I'm 23 and i think I've wasted my life...

2024.11.25 00:13 Scarface19999 I'm 23 and i think I've wasted my life...

It's been 5 years since i finished high-school but i still feel like nothing has changed for me since then.
I was a good student, my grades were well above average. I had big friend group and talked to many people. But during my last year of HS i blacked out. I failed miserably in the national entrance exams for higher education and as a result i didn't get accepted to any universities that I wanted. Most of friends though went on to study medicine or engineering they were seen as successful and i was the only failure of the friend group.
After year or two they distanced themselves from me, i also thought that i was bringing them down and that they wouldn't want to be around a loser like me. It was always awkward to introduce me in social situations because i was seen as the guy that did nothing.
I started working a minimum wage job after a while in a big warehouse. I was working long hours and they pay was terrible. I had no friends at all. I just talked a little bit with my colleagues and that was it.
When i was 20 my mother got severely ill, i left the job and stayed at her side in the hospital for a few months. She managed to survive but she's now disabled and she won't be able to work again. It crushed me mentally and psychologically. I come from a very poor family. My father also works as a dustman so we're pretty poor.
I'm from Europe and my family didn't have enough money to help me study (abroad in another country or by paying tutors for the national exams). I've been trying for years to find a purpose in my life. To find something that i would like to do and get good at, but i can't. It feels like im bad at everything. And i don't really to do anything. I was a good student, but now I can't sit to study for a few hours and memorize things. Everything seems extremely hard to me. I feel that I'm actually mentally disabled. Maybe i have undiagnosed autism or ADHD that i don't know of.
It feels hard to communicate with people. I've been living at home for 5 years now and every social interaction is awkward for me. It just feels like I'm not human.
I know that comparison is the thief of joy, but most of my classmates have finished their degrees by now, and are doing their masters.
I would like to study but i feel very dumb and i don't remember anything from the high school years. Plus the exams are very hard here.
I even tried getting in trades but i couldn't do it. I know that it pays good, but I'm not made for it. Im very small and weak bodywise (5"4 115lbs man) and the tradesmen used to get very mad at me. There's no military career here, so i can't just join the military like in the US.
I also feel like my mind is very slow. I can't drive, i have my license, but even the idea of driving freaks me out. I just don't want to get anyone hurt. Everything seems so fast, i can't pick up
I'm 23 and i feel like my life is over and I've destroyed it myself. I see everyone around me evolve and achieve things and I'm stuck in the same exact position that i was 5 years ago. It's very hard for me to do anything.
It's funny, because when i was a kid i excelled in Math competitions and i can also speak 4 languages, but nowadays even spilling salt is a confusing task for me. (English is my 3rd language, so please excuse any mistakes).
I just wanted to vent and get maybe some maybe. I feel like im too old now and that I've wasted the best years of my life. It's depressing
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