Not sure if im asking the right question
2024.11.30 05:27 224641 Not sure if im asking the right question
I’m a 34 male and I cut off all friends and family a few months ago and occasionally touch bases via email. I got my phone turned off. I grew up and was always labeled a mommas boy. And it was always something that I felt wasn’t true although I love my mom a lot. It never bothered me. I just know, she chose her ex husband and her boyfriends over me plenty of times before. But it’s no hard feelings. She is a better person and she was always there for me growing up. I never went hungry or anything as a child. Ever. And had much more to spare. But here’s the thing … even my best friends.. I don’t talk to them. I don’t feel anything about it and even the thought of killing myself . Doesn’t concern me. I have a medical situation and I’m not sure if I want to keep living with it. I lost my job and have no insurance or income coming in. I have thousands of dollars in my account . 65k and I’m buying foods with bags of coins and selling plasma to make ends meet. Idk what’s going on anymore. I can’t move because I don’t have a job to show apartment complexes and my credit is messed up because when I was going through a health crisis .. I thought I was dying because of this dumb ass doctor saying he thought I had something that I didn’t. I don’t mean dumb. Sorry for The lack of better words. I talk to strangers every couple days from the internet.. and reply to comments on social media .. just to keep my social endurance up. I recently saw someone on my page that I knew and now I deleted my page. Idk how they found me. I’ just want to be far away from everyone that knows me. And I would rather to dead to everyone because I don’t have anything to offer them emotionally. I feel empty inside … when I start to feel ok.. I then don’t. It’s not a depressing feeling. Just, I can’t offer anyone anything. Everyone in my life .. at some point has abandon me. Whether it was my mom. Or a friend trying to bring me down. It just seems pointless you know? My greatest ability is to help people when they are down.. and it seems like. People take advantage of that . And I would rather be left alone now . Anyone experience this before? How long did it last and what did you do to get out of it .
submitted by 224641 to Advice [link] [comments]
2024.11.30 05:27 B1gChungus42069420 Midnight Parlay Locks 🔒
 | One way ticket to parlayville, choose your favorite picks from the bunch submitted by B1gChungus42069420 to sportsbetting [link] [comments] |
2024.11.30 05:27 Intelligent_Mix6631 Understand your Hot Wheels collection better.
 | submitted by Intelligent_Mix6631 to Diecast [link] [comments] |
2024.11.30 05:27 Opening-Grand8941 Aggressive Dog
Advice Needed, Dog keeps attacking other dog
I’m looking for advice because I’m at a loss and don’t know what to do. I have 3 dogs, one senior chihuahua mix(M), a 6 y.o. Pit bull mix(F), and a 4 y.o.staffy/beagle mix(F). I never intended to have the 4 y.o., my ex got her for my daughter and then decided he did not want her when so was 1 and I couldn’t bear to have my daughter’s heart broken over losing the dog so I took her to our house. The dogs got along great but when the dog turned 2 she started attacking my pit bull mix. I was able to identify the triggers and have mostly been able to avoid the fights. My children are away at college most of the year and now the attacks seem to happen when they are home on breaks because they don’t follow my routine as much as I do to avoid the triggers. Also, even though I’m mostly able to avoid the situations I feel like it’s a prison. When the attacks happen they get progressively worse each time, I genuinely fear for my 6 y.o. and today I got caught in a small area when the attack happened and was bit. She only does this to the other female dog, she has never been aggressive with the senior male dog. I honestly don’t know what to do, I’ve tried all types of training techniques, changed meal routines. 99% of the time the 4 y.o. is such a sweet dog but it’s taking a toll on the entire household. I’m at a loss, I can’t live like this, my dogs shouldn’t live like this . Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
submitted by Opening-Grand8941 to AskVet [link] [comments]
2024.11.30 05:27 esmdg A shot with Viltrox 75mm F1.2
 | Just got it today and I like it! submitted by esmdg to fujifilm [link] [comments] |
2024.11.30 05:27 redditlxcky DIY 30th anniversary console
 | submitted by redditlxcky to playstation [link] [comments] |
2024.11.30 05:27 Key_Possibility4693 Is it normal to feel like a waste of a good woman?
Slight warning: This post deals alot with my own personal validation, so if you aren't very secure in that sense, maybe skip the read or just understand this is all very personal and has nothing to do with my view on any other person as a transmasc or their own validity of identity.
Is it normal to want to be seen as a man by everyone but my family? If I could be born a man, I would love them to see me as one. If I could transition tomorrow and their opinions didn't matter, I would. However, I know my family.
I am the only daughter of two older brothers. My mother constantly tells me that having a girl was one of her dreams in life, and she was going to give up after me if I wasn't born one. My parents are loving and supportive. They are the best parents I could ask for. I feel like I would let them down if after all of the care they have given me I end up a man. I can't sum up my family dynamics in words, but just know I love them so much and vice versa, and I feel that I owe it to them that I am a woman but in a healthy way.
I wish I could be a man to everyone in my life but them, not because they wouldn't love me if I was born a man, but because they would still love me even if I transitioned. They would love me, and silently grieve the daughter they were so close to having.
I just want to be a man, and I feel like one. I'm 17, so I am young and luckily have alot of time to figure my life out. I'm just wondering if it's normal to feel like you are wasting a perfectly good girl just because you know thats not who you really are. I'm a really good woman, and I'm capable of happiness if I push it to the side but I know I won't be content unless I be who I really am. Is this normal? Is it okay for me to feel like I'm wasting my own other self?
submitted by Key_Possibility4693 to TransMasc [link] [comments]
2024.11.30 05:27 Olexxxxxxxxxxxx Ruben Dias
Ruben Dias looks to be the backbone of the city defence and without him they have lost 3 in a row, maybe he’s the way city can get back to winning and the defence can actually get clean sheets
submitted by Olexxxxxxxxxxxx to FantasyPL [link] [comments]
2024.11.30 05:27 Other_Marsupial8126 Does consistent stitching matter
 | Hey I’m fairly new, was wondering if the consistency of my stitching matters, I struggle with it a good amount so if it does matter any advice/tips would be appreciated submitted by Other_Marsupial8126 to Tufting [link] [comments] |
2024.11.30 05:27 ItsPantherTheArtist Update on Bortz!
 | Still working on hair render and the darker shadows rn, but this is what I have so far. I'm trying to figure out what I want to do with the bangs since they look flatter than they should; I'll probably add some more ambient light and reflective shading since it's crystal. This branches off a post I made a few hours ago btw, if you're wondering why it's labeled as an update <3 submitted by ItsPantherTheArtist to LandoftheLustrous [link] [comments] |
2024.11.30 05:27 WavesOfMoe Yuki pausing her reading
 | submitted by WavesOfMoe to Haruhi [link] [comments] |
2024.11.30 05:27 motif-game Do you see the motif?
This post contains content not supported on old Reddit. Click here to view the full post
submitted by motif-game to MotifGame [link] [comments]
2024.11.30 05:27 Redditfordirtystuff Hailee Steinfeld
 | submitted by Redditfordirtystuff to HaileeSteinfeld_Hot [link] [comments] |
2024.11.30 05:27 harionfire Why are you not playing Leagues?
What is it that you don't like about it or care for? Why have you chosen to haunt the normie worlds instead?
submitted by harionfire to 2007scape [link] [comments]
2024.11.30 05:27 Zeldatart Grenade. Launcher.
I'm looking for a game with viable Grenade launcher type weapons. I'm not too picky over exacts like rotary vs break action, or if it's coop or PVP. I just want to be able to blow shit up and not be useless
Some games that fit this well where payday 2, battlefield and it's explosives, deep rock galactic, rainbow six siege, titanfall 2 and team fortress 2
I'd also accept rocket launcher or c4 type weapons
submitted by Zeldatart to gamingsuggestions [link] [comments]
2024.11.30 05:27 Quintrex420 Cv joints
 | Is this play into transmission normal? submitted by Quintrex420 to MechanicAdvice [link] [comments] |
2024.11.30 05:27 queshu22 Lovely Mona (By MERUNA)
 | submitted by queshu22 to MonaMains [link] [comments] |
2024.11.30 05:27 EternityDreamers Hatsune miku and a bit of neon. - Neo399
 | submitted by EternityDreamers to EternityRecRoom [link] [comments] |
2024.11.30 05:27 Puzzleheaded_Fee_141 What breed is my dog?
29kg or 64lbs probably could put on a couple as very slim. 22” tall Age unknown possibly 2-4 years old Rescued from the pound Injuries around the neck are from trying to escape pound and getting caught on barbed wire.
submitted by Puzzleheaded_Fee_141 to WhatBreedIsMyDog [link] [comments]
2024.11.30 05:27 Ok-Foundation-6209 Best time to visit Glacier?
We’re looking to take a delayed honeymoon to Glacier National Park and stay in Kalispell area in a hotel or Airbnb. We are free anytime between June-September for the trip and would like to stay for about a week. What is the best time to visit? Does anyone have recommendations on places/areas to stay and must sees? Is there anything in the Kalispell area that is worth seeing? Thanks in advance!
submitted by Ok-Foundation-6209 to Montana [link] [comments]
2024.11.30 05:27 sailingtosouth Lips that grip
submitted by sailingtosouth to vscosloots [link] [comments]
2024.11.30 05:27 waksoens Normal ba na ganito kalaki amount ng water bill?
 | I live in pasay city and mag isa lang ako sa apartment. Di naman sobra sobra yung gamit ko ng water, bakit umabot ng 585? 😭 Normal ba ‘to? Wala din ako idea since first time ko magrent huhu submitted by waksoens to RentPH [link] [comments] |
2024.11.30 05:27 wallflowerfriend Am I overreacting? I am worried my friend needs a wellness check or something like that.
I have been worrying about my friend.
He has been going through a hard time. He has been exhibiting a lot of behaviors that are confusing to me. He has talked about how messy his apartment is, things like not taking the trash out for weeks when he has his trashcan outside, and having standing water stuck in one of his tubs, (stinking.) He also has a very bad roast infestation, to a point that they get into sealed containers and even hitched a ride on him and came to my place when he came over. No air conditioning or heat, and a broken dishwasher. I know the house he is renting is trashed constantly.
My friend won't call his landlord to ask for repairs for the dishwasher, roach infestation, or broken AC/heat.
I am hesitant to include this next part because I don't want to put bias into this question I am asking. I am wondering if maybe he has, "just," depression or something else going on. But, lately some other odd behaviors have popped up.
He has talked about not having money for groceries, (he makes 20 k more than I do a year,) and also has said some things that raised a red flag for me.
My friend has started taking adderall, (prescribed,) and has mentioned the following:
- I wish I took my second adderall to do (a not very intense household task)
- My psychiatrist prescribes three months of Adderall for me at a time
- I am going to take an Adderall to wake up before I go out, (to drink)
- I ran out of Adderall, I need to get my prescription refilled (not sure if it was 3 months before he last time he picked it up.)
- I can always sell my Adderall to make money.
- He talks about lying in bed all day for several days.
I hope this comes off as I mean it, which is, I care about my friend and want to help him. I am starting to worry that he needs serious help. I don't want to assume anything. Does anyone have any feedback or advice? I want to help my friend.
submitted by wallflowerfriend to AmIOverreacting [link] [comments]
2024.11.30 05:27 DryHorizon Don’t listen to the doom, we don’t live in the worst timeline.
 | submitted by DryHorizon to NAFO [link] [comments] |
2024.11.30 05:27 Zealousideal_One_969 bkdk
now that the manga has ended is there any anime’s that are similar to mha or have characters similar to bkdk?
submitted by Zealousideal_One_969 to bakudeku [link] [comments]