2025.01.30 22:34 RepeatLeast1005 The two missing for A5
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2025.01.30 22:34 mrsskreatz Just sharing some hope for those who might be struggling
TW: This post discusses topics such as pregnancy complications, emergency C-section, NICU, breastfeeding struggles, postpartum preeclampsia, body image, postpartum anxiety, and birth trauma.
I wanted to take a moment to share my story—both the hardest parts and the light at the end of the tunnel—because I know there might be someone out there who needs to hear this.
My pregnancy was incredibly difficult. I had hyperemesis gravidarum and spent nine months constantly sick, barely able to keep food down, exhausted beyond words. Then, in my third trimester, I developed gestational hypertension. I was constantly worried about my baby’s health, about my own health, about everything that could go wrong.
When it came time to give birth, things didn’t go as planned. I needed an emergency C-section because my baby wasn’t getting enough oxygen during contractions. It all happened so fast, and instead of that beautiful, immediate bonding moment I had dreamed of, my baby had to be taken to the NICU because she wasn’t transitioning well. She needed oxygen and a feeding tube, and I didn’t get to hold her right away. That moment I had pictured—where I would meet my baby and everything would feel magical—was taken from me.
Then, as if that wasn’t enough, I developed postpartum preeclampsia and had to be readmitted to the hospital. While I was recovering from surgery and fighting for my own health, my husband and family took care of my daughter. They were the ones feeding her, changing her, holding her. I barely got to be her mom in those early days, and I convinced myself that she would bond with them more than me. That she wouldn’t love me as much because I hadn’t been there the way I thought I should be.
I also struggled with breastfeeding. I had been so set on it—I wanted that experience, that connection. But my colostrum dried up, my milk never fully came in, and despite trying everything—pumping, latching, supplements, hand expression—nothing worked. I could barely get a drop. My baby lost 9% of her body weight in just a few days and developed jaundice, so I had to start formula feeding. I knew logically that a fed baby is a healthy baby, but emotionally? I felt like a failure.
And on top of everything, I was drowning in postpartum anxiety. I couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t rest. I felt like if I took my eyes off my baby for even a second, something terrible would happen. I would try to sleep, only to wake up in full panic, convinced she wasn’t breathing. It was constant and exhausting, and I felt like I was spiraling.
I was grieving so many things—my birth experience, the breastfeeding journey I didn’t get to have, the connection I thought I had lost with my baby, the way my body looked after everything it had been through. I hated my stretch marks. I hated my C-section scar. I hated that it felt like my body had failed me every step of the way.
I say all of this because at the time, I felt so alone. I felt like I was drowning in exhaustion, fear, and guilt. But here’s what I want you to know if you’re feeling that way, too:
You are not alone.
I look at my daughter now, and I know she loves me. We have the most beautiful bond. It didn’t happen the way I thought it would, but it happened all the same. And while I was devastated about breastfeeding at first, I now know that formula feeding is just as valid, and my baby is thriving. We still share so many special moments, and how she was fed never changed the fact that I’m her mother.
My anxiety has eased, and I’m finally able to breathe again. I still carry a lot of emotions about my pregnancy and birth—it was hard, and I won’t pretend otherwise—but I’m here, on the other side, and I can see now that I was never failing. I was just surviving.
So if you’re in the thick of it right now, if you’re struggling with postpartum anxiety, birth trauma, breastfeeding grief, or just feeling disconnected—I want you to know that this isn’t forever. It does get better. You will bond with your baby, even if it didn’t happen the way you thought it would. You are an incredible mother, even if it doesn’t feel like it yet.
And most of all, you are not alone.
If anyone needs to talk, I’m here. Sending love to all the mamas still finding their way. ❤️
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2025.01.30 22:34 DeleteIt27 Tirz without benzyl alcohol?
Does anyone know of a pharmacy that makes tirz without benzyl alcohol as an ingredient ? Been getting stinging each time I inject, followed by injection site reactions no matter what I do (let syringe warm up, let alcohol dry , icing, Benadryl cream etc ) so I wanted to see if maybe it was the benzyl alcohol contributing to this.
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2025.01.30 22:34 Go_GoInspectorGadget Harbor Park Extends Protective Netting to Each Foul Pole ⚾️
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2025.01.30 22:34 Oblivion305 My company Health insurance screwed me over.
I was pre-approved for 2024 in December and completed the full curriculum for the Gastric Sleeve, then my company's health insurance policy changed without my knowledge. I got quoted around $18,000 for out of pocket.
I despise American health insurance corporations, but I will not give up. Anyone have recommendations for international gastric surgeons?
I have family who had the surgery in Ecuador and others who went to Colombia and had fantastic results. I also heard Mexico and Turkey are good options as well.
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2025.01.30 22:34 lol_VEVO Has anyone else been having issues with dropped inputs recently?
IDK why, but ever since the last update I've been having problems with inputs in PvP. Sometimes card arts will just deselect after me touching them and gaining the green outline, other times my inputs just don't register, and other times they're just switched to tap attacks even though I tap on an arts or a switch submitted by lol_VEVO to DragonballLegends [link] [comments] |
2025.01.30 22:34 Personiguesssss Give both weapons to a fodder, who is stronger between the 2?
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2025.01.30 22:34 HotPalpitation5167 Mario or luigi
Mario or luigi
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2025.01.30 22:34 FGR_Troy [5] Shiny Tepig | 4915 SR | August 18th, 2024 - September 13th, 2024
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2025.01.30 22:34 GlutamatoEnjoyer How to do a Point and Click Game?
Hello everyone, I am a new Godot user. I would like to make my first point and click game and the first thing I want to know is how can I click on a place to go to another scene and if there is a possibility to go back to the first scene.
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2025.01.30 22:34 JezTheAlleyCat H: VE25 EPR + AA25FFR25 EPF W: leaders/apparel
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2025.01.30 22:34 NorthActuator9188 “[Hiring]” Houseparent Couples
I am employed by a non-profit boarding school that is actively seeking married couples to serve as houseparents, providing supervision and support to students living on campus. Our students consistently demonstrate academic excellence and exceptional talent in various activities, and the school is also looking for individuals to support seniors in their transition to college life. The school provides a generous compensation package, including housing, food, utilities, and a salary between $42,000 and $45,000 per spouse, as well as relocation assistance (fully paid for). Due to an increasing student population, the school is eager to find couples dedicated to supporting the educational and personal growth of our students. If this is something you may be interested in, please reach out and I can tell you what life is like as houseparents.
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2025.01.30 22:34 joe-jitti285026 Looking for someone to animate a video from a match I had on PTCGL
I just had the craziest match in the 15 years I've played PTCG. I usually never record any matches since I'm not a YouTuber or anything. But i would like to see if this is where I can find someone to do an animated video of any kind based on this match. I only have the transcripts that describes the match. Also, i am willing to help describe the match and effects of cards if needed. Thanks everyone. submitted by joe-jitti285026 to PTCGL [link] [comments] |
2025.01.30 22:34 Late_Visit_1169 Aitah or am I being played me 21m and my gf 20f are breaking up
I want to know if I should keep fighting for our relationship I’ve gotten caught liking instagram reels of girls showing their body but that was it I never cheated never talked to another girl never liked a girls picture that I knew or lived in my home town. We moved in together after 8 months of lost distance and since I haven’t liked any influencers video. I seen a video of a influencer on a page named Latina beauty’s I clicked on the page and got the influencer from another video they posted it didn’t have anything sexual me and my co worker just went on a rant about not being attractive to girls with plastic surgery and fb shows search history and pages visited well it showed both of theirs she seen that when going threw my phone one night and made me sleep n the couch we had a rough night she talked to her friends which one can’t decide who to let cheat on her between two men keeps going back and forth and the other is with a alcoholic who stays the night at other women’s houses they did nothing but shit on me and it took a couple days but we came back we had a very insightful and heartfelt talk about it and we were back to our loving and caring selves, laughing so hard we start crying. I went to work this morning off a argument with her about the same thing she brought it up and didn’t let it go since last night she told me she wanted to live separately and asked me to separate our stuff. should I keep fighting for this relationship?
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2025.01.30 22:34 mrjonhide to lick the dirt off my feet you must first eat my ass :)
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2025.01.30 22:34 dairylarryfan Can you help me date this Gibson?
Found this old Gibson, I think it's a J-50 and the serial numbers are 268815!
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2025.01.30 22:34 kaswil55 Goft for neighbor we don't really know
To keep it simple, we live in the snow country, and our neighbor consistently plows our driveway. We've lived here 3 winters and found out at the end of last winter that it was him doing it (we live in the country)
We don't know much about them, even tho they're really our only neighbors, ither than they have kids and are typical farm people. I'd like to get them a big thank you basket/gift. Even tho we have a smaller driveway, a shovel takes a long time when you get hit with a few feet of snow 😅 we already planned a gift card, but what else?
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2025.01.30 22:34 prolific_lazyass Can anyone tell me about this glove? Can't find anything online
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2025.01.30 22:34 Prize-Platform4919 How much to spemd on mtb ear and front rims to reduce buckling but best value for money or diminishing returns
Gone through 2 rear wheels in 8 months cheap wheels abput £40 , they begin to buckle ,
So im guessing the whhels are just poor quality? And a more expensive wheel will last longer?
How much would,should you pay?
See some wheels £139 to £600 obviously i dont plan to spend £600 on a £350 mtb the bike i have is the carrera valour 27.5" wheels with rim brakes
Need a set of wheels that will last more than a few months before they start buckling . No major wear amd tear mostly flat urban roads paths towpath the occasional off road
Will the increase in cost make alot of difference to actual reducing the chance of buckling ?
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2025.01.30 22:34 mrjonhide to lick the dirt off my feet you must first eat my ass :)
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2025.01.30 22:34 Thegoodgamer32 Wow....what a waste of a cool looking character.
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2025.01.30 22:34 Electronic-Top9361 What is up with it ?
Thank
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2025.01.30 22:34 BlastedProstate How good is UTA to be a transient student
Howdy, I go to A&M and wanted to knock out some non-engineering classes and UTA is the only place who offers a stats credit, being 3313. It would be badass to knock out 3 hours with this, so I was wondering is there anything to worry about if I do (i.e crazy expensive, poorly run etc). Thanks
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2025.01.30 22:34 Least_Agent1020 Guys, which is better?
Aglaea vel 162 + Sunday vel 161 or Aglaea vel 160 + Sunday vel 134
I'm really confused about this. Thanks to anyone who answers! If possible, could you also tell me if there's a big difference between them? I’d really appreciate it
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2025.01.30 22:34 Accomplished-Task496 L322 Air Suspension Inactive
Hi guys. I have a fault, air suspension inactive. All the lights on the dash are still lit, when you start the car for the first time the front ride height raises and lowers.
Faulty sensor? Or is it an air pressure issue? Pump runs fine seemingly
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