(17M) I hate life

British English. Jul 18, 2011. #2. You have already learnt the truth: they are variants. I would always use cross-section. Omission of the hyphen could create ambiguity. A cross section of Americans hate queueing could be understood to mean A bad-tempered number of Americans. . . (unlikely but possible). Rover. I think if "love, like, enjoy,..." are used to express one's feeling, they must not be in v-ing. Ex: I really like this forum. Vice versa, if "love, like, enjoy,..." are used to express one's action, they must be in v-ing. Ex: I am enjoying the sight-seeing now. If possible, you can come with me since it is very fresh here. Taiwan. Chinese. May 22, 2018. #1. Here's a sentence I just made: "I hate * to do * homework because I feel unwell now." (I'd take it to mean "I don't want to do homework...") I wanted to know whether I can change the " to do " to "doing." I think I can't do it because "hate doing" expresses a general dislike of doing homework, which is not ... 😖 I hate swimming. ☹️ I don't like swimming. 😐 I don't mind swimming. 😏 I quite like swimming. 🙂 I like swimming. 😀 I really like swimming. 😁 I love swimming. As you can see, "really" intensifies the statement, making it more positive, while "quite" tones it down, making it less positive. English USA. Apr 20, 2017. #5. To me "to the marrow of my bones" is perfectly okay and a set expression. I've more often heard or read it more completely though as " down to the marrow of my bones" with "down to" implying not just a light surface touch, but a deep penetration into the marrow's very interior. A hatred can't go any deeper than that. Senior Member. Persian. Jun 29, 2012. #1. Hello, I know using "to" after "help" is optional and I have seen examples of using [verb + ing] after help. My problem is I don't know if the verb "help" istself has "ing", can we use "ing" with the next verb as well or that would be odd? for example: More grief to hide than hate to utter love. A more usual word order would be: 'This must be known, to hide which, being kept close, might move more grief than to utter love [might move] hate'. That is, hiding A might cause more of X than expressing B might cause of Y. In other words: 'This matter must be made known, because the act of hiding it ... 其细微区别在于:hate常指具体的仇恨;而hatred表示的恨只能通过语境来体验。. 另外,hatred比hate多一层反感、厌恶、愤恨或害怕的意味。. hatred和hate的区别hatred和hate的区别一、读音不同hatred:英 ['heɪtrɪd] 美 ['heɪtrɪd]hate:英 [heɪt] 美 [heɪt]二、释义不同hatred:n ... hate有4种用法用作及物动词、可充当补足语的复合宾语等。. 具体如下:. 1、hate是及物动词,可接名词、代词、动词不定式、动名词。. 2、hate可用于虚拟语气的that从句或疑问词从句作宾语,也可接由动词不定式或现在分词充当补足语的复合宾语。. 3、hate接动词不 ... Secondly, "I hate football and tennis" - the correct form, by the way - is not a negative sentence in that it does not contain a negative form of the verb "to hate." You (positively) hate both football and tennis, so "and" is called for. Your first sentence does contain a negative verb form, and in that situation either "and" or "or" may be ...

2024.11.28 00:30 donpojlo (17M) I hate life

I'm at the point of total despair.
It's not that I necessarily live a shitty life, but I hate everything about it so much that it makes me go crazy. I've felt this way since I was 12. 5 years of this shit, I can't even say it's a phase. It just keeps getting worse.
1 - My grades and my future I always LOATHED studying, but I am extremely capable. My parents knew that, and already imagined me as a successful businessman from the start; they thought forcing me to study was enough, and it was for a long time. I used to score A+ (European equivalent) on EVERY subject until about 2 years ago, when I mentally went off a cliff and started getting B-C-Es (and Fs, many).
Since then, my mother almost doesn't even talk to me anymore. She thinks my worth is measured by how much I study, and by now she genuinely believes I have no decent path ahead of me for my future. She says she's "severely traumatized" by my change, which seems irreversible.
2 - My identity I was pretty extrovert but I was always treaten as the awkward one, my mother kept saying it was "kindness" while my peers thought it was dumbness.
Things got the worst during start of high school, I was completely unfit, and I looked like a complete joke. I had to change to adapt, even in something I didn't want to be.
Eventually, I changed environment (new school), took time for myself and found my place. Yes, being myself, but without being too much myself. And without being the Spongebob Squarepants type of kind-dumb my mother wanted me to be.
3 - My self-esteem and relationships Since I grew up to be the awkward one, I eventually became a hateful and rancorous person. I hated myself. I still am hateful and rancorous and still hate myself, even if I mask it decently (I hope).
What I can't mask, however, is that permanent sense of detachement I feel from everyone around me. I act friendly but I know there's something off.
This distance I unconsciously put with everyone (and those with whom I don't, I am very selective about) also made my love life empty. Even though I am extremely tall where I live (with a big, wide frame) and generally talked about as considerably attractive in face, I have never held a hand, had a kiss or a relationship with anyone, ever.
If there was any girl interested in me, I pushed them away unknowingly. The one I was crushing for, which happens to be the prettiest girl of the school, I never even tried because I had no chance; already had like 100 guys waiting in line, but I had no reedemable qualities in a long-lasting relationship.
Many said my crush was indeed reciprocated (sometimes to crack a joke, sometimes in a more serious tone, never understood if it was really meant or not) but I never proceeded any further, she seemed to distance herself from these "allegations" and I respected that. Maybe I was the one who unknowingly put the distance first, AGAIN.
The best of all of this? I CONSIDER MYSELF UGLY AS SIN. I don't care how many people might have complimented me, I genuinely feel physically ill looking at myself in the mirror. I hate it and I hate having no idea of what I actually look like; I feel like people are lying to make me feel better.
4 My happiness I waste all my days doomscrolling or playing some shitty game on my PC. I cannot bring myself to enjoy ANYTHING. I feel completely numb to any sort of positive emotion for years.
The only things that keep me alive is my absolutely wonderful dog and my friends. Not happy or even serene, but I don't blow myself out (aside from fear of failing the attempt) because it deepens me to know how these ones would feel if I ever did.
I am only moved by anger. The smallest thing sets me off, everthing frustrates me. If I can hide it for a bit I explode when I'm alone.
When not in anger, I rake in frustration and sadness for my mistakes (like not studying) and my unanswered questions.
5 Conclusion I know this is a messy wall of text, I'm not a native speaker and I don't even know how to use Reddit text script.
Before anyone asks:
[1] I was diagnosed with light forms of ADHD, OCD and Tourette's. I've managed to keep them on a leash over the years.
[2] I was not diagnosed with any form of autism.
[3] Do not reccomend a therapist to check for depression. In the past I've been berated and laughed at by my family for even suggesting it, it's absolutely incomprehensible and unheard of where I live. I get you, therapy is important, but it's just not possible now.
[4] Sorry but I can't afford a TL:DR. All of what I wrote, I wrote because it was important.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart if you read this, this is my first time ever exposing myself on the net as talking about it IRL never helped me.
This post was very hard to make for me. I accept any help or critique.
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