This addiction ruins my life
2025.01.24 20:00 FunMethod2429 This addiction ruins my life
Tw: graphic depictions that may evoke disgust, ED
This month, I quit all my healthy habits and returned to my old patterns. I quit exercising, stopped walking for hours, and ate mostly cake (without butter, made with skimmed almond milk), but in large amounts every night and sometimes during the day. My stomach feels like it is going to explode. Some days my chest burns. I continue because something in me believes that being fat makes me happier, that I feel better fat, and that being fit is not worth it. The thought that being fat helps me cope stays with me and fuels my cravings.
I wake up, eat cake for dinner—five or six cakes, some pancakes, chocolate and so on. I binge for weeks without stopping, even though part of me wants to. My belly hurts so much. I want vomit every time I stand up during a binge. I cannot sleep, and when I do, I feel like someone punched me after waking up. Shame follows me everywhere. I throw away three bags of food trash every day. I waste all my money and focus as well as time on food. Like an addict, I beg my parents for more money, claiming it is for school, but I spend it on food.
Sometimes, I throw away flour because I feel sick of it all, but the next day, I buy more, along with chocolate chips and other junk. I sometimes chew food and spit it out. I try to exercise but often end up eating more. Life feels like a nightmare. I cancel all social events after agreeing to them because I feel fat and ugly. I even skipped so much of school because of my recent weightgain. I lost friends over canceling plans too often because I felt fat. I cancelled last minute one time because I binged midday and felt physically ill. The guitl the shame the isolation makes it even worse but I can't show myself in this state I grew up obese I know the socializing you get when you're fat is not worth socializing. People look down on you.
I skipped school, lost friends because of shame and even hurt my coworkers by never eating lunch with them because I dont want them to see me too much and the state of my body. Everyone looks me up and down and talks about my weight. My life is a nightmare in which I am totally alone in. I have nobody for comfort so I chose food which in societys eye makes you undeserving and weak.
Please help pity me
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