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2025.01.23 17:30 rebelmusik Amateur , for religious service
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2025.01.23 17:30 Ok-Comparison-3699 Sent 2 women into depression
Firstly, i want to make it clear that i need no judgment or advices over here , i just created this id coz i can't bear the guilt anymore and i wanted to get it out somewhere.
so this story is about how I(25M) absolutely destroyed the mental stability of 2 wonderful women in my life.
So it all started when i got into college , during our college fest ,i met with this girl (let's call her A). I met her coz she was also participating in those events in which i was participating. I didn't meant to date her in the first place , it all started as a genuine friendship, but obviously as u know friends make rumors about dating which used to create this awkward tension between us. Anyways , we both were so busy with our lives that we didn't dated someone else but were always there for each other through hard times and provide emotional support to each other.
But we knew , sooner or later we gotta address the elephant in the room. So , when we got time , we went on a trip together, till this point we are doing everything a couple does , from holding hands to cuddling, except the physical part which is keeping us in friendzone. So we talked a lot on this and turns out she's not ready to cross that barrier and get into a relationship with me and she needs certain time which could be any amount of years. it was kinda bummer to me as i was almost certain that we will be coming back from the trip as a couple.
So when we came back , i needed to get that sexual frustration out of me , so i installed bumble , that was where i met a girl (B for bumble). She was a cute little energetic girl from different college . we went on a couple of dates . I made it clear , I'm not looking for dating rn she said it's okay but kissed me anyways , one date led to another and we slept together. Everytime we used to sleep together, she started talking about the future and everything, but when i reminds her that i don't think we are dating , she used to get angry and ask then why are you sleeping with me"and starts crying. I used to console her & breaks up ,
Couple of months later , manipulate her again that it's all becoz of work stress , sleep further more . when she ask about my friends and everything, throw another fight with her , gaslight her , breakup again . I continued this cycle for 2 years.
All this time , i was happy with A as well . it was like i have assigned my emotional amd physical needs to 2 different people. Little did i cared that both of them wanted both from me. Till this point both of them have suspected that I'm hiding something from them.
So one day during my break phase with B , i got a call from her friend that she's admitted and u need to come rn . Turns out she has stopped eating sleeping , keeps crying all the time , basically she went into severe depression and was admitted due to low glucose. i didn't show up that day , but was supporting her , but being a piece of sh!t i am , I slept with her again after she was discharged . At this point she completely lost it and we had to put her on psychiatric medication and psychological therapy.
Since i was involved with this , A became more curious and forced me to tell what I'm hiding. I told her about B but changed the timeline to 2 years back and said i was just supporting her psychological treatment. Little did i knew , the date i mentioned was just before we went on that trip. She was shattered from inside , although technically we were only friends but we had also talked about being exclusive in near future which could imply that i wasn't supposed to date anyone else.
After that day , A started avoiding me , and giving silent treatment. She was also slipping into depression, i could see with my own eyes . when she started detoriating , before it gets worse , i asked her friends to take her to the psychologist.
Since it is tier 2 city, we only had one good psychologist and now both A&B are going there just because of me . they both don't know about each other and neither do i go there with them. But i just can't bear the guilt anymore that's why i posted here to lighten my heart. Now that i have lost 2 absolutely wonderful women in my life , i just have one advice to anyone reading till here , Please don't half ass relationships , always give 100% to that person and only when there is complete closure you should move on .
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2025.01.23 17:30 CaliperLee62 Poilievre Could Frame Election On Canada's Real Challenges, Carbon Tax Fight is Moot: Nuttall - 'When you consider the severity of Canada’s corruption issues—issues that erode the nation’s ability to secure a future for its people—they far outweigh the impact of the carbon tax'
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2025.01.23 17:30 aeroliteflyer 200 amp service wire from crawl space to exterior
I am going to be running 200 amp service wire from inside my crawl space, through OSB/vinyl to exterior in conduit to transfer switch. I am looking for ideas on methods to provide that transition. It won't be spliced going in to out; it will be one solid run. I figured a threaded conduit that could be mounted to the outside with a nut on the inside of the OSB. I don't see any options here.
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2025.01.23 17:30 snixon67 Lazlo's Iron Skillet to close its doors after more than 50 years in business
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2025.01.23 17:30 sweet-n-spicy- AITAH for cutting ties with my sister?
For some background context, my (f22) sister (f26) is schizophrenic. We've always had a rocky relationship because she isn't mentally stable and has manic episodes. She also has battled with a severe eating disorder since the age of 13. She has been through a lot. She is supposed to take medication, but I know she isn't consistent with taking them. About a month ago, my husband and I got married. We had a very small ceremony at my mom's house where my sister lives. I live with my husband's family and moved out from my mom's a couple years ago. The day we got married was wonderful, up until right before we were going to head back home. My mom calls me frequently about not knowing how to handle my sister anymore. My sister screams at my mom daily about everything. Especially if something doesn't go her way. She calls my mom and everyone horrific things. Seriously. I honestly don't even know how she learned to talk the way she does. It's disturbing. She has become physically abusive to my mom as well. She's taken her down to the floor, slapped her and shoves her. My mom is smaller than my sister and clearly can't defend herself as well. However, the reason my sister has become this way is because my family enables her behavior. They blame all of it on the fact that she's mentally ill. Which I can understand to an extent. But nobody ever gives her any consequences. My whole family just always forgives and forgets everything by the next day. For awhile I was used to doing that, but my husband opened my eyes to seeing that none of this is normal or healthy... When we were about to leave on my wedding day, is when all hell broke loose. My sister came out wearing a very expensive shirt that is my mom's boyfriend's. That shirt is very sentimental to him, he doesn't even wear it. He told her to take it off and she started in cussing him out and took it off in the living room. Luckily all my family began to leave right before her melt down. My sister and mom started fighting so that was everyone's que to flee. So it was just my husband, my mom, her boyfriend and my sister in the house. After she took off his shirt she stormed back in the living room and started yelling at my mom to give her the keys to her car. A few years ago, my sister got a car with money she saved/ got from her tax return during Covid. My mom's been driving it for years because her car broke down 2 years ago and she hasn't got a new one. My sister also does not have a drivers license. My mom pays for the car's insurance, maintainance and has the title and registration in her name. So legally, my sister cannot take off with the car, but she doesn't understand that. She is a scary driver as well. She smokes pot all day, everyday. Which is especially harmful to a person who suffers with schizophrenia... she can't pay enough attention while driving and she's hit other cars before and almost people while practicing. To her it doesn't matter, so she continues to yell and then begins SCREAMING. like screaming bloody murder, to the point I had to plug my ears from the ringing. I was fed up and told her she needs to calm down. She starts in on me and my mom says she's gonna call the cops if she doesn't stop. My mom is too scared to call the cops on her, and my sister knows it. She screams at my mom to do it and then corners her in the kitchen. I whip out my phone and I dial 911. I'm scared. My sister literally terrifies me when she gets like this. She looks over at me and sees what I'm doing and loses her shit. Somehow her horrific screaming got louder. I couldn't even hear the dispatcher over the phone because of her yelling. She's calling me every name under the sun and then she is threatening my husband. She comes toward him and I yell at my husband to back away. I was terrified she was going to try and hurt him. What really got me was the fact I'm with child right now. I was about 10 weeks pregnant at this time. She looked at me and said, "f*** you and your stupid baby." That was the nail in the coffin for me. It's one thing to try and ruin my wedding day, insult me, but do not disrespect my child like that. Thankfully the cops arrived and took her to the hospital for a psych evaluation. I begged my mom to not let my sister back in because the same thing would happen again. For more context as well, this whole thing is nothing new. She has episodes like these every couple of months. Everyone sweeps it under the rug, but I won't anymore. It's one thing to be mentally unstable, but I draw the line when I have to worry about my physical and emotional safety around someone like that. Over the years, I have tried and tried and tried to be there for her. I have forgiven her more times than I can count, but I just feel exhausted. I forgive her out of guilt because everyone makes me feel ashamed for turning away someone who is mentally unwell. After the incident, I saw my sister again at my Nana's house. I came to visit and my mom and her were staying there for a week. My mom was in town for travel work as a nurse and has to bring my sister wherever she goes. I should have added earlier that my mom is also an alcoholic. It was really bad in our childhood, but for the past 4 years she's been a functioning alcoholic who can maintain a job. For 8 years, my sister lived with my grandparents because my mom wasn't able to take care of her while drinking. For 8 years my 60 year old Nana had to take care of my sister. She had a raging eating disorder and was undiagnosed, taking no medication at this time. This really took a toll and my Nana and Papa. They tried their best. However, now when she comes to visit my Nana gets mild PTSD. My Nana has a bit of OCD when it comes to cleaning and having organization. My sister is the opposite and leaves messes everywhere she goes. So the two don't mesh very well... my mom holds it against my Nana that she hates my sister and favors my brother and I. Which guilt trips my grandparents to put up with it. During their week stay, my sister constantly bugged my Nana to get her nicotine, soda, clothes (because she didn't pack any), food (my grandparents have padlocks on their pantry and refrigerator because they have to lock up the food so she won't binge and purge it), etc. Then she blamed my grandparents for her eating disorder and everything that is bad in her life. That's what my sister does. She's the victim in every situation. She also pissed on my Nana's brand new mattress in the guest room. She didn't clean it up and left with her friend before my Nana found out. As I said before, my Nana has OCD, so she almost had a stroke when she found out about the mattress. My sister didn't help clean and didn't even acknowledge it. My mom said she couldn't help it and that they didn't want to embarrass her. I stopped by once and I was down stairs talking to my Nana. My sister walks in and sits down next to my Nana and asks her if she has any nicotine. My nans quit smoking almost 40 years ago... so she just looked at my sister baffled. I was getting a glass of water and I heard my sister say "when did you get here?" I assumed she was talking to me, since I just got there. I said, "just now, I had a doctors appointment earlier." Then she replied, " I wasn't talking to you!" She was talking to my mom who was coming down the stairs. That was the only thing my sister has said to me since my wedding day... A few days ago, my mom puts me on the spot. She calls and says my sister wants to apologize to me. We haven't spoken in almost 3 months. Honestly it's been the most peaceful 3 months of my life. I told my mom I'm not ready to talk or to forgive her. This has been the first time I've stood up for myself regarding my sister. After my wedding day, I immediately blocked her on everything. My mom told me she was crying and that she "doesn't even remember" what happened that day. I call BS. That's always the excuse. I've heard that my whole life, between my mom's drinking and my sister's episodes. It doesn't matter either, because I remember it all and it really hurt me. Even though I don't regret cutting ties with my sister, I still feel guilty and I hate it. I honestly just can't handle the stress she causes me, especially while I'm pregnant and trying take care of myself physically and mentally. AITAH for how I ended things? Is there a way I could of handled this situation better? I know I'm going to have to see my sister at family events and it's going to be incredibly awkward. I have no clue how to go about it though? Trying to tell my sister how she hurt me never goes well. It's always about her and what I've done to her, so I feel like there's no way to communicate my feelings?
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2025.01.23 17:30 ramblinevilkirb pepsi
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2025.01.23 17:30 Old-Mood4264 Arabic sex symbol
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2025.01.23 17:30 neoscloset Car drive with khan (ft thad)
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2025.01.23 17:30 goldmannutsacks Do you think this is a game?
Evil subject line. They know what they are doing😭😭
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2025.01.23 17:30 DirtyTaco48 Lake Life… my version of Heaven on earth!
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2025.01.23 17:30 jujuyu7892 Kindle Basic 2022 (for sale)
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2025.01.23 17:30 rossgallin Sterling silver beauty adorned with amazing mother of pearl dial work in the exceptional Earl by E. Stohlman Watch Company
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2025.01.23 17:30 Full-Ad-3049 how much my account is? server: Asia
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2025.01.23 17:30 camparimami I’m trying to fix my coffee machine and can’t figure out where the 3rd contact goes. Please help!
Hello, as the title says, I’m trying to replace a part on my Moccamaster and having trouble figuring out where the third contact wire is supposed to go after disassembling and now reassembling. There doesn’t seem to be a prong for the third wire. Is it possible it broke off? I forgot to take a picture as I went. Can you please help me? Sorry, I’m not sure if this is allowed on this subreddit!
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2025.01.23 17:30 rahul_8709 Selling 12 months gold zold voucher @90 each
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2025.01.23 17:30 Acceptable_Judge321 Manual---Currently----Hold---- on web portal
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2025.01.23 17:30 AdLate8647 How do you feel about approaching someone you find attractive @ 40+?
So I am about to be 40 and I have struggled a lot for the past few years approaching women. Not because I have trouble with communicating or flirting, but because I am self conscious about my age. When I was younger I was very confident approaching women. Today I have this (irrational?) fear of being a CREEP.
I have witnessed creepy old dudes hit on pretty girls and it is something I told myself I never want to become!!!
Most of the time I struggle with knowing the age of women I find attractive. Some women seem like they could be my age but it turns out they are like 20 years younger than me!!
I guess what I am asking is:
Is it ok to flirt with women/men at 40? I don't know if its creepy or not. Yet, I do not want to lose this exciting part of life that I really (used) to enjoy. The thrill and fun of knowing you still go it. You know?
What do you old farts think? LOL
Thanks,
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2025.01.23 17:30 Weekly_Ad_1228 Need some advice on Wu Kong Baron lane. Is this build optimal or is black cleaver and iceborn a bad idea?
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2025.01.23 17:30 Binthair_Dunthat Wire cutter vs. Hard Wire Cutter
My Leatherman Rev has both a wire cutter and hard wire cutter. I presume wire cutter works for usual electrical wires but what do you use the hard wire cutter for? Barbed wire?
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2025.01.23 17:30 Witty_Walrus2999 Thinking about getting those cement laces, do they look better with the original laces?
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2025.01.23 17:30 SpecialPrevious8585 Chemo brain and reading for enjoyment?
I love to read. It has been extremely helpful to get lost in books the past 4 months since diagnoses while going through chemo.
I have found the past week though - my brain just can't seem to focus or get lost in a book the way I usually do. I keep having to go back and re-read paragraphs and feel like the words are "hitting a wall" as they enter my brain.
I'm thinking this must be part of having chemo brain. Has anyone else experienced it?
I have started and given up on more books this month then I usually do in a year. (About 5 making it from 50-100 pages in each one and just not feeling any reason to keep reading.)
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2025.01.23 17:30 CrushedOats Shell house mould problem
The 4th floor bathrooms in Shell (more like hell) are a living Petri dish. There’s 0 ventilation so mould is growing into the walls and ceiling here and it’s so damn nasty. You can smell the mould in the halls and through the vents.
I’ve reported it to residence but they haven’t done anything yet to address the issue. I love that I pay over 4k to live and shower here!! Thanks SFU!!
I would use a different shower on my floor but aside from this one they’re all closed because of plumbing issues.
Anyone else have any horrible unresolved issues with residence?
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2025.01.23 17:30 noimtotallynotatroll Onebag recommendation for trip to Asia
Hi I've been doing some research and wanted to check with the community before pulling the trigger on my onebag. I'll be traveling to Vietnam and the Philippines in a week and my considerations are as follows:
- 40L or less
- Comfortable being worn for long durations. For a portion of my trip I'll be motorcycling down coast of Vietnam and will take this bag with me. Some stretches of riding will be 2-3 hours.
- Must be waterproof. It's rain season there and I will be carrying electronics/camera.
- Compatible with a storage system for my camera. I'll likely only be using one lense and was eyeing Peak Design's storage cubes just not sure what will work with various backpacks.
- Relatively compatible with airlines as a carry on. I'll have one checked bag but trying to keep things light.
- Durable. I'll be taking this on many adventures in Asia and need to know it can hold up.
- Not bulky. If it can be collapsed/made to be smaller using a strap system that would be ideal.
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2025.01.23 17:30 adilbuilds Upcoming Hollywood Movies to boycott
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