It's actually crazy how I literally had to leave my job last week because my BDD is so bad, and I am STILL doing things I know I shouldn't be doing and don't want to do.
2024.11.26 22:11 Icy_Ad5512 It's actually crazy how I literally had to leave my job last week because my BDD is so bad, and I am STILL doing things I know I shouldn't be doing and don't want to do.
I have been really trying since I had to leave my job last week to not engage with the BDD, and yet today I found myself looking in the mirror for too long messing with my hair, thinking about how I can change it so I look better. I think its because I have a friend's birthday in a couple of weeks and I am worrying about how I'm going to look already. I have a thing about my hair, and I always want it to be long but I haven't managed to achieve it for years because I keep dying or cutting it because I hate it so much that I have to do something with the hope of making me like it. But, whenver I look back at photos I'm like oh it actually didn't look bad, and i feel like that is just the story of my life. Constatly looking back on photos and going, oh I actually looked good then. Anyway, I am getting that urge to cut it again, but I need to not do it!!! I have hair extensions, but they don't blend very well so I want to thin the ends, but i know if i do that I will regret it. I'm also just looking at make up again, and clothes.. And I said to myself I wasn't going to do that anymore because I need to stop thinking that buying this stuff will make me like what i look like, because it won't.
Just one more thing, I think because I've never been in a relationship with a guy because of my BDD because I think I am too ugly or don't deserve to be loved, I think that I need to do these things so a guy will like me. It's actually really really sad, and I don't want to be single forever, but i am so convinced that i need to have nice long hair, be skinny, wear nice clothes and make up etc etc to be loved. And even when guys do like me i find excuses to not like them back, like they're not the most attractive or they're too this or too that... Anyway, just needed to vent because I'm just feeling super anxious currently because I've engaged with the BDD today and I'm annoyed at myself :(
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2024.11.26 22:11 FitReception3550 My S2 Ending
Enough with “Cruz falling in love again” it ain’t happening and if it does the show will suck for being unoriginal.
So here’s what I’d like to see happen but doubt we will…
Josie will turn on the CIA for her family resulting in Cruz being the hostage. Joe is in the hospital so she can’t save Cruz/complete mission.
So we get Nicole fucking Kidman getting out from behind the desk and suiting up to lead the mission because we find out she was Joe before Joe. A badass. An OG Lioness.
It seemed they were almost ready to tease her lioness past during her interrogation with Gutierrez.
Just don’t think with only 2 episodes left there’s enough time to let this all play out but I need Nicole in the field casting undeadly spells asap!
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2024.11.26 22:11 Squishibles 2 Rooms in a 4x4 Townhome at Lark Central Florida for January (979 for Unit A and 949 for Unit B base rent)
 | Hey everyone, My roommate and I are subleasing our 2 rooms in an all girls 4x4 townhome at Lark Central Florida. The apartment complex is located within 3 minutes of UCF. As shown below, the kitchen and common area are great for entertainment. The bedrooms are quite large compared to others in the area, and they have large walk-in closets. There is a spiral staircase leading to the upstairs loft where the other bedrooms and the laundry closet is. The rooms come fully furnished. The rent for my roommate and I are 949 and 979 respectively and included in the rent is internet and trash. On top of the base rent is watesewer and electricity which is all based on usage. Some community features include are: Resort-style pool with cabana lounges Poolside clubroom 24-hour fitness center Business center with Macs and PCs Gaming lounge with multi-screen TV wall Lighted court and sand volleyball Gated garage parking available ($25 on top of base rent) On-site management On-call courtesy patrol Dedicated shuttle bus to UCF campus Social events for residents and friends. Check out their website for more info: https://larkcentralflorida.com The rooms we are subleasing are in the same unit and across from each other, so they are perfect for best friends or sisters. The other two roommates currently are really nice and respectful on people's privacy so you won't have to worry about them. Please contact me through Messenger or email at [email protected]. Looking for serious inquiries only. submitted by Squishibles to UCFstudenthousing [link] [comments] |
2024.11.26 22:11 AvysCummies Joltik spotlight hour: 1 shiny, 300 caught and candy xl 4 my hundo from this weekend :3
 | I only really played for 50 of the 60mins but still managed to get enough candy although i already had 200+ or so, so that wasn't too hard , i got a mighty hundo galvantula this weekend so i figured i'd get my candy up, i also only had 1 shiny so far so it's nice to get a 2nd one :) submitted by AvysCummies to pokemongoyellow [link] [comments] |
2024.11.26 22:11 ExercisesForInjuries Understanding Cardiovascular Age: What It Means for Your Heart Health
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2024.11.26 22:11 EgoMasterFun I feel I am being taken for granted as an immigrant
I don’t know how much of this feeling is true and how much of it is just my imagination, but one thing for sure, I feel invisible sometimes. Like, really really not being seen, appreciated and heard. It is as thought I am %80 human and no matter what I do or say, I can not prove myself as someone who deserves to be appreciated. It is burdensome even to talk about it to people, because I don’t want to come across as needy. It is hard to describe what this is because it is a lived experience of someone as an expat. people might just throw around some random advice like “it happens to everyone, it will go away once you make friends…”. It seems almost impossible to make friends here simply because everyone seems they already have all the friends they ever gonna need. There is no easy way out and just a sad reality of an expat life not only in Finland, but have we ever stopped and thought what it really means and feels like to be the other person? Or maybe we just don’t have the time anymore.
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2024.11.26 22:11 Feisty_Vermicelli465 Bought too high but this was my casino winnings 😂🐸
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2024.11.26 22:11 WestFit5638 Roe: puncher
Hey...this is the object show my brother made! It would help to watch it.
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2024.11.26 22:11 moneypitbull Thoughts on shade’s early release and that only being 2 days away?
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2024.11.26 22:11 lemkowidmak @LaSalle_WBB: 2Q | 2:30LAS 32, LEH 25Defense TO Offense courtesy of Aryss Macktoon!!!
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2024.11.26 22:11 rudboi12 Why Harper is no longer main character in S3?
Have watched only the first 5 eps of S3 so no spoilers plz but I just want to know if there is a reason outside of storytelling that sidelines Harper character so much in s3. Is she on set on another tv show/movie?
Don’t get me wrong, my favorites characters were still Rob and Yasmin but sometimes Im missing the deranged psychopathic sht Harper used to pull all the time in s1 and s2 lol.
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2024.11.26 22:11 lemkowidmak @LaSalle_WBB: 2Q | 3:14LAS 30, LEH 25Anna Przyszlak hits the jump shot for the BUCKET!
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2024.11.26 22:11 askinjustam Zimone, Mystert Unraveler deck help
Heya, I bought the Jump Scare precon and upgraded it with a quite a few cards. I'm a little happy with the deck, but while going through my collection I found 3 cards that might work very well in it, but I don't really know what could I swap to use them. Akroma's Memorial feels just overall really good to cheat, but I also have other deck that might want it (Winter reanimate precon). Omniscience feels powerful if I can cheat it early. Beast within I accidentally removed from the deck while upgrading it and I kinda think I'll need it back lmao. Anyway, here's the decklist: https://www.moxfield.com/decks/ZEcQRpT-Q0CAAxOwQeaOgA
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2024.11.26 22:11 No-Entry3565 Advice for getting out of 2 year residency requirement?
Okay so for context I signed a lease for the 24-25 school year at the end of fall quarter my sophomore year and ended up having to unexpectedly leave the university for the past 3 quarters. I'm returning this winter but realized that I didn't complete the 2 year live on campus requirement, so housing is still showing up on my bill. I'm paying for college pretty much on my own and with my aid the only thing really not being covered is the housing and meal (crazy pricing might I add) and on top of that after all I went through the past year having to move back into a dorm and figuring out what to do with my apartment a month before the quarter starts is not another hoop I want to jump through.
Anyways, overall I'm wondering if anyone has been in a similar situation and had luck getting to move off campus or just any advice in general about contacting housing to get out of this requirement. Literally any advice is appreciated!
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2024.11.26 22:11 TuAyeBoogey [WTB] Griffin Armament 1/2x28 EZ-LOK Barrel Adapter $45 and 1.125x28 EZ-LOK Mount Interface $75
I am looking to buy
(1) Griffin Armament 1.125x28 EZ-LOK Mount Interface $75 or less depending on condition
(1) Griffin Armament 1/2x28 EZ-LOK Barrel Adapter $45 or less depending on condition
I will cross out items that I was able to source, so if it's not crossed out... I still need it, thanks!
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2024.11.26 22:11 dashboi69 Because no one included me in their tier list for "ppl on this sub reddit" I thought to do my own.
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2024.11.26 22:11 Opposite_Example_336 [Amazon] 38% OFF Paris Hilton Air Fryer, Large 6-Quart Capacity, Touchscreen Display, 8-in-1 , Dishwasher Safe and Nonstick Basket and Crisper, White-$49
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2024.11.26 22:11 Whole_Iron_4342 A different hair colour of transplanted hair
 | Hi, Want Hair (FKS Clinic London) 3300 grafts Buzzcut after 4 months and the transplanted hair looks much darker. Any experience/opinions welcome 😊 submitted by Whole_Iron_4342 to HairTransplants [link] [comments] |
2024.11.26 22:11 MichaelAischmann Celebrating 2nd place on the new leaderboard while I can. I'm sure "somebody" will overtake me very soon. :D
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2024.11.26 22:11 MackRed45 28 155 5’ 11’
First time posting, recent joiner. Took a break from working out after being sick for 3 months. Getting back into it, but want to start doing more workouts that fit my body type. Would love critique and suggestions.
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2024.11.26 22:11 eigo-bunpou 「英単語解説」strategic-human-resource-managementの意味について
「英単語解説」strategic-human-resource-managementの意味について
strategic-human-resource-managementは【→ SHRM 】意味として使われています。和訳：【戦略的な人材管理】
詳細はこちらへアクセスしてください: https://eigo-bunpou.com/strategic-human-resource-management/
#英語文法 #英文法
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2024.11.26 22:11 BlueDreamandBeans Eve’s drip (vol. 3)
Open for a surprise 🤫
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2024.11.26 22:11 Responsible-Bee-1259 It is what it is
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2024.11.26 22:11 recoverygarde 2000$ off a Tesla just for you 😎
https://www.tesla.com/referral/neil83324
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2024.11.26 22:11 Emotional_Ad7463 Im buying a rtx 4060 and a ryzen 5600x would that be good for gaming
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