i was at the airport waiting for my flight to go see him, but i turned around and left
2024.11.27 06:49 Traditional-Pack6385 i was at the airport waiting for my flight to go see him, but i turned around and left
my boyfriend and i have been together for over 2 years. we were long distance for a year, then we moved in together for a year, and now, because of other reasons, my parents came to livr with me for 3 months and my boyfriend had to leave. although it's only been 20 days since we were last together and we're still in the same state, it has felt like an eternity and the distance still hurts. i miss him with all my heart. i was supposed to go see him today. he was so excited, he had already even left to go to the airport before my flight even took off. but i had been feeling anxious about going, because of my parents. i have strict asian parents, the type that are old fashioned and conservative. although they know i have a boyfriend, they aren't the happiest about it, and unfortunately i'm not in the position to stand up to them yet, both because i'm not brave enough, and because i'm not financially independent yet. and they're still my parents, i love them. i had lied to my parents that i was visiting some friends. they weren't very happy about it, but they let me go. but i had been feeling guilty about it for days, to the point where i even dreamt that my flight got canceled. i also felt guilty because my parents aren't from here and they don't speak english, so while i was gone they would just be stuck in my apartment for days, especially after a few days ago when i refused to go with them to lunch with some relatives and sent them on an uber, which broke down in the middle of the freeway and they were so scared because they couldn't speak english and i felt so bad. i felt like i was abandoning them in a country where they don't know the language and know almost nobody, and i felt like a horrible daughter.
i brought it up to my boyfriend before i left for the airport. i told him this morning that i was feeling anxious and guilty. he said he understood, and he felt really bad that i was in this position, and he said he wouldn't be upset at all if i decided to just stay. but i had promised to go see him, and i didn't want to break his heart. i really really missed him too, and i just wanted to be in his arms. but i felt so so torn between my duty as a daughter and my love for my boyfriend. when i left for the airport, my flight was delayed for an hour. and then another hour. and when i was waiting for the airport shuttle to take me to my gate, there was something wrong with the shuttle or something and it wasn't coming. it just felt like one bad omen after another, like god was punishing me for abandoning my parents, and i broke down crying. i couldn't do it. i called my boyfriend and i told him i think i might head home. god, i have the kindest, most understanding and patient boyfriend in the world. he wasn't upset at all. he assured me he understood, that he just wanted me to be okay, and he would come see me next week instead. i just cried at the airport for 30 minutes. it felt like i either had to be a bad daughter or a bad girlfriend, and in the end i became a bad girlfriend. i ended up going back home without getting on the plane, and my boyfriend also went home without me by his side. i feel so horrible right now and i don't know if i made the right decision. part of me regrets it, because i could be in his arms right now, but i think if i went, i would have been anxious and have a guilty cloud hanging over me the whole time. still, i just miss him so much and wish i just said fuck it and got on the plane. even though he said he'll try to come see me next week, i just feel like such a jerk for getting his hopes up and making him waste his time only to go back home alone.
70 days until we can truly close the distance again. it never gets easier.
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2024.11.27 06:49 Inevitable-Cheek2990 Drafting While In University
I am starting a three year B.A at Tel Aviv University this year. I want to make Aliyah and draft when I finish my degree in summer of 2026. Since I will be 21 when I finish, I would like to draft immediately after graduating as to mitigate the age gap between me and the people I will be serving in as much as possible.
But, I also want to do Yom Sayerot with the hopes of getting Gibbush Matkal or Shayetet.
Hypothetically…
Let's say I make Aliyah the summer before my final year of university, do Yom Sayerot and gibbush matkal or shayetet during the academic year. I get selected for a unit that drafts multiple times per year (I know elite units draft once a year in November), and one of those drafts is before I graduate from university. Will the army let me do a later draft date so I can finish my degree? I’m basically trying to work out if I can make Aliyah and start the drafting process while I’m in school, or if I have to wait until graduating to make it work.
Also on a somewhat unrelated note, will having a academic degree and almost fluent arabic help my prospects of getting into an elite unit or does it not really matter?
Thank you so much to everyone who responds!
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2024.11.27 06:49 Authorofpurpose How to store and preserve condoms, birth control and day after pills?
I live in the US and we might not have these for much longer, so any help would be appreciated.
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2024.11.27 06:49 PassionCertain8405 You are Valijean and Javert is a creature from a classic horror saga
Clue: there are jumpscares
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2024.11.27 06:49 ladykarenina Sikander Rizvi and his wife, Irene
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2024.11.27 06:49 Cynax_Ger Good awakening, my first list is ready and I'd like a tiny bit of feedback
I'm a guard player and decidet to give necrons a look, I love Tesla/Plasmancer combo already
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+ FACTION KEYWORD: Xenos - Necrons
+ DETACHMENT: Canoptek Court
+ TOTAL ARMY POINTS: 995pts
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+ WARLORD: Char1: Illuminor Szeras
+ ENHANCEMENT: Metalodermal Tesla Weave (on Char1: Chronomancer)
& Hyperphasic Fulcrum (on Char3: Plasmancer)
+ NUMBER OF UNITS: 8
+ SECONDARY: - Bring It Down: (2x2) - Assassination: 4 Characters
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Char1: 1x Illuminor Szeras (175 pts): Warlord, Eldritch lance, Impaling legs
Char2: 1x Chronomancer (75 pts): Chronomancer's stave
Enhancement: Metalodermal Tesla Weave (+10 pts)
Char3: 1x Hexmark Destroyer (70 pts): Close combat weapon, Enmitic disintegrator pistols
Char4: 1x Plasmancer (80 pts): Plasmic lance
Enhancement: Hyperphasic Fulcrum (+15 pts)
10x Immortals (150 pts): 10 with Close combat weapon, Gauss blaster
10x Immortals (150 pts): 10 with Close combat weapon, Tesla carbine
1x Canoptek Doomstalker (145 pts): Doomsday blaster, Doomstalker limbs, Twin gauss flayer
2x Canoptek Spyders (150 pts): 2 with Fabricator claw array, Gloom prism, Automaton claws, 2x Particle beamer
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2024.11.27 06:49 felismargarita0 Need help for friend's biology homework
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2024.11.27 06:49 onepromaster69 Inflation📡📡📡
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2024.11.27 06:49 laplacedatass What can I do with an old pay per month Telus security system
Hi all. I bought a house that came with one of those Telus $30 a month security systems. I don't want to pay per month remote monitored system and I don't like that the cameras are still on and working but I don't get to see or use the feed. Can I reuse the cameras with any other system or is there any use or value for any of the hardware?
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2024.11.27 06:49 vk1234567890- 😶🌫️
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2024.11.27 06:49 Batfox12 Kirlyam season 1
I’m so depressed she got sucked up into a controlling jealous dude who wants to put her on a leash… I feel so bad for her, so often she’s gorgeous sweet kind hearted girls get sucked up into a controlling dude’s feelings and end up giving so many things up in order to make him more secure… he obviously can’t handle a wife being that beautiful and needs to stop. And him saying they always say how beautiful she is and not him, how bitter he’s sounded.. he gives me the ick big time and I wish she would’ve woken up before she was put in her cage.
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2024.11.27 06:49 GangstaPsycho New to classic wow which server is the fresh server?
Pls
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2024.11.27 06:49 Genesis_Playing_Card Colored Artwork
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2024.11.27 06:49 CountPhantom_YT Well I got banned
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2024.11.27 06:49 the-existential-crow This is state oppression at its barbaric peak. If we don't act now it will only get worse.
We need to take to the streets. This is unacceptable.
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2024.11.27 06:49 Local-Sugar6556 Nen categorization
Here is my basic sorting of the nen chart:
Conjurers/Transmuters: Create Reality Emitters/Manipulators: Control reality Specialists/Enhancers: Change reality
Is this accurate? I thought Enhancers should belong in the "control reality" category, as it involves control over preexisting things, which are more ManipulatoEmission type skills. eg. You can't enhance muscles that aren't already there. Then I realized what a core tenets of Enhancement is: weak, thin arms could become hard as iron and lift up a ton, all without a physical change in muscle mass. Chemical reactions could speed up without anything being added. A pencil could pierce a stone wall, etc. To me, this is kind of changing reality without necessarily showing physical signs of it, which fits as it is the flipside of Specialization, where reality is altered in some noticeable way (the future is changed, stealing abilities, etc.). Sorry if this didn't come across as coherent, would love to here your thoughts.
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2024.11.27 06:49 Global_Estimate4441 Help me pls
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2024.11.27 06:49 pompa_tj Police interceptor work in progress
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2024.11.27 06:49 LiterallyZesty Selling Glimmer Verdant :p
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2024.11.27 06:49 Hot_Historian1066 Radius Estimator
 | I’m working on some scales for a knife I’m making (blade is from a kit). I needed to estimate the radius of the curve behind the bolster, so I designed some simply radius gauges I can hold up to the knife. Useful enough that I made a series of four gauges with radii going from 10 to 85 mm in 4 mm increments. I nice bonus was that the Prusa sliced recognized the raised letters as a logo and offered to automatically insert code for swapping filament colors. I love it when software is smarter than I am. submitted by Hot_Historian1066 to functionalprint [link] [comments] |
2024.11.27 06:49 thisisalistofnumbers Popping a clogged 3d printer
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2024.11.27 06:49 No-Tadpoleinthepond Just venting
I have met a mother and her child a few of months ago. I am not sure of her child’s level of support is but he stims continuously, non verbal, elopes, no concept of safety, not potty trained, severe echolalia and does not follow one step instructions.
I sat in one of the class to observe for 35 minutes and noticed he was turning on/ off the lights, doesn’t sit and roams around, flat affect face, vocal stims loud, throwing the ring tossed ring across the room and going around destroying other kiddos table time activities. The staff member has to constantly follow him.
This child attends 80% of general education and 20% SpEd for therapies. She’s frustrated that her son is not learning like everyone else in the general education classroom and the staffs are allowing for plentiful breaks for sensory room. She questions why he is taking so much breaks and not in class learning. Why are they not making him sit to study and do his work.
My theory is that she didn’t agree with the professionals when an IEP was created for more special education and less general education. She advocated for her son to be in general education the max that he can get.
I guess what I am trying to get across is that it’s not fair to the child and other students in the general education class. Mother seems to be in denial. Or can it if a child is this severe with ASD? Mother once asked me do you think ASD can be cured? I said no and she gave me a funny look. Maybe that question made her in denial? Just venting.
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2024.11.27 06:49 Other-Owl9770 Anyone know how often they release new chapters?
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2024.11.27 06:49 meepmeep010 It's important to brush up on history
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2024.11.27 06:49 Roman-Empire_net Roman Mysteries: Top 5 Roman Cults and Secret Societies
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