams was around that time and just like that I'm already 6 months more late by now. When I ask her she always says she'll look at them. But it just keeps getting longer and longer and she is not looking at anything. I would research but my mind can't even handle anything about my life nowadays. There's cardboard on all mirrors so i would forget what my face look like so I can finally feel pretty after a while. I want to leave my country and I genuinely think that I could if I worked hard enough because when I study I always remember what my life is like and get annoyed by how my face feels like.
I got hospitalized when I was 11 because I didn't want to go back to school after the quarantine, I don't like psychiatrists ever since. I'm seeing one sometimes but when you know the person doing all that is also shushing you when crying at the end of a session because the 45 minutes is over and then taking your money, it's hard. I know that's how therapy works but I don't know im way too sensitive for it I guess. I don't want to use any long term medication because I keep remembering how when i was hospitalized I was in a slightly better condition than today but they gave me medication for the shit that I didn't even have and my mum made me use it for 2 years because the doctors know the best. She now admits what a shitty hospital that was but that hospital was also when a part of me died, I don't know why, it wasn't very traumatic compared to other people there I guess. But I cry everytime I slightly think of there. The moral of this story here is basically the meds made me unable to think properly and made me way too numb than I was supposed to be as an 11 year old, and when I took meds sometime closer to now i got even more paranoid then I was and i basically stopped taking anything long term there.
I cant really talk about all this to anybody in my life now because I only got my mother, and i know she is really tired of this. Kind of rightfully maybe, but when I talk about everything when she's with me, I get mad at her for what she had done wrong. And also she gets really irritated after all this time when I'm in a bad mood, so I just try not to. I always thought that it's a little stupid, maybe corny sharing all this with the internet, but I didnt really have a choice after tonight. I don't know who will read all this really, but thank you if you did
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2025.01.27 04:11 AutomaticPlane9782 Hanna and Haley Cavinder
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2025.01.27 04:11 Candid-Ad-3795 What is this?
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2025.01.27 04:11 punydevil New hat
Went to see a band tonight and felt compelled to buy a hat from their merch table.
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2025.01.27 04:11 mrmaximus789 Why Does Chris Jones Cry: An In-Depth Exploration
Explore the various reasons why Chris Jones might cry, delving into the psychological, societal, and personal factors influencing emotional expression. https://ikno-this.com/why-does-chris-jones-cry-an-in-depth-exploration/
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2025.01.27 04:11 No_Tumbleweed561 Who should I look at offloading
8 man league, my team was flying until the past two game weeks. Who should I offload and who’s working keeping submitted by No_Tumbleweed561 to DraftEPL [link] [comments] |
2025.01.27 04:11 Big_Midnight_4722 Sgraffito mugs and cups
Egrets, rabbit, chickadees, striped bass, and bonito in this group. submitted by Big_Midnight_4722 to Pottery [link] [comments] |
2025.01.27 04:11 Turbulent_Cancel2571 Chapter 5 mission help!
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2025.01.27 04:11 SEBASSS_3756 How can I buy chopper gunner in BO6 Zombies
I need help because I can't figure out how to buy a chopper gunner on the crafting table and I see other youtubers can.
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2025.01.27 04:11 Chilly-777 What anime is this for you?
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2025.01.27 04:11 hesifein i fucking hate the bop house bro
they are literally a group of whores marketing to kids.
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2025.01.27 04:11 Th3_W4ndeR3r Yk I kinda wish
To do well tomorrow, life’s getting rougher
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2025.01.27 04:11 pugglewugglez Does MobaXterm ever go on sale? Black Friday, etc?
While I do this for work as well, I'd like to buy a copy for personal use and would rather not pay $70... does anyone know if it ever goes on sale for like Black Friday or at any other time?
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2025.01.27 04:11 Elegant_Glass15 android studio or web development?
انا عندي سنتين خبره في صناعه الالعاب فمش مبتدئ. قررت اغير المجال عشان صناعه الالعاب محتاجه مجهود كبير
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2025.01.27 04:11 JessExciting Week 4: Lunar New Year - Steamed BBQ Pork Buns
Recipe here! https://thewoksoflife.com/steamed-bbq-pork-buns-char-siu-bao/ My shaping skills could definitely use some work, but the flavor and texture came out perfect! submitted by JessExciting to 52weeksofbaking [link] [comments] |
2025.01.27 04:11 DocDrey55 Aggressors and Eradicators I wasn't using in my BA list... So tried something new.
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2025.01.27 04:11 Bos2Cin Anyone else have a wired CarPlay audio issue?
I’ve never had an issue with my stereo system, hell I have been fairly impressed in my 2020 S model. Just recently I’ve noticed that wired CarPlay sounds terrible lately, like my speakers are blown. When I disconnect from it and go through Bluetooth it’s much better.
Has anybody else ever had this issue? I changed the cable and tried the other port. It’s only been the last month or so so I don’t remember if it took an update or not when it started.
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2025.01.27 04:11 kyxli3 arcane opinions??
Thoughts on jinx and sevika being together??? ik it’s crazy but i want everyone’s opinion
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2025.01.27 04:11 Senior_Ad3988 Ganyu with Baby Ganyu
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2025.01.27 04:11 Aromaster4 DoD map update
Some additional islands and shit. submitted by Aromaster4 to childrenofdusk [link] [comments] |
2025.01.27 04:11 mrmaximus789 Exploring the Pros and Cons of Socialism
A comprehensive exploration of socialism, examining its potential benefits and drawbacks through a neutral lens. https://ikno-this.com/exploring-the-pros-and-cons-of-socialism/
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2025.01.27 04:11 External-Stranger801 I’m gonna attempt a play through of grounded but if I die, all my items on me disappear, and I cannot load my save. Wish me luck
So far my settings are: Mild difficulty Faction reactivity set to off And that’s about it. Don’t ask why I’m doing this because idk either submitted by External-Stranger801 to GroundedGame [link] [comments] |