I felt miserable and my heart hurt a lot. I was alone.
2024.11.26 13:50 Superb-Flatworm5037 I felt miserable and my heart hurt a lot. I was alone.
Some guys get good physique, genes, character and everybody falls for them. Most things in life for them are low hanging fruits. They were treated in their family decently, they know their worth and can protect themselves.
I’m done have a bad physique though. I’m 28 yo, 5.8, 74 kilos. But I have to work my butt off to gain a lean look. Also I was bullied at school cause I was too soft. I get occasionally taken for a weak person by some stupid assholes now and then due to my open and kind personality.
I was bullied by those privileged guys at university. Tall, good looking guys.
Due to bullying at school I was always afraid of places with predominantly males like gym, football, martial arts - you name it. I rmbr, I went to the new gym at the university to start working out.
I took the keys from the reception and came to the locker room. It was empty. I start hearing the voices of guys coming. When they came it was a group of 3 tall guys 1 year younger than me. One guy’s locker was next to mine and as I remember it was that guy which would stare at me with rage in his face when we occasionally crossed over on campus. The thing is that his peer was studying at my school and apparently he spread those rumors about me among his friends, including that guy. They were calling me a fagot. Cause once occasionally in 5th grade I accidentally grabbed my young classmate under his shoulder - I would do it with my mom back then and it happened just automatically. That classmate accused me of homosexuality and that stuck with me till the final day at school. Unfortunately, that classmate also applied to my university and spread rumors about me. That really hurt me a lot. Cause I wouldn’t be able to have friends due to lack of social skills, the development of which was blocked during bullying and stress, let alone, some university students would bully me cause someone told them I’m gay.
Back to the locker room.
When they came and saw me they became quiter all of the sudden. I felt their attention on me. I started to be afraid. I chose to not do workout this time and started emptying the locker. I tried to be quick but not so much so they would think I’m fleeing.
I exit the locker room and go down a corridor and hear: “GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE, FAGGOT!”. My heart shrunk and I was afraid. I was feeling utterly miserable and helpless. I didn’t have any friends to tell. I had tears in my eyes on my way back to my room. I just internalized it and sucked it up.
It was that guy who would stare at me enraged.
He was handsome and tall. Quite cocky.
I meet him even today in the city. He barely changed, although his cockiness seemingly blunted after his marriage, but still bold and ignorant. I think should I reach out to him and pay off all what he’s done to me. Revenge? I doubt he would understand all the pain he caused. Tbh, I’m afraid of fighting and get injured.
He is from a wealthy family. Dressed well, I think he had a car already at uni. All his friends were like old money dudes.
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2024.11.26 13:50 Bakkster Keep my Bonhoeffer's name out of your mouth
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2024.11.26 13:50 top_nutter What's the weather really like in winter?
We will be visiting over New Years, and I see the temperatures are a high of 2 and low of -2, but in weather related posts, people are saying how freezing cold it is.
I'm in Ontario, Canada, and this does not sound cold to me. Is the "real feel" much colder? Or are the posts I'm seeing from tourists who live in much warmer climates?
We were planning on packing snowpants, winter coat, hat, gloves...
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2024.11.26 13:50 Dependent_Policy_150 BHAI QUANTS MEIN KAUNSA TOPICS AAYE THE IS BAAR ?
I want ask how many questions asked from specific topics guys answer atleast !
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2024.11.26 13:50 sweetvibesmkx Which anime character is this?
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2024.11.26 13:50 Tako-tako1 Finally, my first ever max tier
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2024.11.26 13:50 Kevin80970 What is this an Amazon package for ants?
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2024.11.26 13:50 NuancedMe gamer trying to find friends to play with
hey guys, so I am a 22F, and am looking for more girls to play with if yall out there. it doesn’t even have to be just girls but anyone that doesn’t care if I don’t put down crazy elims. I am not that good and just want to have fun, i usually play with my brothers but they’re literally sweats to the insanity level. I just can’t play with them anymore without feeling like im trash.
anyways im on XBOX, and hopefully i meet some friends along the way.
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2024.11.26 13:50 Feisty-Computer8250 মোদের আজ শুভ জন্মদীন
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2024.11.26 13:50 justin_quinnn Left-wing candidate Yamandú Orsi wins runoff election to becomes Uruguay's next president
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2024.11.26 13:50 C_King_Justice Volume control
The uppers pusher is supposed to control volume if pressed twice (up) or three times (down). It used to work, but doesn't anymore. Anyone have advice?
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2024.11.26 13:50 KhakiPeach67 You should be able to save shapes
Pretty much what the title says. You should be able to save drawings to your specific settings, cycling through which saved variant you want to place down. My rectangle drawings for fair value gaps, overnight gaps, and order blocks look completely different from one another. But being able to quick select one that says “FVG” or “Bullish OB” would be a lot more convenient than having to constantly switch the style of it.
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2024.11.26 13:50 GreatCreator46287660 Adria Arjona
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2024.11.26 13:50 Nothinbuttru7h Jordan Jumpman Jack TR Travis Scott ‘Dark Mocha’ Y3 from OWF
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2024.11.26 13:50 Deltaboiz One of the lessons that we needed to learn was setting narratives- and letting Trump sell tariffs as anything other than a Tax is repeating history of letting conservatives control the narrative.
No one should be using the word tariff. No one even knows what a tariff is.
Everyone needs to be screaming from the rooftops that Trump is proposing Day 1 tax increases. Tax tax tax. It's a tax. It's a tax. It's a tax.
If someone makes some explanation that it can bring American manufacturing back, you need to call them stupid for thinking you can tax Americans into prosperity. You need to ask them how putting a tax on the iPhone will help people struggling to be able to afford their groceries. You need to ask them why taxing automobile parts will help Americans get to work and pay their bills?
Even using the word Tariff is an optical win for Trump. Stop letting them define the narrative. It's a tax, so call it a tax.
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2024.11.26 13:50 CreoleAfroLatina Did I overreact?
My dog bit me because I was trying to catch her to wash her face but she hates that. So I informed my mom that she bit
Growing up when my mom was a new Christian she’d attack me with Bible verses all the time to the point where I can call it harassment. She’d literally give me the evil eye in church every time the pastor preached as if everything he preached was to shame me. I was her example of sin ,always being picked apart, called demons and the devil every other day , was told “I curse you” and even found a book with a list of people she deemed to hell and I was number one on her list. So much trauma. I felt I was provoked all the time ! She told me she didn’t like me daily!
The text triggered me …I’m in my 30s and enough is a fu—king nuff!!! Leave me alone with Bible verses ..I go to church on my own to learn the Bible she doesn’t even go anymore . What right does she have to Willy nilly throw verses at me over a dog. Then says it’s a joke? We’ve been doing good as far as getting along until this
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2024.11.26 13:50 avocadies vegans on mounjaro?!
is there anybody else out there? 🥲
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2024.11.26 13:50 KingTuriddu Came back to Christ and he opened my eyes
Long story short - I was in a depressive episode. My two best friends abandoned me because I got angry at one of them and did something that at the time I found offensive to them (It really wasn't - after a while I found out normal people don't flip out like that for what I did)
In a moment of total depression, with my mental health down the drain, I decided to go back to my local church and... The local priest (Sorry if I say things wrong, english is not my mother tongue and I'm still learning the correct church terms) was narrating about how Jesus made a blind man see again...
I started by praying that my friends could forgive me for what I had done...but over time it was like someone was instead making me stop praying for this. I think it really was God, because I started remember all the emotional abuse they did not only to me but to other people, the rage, the insults.
I found out, by talking to other friends and to a therapist, that not only was my behaviour understandable, but that I was just the next one they wanted to put down for their own amusement. Finding all of this, understanding myself better and finding new friends... I started placing the pieces together and while I can't stop thanking my therapist and my friends for the work they did, I can't stop feeling like God has opened my eyes about the ugly truth I was escaping from for fear of being left alone.
I can NEVER thank him enough, but I wanted to ask you all a question - Have you ever been through something similar to me? Has he ever helped putting your mind at ease?
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2024.11.26 13:50 jarandhel Inside Christian Nationalists’ Legal Long Game to End Church-State Separation | Truthout
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2024.11.26 13:50 Plastic_Button_3018 Does Aaron Judge know more than he’s leading on about Juan Soto and where he’s heading?
I feel like Aaron Judge not flying to LA because he played with Juan Soto all year is a bit of a letdown answer, but I guess politically correct. Unless he already gauged what Soto wants and feels like there’s no point because Soto isn’t going to pick where his heart wants, but is just basically chasing money. And the highest bidder will win.
If i’m not mistaken, SD Padres outbid the Yankees for Judge, but Judge wanted to be a Yankee. Maybe he sees that’s not what Juan Soto cares about. Therefore he’s just giving him his space, as he calls it, because there’s nothing he himself can do to convince Soto. But instead that’s up to Hal/Cashman to win the bid for him. Other teams sending players to convince Soto is all for show, stuff Soto doesn’t care about, Soto just wants to see the money.
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2024.11.26 13:50 yasiran medical university of Cairo
hello everyone I'm from Iraq I want someone from uni of Cairo College of Med I have several questions
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2024.11.26 13:50 Fickle-Key2911 Drive test after BDE
I got my G1 this year in June 2024 and then took Drivers ED in September 2024 and finished it this month, November 2024, would I be eligible to take my test in March of 2025?
I remember seeing that wait time can be reduced to 8 months if you took a BDE, is this still right?
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2024.11.26 13:50 Michaela74Brown Our baby boy
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2024.11.26 13:50 wattfrompedro up now is the november 25, 2024 edition of the watt from pedro show w/on-air guest daniel hayes
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2024.11.26 13:50 The_Oregon_Duck Wordington Milkman
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