Surprised by withdrawal symptoms. Is my mind hiding things from me?
2025.01.18 12:30 sortonsort Surprised by withdrawal symptoms. Is my mind hiding things from me?
I started drinking when I was 13 and a long with smoking and weed these things become my hobby and it was all lots of fun. 15 I added party drugs to the mix and raved solidly for about 5 years drinking constantly and heavily most days. It was fun. I had a great time. I left the party drugs behind from about 20 just grew out of them I guess. Smoking and drinking I kept. I drank solidly and heavily until I started jobs where I needed to be more on the ball (about 30) I'd had a great time. I was always out and always happy. l continued to drink moderately most days and heavily on weekends and enjoyed it. I got married had children (35) and drank less and less as I had work and family to focus on. I still probable drank more than most people but I don't think I let it have a negative effect on my life. The important part is I never stopped, never reflected, never took the time to think about it partly, I think, because I was surrounded by people who drank more than me. Anyway at 45 I stopped smoking and it was really hard. I drank a bit more to make up for it but not so it caused me issues at home or at work but more than I had before, still much less than I used to. After 3 months completely nicotine free I for no reason I could put my finger on stopped drinking. I think I thought it was now just replacing something else and I needed a rest from it. I was shocked that the addictive cravings came back and they wanted a drink. It's only been a week and while not over powering I've had to stop myself several times and I think about it a lot throughout the day. I also got some cold like physical symptoms which again took me by surprise. I thought maybe I should go to AA or maybe I just need a rest for a month or so and then I can drink again and then I thought maybe that's the addiction monster planning how to get me back. I was just wondering if this resonated with anyone because it's quite confusing for me. This is the most sober I've been since I was 14 and I'm not sure if I like it or whether I should keep going and find out what it's like.
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I'm introverted, has no one there, prefer silent but futurestic and UK like lifestyle.. if that helps! Pls reply.
Also wanna know about freedom and peoples mindset on modern life and all..
Also how similar it is to UK, and what most of the people talk in English or arabic..
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So, I have heard lots of theories about what the next squid game will be in season 3 like jack and jill (just no) and dongdaemon, I just don't think these games would kill enough players..
After the failed take over lead by Gi-Hun, this next game has to kill over half in pairs or teams to widdle down the numbers to get the second to the last game. Like glass bridge in season 1. There are two dolls in the end credit cut scene opposite each other, one team goes in through the entry door like we see in red light green light and the other team would come in from the exit behind Cheol su to compete against each other then the losing time is eliminated only leaving 32 players left. That means each team would have one doll that works for them to eliminate other players instead of both the dolls working against them possible lights turning off and on, which could like to the wire in front of young hee. What do you think?
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