Feeling Worthless
2025.01.23 17:20 Narrow_Mushroom_3098 Feeling Worthless
My life and relationship is at an all time low. I am pretty sure that I have dismissive avoidance and my 10 year relationship is severely suffering from it. I dont know if my thoughts and feelings are right, or if it just my avoidance. I need an understanding and level minded person to help me through this. Therapy is so expensive (I have NYS medicaid) my insurance doesn’t cover anything online.
My partner tells me that I am not meeting any of his needs as a man and that I offer nothing to the relationship. I tell him that the way he speaks to me is not helping the situation at all, but then I am told that the way I am thinking is just my avoidance and that I am manipulating by playing the victim.
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2025.01.23 17:20 Last-Egg4029 Coolant flush? 😎
just got my car back from the shop for an oil change, they suggested a coolant flush the estimate was $500. !?!? is this the average and how will it effect my car?
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2025.01.23 17:20 Classic_Lab7899 Caught girantina first try
Caught him first try with ultra ball and paralysis
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2025.01.23 17:20 dewen_p Update 3:- acid attacked ( D staff why??)
No police only d staff came. I mean why? They are just sitting in an auto and drinking tea while talking like old friends. Maybe someone has a good connection and money. Seriously, is Gujarat safe?
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2025.01.23 17:20 Former_Train_7100 Kels
I dont need I want you reach out
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2025.01.23 17:20 Fun_Speaker1210 Selena Gomez
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2025.01.23 17:20 SpiritualLuck9197 Arthur commits tax evasion (repost of one of my old posts because I thought I posted it here but did’nt)
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2025.01.23 17:20 RogueBotic 6 needed 300k for active alliance!
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2025.01.23 17:20 GermanGuy1992 Just got an interview set up and the lady seems impressed with me, but the job requires a lot of handwriting.
Hi. So, it's for a hotel job that requires a lot of handwriting. Apparently I have to write hand-written letters to everyone who checks in. I have several years of experience working in hospitality but have never had to do this. I am not sure if I should disclose to her I have this issue or if I should just cancel the interview. If I don't disclose it, she will 100% notice it on the first day as my handwriting is not good .Even if it's legible, it's not going to be the quality of a hotel welcome letter.
I'm not sure what to do here. Should I just tell her I have it and see what happens, and if she says no then ok bullet dodged? I really don't want to waste my time or hers, and I don't want to be in an environment that isn't right for me and they're pissed off I didn't say anything.
Normally I wouldn't disclose but the main part of the job is handwriting. It's like if your job requires you to go up steps then you can't really hide you're in a wheelchair so I'll be exposed right away. What would you do here? Thanks!
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2025.01.23 17:20 perplexedlad What is this?
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2025.01.23 17:20 GeForce_fv YOU CAN BUY FEMBOYS!!??
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2025.01.23 17:20 Tyaz917 How am I doing?
 | I (M29) started running with c25k in November, complete beginner and a few years without any sport. Last week, I was supposed to do W6D3, was a bit anxious about the 25min, but I felt so good on my legs that I decided to push and I ended up running for more than 6km in 40min. This was a huge win for me but I know I pushed too much and I could risk an injury, so I decided to do 30min runs for a while to build my cardio. As you can see in the attached pictures, I'm running in an area with elevation (in green, blue is pace), and my heart rate stays very high (174 avg). Am I running too fast for my level ? Should I slow down and focus on my heart rate ? What bpm should I aim for ? Is having some elevation a good exercise (it's hard by I kinda like it) ? Thanks for your feedback ! submitted by Tyaz917 to C25K [link] [comments] |
2025.01.23 17:20 undeadfromhiddencity ICE is downtown
My wife just texted me to say they had ICE coming through the kitchen she works in on 3rd and University.
Please keep your eyes open and if you know someone who may need help, help them.
Also, I can’t find the post with the number to call should you see ICE.
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2025.01.23 17:20 rosseloh Crown Handler 3 BD appears to be up for preorder finally.
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2025.01.23 17:20 diex-reddit The teaching of an old man
 | a transition chapter from part 1 to part 2, I recommend watching part 1 to understand the story, here is part one: https://www.reddit.com/HazbinHotelOCArt/comments/1hwozf3/the_little_snowflake_under_the_dazzling_sun/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button ] [ We'll see you in part 2 to continue Astrua's story] One day later - Astrua had woken up, her head felt sore and dizzy, perhaps the impact with the floor was the cause of it, the small note on the bed where she had woken up, was from her deceased grandmother, the one who had died horribly the day before, the traumatic memories are still in her small brain, the vivid image of her massacred relative and the beast of crime about to commit its next savage act, which thanks to "god" her grandfather had arrived in time, killing the beast, these memories remain nailed like a stake in solid stone, an event that would always haunt the little girl. She didn't want to think about it anymore, something difficult, her young gaze would turn to the window, her eyes would look as in the field there was an improvised grave with the name of her deceased grandmother, she felt a deep sorrow, the loss of a loved one was not on her youth agenda, unfortunately the episode appeared like a car running over everything that crosses its path. She would put her little feet on the cold wood while her hand picked up that gift from her grandmother, the beautiful red hood that protected her from the painful rays of the great bright king, now being her most precious memory of her late grandmother, with little encouragement she would leave the room, the snowfall of the previous day had diminished and the sun shone brightly, her small limbs would begin to articulate to go down the noisy stairs, the creaking of the old logs would bring memories of those times when the grandmother went up or down, those sounds brought serenity to Astrua, once she arrived at the crime scene of the previous day, she would see how everything was arranged in a rough and reluctant way, and those furniture or objects that were useless had been thrown away, so many memories that she lived had been lost along with her innocence, the cabin felt gray and discolored, it was no longer that home of fun and laughter, that was now a bygone past, her eyes point to the There used to be a door, now there is an old man sitting in his chair looking at the sky, smoking his old-fashioned pipe, emphasizing his old age. Astrua would slowly approach to see her grandfather, with the same coldness that characterizes him, she would stand next to him, looking at him with the same inexpressiveness that she had since she was born, she would sit on the old wood to look at the sky as well, hugging her small knees, letting time pass, until the sound of the pipe placed on a nearby table and the gulp of saliva of that old man were heard. Grandfather: “It was hard, wasn’t it, little one? So small and yet you had to live through that... There are excellent days, also wonderful ones, and even great ones, but then there are bad days, and terrible ones, rare for some, everyday for others, but we will agree on something: it is a demonstration that God has a very dark sense of humor, harmful to the most unfortunate like us.” Astrua would look at her grandfather more closely, this would be the first time she has a conversation with her old relative, which, the feeling of surprise was something that was coming, everything indicates that it will be a very controversial interaction for someone of her age, it would not be something that a little girl would talk about, Astrua had the feeling of need to respond, it is strange, it is as if she really needed to say what she thought. Astrua: “... I don't think it's the kind of conversation I would have, I am, as you see, still a child, I shouldn't have such complicated and complex conversations, grandpa...” Grandpa would let out a small smile, it was repulsive and creepy, but Astrua didn't feel intimidated by the smile. Grandpa: “Little one, my little red-hooded girl, believe it or not, you are surprisingly more than a simple girl, you are an “anomaly”, just like me... and the lord, the one who sees supposedly watches over everyone, hates “anomalies”, Astrua.” Anomaly, a painful definition, but she couldn't deny that her grandfather was right, she was born with skin that was too sensitive to light, white as the color itself, and the little she knew about her grandfather was that he was missing an eye. Astrua: “... so anomaly you say... are you suggesting that God hates me?” Grandfather: “Not only you, me too and many more unfortunate people who were born with “mistakes”.” Astrua: “Why do you say that? God… are you supposed to love everyone equally? No?” Grandfather lets out a short laugh, finding the Christian statement that God loves everyone funny. Grandfather: “Tell me little one, if God really loved you, would he let you be born with skin that can’t stand the sun’s rays? Wouldn’t that loving God give more love to your family, helping us with family poverty? If that supposed God loves everyone, why would he let a beast kill your precious grandmother? We can go on like this with more questions, but I think you understand my point." Astrua just nodded, certainly her young mind could contradict her grandfather's arguments, and although her family was not strictly religious, they did value Christian values and from time to time they prayed to God to somehow calm the family's anguish, thinking of hope was very hopeful, even if it was ephemeral. Astrua: "And why does he hate me? Why does he hate me and my family? Did we do something to him? Have we not prayed enough?" The grandfather remains silent for a few seconds, after swallowing a little saliva he answers. Grandfather: “I want to know the same as you... I have lived with this supposed Christianity where everyone supposedly loves each other, but I was a disgrace to my family, I was a clown where everyone laughed except me, I was a deformity of nature and God's creation, I was an abomination to those guys...” The grandfather slowly began to get up, it seemed that he had noticed an animal in the forest, he would take his rifle and prepare himself. Grandfather: “Do you know what I did? Do you know what I did when God made it clear to me that he hated me?” The grandfather with a coldness that would only be seen in a monster, shoots the gun, from the forest the impact of the bullet and the screams of a deer dying of pain would be heard, a chilling scene for any child, except Astrua, who would not feel anything for the animal, her concentration was focused on what her grandfather was saying, his message was changing Astrua's perception that she never imagined would happen. Grandpa: “I hate... to hate God, his false love, his false symbol of peace and, above all, his disgusting creations... I will never feel sorry for each animal that I have killed, they are below me, and they can't do anything, they can't accuse me of the amount of crimes that I have committed, hell, there aren't even people who judge you for killing an animal, after all, I'm just killing a being inferior to human, something inferior to me, there is no better victim than an animal, there is no better way to vent your anger than killing these creatures born from the hand of a supposed “lord who loves all.”” Astrua would think for a moment, as she followed in her grandfather's footsteps as they both approached the shooting victim, she was stuck with the word that was centered throughout this conversation, hate, the same cause that would make Astrua kill her supposed "pet", hate, the feeling of hate was always close to her, she hates herself for her defects both physically and as an individual, she hates everything around her, poverty, she also felt hate when a girl made fun of her when she called her a monster, all that accumulated hate made her explode and release it, unloading it on that poor little animal... poor thing? No, why should she feel sorry for him? That mammal hated him too, she had a fair reaction, that hairy bastard attacked her, he didn't deserve to live, Astrua realized how satisfying that was, she understood that, if God hates him, she would also hate God, and therefore, his horrifying creations, she would let out a smile, not one of happiness, it was a macabre one, representing how satisfying it was to kill that animal, and hear the cries of pain of the deer. When they were face to face with the body of the deer lying on the floor, trying to breathe, she would hear the sound of a brandished knife, she knew it was her grandfather's machete, an old and slightly rusty one, but it still cut with a lethal edge, the grandfather seemed to notice Astrua's smile of satisfaction, the hand holding the machete would approach the little girl, handing it over to finish off the animal. Grandfather: “I feel… your hands were already stained with blood, and you discovered how calming it was to kill these abominations of God, why don’t you do me this favor little one? Come on, put them out of their misery.” Astrua wouldn’t hesitate, she would take the heavy machete with both hands and raise it into the air, the deer’s look of horror was visible, she knew that Astrua would kill it, and for Astrua to know that this little animal knew what she would do was a difficult feeling to describe, but it was lovely, and she cut, cut and cut with the machete at the animal, even if it had died before it still continued with its frantic attack on the dying body, until she was tired, she would be fascinated with the work of art she had made, the animal was left in a pile of cut flesh difficult to identify, her white face and hands were now stained with this beautiful red color of the blood that came out of the animal, it was so beautiful, so beautiful, so satisfying. She wanted to live it once, she wanted to live it as many times as she wanted, she would move her head towards her grandfather, who showed a very terrifying smile of pride, the little girl's face was almost covered with a deep darkness, only her macabre smile and her eye that emitted a faint red glow were visible. Astrua: “Grandpa, oh dear Grandpa... would you teach me everything you know about hunting? Please.” submitted by diex-reddit to HazbinHotelOCArt [link] [comments] |
2025.01.23 17:20 Aromatic-Quantity867 Who takes this?
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2025.01.23 17:20 Spare_Purple262 Gun ranges in islamabad
A.o.a need to know about gun ranges in islamabad for shooting on weekend. Should be cheap and good. Someone suggested guns and country club but it is too expensive i think(saw its reviews).
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2025.01.23 17:20 Roshankr1994 ‘Friendly Fire’ Netflix Movie Review - One-Time Watch
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2025.01.23 17:20 InaudibleTrivia ?!
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2025.01.23 17:20 CorrectRestaurant936 How do you chill while playing
I’m on my second playthrough this time with all the expansions and I still can’t help but feel rushed by the clock. Help me enjoy and chill while I play instead of feeling like I have to race the days.
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2025.01.23 17:20 easymodeon1111 Google is obviously pushing Donald Trump for it's algorithms. I Googled "US President from 2021 to 2024" and only Trump shows up.
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2025.01.23 17:20 Zesty_ahhh_guy I might be cocked 😭🙏
 | I just started and I got so far from spawn and I had in mind to simply place some seed and wait still to not lose hunger and eat, but idk if it’s intentional to patch some bugs or idk. But I can’t place seeds 😭😭, I’m at half a hunger rn. Is there any chance of me to survive ?? Oh and btw there are 0 mobs around just some withers and a bee 😼 submitted by Zesty_ahhh_guy to 6b6t [link] [comments] |
2025.01.23 17:20 d3f3n3strat3 [FRESH] Tamino ft. Mitski - Sanctuary
![[FRESH] Tamino ft. Mitski - Sanctuary](https://external-preview.redd.it/Sl-5WIVJ-9U4Ri9Gjhouiw2gNPN9H8gs_UKzFIU0lQc.jpg?width=216&crop=smart&auto=webp&s=8b5a5dee27211a7d3525244be7eabac18da69a44 "[FRESH] Tamino ft. Mitski - Sanctuary") | New song from Tamino and Mitski following their US tour together in 2024. Note: Mitski isn’t listed yet on Spotify for some reason but she is featured submitted by d3f3n3strat3 to indieheads [link] [comments] |
2025.01.23 17:20 mtgofficialYT Introducing r/GrandSlamTennis! The only subreddit devoted the the 4 grand slam tournaments!
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2025.01.23 17:20 Bisexual-Hellenic Truly the Filthiest songs ... With a twist
Give me your Horniest and Sluttiest songs, BUT, they have to be oldies like 30s 40s 50s
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