Premonitions of death.
2025.01.22 23:51 Effective_Warthog454 Premonitions of death.
I’ve always been spiritual, in my own way, for as long as I can remember. As a kid, I’d have premonitions—these flashes of insight that felt like they came from somewhere beyond me. Growing up, my mom would talk about things like Ouija boards and spiritual stories from her side of the family, but all of this was set against the backdrop of a very Christian, very religious upbringing.
In church, I’d have these moments where I felt something intense, like catching the Spirit and falling out. But even then, something in me wondered if there was more. The pieces didn’t quite fit until much later.
Then came 2020. The world stood still, and for me, it was like the veil was finally pulled back. That was my first spiritual awakening. I felt drawn to tarot cards, yoga, meditation, and a more holistic way of living. I went vegan and started detoxing, physically and spiritually. For the first time, everything felt right. My heart, mind, and body were aligned. My mental health improved, and I felt lighter—like I was finally stepping into the person I was meant to be.
But with light comes shadow. Alongside all this growth, I started having intense nightmares—visions of my childhood, of memories I’d locked away for years. I’d grown up with trauma, and it seemed like everything I’d buried was forcing its way back to the surface. I wasn’t ready. I prayed for it to stop, and when it did, I focused on therapy instead, trying to unpack the pieces of myself slowly, in a way I could handle.
Fast forward a few years, and life got heavier. I fell into an addiction to prescription medication, got married to someone who felt like a best friend—but not a soulmate—and faced the unraveling of that relationship. Looking back, I see now that he was a karmic partner, someone placed in my life to teach me lessons I needed to learn. I’ve even had past life visions that confirm this, though at the time, I didn’t understand it fully.
Then, in October 2023, everything shifted again. I took a heroic dose of mushrooms on Halloween and felt an undeniable connection to the Divine Mother. It was overwhelming, beautiful, and terrifying all at once. During that experience, I had a vision—a premonition—of my sister’s death. It was vivid, undeniable. I told my husband at the time and asked if I should warn her. He said no, that it was too strange, that people already thought I was some “hippy-dippy weirdo.” I kept quiet, and two months later, on my wedding anniversary, she passed away in exactly the way I’d seen.
That period of my life was unbearable. I was grieving, isolated in an abusive marriage—emotionally manipulative, physically controlling. On top of that, his late daughter began coming through to me with messages for him. It was all too much, and eventually, we divorced.
Since then, my gifts have only grown stronger. They’re always there, this constant hum in the background of my life. They’ve never turned off, never gone away, and to be honest, I don’t know what to do with them. But I know they’re leading me somewhere—back to myself, to my purpose, and to helping others.
This journey has been messy, painful, and beautiful all at once. It’s not tied up in a neat bow, but maybe that’s the point. Growth isn’t linear. Healing isn’t tidy. And spirituality? It’s not about having all the answers—it’s about learning to listen, to trust, and to surrender.
For now, I’m taking it one step at a time, following the path as it unfolds before me.
I can continue to see premonitions of people around me past before their time last week. I had a conversation with my aunt whose grandma I saw pass a few days later she called me saying she was in ICU.
It’s really caused me to change my whole life around I had to quit my job. Also let me add I am currently undergoing Pluto transiting my first house in Aquarius from my 12th house in Capricorn. I’ve always been had a tendency to be a little bit more materialistic, but this is causing me to look inward.
Can anyone relate at all … 🫣
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