2024.11.28 00:40 L-Cuatro AD, Pun, Glasses, Problem and Manny should be their own podcast
Shits too good to just be on Cuhmunity. That shit needs its own pod with its own name, nobody outside the fan base even knows it exists. That’s a funny ass line up
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2024.11.28 00:40 TylerBurk8190 I laughed in joy as it was my birthday.
When I opened my present it was the meat worm.....
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2024.11.28 00:40 donpojlo (17M) I hate life
I'm at the point of total despair.
It's not that I necessarily live a shitty life, but I hate everything about it so much that it makes me go crazy. I've felt this way since I was 12. 5 years of this shit, I can't even say it's a phase. It just keeps getting worse.
1 - My grades and my future I always LOATHED studying, but I am extremely capable. My parents knew that, and already imagined me as a successful businessman from the start; they thought forcing me to study was enough, and it was for a long time. I used to score A+ (European equivalent) on EVERY subject until about 2 years ago, when I mentally went off a cliff and started getting B-C-Es (and Fs, many).
Since then, my mother almost doesn't even talk to me anymore. She thinks my worth is measured by how much I study, and by now she genuinely believes I have no decent path ahead of me for my future. She says she's "severely traumatized" by my change, which seems irreversible.
2 - My identity I was pretty extrovert but I was always treaten as the awkward one, my mother kept saying it was "kindness" while my peers thought it was dumbness.
Things got the worst during start of high school, I was completely unfit, and I looked like a complete joke. I had to change to adapt, even in something I didn't want to be.
Eventually, I changed environment (new school), took time for myself and found my place. Yes, being myself, but without being too much myself. And without being the Spongebob Squarepants type of kind-dumb my mother wanted me to be.
3 - My self-esteem and relationships Since I grew up to be the awkward one, I eventually became a hateful and rancorous person. I hated myself. I still am hateful and rancorous and still hate myself, even if I mask it decently (I hope).
What I can't mask, however, is that permanent sense of detachement I feel from everyone around me. I act friendly but I know there's something off.
This distance I unconsciously put with everyone (and those with whom I don't, I am very selective about) also made my love life empty. Even though I am extremely tall where I live (with a big, wide frame) and generally talked about as considerably attractive in face, I have never held a hand, had a kiss or a relationship with anyone, ever.
If there was any girl interested in me, I pushed them away unknowingly. The one I was crushing for, which happens to be the prettiest girl of the school, I never even tried because I had no chance; already had like 100 guys waiting in line, but I had no reedemable qualities in a long-lasting relationship.
Many said my crush was indeed reciprocated (sometimes to crack a joke, sometimes in a more serious tone, never understood if it was really meant or not) but I never proceeded any further, she seemed to distance herself from these "allegations" and I respected that. Maybe I was the one who unknowingly put the distance first, AGAIN.
The best of all of this? I CONSIDER MYSELF UGLY AS SIN. I don't care how many people might have complimented me, I genuinely feel physically ill looking at myself in the mirror. I hate it and I hate having no idea of what I actually look like; I feel like people are lying to make me feel better.
4 My happiness I waste all my days doomscrolling or playing some shitty game on my PC. I cannot bring myself to enjoy ANYTHING. I feel completely numb to any sort of positive emotion for years.
The only things that keep me alive is my absolutely wonderful dog and my friends. Not happy or even serene, but I don't blow myself out (aside from fear of failing the attempt) because it deepens me to know how these ones would feel if I ever did.
I am only moved by anger. The smallest thing sets me off, everthing frustrates me. If I can hide it for a bit I explode when I'm alone.
When not in anger, I rake in frustration and sadness for my mistakes (like not studying) and my unanswered questions.
5 Conclusion I know this is a messy wall of text, I'm not a native speaker and I don't even know how to use Reddit text script.
Before anyone asks:
[1] I was diagnosed with light forms of ADHD, OCD and Tourette's. I've managed to keep them on a leash over the years.
[2] I was not diagnosed with any form of autism.
[3] Do not reccomend a therapist to check for depression. In the past I've been berated and laughed at by my family for even suggesting it, it's absolutely incomprehensible and unheard of where I live. I get you, therapy is important, but it's just not possible now.
[4] Sorry but I can't afford a TL:DR. All of what I wrote, I wrote because it was important.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart if you read this, this is my first time ever exposing myself on the net as talking about it IRL never helped me.
This post was very hard to make for me. I accept any help or critique.
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2024.11.28 00:40 Outrageous-Bug78 Best way to switch my savings to Fidelity
Which account should I open to do this? I want to do this to stop the temptation of moving money from my normal savings all the time do I do the Fidelity® Government Money Market Fund? what do you guys do!
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2024.11.28 00:40 Elemen47 Where do I go to access the early access product? I went to the loyalty program, but I don't see anything other than members only, redemption, the usual stuff... Pls help! It says you can put it in your cart 30 minutes early but I can't find it
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2024.11.28 00:40 KismetAnimation 🛌🌬
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2024.11.28 00:40 Puzzleheaded_Set_466 Is my boyfriend gay
18 F and 18 M I’m going to just be completely open and direct. He likes to wear my lingerie, watch femboy porn, suck my dildo, goes into doggy wants pegged, can’t cum when he fucks me, has sent nudes with guys. He claims he’s not gay or even bisexual, is that even possible? Or am I in denial. I love this man so much we have been together for almost a year and I’m so terrified that he might be gay. I’m so young still and trying to even figure out sex things and this has taken a toll on me please what do I do.
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2024.11.28 00:40 Unusual-King1103 How is the gen 3 drop point scarab vs the de in terms of ease of going through cardboard?
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2024.11.28 00:40 OkraJust7380 Japanese-style toilet damaged by power outage. How to avoid with new one?
I have a Japanese-style toilet seat (but Korean, really) that's plugged into a grounded GFCI outlet in the bathroom. One night there was a power outage and the next morning only the heated seat and the dryer worked, nothing else. I've been told by the company that the main PCB (whatever that is) had been damaged. They sent me a new toilet but now how do I avoid this happening again? I asked them if a surge protector would help, and if so what kind, but they've given me a general, unclear answer ("check the product instructions and pick one that would work with your product"). Would a cheapo surge protector like this one help? And if not, what could?
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2024.11.28 00:40 WolfierollWasTaken totally real new character
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2024.11.28 00:40 fakeaccount572 Is it normal for the "tool head cleaning" process to ding up the very rear of the PEI plate?
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2024.11.28 00:40 CombinationBig9331 Looking for a ygn femboy/twink to spoil and play 056f82233b6116b53c5ef8429f65f9f4d315df7c43077cd8631bcdf56da2d18831
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2024.11.28 00:40 Raymondo316 Patrick Beverley is '50-50' on staying in Israel due to family pressures
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2024.11.28 00:40 expl4re daphne
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2024.11.28 00:40 Zinc_Zn_30 Regieleki 357924428146
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2024.11.28 00:40 ImpossibleMeaning686 Diagnosis is a privilege? The way I get treated in medical settings begs to differ.
I had my annual physical earlier this week and my usual doctor (who's really good about mental health and neurodiversity) wasn't available, so I saw a different one (who I've never seen before). It's important to note here that ASD is on my medical chart, which this doctor would have reviewed before I entered the room.
The doctor made all sorts of assumptions about me in a really patronizing way while updating my chart. Rather than asking "are you on any medication?" she asked "what medications are you on?" (I haven't been on any medication aside from occassional antibiotics or other similar temporary prescriptions in over 10 years.) She asked if I'm having any issues with sleep. I said that I've had ongoing sleep issues since I was a kid but there haven't been any changes, so for the purposes of the question the answer is no, and she switched to the voice people usually reserve for children and animals to ask "what are you thinking about when you can't sleep?" It has been confirmed since I was a kid that my sleep issues are not psychological and have to do with my brain just not processing melatonin properly (this is common in neurodivergent people). Then she asked if I have a job (not sure why that's even relevant but okay). I said "not currently" as I was recently laid off, and she responded (again in the baby voice) "oh no! What happened?" Like what? Why are you assuming that something happened and not that I'm just unemployed currently?
Do I have any evidence that I was treated this way because of the autism? No. But I'm also pretty sure that I would have been treated differently if that diagnosis wasn't on my chart.
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2024.11.28 00:40 KingChief632 What transmission oil to use for a 2006 V70 2.5T Auto
Ive read about the Mobil 1 Synthetic ATF being an oil that works but I'm not very sure about which to use. What oil have you guys used that has also worked?
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2024.11.28 00:40 George_Costanza777 🍼🍼
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2024.11.28 00:40 kserr17 Chiner Ti - Frankenbike 7.8kg
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2024.11.28 00:40 BrandonSenpai_ South Florida here, I wanna grow it too.
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2024.11.28 00:40 1981Turkishman What fantasies do you have?
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2024.11.28 00:40 YesReport2684 LPWNNY
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2024.11.28 00:40 mvea Abortions fell 2% the year Supreme Court overruled Roe v. Wade. Women in their 20s accounted for more than half of abortions in 2022. Rates were lowest in Missouri and highest New Mexico in 2022. After Roe v. Wade was overruled, Missouri passed a near-total abortion ban with limited exceptions.
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2024.11.28 00:40 dotnotsaymyname Calling out SOME Kairen Shippers
Remember when J was heavily bashed nung time na sinabihan nyo sina B, JP and J na bully bc sa biruan nila sa BNK? Its one of the reason why na eliminate si J. Sino nagcampaigne for J nung nomination? JL and K’s fans (I’m not invalidating some JF and KR fans who saved J also).
From the start it’s so obvious the management wants KR and idc actually. It just icks me to core SOME of the KR shippers who invalidates other shippers, constantly bashing JP and Rain (since sya ang one of ship ni K) just bc u want ur ships to sail. Like brooo??? Just bc ur fave is very demure and classy means you’re one as well. Pare-pareho lang mga fans tbh. Hindi nyo kinataas ang lowkey shading sa ibang HM’s. Your behavior will reflect on ur idol’s image.
Plus reminder sa mga fans, grabe nyo pagsabungin yung mga HMs as if nakakasama kayo on the daily basis. Para kayong Knetz din. 😭
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2024.11.28 00:40 MRolly24 KEVIIIIIIINNNNN
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