Suicidal over heartbreak, felt like this for over a year and I can't take much more
2024.11.25 21:30 Necessary-Bed-5588 Suicidal over heartbreak, felt like this for over a year and I can't take much more
I can't really believe I'm writing this, because I'm rather ashamed of how I feel.
I don't know if it's worth detailing the relationship I had with this woman, because I would assume from a logical perspective that this is merely a reflection of myself and not her or the connection we shared.
I've always been a logical person, I had never felt anything close to love before I met her at the age of 25, I had absolutely no idea that I could ever feel that strongly or that connected to someone. And even though I know that heartbreak is a universal experience, somehow I can't comprehend the idea that going through this degree of suffering is a common thing. I'm not sure I'm equipped to deal with it, I don't know how anyone could.
I have tried to get over her, I moved country.I made a whole life for myself filled with wonderful amazing people, I've had happy memories, I've travelled the world. Not one thing was better than spending time with her. Not one thing was better than laughing with her. I have not developed romantic feelings for anyone else, nothing even close. It's not that I'm incapable of forming close friendships anymore, or that I'm not capable of connection because of some damage to my attachment. I can't separate the concept of romantic love from her, it started with her, it belongs to her. That's how it feels.
I feel completely undone as a person. She had everything I could ever want, she was like me in so many ways that everything I loved before her is now bound up in her memory. I can't enjoy anything without thinking of her. The pain is getting too much. It always comes back.
I don't want to live with this anymore, it's not worth it for me. There's still this part of me that desperately wants someone to tell me what to do, but I'm not if there is a solution to this. I've been in therapy for a year but it hasn't helped even though my therapist is great at his job. He's the only therapist I've ever been able to open up to.
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2024.11.25 21:30 Southern_Biscotti371 Current Charger Prices
Hey all, I’m trying to upgrade my car to a dodge charger (hopefully scatpack wb) I don’t care if it’s lightly used or not, but now that Dodge is making their cars electric (morons) should I be careful on spending too much on my purchase?
Should I expect to pay over 60k? Or are they mainly worth around 50-45?
Any info would help since I’m not too educated on this stuff. (I live in southern California idk if that’ll affect anything)
Or is it effect..?
Ok thanks <3
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2024.11.25 21:30 Big_Salamander_9935 23 [F4M] Northern NJ - BBW sub seeking skillful dom
23 [F4M] Northern NJ - BBW sub seeking skillful dom
Well… I’m actually a switch, but life’s been stressful lately and domming requires a certain amount of effort that I just can’t put in right now. I’m looking to let someone else take the reins. I want to give in, relinquish all control, and do whatever I’m told.
I’ll say it now: if your idea of domination consists of a few minutes of jackhammering with zero foreplay, don’t bother. I’m not the easiest nut to crack. You’ll have to put in a bit of work, but if you push my buttons just right, I’ll be putty in your hands. It will be worth it, I promise. I do not just lie there like a starfish. I’ll try almost anything once, so whatever you’re into, lay it on me. I have very few hard limits.
A bit about me: I’m 5’4. White. Long wavy brown hair. Green eyes. Glasses. A few piercings. I’m also fat. It’s not to the point that I can’t move or anything, but I am fairly large. If you aren’t okay with that, then I ask that you respectfully move along.
A bit about you:
- Any age. I’d prefer you be under 30, but I wouldn’t mind being with someone older.
- Any race or ethnicity.
- Any body type. Big n’ tall is my favorite in this situation, but I’m open to all shapes and sizes so long as you’ve got the right spirit.
- Not married or otherwise engaged.
- Residing in NJ, preferably northern. I’m sorry, but I’m not willing to travel out of state.
If this piques your interest, don’t hesitate to DM. My only request is that say more than just “hi”.
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2024.11.25 21:30 Barh00m1915 RG353VS in game saving
Hey everyone, just now getting into retro emulation. Having a small issue where I’m saving states just fine in Pokémon emerald on the GBA simulator but I’m not able to save in game. That’s an issue cause you need to save in some places to progress in the game. Would appreciate any help and thanks in advance!
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2024.11.25 21:30 Greedy_Carrot3748 Chip in front tooth
I have a chip on my front tooth… no pain. Is this worth getting looking at can they do anything foe it if it’s not bothering me.
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2024.11.25 21:30 almondpizza Why we MUST nerf infantry
i just won one (1) game going all in bulgarian longswords
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2024.11.25 21:30 batman_nk97 Dating chat help
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2024.11.25 21:30 DejViii9 What do I do in this position (I'm Jorji)
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2024.11.25 21:30 Designer_Ad_2023 Can any EET transportation takers give me a run down on how the on demand class is set up?
I see that the website said homework needs to be submitted but I think that was geared towards live lectures.
Is the class just 50 hours of videos and a few practice problems for on demand?
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2024.11.25 21:30 xyzlghjk Jumping on the trend, what’s my type?
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2024.11.25 21:30 aznpersuazion Artificial Intelligence is NOT a Good Career
As with most things, the opinions expressed in this post are my own. Consider this as just one data point, and not as a guide to your career.
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2024.11.25 21:30 fuckinraccons Antartica stock footage
Hey all, headed to Antartica for a job and I will own rights to all footage. Have a new client that’s freakin sweet and will be traveling all over the world with them. Also have a ton of Wyoming ranch horse footage from the last job with them, headed to South Africa and France next. Might tack on Patagonia just because it’s close to where I’ll be for Antartica. Lots of really cool landscapes, cities, etc. to come all shot on red v raptor.
Wondering if it would be worth trying to sell the footage as stock? I heard of stories of people who have made good money on things like tornadoes or other unique, rare locations. Anyone have any input? Best companies to go through? Best practices?
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2024.11.25 21:30 Ecstatic_Rest_1403 Famous Brazilian kids/juvenile trainer arrested for sex offenses
https://g1.globo.com/sc/santa-catarina/noticia/2024/11/23/treinador-jiu-jitsu-preso-pedofilia-evento-esportivo-balneario-camboriu.ghtml
He has trained many famous athletes, including black belt World Champions Meyram Alves and Matheus Gabriel.
He currently teaches some prodigies such as Daniel 220v and Pietro Baseggio.
Matheus spoke up and told he was one of the victims. Gotta give huge props for him, it takes a lot of courage to do so.
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2024.11.25 21:30 kp-6789 Neue Wehrpflicht/zivi umgehen
Weder bock angeschissen zu werden im Zirkus Bundeswehr oder unterbezahlt zu arbeiten im zivi kann man allgemein ausgemustert werden?
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2024.11.25 21:30 murshid_akram I’ve shared an ultimate, easy-to-follow, and effective PHUL workout program that will allow you to train in an organized way and help you achieve a firm and aesthetic physique. If you’re looking for a balanced training program to stimulate strength and size, you can follow this plan.
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2024.11.25 21:30 raptoman123 Hay mrbeast
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2024.11.25 21:30 hellimhere28 Anyone who didn’t have an active lifestyle due to being depressed/anxious so your day to day activities were limited, what antidepressant did you eventually go on?
I’m thinking between lexapro, Prozac or trintellix. But the potential nausea on trintellix makes me nervous, Prozac can be a bit activating though I was on it before, and lexapro can potentially give you lethargy which makes me cautious because I already am lethargic
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2024.11.25 21:30 TheDuckyofReddit Donald Trump si sta riprendendo dallo sparo all'orecchio
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2024.11.25 21:30 TheDemonsGallows New Printer - Second Print
 | Hello all, I'm rather new to 3d printing but I just got an Ankermake M5 and my test print went flawlessly, tried a second print and well it shifted toward the end of the print. I used the mobile app to select and upload the model for printing, ran it on the default precision setting which had the nozzle temp at 190 and the bed at 60. I'm using the ankermake filament that came with the printer. Any ideas from you more experienced folk? submitted by TheDemonsGallows to FixMyPrint [link] [comments] |
2024.11.25 21:30 Famous_Lemon4322 [BO] Has Anybody Else Noticed and/or Cared About This?
I was playing the Black Ops 6 Campaign and noticed something while exploring The Rook. In the final room to get the code to open the safe in the upstairs, I realized that the poster here is from Infinite Warfare! It even says that it’s produced by Willard Willer. Not only that, but the comic on the table in this same room is a map from the same game: Attack of The Radioactive Thing! Has anybody else noticed this?
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2024.11.25 21:30 EmptyStrings AAC apps with Personal Voice
My MIL was diagnosed with ALS earlier this year. She is 62 and unfortunately it seems to be fast progressing. She is now bed-bound (very little movement in her legs), she's about to get a feeding tube, and her voice is pretty severely affected.
We live across the country and we were just able to visit for the first time (we had a baby this summer right after they told us about the diagnosis). We are trying to help support them however we can but it's tough since we aren't there to interact with the doctors in person. My FIL is her main caregiver.
I want to get her set up with an AAC app but not sure where to start. She already has an ipad mini. I'm not sure if it's too late to get the Personal Voice on the iPad working. She can still talk some but it takes a lot of effort and she can pretty much just say a few words at a time, and the consonants aren't that clear. So I am hoping she will be able to complete the recordings over a few days and it works.
But what do we do after that? Which apps do we use it with? She can still use her hands okay. Typing on the phone is hard but she plays mobile games still so she could use an AAC I think. I've looked into it some but some of them are really expensive and don't have trials so it's hard to know if they'd work.
As a side note I have seen here on Reddit that the ALS organization could help. But I'm not sure how they get plugged into that. I asked FIL and he said they have monthly local meetings but he hasn't been to one yet.
Thank you for any advice. This disease sucks so much. Our son is her first grandchild and she is such a grandmotherly person. It's devastating that all our dreams of summers at grandma's house, first Disney trip, seeing her with our future kids will not come to pass. I am thankful she was able to hold our little one next to her in her hospital bed and he just learned how to belly laugh while we were visiting them. Small mercies.
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2024.11.25 21:30 BlankSlate3058 How's This For a Juggernaut Build?
 | Been working on a warlock file, starting to like the fighting styles and was considering going juggernaut. Going for more long-game with this build. Flipping between Sailor and Leg styles. https://preview.redd.it/3s33im1n843e1.png?width=972&format=png&auto=webp&s=abbc8314319fb25b6e344d9e387c7d6a383182d3 Note: I am not a pvper, I don't care about pvp meta. submitted by BlankSlate3058 to ArcaneOdyssey [link] [comments] |
2024.11.25 21:30 EgyptianNational Liberals are not ready to talk about *why* legacy media is not trusted by MAGA types.
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2024.11.25 21:30 crazyhatchchile Lowe's IT entry level
Just wondering if anyone that works for Lowe's IT has any advice, feedback, opinions, for someone thinking of applying for an entry level IT position with Lowe's?
Currently already a remote employee, but going to school for BSBA with a focus in information management systems. Would this be a good starting point for a career with IT? Does Lowe's provide training for techs? What's the interview process like? Just give me a good idea of what I can expect, if you don't mind.
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