I’m tired of no one around me understanding.
2024.11.27 00:30 No_Decision8337 I’m tired of no one around me understanding.
I’m tired of starting to cry once I get in the car and leave from parties because I feel so insecure and can’t stop comparing myself to the objectively attractive people around me. I’m tired of being the ugly friend. I’m tired of people telling me “just be confident!”
You don’t fucking get it. It’s more than “just be confident”. It’s being immediately disgusted by what you see in the mirror. It’s doing your makeup 8 different ways and it still comes out looking like lipstick on a pig. It’s seeing a photo of yourself and being immediately repulsed. It’s seeing yourself in a group photo, surrounded by attractive friends, and thinking to yourself “I don’t belong here. I’m too ugly to be here.” It’s a feeling of genuine disappointment and anguish that is so intense it caused you physical discomfort. It’s not being able to believe your partner when they say they think you’re pretty and running through every different scenario as to why they would say that and what they could get from it.
I don’t just “feel” ugly. I AM ugly. I am the opposite of every conventional beauty standard. I am so ugly I am hyper aware of it. It’s all I think about. It is an all-consuming, gut-wrenching, soul crushing feeling. I would describe it as an unshakable chill (think when you have the flu) that sinks into you. Every time I see a photo of myself I wish it was possible to snap off parts of me like a car and swap them for better ones.
Yes, I am aware this is body dysmorphia. No, I’m not upset about things I can control like weight or hair. It’s about the things I can’t fix. Yes, I am in therapy. No, I don’t think it’s helping yet.
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2024.11.27 00:30 GodGamer420 Samsung oled s90d 65’
Hello all I’m contemplating purchasing this tv because it’s currently on sale for 1300$z. Was wondering what are some of the pros and cons related to this purchase. Would also like some advice on whether it’s a good purchase and what other sets around that price range would b better. I’ve heard about the difference panels they are using on that particular tv and would also like to know the difference between woled and a qd oled. I really don’t need a new tv but I seen the price and was instantly attracted because I want a oled set. Thanks for all the suggestions I appreciate everyone’s time.
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2024.11.27 00:30 xxtokyovanityxx Plants vs Cats
How do people who have cats manage to stop their cats - eating the plants - climbing the plants - knocking the plants over
I am considering getting a rescue cat and I’m wondering what… safeguarding measures I would need 😂
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2024.11.27 00:30 Stroke3154 Damn, H2H just kills your spirit
I’m not even getting angry anymore, just plain disappointed. Out of the last 3 matches I could have won, in the end either lost or drew due to absolute bullshit. It’s just soul-crushing. You wanna play 2-3 matches and then some EA shit happens literally every single match nowadays, most pf the time against me, although I do see matches where I’m certain from the start that the game wants me to win. But the amount of times that it feels like the game is against me is absolutely crazy.
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2024.11.27 00:30 DrMannyWho No man what the hell...
Why did they kill my boy Alan Wake like that in the final episode...
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2024.11.27 00:30 Excellent_Group1516 I don't know what to do. To stay or leave
Tldr: I side on leaving and the hope of change makes me second guess doing so. I side with staying and I panick, not able to commit to his want for a final try an wanting to double back because I don't belive he can change and keep it.
I (f25) feel indifferent about continuing my long term relationship and i dont know how to move forward with the choice to stay or go. My partner (m23) have been in a 9 year long relationship, sense highschool. for context, we were going to break up till I found out I was pregnant. An stuck togther for our daughter at that point. Over the years I've been a stay at home mom. Giving everything I have to both taking care of our daughter and him. (Partly taking care of him as a love language till it became a chore.) Giving up hopes and dreams to stay at home while he built his life and career. Over the 9 years we have been togther I've been vocal in asking for change an my needs to be meet more times then I can count. being meet with nothing tangible in return. But, I persisted off the hope things will get better. An was left in a mental decline over the whole time, waiting and wanting so much more. The relationship in his eyes was good, meanwhile I'm struggling to keep my head up. I brought up a final plea for change, he agreed, only for the change to last a day before everything went back to routine. I waited, an nothing. So as things continued to devolve. So I asked to separate. He practically held his hands up and stepped back, asking for things to go to being roomates essentially to function as a unit, i agreed. An during this time apart felt myself growing an attraction to someome else, which i dont know what to make of other then im just done with my current, more so checked out or partly moved on more then i thought i was. it hurt both of us to do so but i found myself okay with it. An coming to terms it was over. 2 ish weeks later of this. He approached me about him moving out because it hurt to much (i get that it hurts me too). Only to turn it into a plea for a final final last chance. As much as I'd like to. I fear it's both a bit to late, an finding myself disinterested as I do not belive his final stand that he can change, that things would be diffrent this time. Which is fine an could possibly work till he gose to his new job that take more of his time and presence away from home. I'm not with him for what he can provide, but for the person him self as I'm the time to want to share a life, not so much being two independent people who come togther at the end of the day. When I get moments to think and decide how I want to handle it all. The thought of staying leaves me panicked, scared, unsure, and arguably stressed. As I think if this chance fails I will fully resent him or more so be bitter and angry. While the thought of leaving and trying again with someome else (not meaning jumping to the person I mentioned growing feelings for but in genral.) Leaves me scared, sure. But I don't feel so much panick and fear as I do staying. The fear just shifts to "what am I gonna do?" My mind is a mess rn and I dont know what to do when everything comes down to my choice.
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2024.11.27 00:30 RepulsiveFroyo4890 Komi navel tickle
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2024.11.27 00:30 Repulsive_Task_2626 Pleaseee Help. I’ll click yours too.
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2024.11.27 00:30 MelodicAvocado2296 Hiring!
Hiring po ang GDS. Message me if you to apply po. Thanks!
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2024.11.27 00:30 Ilitorate_Author Hardware Employee working Hard
Ollie may not be the most knowledgeable, but is the most friendly employee I’ve ever met at a hardware store. Doesn’t look like it from the photos but LOVED pets.
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2024.11.27 00:30 Lonely_Ad8178 when I think about my gf blowing her ex it turns me on
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2024.11.27 00:30 FidoxpPlayz I've seen plenty of posts about the most traumatized characters. How about least traumatized character?
 | (NOTE: I just started playing pjsk 3 months ago and I don't rly know the storyline or background of much characters) Shiraishi is prob the least traumatized in my opinion, or Kohane would be the least as well. And virtual singers, ofc. submitted by FidoxpPlayz to ProjectSekai [link] [comments] |
2024.11.27 00:30 Bluecomments In the original GBA version, will Cliff stay and marry Ann if you didn't properly trigger the vineyard event?
Playing the original GBA version. And I accepted Duke's request and told Cliff of it. Yet it rained the next day and even though I came after 10 am nothing happened. Yet the game seems act as if Cliff is employed now. I am not sure if my not having actually did the work will cause anything. I have a save file for the 13th, meaning I can reload and prevent the rain. Though I also will have to do Elli's Yellow heart event all over again. Will nothing happen from it or do you actually need to work?
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2024.11.27 00:30 mikenicholasnz This TikTok Trend is Hard To Watch
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2024.11.27 00:30 Fresh_Bonus3133 SUPPORT 4 SUPPORT
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2024.11.27 00:30 AviBledsoe Battle of The Brands (Pearl, Yamaha, Tama, Ludwig, Premier, Dynasty)
What makes certain marching drums better than others, for example I am a fan of Pearl Drums, although how great is the difference in feel and sound for other drums?? I know that Pearl has the Inner Ply Of Carbon in their Premium CarbonCore Series (Which I actually bought) and they sound like they have a little more attack, I've played on a few Yamahas and they're great, I don't know about the other brands though.
What about those cheap brands like Thomann, Trixon, Sound Percussion Labs, Are those drums decent for certain groups that can't afford premium drums?
I also hear people say that Dynasty snares don't sound great for whatever reason.
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2024.11.27 00:30 interestingfactoid Trudeau Comes Running To Trump Immediately Following Tariff Threat
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2024.11.27 00:30 Rerebang5 Me encanta la canción
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2024.11.27 00:30 Pod-Bay-Doors She has a BF
I found out she has a BF and it devastated me tbh , but I cant help but think if she has a BF what was I looking into? I truly believe she was flirting with me. Was I misreading it?
All of the typical signs are there she mirrors my actions alot puts herself in my space , and today we even went out to get some food with friends. And I let my hair down (which ive been growing out) and she kept complimenting me on my hair.
She was saying stuff like "I love your hair , it suits you so well" and "I love a man that can rock a beard and manbun combo".
And then after she said that she was smirking at me so I smiled back and then she looked away and giggled to herself. This was all after I found out she had a BF btw.
Is it possible that she knows I dig her and shes messing with me? It seems genuine though.
Im so so so confused
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2024.11.27 00:30 Stephenwrt A
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2024.11.27 00:30 RoamAntarctica Uber why?
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2024.11.27 00:30 cookieraider221 Is majority of New Zealand media biased left wing? (Don’t reply - just upvote for YES and downvote for NO)
When I say majority, you can’t say No just coz Newstalk ZB isn’t left biased. They’re literally an outlier.
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2024.11.27 00:30 AccountantPuzzled844 Do you remember a film where a violent father makes his son swim into a pond full of snakes?
When I was a child I saw a movie that left a huge impression in me. Basically was a violent/disturbed/abusive/alcoholic father, and in one scene he makes his son swim in a pond/lake/river (can't recall exactly) that has snakes in it. I don't remember why either.
I've been trying to find this movie for years, and I think I remember the actor by face, but can't remember his name. If I recall correctly, he's a tall guy, must be old now, and has a tough/serious expression in his face. Kind of like Clint Eastwood (it's not him).
Does anyone know which movie I'm talking about?
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2024.11.27 00:30 SovereignSolo Uber Ride Damaged White Seats
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2024.11.27 00:30 No_Experience2000 Worst VGU Ever, All Skins Complete Downgrade, Passive and W still the same...
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