My husband told me he wanted a separation
2025.01.22 06:55 True-Variation7549 My husband told me he wanted a separation
My husband has told me I have been emotionally abusing him for a year. This all happened when I found out he was emotionally cheating on me with his ex girlfriend. I was extremely hurt and spiraled into very deep anxiety and worry that he would cheat on me again.
Recently I found out that he made fun of my breasts to his friend and just a lot of past stuff like lusting after woman etc.
I have been so anxious and i can’t help but to continue to ask my husband if he’s hiding something etc. but he always called me crazy and told me I need Jesus. I don’t know why I keep mentioning to him what he did wrong and that he hurt me in the past. I know he’s been trying to do better and I know I’m so wrong for constantly brining it up but I just can’t stop myself I don’t know why.he tells me that I like to be in a dark place and I’m negative. I have no one else to talk to and I think I’m just trauma dumping continuously on him. I know it’s the past and that he’s been making an effort but I feel like I’m sinking.
Today he told me we may need a separation if I continue to be anxious and that I’m emotionally abusing him. He told me he can’t live with me unless I never get anxious and bring up the past again. He told me he will pay me $5k a month if we separate. He won’t just financially leave me since I’m a SAHM and we have a baby.
I told him I promise I won’t talk about the past or be anxious and he told me we can stay together then. but I don’t know if I can really do this. My husband told me he will never leave me but now there is a condition. If I never bring up the past again. I know I need to immerse myself in Gods word but a part of me is very sad. I feel like a part of me died. I feel like I’m broken and I have a baby and I don’t want my baby to be in a dysfunctional family.
Please pray for me. Please don’t leave comments that blame me or my husband I just need some kind words and encouragement. Thank you
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2025.01.22 06:55 Suspicious-Sea5133 This wonderful breakfast was supplied by our hotel.
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2025.01.22 06:55 Silver-Put6259 Depictions of Terrorists/Bad Guys in Western Media
In every Era of media there is a go to generic enemy for bad guys. There has been go to groups that are based out of real geopolitical enemies but then spun off into alternate reality offshoots.
From the 1930s to 1950s Nazis
1960s to about 1990s Soviet/Eastern European Communists
2000s probably up until now Islamic Jihadist Groups like AL Qaeda and Isis
Prediction: 2030s to 2050s Chinese Communist Party
I feel like as 9/11 is almost a quarter of a century in the past and many people even in their 30s now have no memory of it and at least the peak of the terrorism from those groups seems to be faded at least in Western Countries, it feels like there is going to be a shift now or soon towards a new enemy caricature.
My prediction is it will be Chinese/CCP. I think more and more villians will be Chinese spies or something like that as this second cold War is continuing. Both China and the US have a myriad of issues and they'd rather blame the other country than solve it so I think hostility is increasing between them and this be reflected in media likely on both sides but my focus is on the Western Side.
I think the nature of how this will play out may mean we will get proxy groups that do the actual blowing up so those may not be Chinese, but the ultimate villians or the ones who are in control are going to be portrayed as Chinese Communist masterminds.
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2025.01.22 06:55 Sad_Shoe2353 What is ACCA? Should I do it after 12th class?
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Yes, ACCA is a great choice after 12th, especially if you’re passionate about finance, accounting, or business. The course is flexible, allowing you to balance studies and work. Plus, it offers international recognition and opens doors to high-demand careers like financial accounting, auditing, and risk management.
If you aim for a global career in finance, start ACCA early to gain an edge. However, be prepared for a rigorous study schedule and ensure you have strong interest in numbers and financial concepts. Seek proper guidance and join a recognized ACCA institute for structured learning.
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2025.01.22 06:55 snow-el Odor suppression?
Hello!
I'm having trouble finding an alternative to deodorant. Not necessarily in a way to make my pits and groin smell like flowers but to hide the odor. It's been more noticable these days. I shower everyday sometimes twice. I've tried hibiclens, Lume, baby powder, but the smell doesn't go away 😭 what do?
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2025.01.22 06:55 Background_Talk_7704 Basic meme I came up with a while ago
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2025.01.22 06:55 WestInvestigator5832 This weekend’s smokes
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2025.01.22 06:55 Sad-Ad5243 Tier list based off how try hard/sweaty a operator portrait looks
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2025.01.22 06:55 Haunting_Stock_2747 Khoảnh khắc Tổng thống Trump tuyên thệ nhậm chức tại Đồi Capitol
Tân Tổng thống Donald Trump ngày 20/1 khẳng định nước Mỹ đã bước vào kỷ nguyên vàng, cũng như tuyên bố hàng loạt sắc lệnh quan trọng khi đọc diễn văn nhậm chức dài gần 30 phút tại Đồi Capitol.
Xem thêm: https://youtu.be/rZD4Jwuwqrc
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2025.01.22 06:55 SourceConsistent6234 SYNA SET - $13.06
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2025.01.22 06:55 dashesh Hdfc limit increase finally after almost 5 yrs.
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2025.01.22 06:55 1thru10letsgo [WTS] Krieger M110 Barrel
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2025.01.22 06:55 Life-s-work Bazinga?
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2025.01.22 06:55 KRIEG961 Batt question
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2025.01.22 06:55 paperghost91 I spent like 2 hours looking at porn. Is this progress?
I haven't relapsed but I did peek at porn I had no urge to fap/ I couldn't fap I just spent my time at casually looking at porn is this progress?
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2025.01.22 06:55 tilemaster44 Help me find this song please!
I’ve searched high and low and can’t find the name or artist of a song that goes:
“we’re so happy that you’re so happy We’re so happy we’re gonna pee your pants (Gonna pee your pants)”
I think it was Reel Big Fish or maybe Aquabats, but I can’t find it and I’m going nuts. Anyone know this song?
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2025.01.22 06:55 Rokkakeu Changed 1st lobe, 2nd lobe affected?
Hi everyone, I had my 1st lobes pierced for like 20 years and all good. 2nd lobes are coming up to three months old now and still have in the long titanium barbell they were pierced with. Yesterday I put in some new 8k gold butterfly earrings in my 1st lobes. Throughout the day, one of my 2nd lobe peircings began feeling warm and swollen. Took out the gold ones last night after work. Woke up this morning, that second lobe on one side is now swollen, feels a lump in it, the front was crusty and the back had some blood and some goo coming out 🤢 I have continued to clean with saline etc but what does this mean? Should I not be changing 1st lobes as it affects the second? Or am I allergic to the gold? Or what 😓
Thank you so much
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2025.01.22 06:55 user1203142 All tornadoes with slight damage must be ef9000s
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2025.01.22 06:55 Capable-Educator5629 It's been a while
It's been a while since I've felt like I was full of compassion. It's been a while since I heard Jesus' voice. If I heard the right Jesus tho, unless it was another Jesus. But, His sheep know his voice. I was wondering if I can replicate feeling full of compassion again? Should I drink only water and read the red part of the gospels?
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2025.01.22 06:55 Foreign-Spread-5894 How much y’all think these r worth? (Will take offers too) They’re pretty sweet. Like are they worth the same as other corrupt antennas (heart/star)? Even thoughts on what you would price them at if your not sure!
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2025.01.22 06:55 Capable-Educator5629 It's been a while
It's been a while since I've felt like I was full of compassion. It's been a while since I heard Jesus' voice. If I heard the right Jesus tho, unless it was another Jesus. But, His sheep know his voice. I was wondering if I can replicate feeling full of compassion again? Should I drink only water and read the red part of the gospels?
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2025.01.22 06:55 raginglavagirl NEW UPDATE: AIO my dad’s gf is going my college graduation
Link to my first update is above.
Small recap: My college graduation is this spring and my school allots 6 tickets to each graduate. I made the decision on my own around a year ago that my dad’s gf (who I will call Lena) would not get one of the those tickets. Had a call with my dad back in the fall and had to tell him that Lena wasn’t going to the ceremony, but he alluded to her possibly still flying out for the other grad events (I go to a college across the country from my family and hometown, like 30 hours of driving away). He had a positive reaction (or at least better than I was expecting) to the ticket news, so I didn’t press him about her coming or not.
Flash forward to Christmas and I’m with my mom and her side of the family. I bring up looking up a spot to have dinner the night before graduation, trying to get some ideas. My mom and grandpa then start asking if Lena will be going. I tell them that I don’t know, I need to talk to my dad in person and see what it is happening. The two continue to ask if Lena will be there, telling me that they really don’t want to have dinner with her. Will also add here that I’ve been suffering with MDD severely the last several months, so I know I am more emotionally sensitive than usual. I was pretty upset that they seemed to ignore me telling them that I didn’t know and didn’t want to talk about Lena in that moment, moreover, I was mad that they were making it about them. I kind of snapped and told them something like, “I’m sorry that an hour dinner with Lena would be uncomfortable for you, but I had to live with her for ten years.”
Few weeks later, I get a chance to talk to my dad in person one-on-one. I bring up graduation plans in general, and he picks up on what I actually want to know pretty much immediately. My dad tells me that Lena knows she isn’t getting a ticket to the graduation ceremony, but she is going to travel there. And, he tells me that she will join in all other non-ticketed activities. I didn’t try to fake that I was happy, but I didn’t mope either. I just asked my dad, “She wants to go to [city of my college]?” That was basically the extent of that part of the conversation. I then told him that I was going to start coordinating dinners or brunches, and that the meals would need to be separate events for his side and my mom’s side. My dad says that the meals didn’t need to be separate. Again, I’m frustrated, so I just say, “It’s not up to me.”
After a heart-to-heart with my paternal grandmother who I love dearly, I decided to bring up a much needed topic with my dad days later. The two of us were walking the dog, and I bring up the phone call I had with him this fall where he expressed disappointment in the lack of relationship between Lena and I. I tell my dad that I don’t have any expectation of her and I having any more of a relationship than the one that currently exists (I.e., a hair more than nothing). I’ve accepted by it for what it is and trying to force a relationship isn’t going to help any. I’m glad I said something, my dad seemed to resonate with the way I phrased it. He said that Lena isn’t maternal and doesn’t have an interest in kids. Then, he says something like “you’re happy with the relationship,” and I have to correct him that I’m fine with it, I’ve accepted it.
That’s the end of the update for now. I’m kind of expecting something to happen at graduation, so maybe I’ll post again then.
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2025.01.22 06:55 cutepotato19 That’s a bit crazy
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2025.01.22 06:55 VeterinarianMain3981 Why didn’t Eli just make more dogs?
Dog is pretty damn useful throughout the game, able to rip striders brains out solo and whatnot. Seems to be resistant to the Advisors too because he’s a robot so I guess he doesn’t have a brain or maybe he’s just too heavy for their telekinesis, and he almost killed that one even if it was a sneak attack. Anyways, I think if Eli made like 4 or 5 of them and just let them go ham in city 17 he probably wouldn’t have even needed Gordon to come back. Like the combine would have to blow up their own damn city just to deal with that, especially if Alyx was controlling them
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2025.01.22 06:55 Complex_Cupcake_I-I_ Help Create an Accessibility App for People with Mobility Disabilities
Hi everyone!👋
A friend of mine is working on a project to design an app which aims to help individuals with mobility disabilities find accessible places like restaurants, malls, and hotels based on their specific needs.
Your input would be incredibly helpful in shaping this app! 💡 All responses are confidential and will only be used for academic purposes.
Since she's from Chennai, she has included questions in both English and in her mother tongue, Tamil. Hence, don't get confused
If you or someone you know has a mobility disability, please consider filling out this survey :
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Thank you so much for your time and support! 😇
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