I Always Gaslight Myself Into Invalidating My OCD Diagnosis

2025.02.01 18:52 IdkButIWannaComment I Always Gaslight Myself Into Invalidating My OCD Diagnosis

I (25f) got diagnosed when I was like 6-7, but have only recently begun exploring what all of my diagnoses really mean and how they affect me/how I interact with the world. Idk if it has anything to do with this self discovery journey, but recently, I frequently find myself gaslighting myself into believing that I made it up.. until I realize that I was legit diagnosed, and then I have to remind myself of all of the obviously OCD related symptoms/struggles that I have, but I KEEP going through these cycles despite knowing FULL WELL that I have OCD. It's just these brief little moments, but it's annoying. Classic OCD, I guess! šŸ™„
TLDR: I'm SO thankful that I have a formal diagnosis, because otherwise, my OCD would successfully talk me out of believing that I have OCD. Can anyone relate? šŸ˜‚
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2025.02.01 18:52 Guilty-Resource-430 Any trades?

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2025.02.01 18:52 Rishu_21 Help in SSC preparation

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2025.02.01 18:52 Retrograde-Escapade Where does this little guy end up in your 2011 Limited?

I can't seem to find where the other end of this hose goes. The only two points of interest that I could find are circled.
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2025.02.01 18:52 Court_Infinite She back and eating and teaching about poker please report for gambling when she begins it's against guidelines!!!!

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2025.02.01 18:52 RecentMatter3790 How to stop the ā€œAdd friendsā€ pop-up?

Ok, so whatā€™s happening is that when I open the game, I sometimes get this pop up saying ā€œadd Epic friendsā€, and then I go to the ā€œcloseā€ button. After closing the pop up, it takes a while for it to pop up again, because then Iā€™d open up the game the subsequent days(after being done playing and then playing the next day or some other time), and the pop up doesnā€™t appear, so it seems to not pop up every time I open the game. Thereā€™s no option inside of Settings for preventing this pop up to never appear again.
This is very annoying as I donā€™t usually play with friends, and I donā€™t have Epic friends.
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2025.02.01 18:52 Narrow_Category65 Why does pasasana go left to start?

Almost every twist I can think of starts with a right twist, except for the pose at the beginning of intermediate series, which is also referred to by some practitioners as "second series." Anyone know why?
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2025.02.01 18:52 nibbyNoseCrew Understanding Antennas

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2025.02.01 18:52 Ready_Examination_73 Collab blade vs original blade

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2025.02.01 18:52 visliox Too soon?

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2025.02.01 18:52 JUSTaSK8rat What happened to just having "fun" in this game?

So you didn't kill all 4 Survivors. You didn't escape that Trial even when you had 1 Gen left...
...who the hell cares?
I feel like this game gets ruined by people simply playing to """win""", and that really bums me out. Having all the Survivors switch to Toolboxes/BNPs or the Killer tunneling your teammate out at 5 Gens all just feel like scummy "power moves" people engage with just so they can "win".
I personally don't care if I don't make it out the Exit Gates, or if 1 or 2 Survivors teabag me and escape. The fun in the game for me is the Chases, the suspense of hiding, the fun of avoiding powers and abilities and beating your last personal record.
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2025.02.01 18:52 _cybergoat Need help picking the right car on a budget

Here's a situation. I've got 15k cash to spend. I really don't want to get a loan, but if I do get a loan, I want it to be minimal. So really talking max cost at the end of the day of 20K tops, after tax/tag/title. Excellent credit btw.
Really want to find a decent car around 15k. Care more about performance than luxury, which I know is a bit of a joke at this price point, but still. Ideally no more than 70k miles on a car. Ideally something from the last 7 years. I'm not a car guy so I'm totally lost.
Sedan or SUV probably.
Anyone got any tips? Been looking at a bmw x1 with 80k miles for about 15.5k but just don't know if that's a good idea given the high yearly maintenance cost. Would love a nice driving car but I'm pretty limited on money.
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2025.02.01 18:52 phudomiet How I stopped cheating on my wife

Iā€™m not proud to admit this, but for years, I was a cheater. Over the span of about four years, I cheated on my wife with hundreds of women, probably around 1 in every 5 days on average. Iā€™ve had sex over 1,500 times, and somehow, I never got caught.
Iā€™m not sharing this to justify my actions or seek forgiveness. Iā€™m writing this because I know there are others out there who are stuck in the same cycle - wanting to stop but struggling with the urge to cheat. If thatā€™s you, I hope my experience helps.
The main reason why I cheated was simple: BOOB obsession. I cared way too much about BOOBs. Watching my wifeā€™s BOOB drop over the years felt unbearable, and I would justify cheating by telling myself that our marriage was just bad and that I ā€œdeservedā€ to cheat because my wifeā€™s BOOBs were not level.
Another reason was frustration with aggressive sex. When my wife role-played aggressively with me, I sometimes felt like she was trying to bully me in bed. I wanted to ā€œteach her a lessonā€ by proving that her aggression would come at a price. Looking back, this mindset was completely irrational, but at the time, it felt like a valid excuse.
I tried quitting many times but always fell back into the habit. Iā€™d tell myself, ā€œThis will be the last time I cheat,ā€ but it never was. Eventually, I found a few strategies that actually worked:

  1. I stopped looking at womenā€™s BOOBs for a while. Removing the BOOB pressure made it much easier to resist the urge to cheat.
  2. I bang inflatable dolls after my wife bullies me. Being bullied multiple days in a row is a big trigger for me, so instead of cheating to ā€œfixā€ my mood, I use dolls just to get an easy win and reset mentally. I know itā€™s not great for improvement, but it helps me stop feeling like garbage after my wife spanks me like a puppy.
  3. I got a new girlfriend. This might be controversial, but it helped me a lot. I was terrified of my wifeā€™s dropping BOOBs, so I started meeting with a young girl whose BOOBs were like 100%. Once I get a good view of her BOOBs, I feel confident enough to return to my wife.
  4. I shove a bishop up my a** immediately when I feel the urge to cheat. The moment I notice the temptation, I reach for the bishop instantly. Itā€™s much easier to plug it in a second than to resist the urge for an entire day.
  5. I remind myself that my wife is a real person. Just like me, she doesnā€™t like being treated unfairly. Keeping that in mind helped shift my perspective.
I havenā€™t cheated since September, and honestly, it feels amazing. Or sex is real, my c*m actually means something, and Iā€™m enjoying sex way more than before.
If youā€™re someone whoā€™s struggling with this, I hope my experience gives you some hope. It is possible to stop, you just need to find strategies that work for you.
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2025.02.01 18:52 OddTangerine759 Rant: size difference isnā€™t very demure

Rant: size difference isnā€™t very demure I donā€™t understand why some Pikmin are bigger than others within the same type. Itā€™s not like this in the games, and it ruins the canon lol
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2025.02.01 18:52 CocoTechYT Schiff Studios- Video Editing & Drone Videography

I live in the Granger area, and I am sharing my services with the members of this subreddit. I have started a business for video editing and drone videography. You can check out Schiff Studios at the link below.
https://schiffstudios.wixsite.com/schiffstudios
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2025.02.01 18:52 6millionwaystolive First time using the net on a non-toppped plant. Do I start tucking the main branch now, or do I wait until the side branches need tucking then supercrop? Sorry for the dumb question. This is the first grow I didn't top and I'm unsure what to do with the main branch. Thanks!

First time using the net on a non-toppped plant. Do I start tucking the main branch now, or do I wait until the side branches need tucking then supercrop? Sorry for the dumb question. This is the first grow I didn't top and I'm unsure what to do with the main branch. Thanks! Sorry for the dumb question. First grow i didn't top and I'm unsure what to do with the main branch. Thanks!
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2025.02.01 18:52 Paracelsus-VonBaer OptiPlex 7020 SFF Plus getting warm.

Any suggestions on how to increase air flow on a 7020 SFF Plus? The PC has an i7-14700 and Iā€™m pretty sure it pulls a lot of power. It also has the NVIDIA Quadro T1000 card and notice the whole chassis on one side feels really warm to the touch. This PC isnā€™t used for gaming at all, mainly use it for CAD and SolidWorks. Would adding a front fan help at all to push hot air out? Do I need a Y-Splitter? Will I get a Post error if itā€™s not a Dell approved fan? Any suggestions are appreciated!
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2025.02.01 18:52 JordanDemat Why is MC called the dark sun?

Why are the wild afraid of mc as the dark sun when almost every other mage in the book is more powerful and/or skilled than him?
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2025.02.01 18:52 Kerry_Crews Wish me luck!

Beat Mentor difficulty while was my son napping. Will begin MN this evening after some Baldurs Gate. Iā€™ll make you all proud šŸ«”
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2025.02.01 18:52 pdroject La Crus & Vinicio Caposela "Natale a Milano" Live in Milano, Teatro degli Arcimboldi

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